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00:00You didn't tell me you kissed.
00:01I'm telling you now.
00:02She know better than to do something like that, especially with my homeboy.
00:06Gonna go.
00:06Gonna go where?
00:07To New York.
00:08I'm hoping that my PO allow me to go see my daughter born.
00:11You gonna sacrifice all of this and put us back through this stuff again?
00:14How dare you?
00:15Vegas, baby!
00:16I'm finally off parole.
00:17It's not the best idea to take someone who's gotten off parole to Vegas.
00:21I was kind of talking to another girl.
00:23I would like 100% physical custody.
00:25I don't want to start a fight.
00:26That's my ex.
00:27I know how he is.
00:28I could be locked up for 30 years.
00:30The overall sentence is 120 to 432 months.
00:48Hey, bro, mommy.
00:55Babe, what are you doing?
00:57Cleaning up.
00:57Still trying to move in.
00:58It's the morning after Sasha's hearing, and I'm still devastated.
01:03My best friend just got sentenced to a minimum of 10 years in prison.
01:08What's going on with you?
01:09There's something that I want to talk to you about, and I want you to just hear me out because
01:13it's really important to me.
01:14Okay, about what?
01:15I, um, I want Sasha to be Zoila's godmother.
01:23Sasha?
01:24Hello?
01:25A godmother's in prison.
01:27God forbid something happened to us, but what?
01:29Who's going to be there?
01:30That's what the godparent is.
01:33Who else do you have on your mind?
01:34Who else do I have in my life?
01:37Answer that.
01:40No one.
01:41She's the one person in my life that I trust wholeheartedly.
01:44She's also put away for a long time, and I'm trying to protect my family.
01:49I would feel better if you pick somebody who does live the life of an adult parent.
01:53I trust her.
01:55It's not like I'm going to go out shopping for a godmother.
01:57I'm not going to say Sasha doesn't have a good redemption story, or has a possibility
02:00to have a good redemption story, you know?
02:03Zoila having to deal with your past is enough of an obstacle to overcome.
02:08Do you know what my story tells our daughter?
02:11That no matter what you go through in life, you can conquer and you can overcome.
02:15Okay.
02:15We are two strong-willed women.
02:18The flip side of that, the flip side of Sasha, I'm not talking about you.
02:21Let's keep it to one.
02:22But I'm no different, though.
02:23Hold on.
02:23Let's keep it to one.
02:24I'm no different.
02:27And in fact, my story's probably a little bit harder and rough than Sasha's.
02:31Sasha's never used drugs, ever.
02:33Not one day in her life.
02:34Sasha's never ran the streets.
02:36You're saying, what does Sasha's story tell our daughter, or what kind of example does
02:41it give our daughter?
02:43Can't say Sasha's story is any worse than mine, because it's not.
02:47Having Sasha as Zoila's godmother would truly make her a part of our family.
02:53And give her a sense of hope in prison.
02:56You're missing the whole, you're missing...
02:57What am I missing?
02:58Tell me what I'm missing, because I think I have a very good, honest answer to every concern
03:04of yours, and you're still not hearing me.
03:06Even though Sasha's in prison, she's still going to be my best friend, and she is still
03:13going to be Zoila's godmother.
03:15You're trying to paint a real optimistic picture.
03:17You're putting your story and her story and mixing them up and trying to make me believe
03:19one story.
03:19Because when you judge her because of her past, and you don't judge me, that's hypocritical.
03:25I think right now, Britney's making a mistake in judgment because the lawyer said that having
03:31a felon in your close circle of friends could jeopardize the case for Giovanni.
03:35And how are you going to be a godmother to somebody from prison?
03:39Her godmother is supposed to be influential for her for the rest of her life.
03:42She's my daughter, too.
03:45And you're out of your mind if you think that I don't want what's best for her.
03:49And if I felt in my heart, like in any, any way, any doubt, any, anything, I wouldn't
03:55have even said anything.
03:57I wouldn't have even brought this up.
03:58I'm just looking at this, and it's so beautiful.
04:13You know, you, beside me.
04:16You know, I love you.
04:18I waited for this for a long time.
04:20I got this for you months ago.
04:22I could never send it to you, and I wanted to give it to you personally.
