Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 6
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00:00I'm bisexual.
00:01Britney requires the sex only a man can give her.
00:04Have you spoken to Marcino about your past relationship?
00:08I haven't really told him about my relationship with Amanda yet.
00:12Oh my god!
00:17How much money have you spent on my mom?
00:19Over $90,000.
00:21I just get a lot of bad vibes from him,
00:23and I don't see him as the one.
00:25I love Scott, but my daughter is my daughter.
00:28Michael is my fiancee.
00:31Michael and I were already married.
00:33You married him in prison?
00:36Come on!
00:41I'm gonna hug you in a second, all right?
00:43All right.
00:44I love you.
00:45Even though I'm free from prison, I'm not free.
00:48I'm asking you to stay.
00:49What's the problem?
00:50You don't understand how you making me feel right now.
00:52Go!
00:53Sarah is a queen, but Megan my queen.
00:55I met my dream woman in an online prison dating website.
01:00So you're fixing to pick her up at a prison, meet her for the first time,
01:04and you're gonna get married the next day.
01:05Yeah.
01:06Will you marry me?
01:10Yes.
01:10Yes.
01:10You look so beautiful.
01:25You picked it out, my favorite color.
01:30You know, I need a drink, so.
01:32Yeah, I know.
01:32Well, you don't want one then?
01:34No, I want you to have one.
01:35Okay.
01:43Tracy got out of prison yesterday, and we met in person for the first time,
01:47and we had incredible sex, the best sex I've ever had in my life.
01:51We're getting married, and I so can't wait.
01:54Babe, usually it's bad luck to see the bride on the day of the wedding, but I think this is an
01:59exception because of, you know, you're so hot in your dress.
02:03You love it?
02:04I like it.
02:04Are you gonna take it off tonight?
02:05I am, baby.
02:06Tracy is everything I've ever dreamed of.
02:10We're getting married quickly.
02:11I mean, mainly because we love each other, and we just have a strong, deep connection.
02:18I just think it might make it easier to crawl out of Texas.
02:21Tracy might be more nervous than me because this is her first time getting married.
02:27This is my third time, though.
02:30Yesterday, when I actually came out, did you have any second thoughts at all?
02:33Getting to know me all night and just talkative and crazy and blunt as I am, dude, we were like,
02:39girl, what'd I get myself into?
02:40Never did that into my mind.
02:42She's a bitch.
02:43Never did that into my mind.
02:44In the past, Tracy was a party girl, but she's wanting Bradley to change her ways.
02:52I don't know.
02:52I've never been treated like a queen.
02:54Well, you are.
02:57I'm not gonna see you for a couple hours.
02:59I'm gonna go get the dress.
03:01I'll meet up with you over there.
03:03What do you think about that?
03:04I'm loving that.
03:06I'm gonna need the card.
03:08Mm-hmm.
03:09Okay.
03:10For the dress, okay?
03:12Yeah, it's fine.
03:13I work for a major hotel company.
03:17I do front desk and I do night audit.
03:20I don't make that much money at my job.
03:22Um, what's that a limit?
03:26Um, I've already kind of gone over my budget by a little bit, you know, and it's only, what,
03:31the second day.
03:32So why don't we keep around 500?
03:37So is that enough, babe?
03:40That should be enough for a beautiful dress.
03:42But this is a very special day.
03:43It is.
03:47If you need to spend more, spend it.
03:49If you find a dress that's over that, get it.
03:52Are you sure?
03:54My queen, yes, I am.
03:55Okay.
03:58You're welcome.
04:00Let's take two of them.
04:01Take my debit card, too.
04:04Okay.
04:06This is a special day.
04:07Tracy went to prison for violating her federal probation, introduction of drugs into a facility,
04:15and something about passing bad checks.
04:17I like it.
04:19I don't really know too much about it, to be honest.
04:22Yesterday, I was in federal prison.
04:24I got out.
04:25And now, tonight, I'm getting married.
04:28I'm going to kiss, babe.
04:29Okay.
04:29Bye.
04:30Bye.
04:31Love you.
04:31Love you, too.
04:32Bye.
04:34Bye, baby.
04:35I don't think there's any possibility that she don't want to get married, because she
04:40keeps telling me today and yesterday how excited she is.
04:49I hate that he doesn't have a phone number, because I can't call.
04:52I don't know what he's doing.
04:53I don't know who he's with.
04:58I'm just thinking, like, maybe he changed his mind.
