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Love After Lockup Season 6 Episode 1

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00:00:01There he is!
00:00:05I'm free!
00:00:07Oh, my God!
00:00:09I'm super excited for Bradley to come home.
00:00:11You got your makeup on my face. I love it.
00:00:16You don't just wake up one day and think,
00:00:18well, I'm gonna marry somebody that's been in prison.
00:00:20It's not normal.
00:00:22Oh, oh, oh.
00:00:28Demondra is my first real boyfriend.
00:00:30When he comes home, he's gonna go to the better choice.
00:00:32Who is this? Uh-oh.
00:00:34Baby mama.
00:00:35What's up, mama? Give me a hug.
00:00:36You like it?
00:00:37I'm surprised you didn't get it in color.
00:00:39That's what you're surprised by?
00:00:40When I met Bradley, he was my weed dealer.
00:00:43But since then, I've been high on love.
00:00:45The best 45 seconds.
00:00:48So he's ready, he's not gonna give it up.
00:00:50The last time I was with Michael was the last time I used meth.
00:00:53My biggest concern with Michael getting out is if he uses
00:00:55and it tempts me to use just to be with him.
00:00:58I don't know how to deal with it.
00:01:00He's not ready to be done.
00:01:02Can I you?
00:01:04JK is sexy as .
00:01:06I'll have nobody, including his ex, getting my way.
00:01:09I'm blocking Alex on his Facebook.
00:01:10What the y'all need to be friends for?
00:01:12I'm pissed. Look. Shakin'.
00:01:14Sway, bitch.
00:01:15When Julius gets out, we're gonna be together
00:01:17and no one or anything is gonna get out.
00:01:19or anything is gonna get in the way of that.
00:01:21She's acting weird as .
00:01:22If she shows up, I'm putting my hands on her.
00:01:25Let's have a baby.
00:01:26That's why I you three times on the first night.
00:01:29But I'm still talking to all these hoes.
00:01:30Put the phone down, Bradley.
00:01:31You keep on drilling me.
00:01:32It hasn't changed anything.
00:01:33What do you need all your contacts for?
00:01:35I'm thinking about the first opportunity I can get away with using.
00:01:39Is this really happening?
00:01:40She ain't bothering you, Ishi.
00:01:41What are you doing touching my man?
00:01:42Let me breathe, bro.
00:01:44This is the reality of somebody coming home.
00:01:47He doesn't have time to around.
00:01:48You're in a car.
00:01:49Nope.
00:01:50Get your ass in a car.
00:01:51You wonder why you go to prison.
00:01:52There's always something.
00:01:53There's something I need you to know.
00:01:55What are you gonna do that's different this time?
00:01:57Good question.
00:01:58I really don't know.
00:01:59It's so hard.
00:02:00You're in love with a f***ing addict.
00:02:01You're like a drug.
00:02:11I am like 10 minutes away from the prison.
00:02:16Bradley is gonna be getting released maybe in the next hour, maybe two hours.
00:02:22I just can't even think straight.
00:02:24You're always on my mind.
00:02:26Yeah, you love to keep me blind.
00:02:29My grandma always told me that I'm perpetually late to everything and that's my biggest character
00:02:35flaw and that I will for a fact be late to my own funeral, but I'll be f***ed damned if
00:02:39I be late to pick this mother f***er up today.
00:02:45Sorry.
00:02:46I literally f***ed.
00:02:48I'm hotboxing this b***h.
00:02:50This is a free call from Daddy.
00:02:53Oh, wow.
00:02:54It's free.
00:02:55Wow.
00:02:56Hey, babe.
00:02:59Where you at is the question.
00:03:02Well, guess where I'm at.
00:03:05I am outside.
00:03:11Some people have said that because of Bradley being in prison that they think I'm too good
00:03:17for him and that I could do better.
00:03:19I have one minute.
00:03:20I love you so much.
00:03:21I am so excited to f***ing see you.
00:03:23And if I jump, are you going to catch me?
00:03:26Yeah.
00:03:27F***.
00:03:28F*** him.
00:03:32I met Bradley a few years ago through a mutual friend.
00:03:36He was my weed dealer.
00:03:38He wanted to go buy weed from Bradley one night after we had gone out for drinks.
00:03:42And I was just along for the ride.
00:03:44I knew my makeup now because I knew I was going to be waiting forever.
00:03:47So I might as well make use of this time.
00:03:51My first impression of Bradley was that he was a f***.
00:03:54Ha.
00:03:55Straight up.
00:03:56It was not the way he looked.
00:03:57I mean, it was pretty hot.
00:03:58But like, he knew that.
00:04:00You know what I mean?
00:04:01But now I can see that's his defense mechanism.
00:04:06Me and Bradley have been dating for almost two years.
00:04:09I was charged with transportation of a firearm.
00:04:14I've been incarcerated for about like two years now.
00:04:17So Hannah, she started out as one of my best friends.
00:04:19Like she's just always been someone I could talk to.
00:04:22She's just understanding.
00:04:24Sometimes she's not though.
00:04:25So it's like, it's a hit or a miss.
00:04:27Can't wait to move on to the next chapter in our lives and in our relationship.
00:04:32Why do you have cows at a prison?
00:04:33That's the stupidest thing I've ever seen.
00:04:35Hello.
00:04:40You're so cute.
00:04:43Are you cold?
00:04:48It's a baby.
00:04:51Oh my God.
00:04:52They lost their mom.
00:04:54Did you lose your little family?
00:04:56Oh, there's your little family.
00:04:58Here.
00:04:59We'll put you with your little mom.
00:05:01Or your brother, whatever.
00:05:03Aww.
00:05:04Now they live happily ever after together.
00:05:07I'm a little nervous, I guess.
00:05:09You could add that into the pot of emotions that I'm feeling about when Bradley comes home.
00:05:15I need to get hand sanitizer before I get rabies or something.
00:05:18I'm really fighting hard right now to just maintain my peace and happiness and to stay sober.
00:05:25One time I raised baby raccoons that fell out of a tree.
00:05:28It was crazy.
00:05:30Bradley, he watched me spiral through my drug addiction and loved me as much as he could despite it.
00:05:41Kicking meth.
00:05:42It's not for the weak.
00:05:43I personally feel like if a couple can stay solid through a time of incarceration and addiction, they can make it through anything.
00:05:56This car is going really slow.
00:05:59There's gotta be people getting released.
00:06:03Oh, my God.