04:25You're giving, you're, okay, so, like, I'm not understanding right now, okay?
04:42Because you're giving me this box.
04:45He's, like, proposing to me all over again.
04:48I don't understand why Scott does this.
04:52This is, like, the second time he did this to me in my life.
04:54I know I haven't known you for a long time, but, um, will you marry me?
05:02I mean, don't you think it's a little too soon?
05:04Like, I mean, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm ruining this.
05:08Why do you want to marry me so bad?
05:12It's not about that.
05:13It's about getting to know each other.
05:15What is this?
05:16I mean, you can make it whatever it's, whatever you want to make it.
05:21You know, you can take it as a promise ring.
05:25You know, I love you, and I would marry you in a heartbeat.
05:29I just don't know if this is the right time.
05:33You guys are hiding something, or you're embarrassed of me.
05:39I'm not embarrassed of you!
05:42Where are you going?
05:43Everyone else, oh, you're the greatest guy in the world.
05:57But the one person I once left me.
06:01Nothing.
06:01There's your f***ing ring.
06:08Stop!
06:09What are you doing with the ring?
06:10I love the ring!
06:11Pull it out!
06:12When she told me she was on heroin, she said,
06:13you're a stupid man at Deep Frick and State.
06:15I'm the stupid one.
06:17$4,000.
06:18$4,000.
06:27Whatever!
06:28Whatever!
06:31I honestly think Scott's very sensitive, too.
06:37It's right here!
06:39Get in!
06:40Get in!
06:41And, you know, it hurt his feelings, and I feel bad about it.
06:46Look, I still love you.
06:48I still think about you.
06:49How do you move on when you still love somebody?
06:51Look, I don't want to fight.
06:52I came here to take you to this beautiful picnic.
06:55You can't just, like, say, hey, here's, here's, like, a $5,000 ring.
06:59Put this on your fingers so you're mine.
07:01That doesn't work like that.
07:04It was a proposal.
07:05It was...
07:06I didn't.
07:07I'm kidding.
07:08I'm here.
07:10It's a fight.
07:12I just wanted to all go away, just to start over.
07:15Put everything behind us, and just say, let's make this work, no matter what.
07:19Because that's what we always promised each other.
07:23I want to wash everything away.
07:25I do, too.
07:25I just want to start over.
07:26We'll start over, okay?
07:28We'll start over.
07:47Sarah's getting induced today.
07:49And I'm just really feeling helpless.
07:52In my mind, I'm like, yo, I can really be there.
07:54Like, if you want to be there, like, you really still can be there.
07:58But I don't want to violate and risk not being there for her.
08:03And so I'm headed to my PO right now to see if I can be able to get a travel pass to go to New York.
08:17I can't believe it's snowing.
08:18All right, you want to put that in the trunk?
08:21Yeah.
08:22All right.
08:23Hey, at least it's not a storm.
08:26If it was a storm, you could name her Storm.
08:28Oh, God.
08:29It's early morning, and we're on our way to the hospital for my induction.
08:34I feel like you're driving really slow.
08:38It's 30, and now it is changing.
08:40I'm sorry.
08:41I'm anxious.
08:41I know you're anxious.
08:43We're going to get there.
08:45Have you ever seen a birth?
08:47Yeah.
08:47All the freaking videos you showed me.
08:48No.
08:49I did not want to see.
08:50Those are the ones I saw.
08:52You're a jerk.
08:52I am extremely nervous and scared to be a mother of two girls, but I'm excited that they can
09:03have each other.
09:04They're not going to go through life alone.
09:05Michael wants somebody to FaceTime the baby coming out of my vagina.
09:13And I said, excuse me?
09:15No.
09:17First of all, who's FaceTiming him?
09:19Because the last thing I'd want to do is focus on him being able to be FaceTimed for
09:23the birth of your child.
09:24Not to get asked about it.
09:25I have a lot of mixed feelings about it.
09:27I guess I should feel devastated because Michael is probably not able to make it for our second
09:33child being born, but it is what it is, and it's not going to stop the birth from happening
09:38just because he's not there.
09:42I kind of feel like he abandoned me in a way.
09:48He did.
09:49From the minute you find out you're pregnant, he could have made so many different decisions
09:53to lead him to be here today, but instead, he just kept screwing up and screwing up and
10:00screwing up, so he's where he's at now, and it's his fault.