05:02Michael has been out of prison for two days now.
05:04The first day, we, like, video chat, but that's, like, five minutes.
05:08And the second day, he still hasn't called.
05:12At this point, there's really no excuse for Mike not calling me.
05:15There's no reason, because I know he knows my phone number.
05:18Maybe something happened, and, like, is he okay?
05:22Like, I don't even know what to do with myself.
05:25You miss me?
05:25I don't know about three years for this.
05:37Yesterday, Michael got out of prison.
05:40We ended up leaving Flint and going to a hotel about halfway to New York.
05:45It's been three years for the both of us since we have been intimate.
05:51Michael and I are not trying to get pregnant, but we're not really taking any precautions, necessarily.
05:56But what it's meant to be will be.
05:59We'll see what happens.
06:00The more I think about it, I didn't know that Michael's baby mom was driving him up to New York.
06:11She could possibly still have feelings for him.
06:14He just got out of prison.
06:15Like, he hasn't had sex in years.
06:17Not to say that he doesn't have self-control, but things could easily happen.
06:21It's like, why am I being patient?
06:24If something ever did happen like that, it would be a wrap.
06:31For the most part, I'm being faithful to Megan.
06:34Because, say if I was a spy, right?
06:36One of my missions is that this woman, I got to get something from her, but I have to have sex with her.
06:43I didn't want to, but I had to to complete the mission.
06:48Did you have a lady?
06:49Yeah.
06:54I'm not trying to be a player.
06:55It's important to me that I let Sarah know about Megan, but I'm not willing to accept it right now,
07:00because I'm afraid that she'll take my daughter away from me.
07:04I want to secure my relationship with my daughter, and when I tell Sarah that I'm with Megan,
07:10if she decides to leave, then she's welcome to if that's what she want to do.
07:15But at least I have my relationship with my daughter.
07:19You're talking to me and your mom?
07:25Yeah.
07:25Well, I'm sure she'll fall in love with me like you did.
07:28Matt got out of prison four days ago, and honest to God, I've never been on a bigger roller coaster.
07:38It's been an emotional tornado.
07:41You all right?
07:42I'm about to flip out, but it's cool.
07:44It's a broken relationship, and I don't know if it'll heal or even necessarily if I want it to heal.
07:50I'm seeing my mom for the first time since Matt's went out, and the last time I saw my mom,
07:55I got kicked out of the house because she didn't improve my relationship with Matt.
07:59She doesn't think that Matt would stay out of prison.
08:04I want to show her that he's been amazing.
08:07What your mom is, I've probably seen like 10 times worse.
08:09Because I'm sure I can probably relate to your mom in all reality, you know what I mean?
08:12Yeah, I don't, I don't doubt that, but there's a lot of it still hurts.
08:18Matt and my mom both have addiction issues.
08:20My mom, unfortunately, when I was about three got involved with cocaine and needles, and I hate drugs.
08:34A lot of my childhood was taken from me because of them.
08:37I don't know Matt on meth, and I really don't ever want to know Matt on meth.
08:40It makes me sick to my stomach to think about it.
08:42I don't know if I'll ever see her, or even if I want to see her as a mom.
08:48Well, yeah, that doesn't mean you can't have a relationship with her, you know what I mean?
08:57You okay?
08:58You okay.
09:09What are you gonna get?
09:10I need coffee for sure.
09:11I might just have some coffee with you.
09:15Are you nervous?
09:17I don't know.
09:18Are you okay?
09:20Am I okay?
09:20No.
09:21Caitlyn's mom didn't approve me living at their house, which I get it.
09:25I'm a 12-time felon, but I would definitely like to be able to show her that I care for Caitlyn.
09:29When someone rides out of prison stands with you, you know, they definitely find a special
09:32place in your heart.
09:33I'm just here to support Caitlyn.
09:36I got her back.
09:40Here you go.
09:41Here's an extra one.
09:43Do you guys want to wait to order?
09:44Yeah.
09:44Yeah.
09:45Okay.
09:45I'll be back.
09:46What time is she showing up?
09:48Did I talk to her?
09:49She said she'd come.
09:50I don't know what to tell you.
09:51It's not anything new.
09:55My mom's late, but it's not really a surprise.
09:58And of course, she hasn't texted.
09:59She hasn't called.
10:00She's just late.
10:02If you say you're going to be somewhere at a certain time, do it.
10:06In my head, like being late, dude, she was late to my whole life.