00:06:08You're all alone in your room when I could be next to you.
00:06:14Ashley, are you ready to eat?
00:06:16Yeah.
00:06:17Well, they gave you guys extra syrup.
00:06:18Mommy.
00:06:19How'd you find my makeup?
00:06:21No.
00:06:22We're not doing that today.
00:06:24Let me do it for you.
00:06:25Look.
00:06:26Look at Mommy.
00:06:27Ready?
00:06:28Oh, so pretty.
00:06:30So why am I waiting for you to come round?
00:06:35I'm sick to play.
00:06:37So starting out.
00:06:40That's probably Julius.
00:06:43Is it Julius?
00:06:44Yeah.
00:06:45Julius is calling.
00:06:46I find myself as a hopeless romantic.
00:06:49Why do you say hopeless?
00:06:51Because it's hopeless.
00:06:53It's very hopeless.
00:06:55I'm just kidding.
00:06:57I would say in my younger days, I was definitely a party girl.
00:07:01Well, I was a party girl when money was involved.
00:07:06I was a dancer on and off for about eight years,
00:07:10making probably around $700 a night.
00:07:14I've got a new job as a waitress.
00:07:17I work mornings now.
00:07:18Hello.
00:07:19This is a prepaid debit call from police.
00:07:22So I can spend the whole rest of the day with my kids
00:07:25versus them being in daycare all day
00:07:27and then me being at work all night.
00:07:29Hey, baby.
00:07:31What's up, baby?
00:07:32Nothing.
00:07:33I miss you.
00:07:34I can't wait to see you.
00:07:35I'm so excited.
00:07:36Like, this is crazy.
00:07:37Like, my mind's blown.
00:07:38I can't believe we're about to be out.
00:07:40Crazy, ain't it?
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42Julius and I met last year.
00:07:45We didn't physically meet, but he did accidentally call my phone.
00:07:49I answered it, and when I heard it was somebody from jail,
00:07:52I thought one of my friends had gotten locked up.
00:07:55He explained that he had the wrong number,
00:07:57and then I told him that he sounded really cute,
00:07:59and I looked him up on Facebook.
00:08:01I'm like, damn, this is sexy.
00:08:04Like, he looked good.
00:08:07We've been dating now for about a year on and off,
00:08:10but we never met in person.
00:08:12Julius has only seen pictures of me.
00:08:15I did go through the approval process,
00:08:17and I've tried multiple times,
00:08:18and I just never got approved to be able to see him.
00:08:20I was trying to drill tracking,
00:08:25and I've been incarcerated for six years.
00:08:27Actually, I genuinely care about him.
00:08:29That's the factor that really made me understand.
00:08:32She a girl for me, like, I just want to rock her.
00:08:34I ain't never had that much of a bond with a woman,
00:08:37so it's definitely something that I'm nervous about.
00:08:40Let's make a home.
00:08:42Okay, yeah.
00:08:43I'm ready to come home.
00:08:44I know.
00:08:45I feel like I'm dreaming.
00:08:47I can't believe this is happening.
00:08:49Yeah, I'm ready.
00:08:51My first kiss fantasy actually reminds me
00:08:54of when Ariel and the prince was in that little boat,
00:08:58and the fireflies were flying around,
00:09:01and then you got Sebastian singing,
00:09:03Kiss the girl.
00:09:05I hope I'm not too clingy.
00:09:08I'm about to be on you.
00:09:11Like...
00:09:13What are you most excited about?
00:09:15Just coming home, being free, seeing you.
00:09:19Aw.
00:09:20That makes me happy.
00:09:22Your mom's coming to get you, right?
00:09:24Uh-huh.
00:09:25All right, that's good.
00:09:26Do you know, like, roughly what time I'm going to see you?
00:09:29Afternoon time.
00:09:30Probably around, like, 2 or something like that.
00:09:32What are you doing with your mom?
00:09:34Being full and catching up with the champ.
00:09:37But I thought I was going to see you after you got out.
00:09:41Is that still...
00:09:42I might be able to catch up with you later on at night.
00:09:45Do you plan on me meeting your mom or anything,
00:09:48like, anytime soon?
00:09:50We're going to get into all of that.
00:09:52Just take it one step at a time, though.
00:09:54I'll see you.
00:09:55OK.
00:09:57You have one minute remaining.
00:10:00All right, love you.
00:10:01All right, babe.
00:10:06What the ?
00:10:08He always says, I love you first,
00:10:10or, like, when I say I love you, he'll be like,
00:10:12all right, I love you too, babe.
00:10:14And now that this is going on,
00:10:16all of a sudden he can't say I love you?
00:10:18I love you.
00:10:20About three to four months in,
00:10:22talking to Julius,
00:10:24I found out he was entertaining other women.
00:10:27He had a lot of girls that sent in money.
00:10:29There was one girl, she wrote me on Facebook,
00:10:32so you got my man's name tatted.
00:10:34And I'm like, hmm.
00:10:36Obviously, she's talking about Julius.
00:10:39So when I asked him about it,
00:10:41he told me that he's using girls while he's in there.
00:10:44And if I'm posting stuff on social media,
00:10:46that's gonna be detrimental to him,
00:10:48that he doesn't want me posting anything
00:10:50until he gets out.
00:10:53That's not how he is on the phone.
00:10:55And then, like, he was saying he might see me
00:10:57the day he gets out.
00:10:58Like, he might see me, like...
00:11:02I was OK with his situation.
00:11:04Guys can't just go dance and show some boobs
00:11:08and, you know, get money the easy way.
00:11:10Guys, unfortunately, they have to hustle.
00:11:13I know he doesn't have to do that anymore.
00:11:16And I know he can change.
00:11:18That was a plan was to see me for a few hours that evening.
00:11:21And now he's saying he might.
00:11:23I've never sent Julius money at all since he's been in there.
00:11:26I refuse to be one of those girls that he's using.
00:11:30So obviously, he wants me.
00:11:32And he's never asked me for anything either.
00:11:34I don't know.
00:11:38Of course, he can be with his family and stuff,
00:11:40but, like, at nighttime when you're about to go to bed,
00:11:43like, I can't see you then.
00:11:46Like, it's just weird to me.
00:11:49It's been a year of me loving this person,
00:11:52wanting to see this person,
00:11:54fantasizing about this person,
00:11:55and now it's finally happening.
00:11:57I'm definitely going to stay positive.
00:12:00I know I'm in love with Julius.