10:04Nobody needs to be worried about him being on FaceTime, because if he can't be here because
10:08of his up mistakes, screw him.
10:11I just came from IPO, and he told me I can barely even leave the house, let alone go to New York.
10:28Like, this is important as hell, and you got me all tethered.
10:31You tracking my whereabouts regardless, and now here I am, having to be stuck in the city,
10:36not being able to see her, like, I mean, like, I don't really have time for none of this right
10:43now, I need to be trying to contact her, like, just get the f*** off my face right now.
10:46Just get the f*** off my face.
10:50I'm not going back in there.
10:52Why would you want me to jeopardize my integrity?
10:56Why would you want me to do that?
10:57Let's check all the clues in the drawer.
10:59Let's check them.
11:00Oh, Flynn, Flynn.
11:03Who's Stephanie?
11:04Who is she?
11:05Who are you sexting, Flynn?
11:07I'm not going to answer this crap anymore.
11:13Well, it's kind of tacky to be coming over a person's house for the first time and don't
11:17have a housewarming gift.
11:23That's what Dula live in.
11:26This f*** be living cool lives.
11:29It feels good that Andrea's ready to roll with me to my brother's house.
11:33It's important that my wife meet my family because she's family, too, now.
11:43I wish we could move out here.
11:45I'm so excited.
11:46Oh, my gosh.
11:47I can't wait to see Dulo not.
11:49I'm just doing it for my husband.
11:53A lot of the people in Lamar's life are a bad influence on him.
11:58Even his parole officer has advised him to not be around his family and friends.
12:04Right now, I feel like there's a wall in the middle of our relationship.
12:09But I am willing to compromise.
12:14It's nice to see the city lights.
12:16Hey, what's up?
12:18What's up, bro?
12:19What's up, bro?
12:19Hi.
12:20This f*** smell like mother f***.
12:22Marley in this mother f***.
12:24How you doing, bro?
12:25Hey.
12:25Hey.
12:26What's up, bro?
12:27What's up?
12:27This is your son.
12:28This is your son.
12:28Yes.
12:29Hi.
12:29This is my only son.
12:30Hi.
12:31I've never been here before.
12:32You good?
12:33I can barely breathe, though.
12:35As soon as the door opened, I smelled the marijuana.
12:38Everyone's high, and I was like, OK, be cool, Andrea.
12:41And I'm just talking to myself in my head.
12:43I don't want to disappoint my husband.
12:45I don't want to look like a square.
12:47Son of a s***.
12:49Yeah?
12:50What you got?
12:52Like, I'm holding my nose.
12:53I can't.
12:55Man, my family smoke, and they're going to keep smoking.
12:59And I'm not tripping off that because it's legal in California.
13:04Smoking is like going to go get a s*** soda out here now.
13:08What's wrong?
13:10I told you.
13:12I told you what they was going to do.
13:15I told you that.
13:17I mean, I can't breathe.
13:18I'm just not with all the marijuana and stuff.
13:21It's a part of the doctrine in the Book of Mormon.
13:23And the Word of Wisdom said thou shalt not smoke no weed.
13:27It doesn't say it like that, but yes, or alcohol.
13:31I'm allergic to smoke.
13:32You're allergic to smoke?
13:33Yeah.
13:34Like, that's what be making me mad.
13:36That's so stupid.
13:38That's why I just, these people be making me so mad.
13:42What?
13:42I told you they were going to do that.
13:44But Joelle, why are you leaving?
13:45I got a headache now.
13:47Damn, you're leaving already?
13:49We just, y'all just got here.
13:51I've been waiting on y'all all day.
13:52Because I'm going to get sick.
13:54I can't be around all of that stuff.
13:55Okay, we just let it air out.
13:57Like, I'm sorry, baby, I didn't know, boo-boo.
13:59I apologize.
14:00I'm sorry, sis.
14:01I apologize.
14:02You know I don't like around that.
14:04I teach Sunday school for the youth.
14:06And I'm a leader for the young women.
14:07And I tell them to stay away from alcohol and drugs,
14:09but not to be around that environment.
14:11I'm not going back in there.
14:13I'm not going.
14:14Why would you want me to jeopardize my integrity and my standards?