10:09So why wouldn't she be late to anything else?
10:13I'm not going to sit here and wait around for all day.
10:15Well, how much time do you want to give her?
10:17Dude, I want to finish my coffee and go.
10:19I'm over it.
10:19If you're over it, then let's go home.
10:21I've got your back.
10:32This is a big deal.
10:33Matt's a big deal.
10:34Her meeting Matt is a big deal.
10:36It's important to me.
10:40So like, I'm done waiting.
10:42Like, I'm over it at this point.
10:47You want to go?
10:48Hello?
10:48Hello?
10:49Hello?
10:49Hello?
10:49Hello?
10:49Hello?
10:49Hello?
10:50Hi.
10:56I found you.
10:57I'm not.
10:58I've been waiting for hours now.
11:17I'll wait all night if I have to.
11:19I'm worried she has second thoughts and this is not going to show up to the wedding.
11:22I gave you all that money.
11:24Jasmine thinks you were an enabler to my drug habit in prison.
11:27I almost ended up dead.
11:28I'm not going to let Jasmine sabotage the relationship between me and her mother.
11:31If you're over, then let's go home.
11:33I've got your back.
11:35You want to go?
11:36Ready.
11:36All right.
11:37Hi.
11:38I found you.
11:45I'm not.
11:54I storm out because she's up again and I'm tired of just getting over it.
12:09So I'm leaving now because you wasted my time.
12:11I sat here and I waited for you and I'm ready to go when you're ready to show up.
12:16I told you.
12:17Come here.
12:20I say the relationship is tricky to navigate because I think that she's done so many drugs.
12:29She doesn't remember.
12:32I call her my mother because I guess that's what I'm supposed to call her, but like she's never been
12:37my mother. But I feel like the only thing that she's done is given birth to me.
12:45Um, we have a history and we're working on re-establishing a relationship and consequently
12:56we get the ups and downs. I just keep working trying to let her know that I am there, that
13:01I will always be there regardless of what's going on.
13:03Hey, come here.
13:12I'm here for you always.
13:17I think Kayla's just having a bunch of different emotions going through her head.
13:19It's been a lot. I just got out of prison. She got to rough history with her mom.
13:25She shows up meeting me for the first time and I just think it was a little bit too much to handle at first.
13:28Here.
13:32Matt's been out of prison for a few days and he's been there for me exactly how I needed him to be.
13:38But he's a flight risk. He's got a track record. He could go back at any time.
13:42And I'm really dependent on him right now and it terrifies me.
13:45What do you want to do? Do you want to go in there and give her a hug?
13:52Let's go meet her.
13:53Huh?
13:54Let's go.
13:55Let's go.
13:55There she is right here.
13:56You okay?
13:57Yeah.
14:03I think it's very important to Caitlin that I did come and very important that she knows that
14:09regardless of what she chooses to do that I'll still be her mom and I'll still be there.
14:16I have my reservations, fears, because I don't want to see her get hurt. And I think it's very
14:22important that she knows how much I love her. I don't know what the future is for me and my mom,
14:30but I think I can find a way to move forward with Matt's help.
14:33Oh, did you meet Matt?
14:35I did. Do you see how cute he is?
14:38I don't know whether he's so cute.
14:39Yeah, I can't even .
14:41What?
14:42I don't know how or why, but he's always had the ability to bring me back to earth and ground me,
14:47calm me down.
14:47You guys look cute together.
14:54I felt very left out of her life for quite a while.
14:58Well, maybe that can get better.
15:00I hope so.
15:01I love being a support system for Matt, but you know, I have major, major, major abandonment issues.
15:10Hey, I just, I don't want to be left again.
15:13Hey, baby.
15:21Good morning.
15:23Hey, I'm going to go down to the pool, okay?
15:25You know how to swim?
15:26No.
15:27I know.
15:33Baby, shades, first time in two years.
15:38I was released from prison a week ago, and so far, Marcelino and I have spent
15:43every second together.
15:44Well, I'll be out there in a little bit.
15:45And I can definitely say that I'm more comfortable living with Marcelino than,
15:52you know, a couple hundred other smelly ass bitches, that's for sure.
15:57I'm in love with him, but...
15:59Hi, Funky.
16:00Hi.
16:00The brunch with Sasha, my best friend and previous Bunky, didn't really go so well.
16:06Why were you even in there?
16:08I was in a really bad relationship.