00:12:03I love the way he talks to me,
00:12:05the way he tells me he's ready to be his stepdad,
00:12:08the way he tells me he's going to be the perfect person for me
00:12:12when he gets out.
00:12:13I'm excited.
00:12:15I don't know.
00:12:16You may start the conversation now.
00:12:23Hi, Bae.
00:12:24I can't wait to see you and just hug you and kiss you
00:12:27and just get to actually be with you out in the outside world.
00:12:31So?
00:12:32I got everything ready.
00:12:33All right, Bae.
00:12:38Have you talked to baby mama?
00:12:40What if he telling her the same stuff he telling you, though?
00:12:42Look, y'all going to meet at the bus station together picking him up.
00:12:45Oh, my gosh.
00:12:47Everyone keeps asking me,
00:12:48what's different this time?
00:12:49I'm like, well, I don't know.
00:12:50I was like, Michael's got to want the change.
00:12:52I haven't been completely honest with Joey.
00:12:54Like, what is he going to be doing?
00:12:56Who is he going to be doing?
00:12:57What all do you know?
00:12:58Like, does JK still talk about her?
00:13:01I wouldn't say that I tell Brooke everything.
00:13:15So if I fall off, I'm falling in the dirt.
00:13:18Yeah.
00:13:19Don't fall off.
00:13:20Come on.
00:13:21That's all I got to say.
00:13:22I'ma listen, I'ma listen, I'ma listen.
00:13:24Watch me dance, I'll get you whistling.
00:13:31Slow down, slow down.
00:13:32We're not in the herd.
00:13:33There you go.
00:13:35Growing up in Texas, me and my family, we're into all the rodeo stuff, all the country stuff.
00:13:41Brantley, he's not scared of anything.
00:13:43He rode his first mini bull when he was five.
00:13:45Stay on, baby, stay on!
00:13:46Good job, bud.
00:13:47Good job.
00:13:48You want to try it?
00:13:49Yeah.
00:13:50You've been working.
00:13:52Slow down, slow down.
00:13:53Feel the rhythm.
00:13:54When I was younger, I was a party animal.
00:13:56I was out there wilding, I was doing anything and everything you could think of.
00:14:12I was drinking all the time.
00:14:15And then I finally calmed down when I was 18 after I had my son, Brody.
00:14:19Okay, I'll be right back, boys.
00:14:20Okay.
00:14:21All right.
00:14:22My relationship history sucks, hence why I'm raising two boys by myself.
00:14:28Both of their fathers said they would never just up and leave me with a child to raise, and they did it.
00:14:34Brody has not seen or even spoken to his dad in eight years.
00:14:39And then Brantley, his dad hasn't seen him or spoke to him since he was three or four.
00:14:46It's really affected the boys.
00:14:48I do feel like the boys need more of a father figure in their life.
00:14:52And my boyfriend, JK, really wants to be a dad.
00:14:55You may start the conversation now.
00:14:57Hello.
00:14:58What's up?
00:14:59Have a great.
00:15:00Are you super excited about getting out?
00:15:02Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:15:05Yes.
00:15:06Freedom was something I took for granted because when I was younger, I was young minded.
00:15:21I just didn't care.
00:15:22You know what I'm saying?
00:15:23I was rough.
00:15:24I was rugged.
00:15:25I was thugging.
00:15:26Basically, a minister to society.
00:15:28I mean, I was charged with manufacturing delivery of controlled substance, which was Xanax.
00:15:33I've currently been locked up six years and two months.
00:15:36As of right now, I'm one day in a wake up from getting released.
00:15:42Are you ready?
00:15:43Are you ready?
00:15:44Yeah, I've been ready.
00:15:45I've been saying that for the last three years, every day, all day.
00:15:48Brooke, we had a teenage fling, you know, late nights on the phone, long-distant calls.
00:15:53One time, my dad was going to take us to the movies and her dad wasn't having it.
00:15:57So I was kind of like let down behind that.
00:15:59I actually had my cousin John reach out to her about three years ago and she responded.
00:16:04So we started communicating again and then a friendship developed into a relationship
00:16:09and developed to where we are now.
00:16:11She can make you smile.
00:16:13She's goofy.
00:16:14I love her accent.
00:16:15She got a country twang.
00:16:17I think that's so cute.
00:16:18I have love for her.
00:16:20That's so funny.
00:16:22What's up, fam?
00:16:23Let me guess.
00:16:24You're on the phone with JK.
00:16:26How did you know?
00:16:27Because you're always on the phone with JK.
00:16:30Hi, my baby.
00:16:32All right.
00:16:33I love you.
00:16:34Bye.
00:16:35I don't think you realize how big of an adjustment this is going to be for everybody.
00:16:39I do.
00:16:40But do you really?
00:16:41It's a good thing there's only two kids involved.
00:16:44It's a good thing he doesn't have kids already.
00:16:46Not yet.
00:16:47That's a horrible idea.
00:16:49The last thing y'all need is a child.
00:16:51Like you need a hole in your head.
00:16:53Mom.
00:16:54I guess my biggest concern is going to be Brooke trying to divide her time between her normal
00:17:02life and what is now her new life.
00:17:05Y'all couldn't even afford a kid.
00:17:07I couldn't afford the two I had.
00:17:09Point.
00:17:10Point.
00:17:11You just add another one and then it like evens out somehow.
00:17:15Brooke tends to jump and then think things through later.
00:17:21Okay.
00:17:22So I have another question.
00:17:24Bonnie and JK.
00:17:25Mm-hmm.
00:17:26I mean, I know how you are.
00:17:28I know you're jealous ass.
00:17:31How do you feel about him being best friends with a girl?
00:17:36And how are you going to feel about it when he gets home?
00:17:39Because him being best friends with that girl while he's gone is one thing.
00:17:43And it's a totally different ball game when he's back at home.
00:17:46So at first it bothered me because I didn't know Bonnie.
00:17:49Mm-hmm.
00:17:50But like, I don't know, the first time I met her, like I just, there was no doubt in my mind
00:17:56like it was nothing but friends with them two.
00:17:58Have they ever dated?
00:17:59Mm-hmm.
00:18:00Go figure.
00:18:01I think I met Bonnie when I was 16 maybe.
00:18:05I think she might have been 14.
00:18:06She told me she was 15.
00:18:08We did date, went to the movies and stuff like that.
00:18:11And then when I turned 17, I actually started coming to prison and that's when we drifted
00:18:16apart.