14:18Okay.
14:19Why would you want me to do that?
14:20Good.
14:20You know what?
14:21I apologize, sis.
14:23I don't want to be a hypocrite.
14:24I'm going to the car.
14:26At the end of the day, what makes me happy is being with my family.
14:30You taking this way, old boy.
14:33And, you know, I understand her concerns, but my family is not going nowhere.
14:39You can just stay here.
14:40That's what I mean.
14:41Let's go, man.
14:42If we came here together, we're going to leave together.
14:44You know what I'm saying?
14:45I'm never coming back over here again.
14:50Mm-mm.
14:58Ah, dear friend-o, what are you doing?
15:09Yeah, don't push me.
15:10Okay, kick your legs.
15:11Brittany's telling me that she wants Sasha to be as well as Godmother.
15:14And I'm very worried and concerned about that.
15:16I want to get out.
15:18Okay.
15:20My mother's been very helpful to our relationship.
15:22She's been a real blessing to have around.
15:23And she loves being around because it's her first granddaughter.
15:26Okay, then go play.
15:29Sir, how are you doing?
15:31Had a little argument with Brittany.
15:33We got little issues to work out.
15:39Brittany's thinking about Sasha to be the godmother.
15:42I'm not sure how I feel about that.
15:43I mean, if people aren't going to be an asset to you, they're going to be a liability to you.
15:47Well, I don't think it's a good idea.
15:50I love Brittany, but how can Sasha be there for Zoyla when she's in prison?
15:59It's just, I can't wrap my head around that.
16:01You know, I don't get into your business.
16:03I stay in my own lane.
16:05Son, you know, I'm very proud of you.
16:07But Brittany just got out of prison.
16:09And now she wants Sasha, who's going in, to be the godmother.
16:14I mean, that, um, it's a very big responsibility.
16:17Daddy, play tag with me.
16:19Okay, let me talk to Marjorie real quick, and we'll play tag.
16:22But if she's sentenced, you know, for a very long time, how can she be a godmother to Zoyla
16:29if she's not going to be around?
16:30We don't know what's going to happen.
16:31And what happens if something happens to you?
16:33And Sasha's going to be where?
16:34Well, she's only one.
16:35She's going to be like that, behind bars?
16:39I think Brittany is making a huge mistake.
16:43You know, I love you very much, and I just don't want to see you make any mistakes.
16:47You just have to protect your family.
16:52The opinions that my mother brings to the table, I don't necessarily agree with.
16:55But this time, I can agree wholeheartedly with what she's saying.
17:00You can say whatever you want.
17:01Sometimes I might be overprotective.
17:04Especially when it comes to this family.
17:06So I'm willing to protect the family against anything and anybody.
17:09I think that it's a real issue to start talking about fighting for full custody of Giovanni.
17:14That's going to be an uphill battle.
17:16Well, I don't think Tito's going to let go.
17:21Tito has full custody of Giovanni, but we have him most of the time.
17:25The fact that Tito can come over and take Giovanni whenever he wants is hard crushing.
17:33Every day, I'm the one doing what I need to be doing in order to show him that
17:36I'm present, I'm here.
17:38Hello.
17:40Good job.
17:42So, I want to fight for custody of Giovanni because he means that much to me.
17:46You're always going to have your sister. What's your number one job?
17:50That's right.
17:51I feel like a conversation with Tito is something that I have to have.
17:56It's better to figure out what's going on now.
17:58Like, I've never felt so disconnected from Michael in my life on the one moment that I should have been connected with him.
18:14And this is the second kid that I am sitting here delivering by myself.
18:27You know how embarrassing it is that coming here for the second time and I'm asking where the dad is?
18:38I was about to go to New York and just say all of it just to get to her.
18:42But all I just keep hearing is my daughter saying she needs me.
18:45I feel like I'm stuck.
18:46I'm stuck in here in this city just telling all my mother I ain't doing right now.
18:55I already allowed the system to take certain things from me now.
18:59The system is taking away from me seeing my child.
19:04I'm not out here trying to go to the block to go sell no drugs.
19:07Like, I'm trying to just go see my child born and come right back.
19:10Like, I can't be there. I gotta wait here.
19:23You just see what happens, man.
19:26And just pray.