16:09Oh, so you like thugs, huh?
16:11Chill out.
16:12He doesn't want me hanging out with ex-felons.
16:14However, not everybody's a bad person that's in prison.
16:19Not every ex-felon is a criminal.
16:23Hey, baby, what are you doing?
16:25Looking for apartments.
16:27The reason we're staying in the hotel is because where I live, they don't accept felons.
16:32So I'm choosing not to renew my lease so that me and Brady can find a place together.
16:36You know they got this new thing called the internet?
16:37Maybe you've been away a little bit too long?
16:41Whatever.
16:42I do got to tell you something though.
16:46What's up?
16:46This whole parole thing, it got me a little nervous.
16:50Just make sure you don't fall into the wrong things, wrong peoples and places.
16:54She knows that she can go back to prison even by being associated with felons.
16:58I got you here, I'm going to keep you here.
17:00That's my goal.
17:01It's really important that when we have our disagreements that we're able to work through it like this.
17:08Communication is going to be key in making our relationship work.
17:10I feel the same way.
17:13Love you.
17:14Love you.
17:16Find an apartment, they got some errands to run.
17:18Come back tonight and we'll have dinner.
17:22See you in a little bit?
17:23Yeah.
17:23Okay.
17:27My parole restriction is not being allowed to communicate with other ex-felons.
17:32It's extremely hard because I, I need my best friends.
17:40Hello?
17:41Hi.
17:41Hi.
17:42Hi.
17:42What are you doing?
17:43Nothing.
17:45What are you doing?
17:46Um, hanging out by the pool.
17:48I want you to come over.
17:50When I was in prison, I dated Amanda.
17:52Amanda and Marcelino didn't really overlap because Amanda was moved to a different prison facility.
17:58When my relationship with Marcelino began to get serious.
18:02I didn't tell Marcelino about Amanda coming over simply because like,
18:06I feel as though I didn't owe him an explanation, really.
18:11I mean, I'm allowed to have friends.
18:13Just because she's my ex-girlfriend doesn't mean that she's not a friend of mine.
18:18I mean, it's not like I'm keeping a secret.
18:21It's just...
18:26I don't know.
18:31Oh my God, you look so beautiful.
18:34Hi.
18:35Hi.
18:35Hi, how are you?
18:37Good.
18:37I missed you.
18:39Wow, you look so pretty.
18:41We never actually like face-to-face broke up.
18:43We never really like ended the relationship.
18:45You like my room?
18:46I love it.
18:48Big difference from where we came from.
18:49I know, feel the bed.
18:50Way bigger bed.
18:51Jump on it.
18:53Remember we used to like, hang up all the little clothes.
18:55Like a curtain?
18:57Yeah.
18:57No one could see it.
18:58And a little bunk this big.
19:00When I was dating Amanda, I was in a bottom bunk.
19:04And so what I would do is I would just hang up all my prison clothes.
19:07And we would just wait for everybody to go outside the yard.
19:10And we'd just have one person like, out in the unit, like, watching out for the police.
19:13Make sure they didn't sneak up on us, but that's pretty much how you do it.
19:17I'm happy you're home.
19:18Me too.
19:20So what are you doing?
19:20Well, oh, let's see.
19:26I don't know how to put it.
19:28Looking her in the face and telling her that I'm in a relationship with a man is a very difficult
19:33thing for me to do.
19:39You look so great tonight.
19:41Thank you for the makeover.
19:43Oh, you're welcome.
19:44You look even nicer.
19:45Hey.
19:50Lizzie has been out of prison for two days, and things have been a little up and down.
19:57We had her first fight, and it was rough.
19:59Yay.
20:00This is so nice out here.
20:02But Lizzie did a good job on my makeover, and I'm feeling confident about myself.
20:06Well, welcome you too.
20:08Wow.
20:09You got it?
20:10This is an important night because it's my first date with Lizzie.
20:13And it's my first date in 30 years as well.
20:16And for you, and then this is wine and house cocktails on the other side.
20:20Okay.
20:21It's been so long since I abandoned any type of restaurant.
20:26The food sucked in prison.
20:29Like, it was nothing but soy and starch and carbs.
20:34Okay, folks, what can I get you for dinner?
20:37So tonight, I am going to order everything on the menu.
20:42I would like the oysters, wait, the oysters on the half shell.
20:45I would like 12.
20:4612.
20:47Okay, and then I would like a shrimp cocktail.