00:18:17But we've always been friends.
00:18:18I tell Brooke all the time, I'm like, I love Bonnie to death.
00:18:21Honestly, she's more like family now.
00:18:24You know what I'm saying?
00:18:25Like in the beginning we dated, yes.
00:18:27But like now it's like, we're so far removed from that.
00:18:30It's like, she's literally like family.
00:18:32You don't know her.
00:18:33Well, I mean, she hasn't given me any reason not to trust her.
00:18:37I've had a rocky pass with my other two baby daddies.
00:18:41I just hope JK's different.
00:18:43Guess we'll just have to see.
00:18:45I feel like he's the love of my life and hopefully things are going to be great when he comes home.
00:18:49There's gotta be people getting released.
00:18:57Oh my God.
00:18:59I don't understand.
00:19:03I really don't know at this point.
00:19:08You can have us a little sexy time.
00:19:12Yeah, it's gonna be alive and stuff.
00:19:14I'm ready.
00:19:16I'm setting up the room for Julius.
00:19:19Julius is coming home.
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00:19:43You have a call from...
00:19:47You may begin speaking now.
00:19:49Hey, you.
00:19:50Hi, babe.
00:19:55Can you schedule me a haircut?
00:19:57What time should I schedule it?
00:19:58Maybe in the afternoon because we got to do on the way, you know what I mean?
00:20:01You seem a little stressed.
00:20:03Yeah.
00:20:04A little bit nervous, anxious about tomorrow.
00:20:06Did you get my phone and from my mom's house?
00:20:08No, I'm headed out there right now.
00:20:10The guys that I've dated in the past are usually like, you know, pretty well, well off.
00:20:14They're well adjusted and just like, what?
00:20:16What are you doing hanging out with me?
00:20:19Michael's been the first one that's been kind of this bad boy.
00:20:23I want you to be like really dirty when you talk to me because I'm going to be hella frustrated when I get out.
00:20:28Addict alcoholics are cons.
00:20:30They'll say what you want them to say.
00:20:31Until he gets out?
00:20:32You relapsed with Michael.
00:20:34That hurts my heart.
00:20:36I met Michael on a dating app.
00:20:38I thought he's intelligent.
00:20:39He's funny.
00:20:40And of course, he's attractive.
00:20:42I don't even think we would have got past the first day if he wasn't attractive.
00:20:46I'd have been like, nope.
00:20:48We're going to be busy tomorrow, babe.
00:20:50I know it.
00:20:51We spent about a month together right before he went in.
00:20:54I've been in a relationship now with Michael a little over a year.
00:20:58I'm currently locked up for a seven-year sentence for possession of methamphetamine with intent to deliver.
00:21:09Being openly gay in here is pretty easy for me because I've been doing it my whole life.
00:21:13And I think I'm on my dear stand of incarceration.
00:21:16Mine and Joey's sex life before I got locked up was pretty hot.
00:21:21I've never been lucky enough to snag a guy like Joey.
00:21:24My mom's going to like you, babe.
00:21:26It's not going to work out between us.
00:21:29I think she likes me more than you right now in your behavior.
00:21:34She loves you.
00:21:36Oh, good.
00:21:37I'm at your mom's house now.
00:21:39I just pulled in.
00:21:40All right.
00:21:41Love you.
00:21:42Bye.
00:21:43Love you.
00:21:44Bye.
00:21:45Hey.
00:21:46Hello.
00:21:47How are you?
00:21:48Good.
00:21:49Oh, good to see your foot all banged out.
00:21:52I know it.
00:21:53Oh, good.
00:21:54How are you doing?
00:21:55Excited our boy's getting out.
00:21:56Oh, I know I am.
00:21:57I can't wait to see him.
00:21:59You know, let's hope this time we can support him.
00:22:02I know.
00:22:03I've been dealing with him for quite a while.
00:22:06I just...
00:22:07Yeah.
00:22:08I'm getting older.
00:22:09Right.
00:22:10You know, and I tell him I'm tired, you know.
00:22:11And that's what you say, like, I miss my mom.
00:22:13I'm like, quit doing this.
00:22:14Exactly.
00:22:15because i know mom i know you know but this time's different i said you tell me this all the time
00:22:19michael and that everyone keeps asking what's different this time i'm like well i don't know
00:22:22i was like michael's got to want the change and michael's got to want to do it
00:22:26all i can do is support him well he's never ever told me i met somebody mom that's when he told me
00:22:31before he went to jail so i'm hoping that that's that's the a lot of the help because if he gets
00:22:37caught again i mean he'll go back indefinitely maybe the habitual offender yeah this could be
00:22:43michael's last chance if you commit more than three felonies within a certain time period
00:22:48you can get life in prison and i know michael is right there on that cusp of that so that's kind
00:22:54of scary and i just wanted to get out i'm like i don't care just get out and i'll do whatever you
00:23:00and then i'm like i need to not do that i need to be like okay and not let him talk me into something
00:23:05that he should know no and you put your foot down and say no the last time i was with michael was the
00:23:12last time i'd used meth i've been clean off meth for a little over a year my biggest concern with
00:23:18michael getting out is if he uses and then it tempts me to use just to be with him that is a
00:23:25true concern of mine isn't michael always good for the first six months maybe the first couple of
00:23:31months because like my whole thing with him is i keep telling him do you need to be doing for six
00:23:35months and then we'll move in together he wanted to come back in with me i said no we tried that last
00:23:40time yeah it didn't work no i've cried with him i've i've yelled at him nothing works because until
00:23:47he's ready he's not going to give it up no well i told him he needs a racist phone all contacts well
00:23:55i was hoping he would get a new number how do you do a master reset on phone go well there's messages
00:24:03yeah see he's got all these people on there i go down the rabbit hole and i start looking at his
00:24:08i don't want to look at it so i think you should reset it i'd like whatever reset it i'm gonna do
00:24:13a major factory data reset okay here he goes if he gets mad at me he can get mad at me what is he
00:24:19going to tell me because we're not going to play this game michael i'm tired when i was first getting
00:24:24sober i couldn't have those contacts in my phone because the minute i was feeling something or whatever
00:24:30if i had that old contact in there and i knew that contact was available i would run to it you know i
00:24:35i got to show him tough love i believe michael is very comfortable with that lifestyle he's
00:24:41comfortable going to prison he's told me that and i'll change the number i'll get on the phone right
00:24:45now i'll change the number one of the times i went and visited him and i
00:24:51i was sad because i didn't want to leave him there he's like babe i'm used to it i would rather go back to
00:24:57this right now than go back out there because he said i'm not ready and he said this to me three months ago
00:25:03that broke my heart to think that someone is more comfortable in prison than out here in the free
00:25:08world give me a hug and i will see you okay thank you for everything because he wants to
00:25:16him i just hope that me too me too it stops you know he's my son my baby boy i mean i'm glad he's
00:25:23getting out and i'm hoping he changes his life all right we'll probably see you tomorrow then okay yes