19:27All I'm gonna do is just pray.
19:31Everybody got something to say about the .
19:34I'm just tired of all that .
19:37All of it. I'm over all that .
19:38All of it.
19:50So we are on our flight to Vegas.
19:53And the view we're getting right now.
19:55And I hate flying.
19:57Yeah, he hates flying.
19:59He just won't be quiet about it.
20:08Just yesterday, I was still on parole.
20:13Just two months ago, I was locked up.
20:15Who would have thought that you writing me one letter in prison would have led to us being in a cabin in Vegas?
20:22I do feel a little guilty about what's been going on behind Tracy's back.
20:27Um, I haven't been completely honest with Tracy.
20:31Like, I was kind of talking to another girl.
20:34It's such a huge weight on my shoulders.
20:39I feel proud to get to go somewhere and actually enjoy this vacation or this trip.
20:47And not have to worry about, not have to worry about anything.
20:50You're going to show me this lovely hotel suite with the jacuzzi that you got for us?
21:01Yep.
21:03Remember last time we had a bad one?
21:04Okay, this is not about last time.
21:07I just have bad, like, memories.
21:09It's the last time we had a room with jacuzzi in it.
21:11That didn't work out too well.
21:14She left?
21:15She took your phone?
21:16In the car.
21:17Why?
21:18Mother crack.
21:21You're just not happy with me overall?
21:23No, I am.
21:24I'm just not happy today overall.
21:27Am I, I'm human.
21:28Can I, am I not allowed to get mad?
21:33I'm sorry you're having a bad day.
21:34I'm sorry you're, the start off of the day hasn't been great for you.
21:38I hope it gets better.
21:41Hey, hey, look, look, look, look, look, look, look.
21:43There's a sign.
21:43I'm going to take a picture with it.
21:45Please.
21:46I'm excited.
21:47Cool.
21:48I just don't see you're excited.
21:52I'm not.
21:55Clint has been negative and it's starting to bring me down.
21:58And it really sucks because it's supposed to be fun.
22:01And his negativity's been just, it's just, it's too much.
22:06Let's go to the sign.
22:07Let's take a picture.
22:08If Clint doesn't adjust his attitude, then I'm just going to go and have some fun by myself.
22:14I'm miserable.
22:17So glad to know you're miserable with me right now.
22:19And lovely.
22:21This should be one of the happiest days.
22:23Why?
22:24Because, I mean, I had him wait here in his hot sun and wait for these people to go.
22:28Come on, come on.
22:29Hey, stop acting a fool.
22:32Okay, ready?
22:33Yep.
22:33I don't know.
22:40I just feel real stressed and just want to just get away from it all.
22:45I don't know.
22:47You're ruining my fun.
22:49Bye, Elvis.
22:50Love you, baby.
22:51All right.
22:54Here, go get him.
22:54You love, he loves you.
22:57Let's go get you a daiquiri and then let's go walk the street.
23:01Let's go, let's go see the room.
23:03Don't ruin this trip.
23:13I'm looking forward to seeing a lot of things in Vegas.
23:16I want to see casinos.
23:18I want to see lights.
23:20I want to see things that I've never experienced before.
23:24Oh, mate, let me see your phone real quick.
23:26I can't.
23:26You know what time it is.
23:28I know.
23:28You're a kid there.
23:29Yeah.
23:35Um, who's Tex- Stephanie?
23:40Who's- who the hell's Stephanie?
23:43I still have feelings for you.
23:46I will be your new goddess.
23:50Who's Stephanie?
23:53Who is she?
23:54Who is this friend?
23:56Give me, give me.
23:56It's just-
23:57Who is this girl, please?
23:59I'm not going to answer this crap.
24:00Who are you sexting?
24:05You're just changing.
24:06You're showing your true colors.
24:08Why are you still here?
24:11My boyfriend's wife is having a second baby.
24:14You're going to want to go try to fix your family.
24:26Your hair looks nice.
24:27I know.
24:28I love my new hair.
24:29It's great.
24:30Where'd you get it?
24:33What?
24:33Who did it?
24:34You know you're asking a black girl the wrong questions right now in life.
24:39You're black?
24:47The Bunchies are so amazing.
24:49I'm so happy I'm here.
24:51This is a real nice place.