20:49Okay, and then oysters, Rockefeller.
20:51Mm-hmm.
20:52And then the scallop.
20:53Fun.
20:54I know.
20:55I haven't had seafood in 10 years.
20:57Believe it.
20:58I don't know what Scott is expecting at the end of our date.
21:02He would probably want more than a goodnight kiss.
21:05But I haven't had sex with him yet.
21:07And I want to wait for us to get to know each other before I have sex with him.
21:12It could take one year.
21:13It could take six months.
21:14It could take five years.
21:15I don't know.
21:16Yeah.
21:17That's a lot of food.
21:19I, really?
21:21I ordered, like, a dozen raw oysters.
21:25I mean, those things, like, you don't get full on raw oysters.
21:28They're aphrodisiac.
21:29Great.
21:30I promise it to you.
21:31That's why.
21:31Uh, that's fine.
21:33But you keep saying it's a lot of food.
21:34It is, but I promise.
21:36You keep contradicting yourself.
21:37I promise it to you.
21:38That's why.
21:41The amount of money I have spent on Lizzie is astronomical.
21:47I'm broke.
21:48I don't know what I'm going to do when she finds out I spent all my money.
21:54How do you think the kids are getting along?
21:55I think Adam and Jasmine are getting along great.
21:58Um, the first time I met Jasmine, we kind of got off on the wrong foot.
22:02How much money have you already spent on my mom?
22:04Over 90,000.
22:05The money was spent on drugs.
22:06I cannot let my mom be with a guy like that.
22:10Okay, so that's why she doesn't like you.
22:12It's upsetting to be seen as the bad guy after everything I've done for Lizzie.
22:17But I'm not going to let Jasmine sabotage the relationship between me and her mother.
22:22I don't know if she necessarily doesn't like me.
22:24She says that you're bad for me.
22:27But I want to give you a fair chance because you've been there for me.
22:30But my daughter's very important to me and the most important person in my life.
22:34And Jasmine likes a lot of people.
22:36And I just don't understand why, you know, she wants me not to be with you.
22:44I think it's because of the, I gave you all that money and helped you.
22:48But you didn't help me.
22:52You helped me have a very, very, very big monster inside me.
22:59Scott gave me whatever I wanted because he didn't want to lose me.
23:05But he was losing me to the drug of heroin.
23:07Like he almost killed me.
23:10You know, so how far do you go for love?
23:14I almost ended up dead.
23:18Jasmine thinks you were an enabler to my drug habit in prison.
23:22But I don't think she realizes if it wasn't me, it probably would have been somebody else.
23:29No matter what, because you were addicted, you still would have found a way to get the money.
23:33Well, of course, but the thing is, is like, you should have been like, you know, no, I'm not going to do this.
23:44Would you be here right now if I didn't get your money?
23:47I've been here for about two hours now.
23:56I won't believe she's got coffee. I'll wait all night if I have to.
24:02You know, I'm very close with my daughter.
24:05She thinks you are an enabler.
24:11But honestly, would you be here right now if I didn't enable you?
24:17You would have cut me off, huh?
24:21I would have.
24:22You would have?
24:22Yeah.
24:22Okay.
24:23I would have. Yeah.
24:26Yes, I was an enabler, but I did it for a reason.
24:31I could not see her sick.
24:35My second visit with Lizzie in prison, she was so high on heroin that she passed out of my shoulder.
24:42But she was holding me so tight, like, please help me.
24:45I knew right then that I was never leaving.
24:49And I promised her.
24:54I would make it.
25:00And they did.
25:01So, do you feel that I used you?
25:11I'm a drug addict, alcoholic, stripper, hooker, but I'm not a thief.
25:16I don't want to bring up the, the, that past.
25:20Dave, it's part of me.
25:21I know.
25:22It's never going to go anywhere.
25:29Imagine an expensive thing.
25:32All right, I'll be right back.
25:34Yes.
25:34I apologize, but this card has been declined.
25:49You don't have another credit card?
25:50Yeah.
25:53I'm nervous because I have things I, I held back or things I didn't tell her the whole truth.
25:58I'm scared that when I tell her my financial situation, she might leave me.
26:03Yeah, but that one should be fine.
26:06Are you sure?
26:07I promise there's money in the account.
26:10I promise.
26:11What I don't understand about Scott is that he says he has all this money, but his credit card
26:17got declined.
26:18I feel bad now.
26:18I don't feel bad.