00:25:29i'm excited but i told michael i really like joey if that's what you plan to do was to continue with
00:25:36your addiction michael just leave him alone he's already sober and you don't want to take him down
00:25:42with you what all do you know like they don't talk i wouldn't say that i tell brooke everything
00:25:55that me and jk talk about alex we talk five six seven times a day i'm always gonna have jk's back
00:26:01i just know he comes with a lot have you talked to baby mama no why would she post on social media
00:26:08if there wasn't something going on i have something to show you you got my name on you
00:26:14eventually i'm gonna drive you this car is going really slow
00:26:28there's gotta be people getting released
00:26:33oh my god
00:26:34i got your makeup on my face i love it
00:26:50am i heavy i'm tired am i heavy no i'm not trying to say you're fat i'll fight you right out
00:26:56oh my what i'm ecstatic i get didn't you tell what
00:27:07so sexy that's it so sexy that's it that's all i get yeah i'm old you got old in there yeah that's
00:27:14crazy yeah i have something to show you what you got my name on you okay you like it yeah i like it
00:27:24surprised you didn't get it in color that's what you're surprised no no no hey baby
00:27:34can we get out of the parking lot i haven't had human contact like a hug in what feels like forever
00:27:39so yeah does it feel awkward does it feel awkward are you awkward right now am i awkward this feel
00:27:46awkward do you hate me no no no you don't want me to touch you i mean if you do this for like you're
00:27:49gonna throw up multiple no you hate it i'm not gonna you want to get a divorce no see okay you're
00:27:54actually just checking what we're already married actually surprise you look like you're an attack
00:28:01dog you know like a good person yeah how they can come up and bite me yeah i was definitely a bad kid
00:28:08i did some bad bro yeah well i started getting in trouble around with the age of 13
00:28:16like from bicycle theft to a little dash of robbery grand larceny you name it i got it on the juvenile
00:28:23record on the adult record though i only have this transportation of a firearm so i mean there's a plus
00:28:30on that cop pulled me over searched the car thought i was drinking and driving whole time i was smoking
00:28:35some weed i was high found the gun in the back seat so i got the transportation of a firearm i used to sell
00:28:42weed so i kept the gun around to protect myself get that off baby i've been celibate for like two
00:28:52years and i just really feel like i want to keep that streak up like i think i want to save myself
00:28:57for when we get married oh my gosh that seems like i'm so i can have a white wedding dress i can't do
00:29:02that you can do it we can get married today what what if i secretly got my iud taken out oh my god
00:29:09you wouldn't know i would be pissed so now feel better yeah fresh out of prison probably not maybe
00:29:18he could get a job and like we could get a house and like transportation and go on some vacations and
00:29:24stuff first but eventually i'm gonna trap you breathe them prison clothes later i want to marry
00:29:33savannah but i want to take it slow like one day at a time i think there's still some lingering
00:29:39uneasiness when it comes to savannah and my family i just think it boils down to because of savannah's
00:29:46drug addiction history they think she might be a negative influence that will get me into trouble
00:29:50all i need is for her to be cordial and we won't have any problems you yeah super hard
00:30:11i miss your voice your smile your presence your kiss your touch when i get home i'm gonna be under you
00:30:19for a while oh that's cute let me out let me lose
00:30:29oh is my car looking is it looking nasty i drive like a grandma safety first
00:30:36the modric is getting out early oh my gosh i am so excited for him to come home it's been a long time
00:30:44coming i do not have good taste of that the experiences that i had i just stole the whole
00:30:51thing away i was sheltered i didn't know certain things so yeah they spitting game but i'm falling
00:30:56for it because i never heard it before it's kind of driving crazy oh you're beautiful back then i would
00:31:01be like oh my gosh do you think so uh now i'm like uh what's the next line i can't wait to hold his
00:31:08hand i can't wait to kiss on him love on him oh my nerves are everywhere oh my mother was pretty
00:31:17strict she wanted us to just really focus on school then go to work and go home and i was not supposed
00:31:24to have boyfriends but whatever your girl was being a little fast try to be in the mix hey everybody
00:31:30hey hey what you got going on same old same old on the retwist it's a smell what's the matter
00:31:41girl let me tell you he's getting released early he's getting out in two days how honestly i don't know
00:31:48how but snitching no the magic and i have been on and off for essentially 10 years this time around me
00:31:58and demodric have been together for about like a year and a half we got together when i was in high
00:32:03school and he would come to my games and that's when he asked me to be his girlfriend and demodric was
00:32:08my first real boyfriend i've been incarcerated for two years i'm serving time for having a firearm
00:32:15behind that felony indictment keanu's a great person we have a great relationship we can be ourselves
00:32:23definitely goofy most of the time i don't think it's ever really serious unless we're talking about
00:32:28money but after that i have a poses idea i keep telling her i won't do it until i can buy the rent she
00:32:34keep telling me i can get a cheap ring and i'm not cheap at all i've never been one of those type
00:32:38people i love demodric i love his smile i love his laugh oh i love his arms i love his body
00:32:46demodric is so sexy oh don't get me started he's so chocolatey i'll lick him right now right here
00:32:55my man's coming home
00:32:56so he finna be on house arrest yes sir so you finna be cooped up in the house yes courtney she
00:33:04ain't coming back to work no i'm coming to work don't do that look i'm coming to work but i'm gonna
00:33:09be with beta as long as you pay your booth rent better do right you're right sis i just know he
00:33:15comes with a lot have you talked to baby mama no demodric has six kids with three different women
00:33:22how many does he have with joela three i really haven't had problems with the other baby mamas
00:33:28just that one i don't really like to say her name but you can always be the bigger person i've been the
00:33:34big person how not speaking my mind and being respectful even when i'm disrespected posting on
00:33:40social media i can't wait for the kids daddy to come home does that mean he on the phone talking to
00:33:44her y'all gonna meet at the bus station together picking him up i bet we don't do i bet we don't
00:33:51joela is still in love with demodric you know she constantly posts about him it's really annoying
00:33:58you missed that good thing but he's moved on and honestly i had him first so
00:34:04but what if he telling her the same stuff he telling you though yes it's gonna be a major problem
00:34:10demodric's cheated on me with her twice in the beginning of our relationship because he was going
00:34:16through a lot he lost his best friend to a car accident he was not himself mentally i'm not