24:54Me and Scott have an argument because he gave me a ring.
24:58Why do you want to put a ring on my finger so badly?
25:00I'll pull around right here and then I'll pull the car around.
25:02Oh, okay.
25:06But we made up and I want to move forward with our relationship step by step.
25:14Why are your arms not clean?
25:17Because I was painting the kitchen last night.
25:21What is this?
25:24What is it?
25:25I don't know.
25:27What is it?
25:27It's all that.
25:30What does it look like?
25:32Coke.
25:34That's what my spoons look like when I used to rock up crack.
25:37Exactly what they look like.
25:38That was for cooking.
25:39Come on, really?
25:40It's a freaking spoon.
25:41Scott, you have a dope spoon in your drawer, dude.
25:44I used to cook crack.
25:46So I know exactly what a dope spoon looks like.
25:50And Scott told me that he used to use drugs like when he was in his 20s.
25:55You know, if he's back to using drugs, I'm definitely worried about that.
25:58Why would you have this spoon in your drawer?
26:03What about the other 40 spoons in the drawer?
26:05Cool.
26:07Let's check them.
26:07Go ahead, check them.
26:08Let's check all the spoons in the drawer.
26:11Let's check them.
26:11Oh, they're clean.
26:13They're clean.
26:14They're clean.
26:14They're clean, clean, clean.
26:18I'm getting mad because she's accusing me of drug spoons.
26:20And I can sit there and pull 20 things out of that drawer you could have used for drugs.
26:25Do you have ashes in your silver drawer?
26:29Oh, no.
26:30Look, look, look.
26:31What is that?
26:32It's a potato.
26:34It peels potatoes.
26:36You're making jokes about stuff that you don't want to address.
26:38It's a freaking spoon.
26:39I can say that about these other 14.
26:40I don't have residue on except this one.
26:42That ain't residue, really.
26:43I am terrified that Scott is using.
26:47I'm on probation and my probation restrictions are no alcohol and no drugs.
26:53And if he is using, I can't be with an addict because I'm too vulnerable.
27:04That was stupid as hell.
27:06Yeah, it was very stupid.
27:08I agree.
27:08So you basically, you can't go to my brother's house?
27:14That is embarrassing, I'm trying to tell you.
27:17Hey, they do cigars with weed in it.
27:20You're the only mother that's going to act like that.
27:23So you calling me an MF?
27:24Nah, I'm just saying.
27:25Yeah, that's what you just did.
27:26I for real need a sister wife with this.
27:29She can go hang out with his brother at the weed house.
27:35All of that, that's sister wife.
27:38She could do all of that.
27:38I'm not joking.
27:40I'm so serious.
27:41When everybody, all the weed is gone, why you can't just kick me?
27:46Lamar, I'm not gonna, you, I'm not gonna go to a weed house and be like,
27:50okay, y'all put the weed up, I'm going back.
27:53He wants to take me in these environments where there's drinking and smoking,
27:57where the Holy Spirit really can't dwell.
28:00That was my first time being in that type of environment and my last.
28:04I will never set myself up like that again.
28:07So now what?
28:07Well, you tell me now what?
28:09If you don't look, if everything, if everything, no.
28:12Your reaction is stressful for me.
28:14You're stressful just by being alive around people.
28:18It's just so draining.
28:20Like the things that I have to deal with.
28:23If everything that I do and what come with me is with you and the world is full up,
28:28Cali's up, my people up, why is you still here?
28:33Man, it seems like enough ain't never enough, you know, in a relationship sometimes.
28:40I break my back, I do everything, it hard, it's draining sometimes.
28:43You like that I didn't hang out, I didn't go to club and smoke, I didn't drink.
28:48That's what environment you want to take me around.
28:50No, I want you to meet my family.
28:52And I met them.
28:53My question is this, you were going to parole in Utah anyway.
28:59OK.
28:59I gave up my house, my safety.
29:03Your safety?
29:04No, listen.
29:06My job, my friends, I left all of that behind because you couldn't parole and come to Utah.
29:15I'm establishing for myself out here.
29:18You just changing, you changing, you showing your true colors.
29:22You don't understand how I feel.
29:26I try to support you and everything.
29:27I need an outlet, I need to be around people who are like me.