26:20I need honesty.
26:21I need truth because that's important in a relationship.
26:25Thank you both very much.
26:27Thank you, Nicole.
26:27Have a pleasant night.
26:28Yes, you too.
26:30And if he's lying to me, I'm just going to walk away.
26:33I'm not going to stay with him.
26:37Are you nervous, baby?
26:40No, I'm not nervous.
26:42I'm just ready to see her.
26:43Like, you just need her dad, and I need my daughter.
26:52When you go in, I'm going to wait a minute.
26:53I'm going to know you got her distracted.
26:56And then I'm going to go, you know, I'm going to go to the back.
27:00Emotionally, I'm battling a lot.
27:02Right before I went to prison, my daughter was born.
27:05After I got locked up, Sarah Naviana would come visit me a couple times.
27:09But I haven't been around my daughter in the past eight months.
27:13I can't get those years back, and I wish that I could.
27:16You know, I'm hoping she just come to my arm and give me kisses.
27:20But I feel like she might run away from me or don't call me that.
27:24It's like your biggest fear coming into reality.
27:30Hi, baby.
27:33How was your camping?
27:34Give me huggies.
27:36Oh, you look so cute.
27:39Do you want to go outside and show me your ball?
27:40Yeah.
27:42You do?
27:49Hey, go get it.
27:53Who is that?
27:55Who is it?
27:55Who is it?
27:57Hey, pretty girl.
28:00Come here.
28:02Come here, pickleball.
28:03Honey, it's okay. You want to say hi to daddy?
28:06You want to say hi to daddy?
28:08Hey, look at mommy.
28:10Pretty girl.
28:11Come here.
28:12Stand up.
28:14You okay?
28:14Come up.
28:16Come up.
28:17Pretty girl.
28:19You want to say hi to daddy?
28:22Huh?
28:22No.
28:23You want to say hi?
28:26Walking up to Aviana and her running away from me is like,
28:30the most hurtfulest thing my father could really feel, man.
28:32I tore up about it.
28:35I'm going to go play ball with daddy.
28:37You want to come?
28:40I want to.
28:41Oh, daddy's getting it.
28:42Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go.
28:48Say, don't get it, daddy.
28:50Don't get it.
28:50Get it from me.
28:51Show them how you catch.
28:53That's how you kick, pretty girl.
28:55When Michael went to prison, we decided that we would tell Viviana that daddy is the way of work.
29:02She doesn't really know how long it's been.
29:04It's hard to get your child to understand certain things.
29:07Get up, pretty girl.
29:09You don't miss daddy.
29:10Group hug.
29:11We have a group hug.
29:12No.
29:12No, mommy.
29:13It's okay.
29:14It's okay.
29:14Let me kiss.
29:16No kisses.
29:17It's okay.
29:18Can I hug daddy?
29:20I'm gonna hug daddy.
29:25It's okay.
29:25She's, she's really, she's really going through something right now and I can't figure it out.
29:32What's wrong?
29:33She's just breathing really heavy.
29:36She miss you.
29:37She misses you.
29:41She does.
29:43She really does.
29:46Daddy just got home from, from work.
29:48Remember?
29:49Daddy was working for a while.
29:52You remember that?
29:52Daddy's just here now.
29:59Daddy's sad.
30:01He didn't even look up.
30:02Well, he's sad.
30:03He wants his baby.
30:04Daddy.
30:07Okay, okay.
30:07Let's see, let's see, let's see.
30:09Come on.
30:11Big one.
30:12Big, big one.
30:13Hold on.
30:13Big, big, big, big, big, big.
30:18I always wanted a family.
30:20And so I've been fighting so hard just for this family.
30:24But I feel like I'm forcing something that is not there.
30:29It's getting there, baby.
30:31It's gonna get there, I promise.
30:32It's already getting better, okay?
30:36My daughter,
30:39she don't know me.
30:42And my wife don't understand me.
30:50I still want to spend time with you.
30:52Is he gonna be okay with that?
30:56Amanda's beautiful.
30:57I'm very sexually attracted to Amanda.
31:00Like, you only live once.
31:01So if you're feeling it, just do it.
31:04Jasmine, come here.
31:05Pick this out with me.
31:07Look, silverware.
31:09I wonder if there's a possum pen.
31:11I got out of prison two days ago,
31:13and I'm still adjusting to the outside world.
31:15I used to cook in my cell.
31:27I cooked with a stinger.