00:34:22trying to make excuses but i kind of gave him space and then i found out she was pregnant do i have
00:34:29resentment towards her yes but it's not even because he cheated on me with her it's the part that you
00:34:34keep disrespecting me and you dangle the kids above his head when he comes home he's gonna go to the
00:34:41better choice financially not saying he doesn't love you but he could have went to his daddy house
00:34:45you know what i'm saying he got well his daddy buy him clothes and shoes and no he'll have the clothes
00:34:50that he had already he might not want those clothes he wants you might not be close you're a hustler
00:34:54you're gonna make it happen i am i do make it happen right yeah spoil too much i understand what
00:34:59i'm saying i've spent maybe like more than 20 000 on him i have two jobs that i have to juggle it's hard
00:35:07do i feel like he's using me no i don't feel like he's using me i feel like he wants to give me
00:35:12the world and spoil me i just have to be patient it's okay i love him but so expensive outside just
00:35:19come on back inside because that's what we gonna do he not going outside no more i'm done i love you
00:35:26i feel like sometimes you're naive no i've done that that whole thing date somebody fresh out yeah they
00:35:33fill your head with all these hopes and dreams and it's all a lie so i feel like it's different
00:35:38for me to girl everybody thinks it's different for them and now out here alone yeah i don't trust
00:35:46demodric i think he knows she loves him and he takes advantage of that demodric's baby mama i think
00:35:52that there's more to it because why would she go to the trouble of posting all this stuff on social
00:35:57media if there wasn't something going on this is third time yeah that you've given him a chance
00:36:04right just gonna keep going back to jail because kiana gonna do whatever and be there when he get
00:36:09out and then he gonna have 12 more kids while he out this time then you're gonna be waiting on him
00:36:14and all 12 of them when he get out the next time you know what i'm about done with you
00:36:17it's your first time with me over i know silver for both of us crazy my fear is that michael is
00:36:29going to take my son right back to the evil side of life so what does tomorrow look like if she shows
00:36:36up i'm putting my hands on her my family's definitely worried about me relapsing being
00:36:48with michael they're more worried that i'm going to go down that path again with him some days i'm like
00:36:55what am i doing but again i care for the guy and i want to see it play out at this point
00:36:59i live with my parents and i love talking to my dad because he kind of keeps me grounded he's kind
00:37:11of a preacher sometimes but he's been a great support system for me hey son how you doing hey
00:37:18dad how was your day it was good tomorrow's the day huh tomorrow's the big day yeah is he gonna talk
00:37:26tonight and maybe cancel out and stay in the lockup motel no he's getting out my dad's sober off
00:37:32alcohol so he's been there so my dad just wants me to be happy so he might not see me for a couple
00:37:39days where in the hell are you going to be for a couple days go off the end of the earth or what
00:37:45i'm going to go get a hotel room so we have our own private space but again we're worried if the po
00:37:50says no you're not doing that because i can't go to the halfway house i don't want him to stay in
00:37:54halfway house sad it's like it's lonely well you used to work in them son so i can see that
00:38:01you know what goes on in them halfway houses this particular halfway house i'm not a fan he's going
00:38:07to you got eight dudes in a house they're just getting out of prison so what do you think it smells
00:38:14like what do you think it looks like this isn't gonna this is not good you know he's got to do what
00:38:20he's got to do he's got to stay there still planning on him meeting me and mom right yeah
00:38:25i just want to set some goals with him and kind of see if he's lying to me our eyes are a gateway to
00:38:33our soul so i want to i want to see his eyes there's going to be a new phase of my son's life tomorrow
00:38:39joey had been sober over 10 years off of drugs and booze and then went back to using
00:38:49because of michael that's good you can talk with him okay thank you son
00:38:54thank you all right love you love you so my fear is that michael is going to get out of prison
00:39:02and take my son right back to the evil side of life hey baby how you doing hey you how's it going
00:39:12i'm so excited about tomorrow oh yeah good i know i'm getting super excited
00:39:16are your old buddies high-fiving you on the way out or everybody's asking me for all my property
00:39:21pillows blankets all that stuff is my mom excited to see me too yeah she's excited she's ready to put
00:39:27her foot up your butt too so she has to oh my god you guys are gonna start with can we not talk
00:39:33about any of that on our first day just roll with it you'll be fine this is your first time with me
00:39:38sober so this is gonna be cool i know sober for both of us it's fine baby as long as i'm with you it'll
00:39:44be good i know me that's what i was thinking as long as we're together who cares i'm a little nervous
00:39:53and i even had that conversation with him a few months ago i said well what if we don't have
00:39:57the same sexual chemistry when you first get out we were up when we had sex all the time
00:40:02i don't want anybody else okay when i can imagine spending the rest of these tables oh good babe i'm
00:40:06so glad to hear you say that he's been with some pretty good looking guys and i'm super insecure about
00:40:13sexuality and sex and he's comfortable with it just because when you've had so much sex or whatever
00:40:19you're comfortable with it this doesn't work out i'm gonna be crushed and babe we're gonna be fine
00:40:24i'm gonna cut off right here in a minute i know all right love you see you tomorrow
00:40:31i haven't been completely honest with joey i'm really worried about being in a monogamous
00:40:37relationship when i get out
00:40:50that's a drop off wait i don't understand good morning who is this
00:40:57he's gonna be paroling to his mom's house like what is he gonna be doing who is he gonna be doing
00:41:02alex ain't too far from there alex she was like i'm gonna get off work control you know when you
00:41:07come home i want to make you happy does jk still talk about her as far as i know
00:41:11i like it and the pillow i think i'm good i think i'm ready okay
00:41:25i can't wait for this i'm so ready for this i'll give you all that i got
00:41:32good morning hey babe what's going on with you hey hey good god almighty i know i don't even like
00:41:41you right now i always over pack i couldn't decide i'm ready for whatever when i was 12 my stepdad came
00:41:48into my life and he really was a great father figure he's an amazing person good lord i know in my
00:41:55stand i'm moving in right so that's why we can't take you nowhere i want g paul to come to demodic's
00:42:02release because i don't want to have to drive by myself five and a half hours to fort worth thank you
00:42:08all right first what i'm going to do is go to demodic's dad's house and get some of his clothes
00:42:16because i can't really afford a whole new wardrobe or closet the nerves here they come why are you