29:31What about me?
29:31I need you to drive out there, not that far.
29:34But what about me?
29:35I need you to see me in that element.
29:37He owes it to me.
29:39I had to relocate my whole family and sacrifice the better quality of life in Utah.
29:45What I need from this marriage is to take a trip to Utah.
29:50This is my life.
29:51You acting like you only made sacrifices, I made sacrifices too.
29:54What sacrifices?
29:55Jurassic sacrifices as you made.
29:58My freedom.
29:59You've never been inside a cell for 20 years almost.
30:03And then come straight home to a wife and three kids.
30:09You decided to do that.
30:10OK, but I'm saying that's a sacrifice.
30:11That was your decision.
30:13How I feel, Lamar.
30:16I don't have nobody out here.
30:18You have me.
30:18And you don't turn your back on me.
30:20You have me.
30:20You got your whole family and friends out here.
30:23I don't have anybody out here.
30:25It's like such a dark world for me.
30:27But I'm just sick of this gangbanger lifestyle.
30:32That toxic environment always trying to drag him back.
30:36I'm hoping that Lamar will see the culture of Utah.
30:40And I think when he sees it that he's going to be like, OK, this is where we need to be.
30:44You know, we're going to go to Utah.
30:47I'm going to go.
30:49I'm willing to go out there and check it out and see how it is.
30:52But I think she is more to it.
30:54And if she's thinking to keep me out there, like, it's definitely going to compromise my marriage.
30:59You know, I can't live with uncertainty.
31:07So I'm headed to Tito specifically to have a conversation that we need to have.
31:13I will kick that open.
31:15How can you do this to me?
31:16You're my foe.
31:20You're my foe.
31:21You.
31:26So the tattoo on my arm is Deuteronomy 420.
31:29When I got this tattoo, I was in prison.
31:31And I wanted to quit slamming dope in my arm.
31:34So I put a scripture right across my little go-to vein right there.
31:40Once I tried slamming in it, after I got the scripture on me, the needle would break.
31:45They would get clogged.
31:46I couldn't slam in this arm.
31:48So I went to this arm and started slamming in this arm.
31:53And this arm, I just got a scripture recently.
31:55It's through Rami 1113.
31:571113 is my daughter's birthday.
31:59So I got my two scriptures.
32:01So it keeps me, keeps me in check.
32:04My dad had a good friend.
32:09I'm sorry for all of my friends.
32:11I'm sorry for everything.
32:13I'm sorry for everything.
32:16I'm sorry for people to get a good friend.
32:19I'm sorry for everything.
32:21You didn't remember me, I'm sorry.
32:23It's very cold.
32:25I don't know why I'm sorry for everything.
32:29I just had my daughter rain Michael came up with the name rain and I absolutely loved it
32:39I am so in love and so excited she's very little but she looks like both Michael and I like 50-50
32:49which is crazy because so did Aviana she has like a ton of hair which is absolutely gorgeous
32:56I 100% do wish that Michael could be here today
33:02hello hi what's up
33:13I just wanted to say congratulations because we have a new beautiful baby girl
33:22oh my gosh I want to see her
33:26hey you
33:30we've been waiting on you
33:34she's so beautiful
33:37got her little eyes
33:39and her little nose
33:43she got your eyes
33:45being able to see my beautiful baby
33:49I down there cried
33:51I don't know the last time that I've been happy
33:54and I knew that I wasn't going to be happy until I was able to see her
33:58thank you for giving birth to her
34:01oh you're welcome
34:03did not have much of a choice
34:05being able to just watch her break
34:10know that no matter what happened between me and Sarah like we brought another beautiful girl
34:19into this world
34:21I love you mom
34:24I'm gonna handle this and then I'll call you
34:27alright
34:29my daddy gonna see you soon
34:31this is my second chance to be there
34:42at a birth
34:43and I wasn't there due to parole
34:46due to my actions of me being in the system
34:48so
34:50this is something that I'm gonna have to deal with by myself
34:53this is something that I know for a fact that I'm internalized forever
34:57I mean I got a whole lifetime of it
34:59to make it up to her
35:02I got my back against the wall
35:14with Tito and Brittany and Giovanni
35:16you know the lawyer made it clear that
35:23there's gonna be a lot of obstacles
35:24to be able to accomplish the goal that I would ultimately want
35:27in having Giovanni
35:29and having 100% custody
35:30if you take the litigation route
35:33I can promise you
35:34that your ex will bring up
35:36every single thing he knows about your past
35:38maybe I should be the one to go talk to Tito man to man
35:41that's my ex
35:42I know how to work the angle better
35:43I understand Brady's perspective
35:45because she knows Tito
35:47and she knows what he's capable of
35:49I don't know Tito
35:51but I know Tito's type
35:52and the things that he's doing to Giovanni now
35:57by being absent
35:58it's gonna have reverberations later on
36:01that's gonna affect Giovanni
36:02but I know because
36:03I've had it happen to me
36:04but my point of view is
36:07well if I'm doing this X, Y, and Z
36:08I need it to translate to that on paper
36:11you know I can't live with the uncertainty
36:15I'm heading into Tito specifically
36:25to have a conversation
36:26that we need to have
36:27I may have one time promised
36:42Britney I wasn't gonna go see Tito
36:43but um
36:46problem's broken
36:48who is she?