31:28A stinger is a coil that plugs into a wall, and it heats up water.
31:33So I was able to make pasta, shrimp fried rice.
31:38I'd get shrimp from the kitchen, um, when I would have to give crystal meth for shrimp.
31:45If you wanted healthy food, just give them, like, a 20 sack of crystal meth, and you get it.
31:50This is so nice.
31:59Oh, my God.
32:00You look so beautiful.
32:06I've not told Marcelino that I've talked to Amanda.
32:10Oh, you look so pretty.
32:12I'm scared that he would be mad that I've been talking with my ex.
32:18Big difference from where we came from.
32:19I know, from the bed.
32:20And now I'm faced with telling Amanda about Marcelino.
32:24It's very difficult.
32:25So what are you doing?
32:27I'm staying here right now with my boyfriend.
32:32Where'd he come from? Why?
32:34Well, you know, after we kind of, like, went in different directions, it's like,
32:40you know, he started writing me, and like, you know, I don't know, one thing led to another.
32:44He was visiting me, and now I'm home, and now I'm here.
32:47My feelings are really hurt.
32:51I feel betrayed.
32:53I mean, I understand things happen, but I feel like she could have prevented it from happening
32:58with somebody she doesn't even know.
33:01So does he know about me?
33:05Not much, really.
33:08It suddenly became clear to me that Marcelino might be upset that Amanda's come over.
33:14If he walked into the door now, he would be angry about me being with somebody from my past.
33:21That's got to be kind of awkward. You've never met the guy, never seen him, and all of a sudden,
33:26it's like, bam.
33:26But he was visiting me when I was, no, he was visiting me.
33:29I'm your girl now, and let's just move in together tomorrow, and I couldn't see you.
33:34You can't see me with a man.
33:36No.
33:36I still want to spend time with you.
33:40Okay. Is he going to be okay with that?
33:42I don't know. Let's ask him.
33:44Is there any other surprises I need to know about that I don't know about yet?
33:52Well, I wanted to go shopping later. I wanted to go look at wedding dresses.
34:02What?
34:02I'm going to stand by Brittany because I care about her, and, you know, we were friends first,
34:26but I'm really hoping that this all doesn't work out. You mad?
34:34Yeah, I'm mad. Here, come over and hang out so I can drop a bomb on you that, um,
34:39I don't want to be with you. I'm with some guy I don't know, and now I might be marrying him.
34:43What the hell?
34:45You know, I do love her, and I still care about her. And there was one point in time I even talked about,
34:50like, you know, maybe one day, maybe we'll be together. We'll see where it goes.
34:53Yeah, I care about you. I don't want to see you get hurt.
34:56I mean...
35:00Uh, um, do you want to get in the water? Seriously, come on.
35:04Don't pretend I'm mad right now. I don't think it's a good idea for us to get in the water together.
35:08Why not? I think that we should get into the water. Don't be mad.
35:12No, I don't want to get in the pool. I want you to get in the pool.
35:15Come get in the pool with me. Come here, come get in the pool with me.
35:17No!
35:19No!
35:21What the f***?
35:23Yes!
35:27Amanda's beautiful. I'm still very sexually attracted to Amanda. Period.
35:33I believe that Amanda is still hurt over me. I'm a little confused myself, although I'm very happy with my relationship, my intimacy that I share with Marcelino.
35:47I think you need to know if you really want to marry this guy. I'm not really sure how Marcelino would feel if I asked him if I could be intimate with Amanda, but I'm definitely going to ask him.
36:03You cold? Hell yeah, you know I'm cold.
36:07You know I'm cold. I love you.
36:11I love you.
36:21So what are we going to get on first?
36:23Um, slide.
36:25Slide?
36:26Yeah.
36:27I dropped Sarah off at work today, so today is my first day that I'm able to spend time alone with Avianna.
36:32Check her to the park, then play, and just do whatever she wanted.
36:36I feel like Avianna is starting to trust me.
36:38I already know it's going to be challenges, and I'm embracing them as they come.
36:42What color you want to do daddy's nails?
36:44That one?
36:45I want you to do a real, real pretty.
36:47Okay.
36:48Oh.
36:49That's pretty nice.
36:50Now that I'm out of prison, I'm not able to talk to Megan as much as I want because I'm in the process of bonding with my daughter.
36:58Like, I just want to talk and kick it with her, but I don't need Sarah to know and cause problems, which will affect my relationship with my daughter.