00:42:23getting nervous i don't know it's just like this is for real like he's really getting out like i've
00:42:30always envisioned this like how is it gonna be like i don't know and it's happening so now i'm just like
00:42:37oh my gosh hopefully that when everything is said and done demodic is able to keep his head on straight
00:42:46with canon demodic she has given him several chances to do the right thing by her who will be
00:42:55you know i'm gonna happen yeah and now i will if he shows me he's a good guy for her i'll accept him
00:43:02as a good guy for her he shows me he's a bad guy i'm gonna treat him like a bad guy and then i'm gonna
00:43:07really be in daddy mode come on mama thank you i am not close with demodric's family g-paul he's known
00:43:17demodric's mom and demodric's dad since way back in the day they go way back it's crazy
00:43:23cute but i haven't talked to demodric's sister treese in two years
00:43:28yo come in now okay thank you i appreciate it nothing much me and his sister we definitely
00:43:45have bumped heads we had a huge fight about demodric's baby mama his baby mother just asked
00:43:51for a ride his sister said okay cool but in my eyes it's like whoa y'all y'all got something funky going
00:43:57on here and i wasn't cool with that and just haven't talked haven't mended it oh lord
00:44:03y'all don't have no harm so here you go no y'all don't play very well do y'all and i just hope that
00:44:09we can both be grown adults and move past it because i ain't going nowhere
00:44:14i ain't taking my method for work oh no i ain't doing no less kiana our relationship
00:44:33okay you got it i'm good i'm straight thank y'all mm-hmm my brother loves us so
00:44:39thank you but i know my brother and i feel like with him being confined in prison walls like of
00:44:50course you wanna say you're gonna be focused and this but when you hit the streets it's a totally
00:44:56different thing okay so i don't know if that relationship gonna work out is d getting a monitor
00:45:03or what yes he'll be getting a monitor he'll be on he'll be i think a house arrest for about a month
00:45:09because this is a kind of i do what i want type person so you gotta settle it down bro you gotta
00:45:14settle it down because these streets and this world is different paths do got to be pairs yeah move
00:45:19forth you and joela don't have to like each other and i know it's a lot of history there but right it's
00:45:26just all about respect you she don't respect me so i can't work with you you have to be grown a grown
00:45:32woman and i'm not finna play them games yeah i love that he wants to be a father to his kids but
00:45:38still on the back of my mind i feel like he is tempted to be with her and there's already a trust
00:45:43issue well look guys we finna get on this road and go get this boy no problem y'all be good man
00:45:51she's in our life forever because of the kids so it's it's just going to be hard and i don't want
00:45:57it to be hard like if i love you i love you and i want to be with you why does it have to be hard
00:46:02it's aggravating
00:46:05my relationship with my baby's mom's is she still really want me because me and her was together
00:46:10for a while so she didn't realize what the difference is now that i'm gone so we got to see how that'll
00:46:15work out when i get out
00:46:16what's up mama so you know uh they just came and got these stuff and on their way to go get d
00:46:27i don't know i don't know about time when was the last time you talked to them
00:46:33just last night because i'm not the only one
00:46:37i don't know i already got plenty of from other bitches about that man
00:46:56let's get real
00:47:05what all do you know like if she shows up i'm putting my hands on her i can't wait to see you
00:47:11and just hug you and kiss you the moment i see him that's when it's gonna be like he's here he's real
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00:49:08vaccines which i love you i love you next time i see y'all i'll have jk with me okay
00:49:26i'm super nervous about jk getting out tomorrow i'm also super excited it's like a mixture of all of it
00:49:34and one first thing we're gonna do is make babies i fantasized a lot about the first time me and jk
00:49:44have sex i've already got a babysitter set up for the boys jk can't wait to get busy he said he don't
00:49:50care if jesus is in the room or anybody what up gang what's up how are you good how are you hot i'm
00:50:01tired i'm gonna go take a shower bonnie is jk's best friend her and i met about a month ago jk called
00:50:09one night to inform me that his homegirl was gonna be calling me because the house she was living in
00:50:16wasn't in the best situation and she needed to be able to move in immediately bonnie what's up can you
00:50:23come help me yeah i've learned to know bonnie and i hear the way they are with each other and i know
00:50:32deep down that it's nothing more than just friends i need to get all my stuff ready i gotta pack my bags
00:50:39i got you i got you it's kind of a weird dynamic now that i live with brooke um because me and jk dated
00:50:48when we were teenagers so what does tomorrow look like well apparently he's got an ankle monitor
00:50:57you're joking no right now it's more of a temporary thing um living with brooke i wouldn't mind if it
00:51:04became like a permanent thing um but for now it's temporary he's gonna be paroling to his mom's house
00:51:11in marlon where he got in trouble and like i can't stay there all the time right i have work i have
00:51:17kids right i can't stay there and babysit him right like what is he gonna be doing who is he gonna be
00:51:23doing alex ain't too far from there oh me and brooke our relationship was like on and off i would say for
00:51:33the last three years alex i met like a year and a half ago maybe me and brooke weren't together
00:51:40you know so when i got with alex man there's been times we talk five six seven times a day
00:51:47back to back to back three four hour phone calls she was like i'm gonna get off fur control you know
00:51:51when you come home i want to make you happy so i'm gonna give you this child it was a an ocean of
00:51:57emotion you know what i'm saying before i even knew they were together yeah like they were obviously
00:52:02together i found out later on but he was still calling me and telling me he loves me they were
00:52:07gonna get married and they were gonna have a baby oh i know she even got off birth control
00:52:12ew me and jk's ex alex um used to be best friends and we actually were roommates for a little while
00:52:21jk had called me one day he just kind of had suspicions about alex her behavior was off
00:52:25um and so he asked if i knew anything and i told him yeah alex had actually left me one night
00:52:33babysitting her kids to some other dude while she was with jk bonnie actually ended up getting her on
00:52:39on a recording on a phone call and then to seeing other guys having relations with them sexual
00:52:46relations it kind of blew me because it was like wow you know what i'm saying like i gave you that
00:53:01trust i let you in i actually broke up with alex probably like three months ago shortly afterward i got
00:53:07in contact with brooke i love her you know saying like she's been there for me i love as a person
00:53:12she's a great mom and i respect her so much what she's done for her children when i told her i was