36:58you
36:59you
37:00you
37:01you
37:03come on
37:05get up
37:06I haven't spoken to Michael since Michigan
37:35and
37:36I hope he's still not mad about the situation
37:39I kissed him
37:42you didn't tell me you kissed
37:44yeah I'm telling you now
37:46you can go about your business
37:48this what you want?
37:50you can go about your business
37:51yeah
37:51where you going?
37:55I'm hoping we can work around that
37:57all I know is that my boyfriend's wife is having a second baby
38:03just even saying that is difficult
38:06because it doesn't make sense
38:07it's like your boyfriend's wife
38:10what the f***
38:19are you serious?
38:23I just can't believe this is the first text from him
38:25I don't know what to say
38:27I don't know how I feel
38:30I'm just like
38:31okay
38:32is that
38:34you know like
38:34trying to see him and her
38:37I see it though
38:39she's cute
38:41I wish it wasn't Michael's baby
38:45because
38:45that would
38:46make things
38:47a hundred times easier
38:49that's one less thing we have to deal with
38:52but
38:52it is
38:54yeah
39:05what's up?
39:07what's up?
39:08what's up?
39:08what's up?
39:09not much
39:09I've just been waiting for you
39:11this call
39:12you get to picture
39:14I did
39:15she's cute
39:16she looks like you
39:17she got your nose
39:18like Aviana
39:19she looks like Aviana
39:20what's her name?
39:23her name Ryan
39:24how you feel about it?
39:28hmm
39:29it's a weird feeling
39:31you're having
39:31a baby with your wife
39:33it just makes me have
39:34more concerns
39:35it's like
39:37are you going to want to go
39:38try to like
39:38fix your family?
39:41like
39:42I would just rather
39:43you tell me now
39:43I mean my f***
39:45it's nothing else
39:47it's to be
39:48a father to her
39:49what does that mean though?
39:51like
39:51like that's your objective
39:53but I'm saying
39:54like
39:54is there a possibility
39:55that you
39:56will
39:56this is what you want?
39:59I really know
40:00because I got a lot of
40:01pent up
40:01emotions about everything
40:03but
40:04isn't a chance
40:06I'm going to go back
40:07with her
40:07like
40:08that's not the case
40:11I do worry about
40:14the new baby
40:14and like
40:15if that's going to be
40:16something that
40:17gets him
40:18like
40:19trapped up again
40:20so if that's the case
40:22then
40:23let me know
40:24I know
40:24I know we have
40:25all these
40:25hurdles
40:26to get over
40:27I mean
40:28in the future
40:29we'll see what's going on
40:30but I love you
40:31alright
40:32I love you too
40:33it feels weird
40:38because I'm in it
40:40to see how it plays out
40:42like
40:42I want to know
40:43like
40:44will he
40:45do what he says
40:46I just feel
40:47I don't know
40:49it's like a double
40:51punch to the gut
40:52who is she?
41:01who is this girl?
41:02give me it
41:03once we get into the hotel
41:05I take Clint's phone
41:06to take a selfie of us
41:07and I see a text
41:08from another woman
41:09I can't believe this
41:10you're supposed to
41:11bring me here
41:12on