37:09You like swinging, pretty girl?
37:11When you was a baby, you didn't like it.
37:14You know that?
37:15When I was a baby, I didn't like it.
37:17I married Sarah because I wanted Avianna to wake up to both of her parents.
37:21I knew that if I was not married to Sarah, I would not be able to come to New York and be with Avianna every single day of her life.
37:28And I think that was the biggest fear.
37:30I think that's why I never completely just was like, you know what, Sarah, we done, because I don't want her to be like, oh, well, you got a girl.
37:37I'm taking Avianna here, and you can only see her this time.
37:41And I'm hurting Megan because I'm scared to lose my daughter.
37:45Y'all got a phone?
37:46Yeah.
37:47iPhone?
37:48Pretty good.
37:49Daddy finna make a phone call, okay?
37:55Uh-oh, what's up, sexy?
37:57How you doing, baby?
37:59I'm good.
38:00What you doing?
38:01At the park with Avianna.
38:03Aw.
38:04I just got my nails dead.
38:05You like my nails?
38:06Yeah.
38:07So what's going on?
38:09It's been like two or three days.
38:12You know, we used to talk all the time, and now I'm not hearing from you at all.
38:17So what took you so long to call?
38:19It does, baby.
38:20I told you.
38:21I don't have no phone.
38:22Yeah.
38:23My parole officer even told me like, yo, I can't have a phone.
38:26He got to have a number.
38:27All different type of weird stuff out here.
38:29I mean, he ain't gonna be able to tell me.
38:31I'm getting the phone regardless.
38:33Megan doesn't know that, you know, one of the reasons why I can't talk to her as much
38:40as I want to is because of Sarah.
38:42Make sure you stay in touch with me, because I'm not with them.
38:46I'm not hearing from you, baby.
38:48I'm not with it.
38:49I'm not with it either.
38:51It's not necessarily that I'm hoping that Megan doesn't find out my situation with Sarah
38:55because I'm a tailmate.
38:57I'm not trying to be vindictive or sneaky or anything.
39:00I'm just sheltering my girlfriend from a situation that she can't understand.
39:04So when do I get to see you?
39:06Um, probably in a week, baby.
39:09Like I said, I've been trying to, like, stay in front of Aviana's face.
39:12And I know you need a lot of attention, which you deserve.
39:15And I just don't want to confuse her, like, have her get so comfortable, then I leave her.
39:20I have a specific plan to see Megan.
39:23Hopefully I can figure things out within the next week.
39:25Next week?
39:26Is that fine with you?
39:27Yeah.
39:28That's better.
39:29That's better?
39:30You're a little bully.
39:32How do you feel now that you have this secret from Sarah?
39:35I love Sarah to death.
39:37She got my child, and then she done been rocking with me for years.
39:41But she's not the woman for me.
39:44Megan, she fulfills voids that Sarah don't fulfill.
39:48We laugh.
39:49We listen.
39:50She would support me.
39:51She's torn.
39:52Give me a kiss.
39:53Yeah.
39:54I love you.
39:55Bye.
39:56Bye.
39:57Bye.
39:58Bye.
39:59Bye, mommy.
40:00Where?
40:01The car was there.
40:05She wouldn't just run for the border and not show up to the wedding.
40:10I'm just hoping she'll come back.
40:11But she's a felon, so I don't know.
40:14Oh, God.
40:19Oh, God, I should have hung these up like my mom told me to.
40:27Okay, I'm just not too wrinkled.
40:29In a few hours, I'm going to be the most excited guy in the world when I marry Tracy.
40:38I just want to be the best husband I can be to her.
40:42Tracy went to go get the wedding dress.
40:44I gave her my debit and credit card.
40:46I think we're good.
40:46I'm a little bit more excited than nervous now.
40:56She doesn't want a big wedding like a lot of girls do.
41:00She just wants something simple.
41:02Big, fancy wedding.
41:03That's not her style.
41:05I'm waiting here right now for my beautiful bride-to-be to get here.
41:10And I just texted my mom, and her message was, you through with the wedding?
41:14And I said, no, we're waiting on Tracy to get back.
41:18I've been here for about two hours now, about two hours and ten minutes.
41:23I won't even let myself think that she's not going to show up.
41:26I won't believe she's got cold feet.
41:29I did not get Tracy a phone, so I'm no way to communicate with her right now.
41:34But you know how it takes.
41:37But you know how it takes.