00:53:19like well let's make it official then let's try it you know what i'm saying why not let's roll the dice
00:53:22does jk still talk about her as far as i know they don't talk i wouldn't say that i tell brooke
00:53:31everything that me and jk talk about obviously there's kind of the confidentiality of you know
00:53:37he's my best friend and i'm his best friend type of thing i do like brooke but you know at the end of
00:53:44the day i'm always going to have jk's back are you worried that alex is going to show up to the release
00:53:52i'm not i don't think she's got the balls to show up the last time i talked to alex was probably like
00:53:59two weeks ago three weeks ago maybe i can almost guarantee bet my parole on it that alex wants me
00:54:04to be with her if she shows up i'm putting my hands on her oh
00:54:14hope he stands on his word with me and if you don't kick him to the curb like probably the moment
00:54:22i see him that's when it's gonna be like you can kiss him now i'm setting up the room for julia's sexy time
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00:57:35okay okay so how busy are you today i have a couple clients after this do you have any plans for the
00:57:40weekend going to get my boyfriend that i was telling you about oh i'm picking him up this weekend
00:57:46biggest out this weekend are you nervous maybe
00:57:55hi diamond how are you hi diamond this is gonna be good nice to meet you nurse's assistant that's
00:58:02gonna be helping you out while i'm gone okay this is miss kathy um she has some back pain and some leg
00:58:08pains so yeah i take her blood pressure make sure she has her compression socks on i am a caregiver
00:58:14because i just love taking care of people making their days easier right in there that would be
00:58:20good all right i appreciate it and be their companion all right thank you you're welcome
00:58:25come with me i'll show you all her stuff all right she keeps her snacks in here see she has her
00:58:31peanut butter crackers this is him calling yeah this is a pre-paid call from julius oh hello hi bae
00:58:44nothing at work with diamond you're doing great good job i can't wait to see you and just hug you
00:58:51and kiss you and just get to actually be with you in the outside world i met julius through his sister
00:59:00nausea his sister's my best friend so i would hear on the phone with him and then one day he had like
00:59:06a friend fly to my dm and wanted my number and i just kind of mentioned it to her it was like
00:59:11i think you should like you could go ahead and you know talk to him you know i just want to let you
00:59:15know it's official i'm gonna be parole to my godmother house yeah i'm gonna be living with you okay good
00:59:23me and julius have been talking on and off for about three years for the past six months i've seen him
00:59:29about six or seven times
00:59:48what about ashley there's definitely a lot to juggle but i'm not like the average person like i'll be
00:59:55like moving different so it's like i'll be ready for these situations are you nervous about living
01:00:02with me i ain't gonna tell i'm nervous i'm patient like it's a first for me too living with somebody
01:00:08else it's gonna be good though i'm gonna get us some little control we can have us a little sexy time
01:00:19julius is very sexy to me i do think julius has a
01:00:22big he's skinny he got that built gotta have something going on i think guys have
01:00:33oh gosh that's so awkward to say my butt looking fat everything you gonna love it one minute remaining
01:00:42all right okay i love you more oh my man i know my man my man is that legit he don't play i feel like
01:00:54i've never had that either someone that just don't play about me like i feel like he really does just
01:00:58believe in me like and you know when he came oh my god i'm gonna cry you know when he came in my life
01:01:03like that's when i was going through a lot and he motivated me to just get out there and just had a
01:01:08a lot of faith in me to push me to be like you know my best person and i'm just like i've never
01:01:13really had nobody just really i know i've never had nobody really just push me you know i've only
01:01:18dated maybe like a handful of people before i started messing with julius i was dating somebody
01:01:25it was a very fresh relationship um it was only like a couple months at first it seemed like you know
01:01:31he wanted children he wanted a future and then when it actually came into fruitation he didn't
01:01:37really want that it was just words and then i ended up miscarrying and yeah it was a really dark time
01:01:46for me because i am kind of like don't have the most confidence but he's like i don't know why like
01:01:53you're great like just do it exactly and i'm just like maybe you really were just sent to me from god you
01:02:00know like i hope that when he comes out he does match everything because it sounds good so i know
01:02:04how it feels to always be the person in relationships to give give give and have nothing reciprocated
01:02:09i do feel like i was close off to men because um i just didn't feel like i had the confidence growing
01:02:16up you know i was a lot heavier and i just felt like i just wasn't pretty growing up it took me a long
01:02:23time to actually feel like i was pretty and actually love the skin i'm in
01:02:34sorry
01:02:37just hope he stands on his word with me and if you don't kick him to the curb
01:02:41he loves me for me it doesn't matter how big i am how little i am like he loves me for who i am
01:02:48i love my man this is gonna be his first real relationship you never really got the chance
01:02:55to court someone and take them on dates and stuff he really wants to do that with me and i got faith
01:02:59that gonna really you know come home and come through with that and just be there with me you
01:03:03know make you nervous though like because oh of course he's handsome
01:03:07doing my lingerie putting that in there i'm really excited i mean it's not real to me right now i'm
01:03:18just like probably the moment i see him that's when it's gonna be like he's here he's real you can kiss
01:03:25him now like that's what i'm really excited about i'm setting up the room for julius and make it
01:03:33romantic when we have sexy time i don't think it's gonna be awkward the first night it's probably gonna
01:03:39go down maybe even before we even get here i have been waiting for this day since like 2021 honestly
01:03:45i've been counting down i can't believe i'm about to see him honestly i've been waiting for julius for
01:03:50such a long time and now it's time for my man to come home
01:04:00i'm
01:04:04going forward
01:04:07yes ma'am we almost there
01:04:10we're here
01:04:20i'm tired like it's hot i'm just so ready to get in my bed
01:04:27i'm just oh i just can't wait to see my man
01:04:30okay this is nice it is nice it's just so many emotions going through my body because i don't
01:04:41know what to expect we gotta get up early in the morning and i know you're not an early early morning
01:04:45person let's call me that's supposed to be what seven uh-huh i'm gonna get to my room real quick and
01:04:50i'll call and check on you a little bit okay i appreciate you all right baby love you d was my first
01:04:56serious boyfriend back in the day i would chase him so much who you calling what you doing i don't
01:05:04got time for that this time i want to be in a committed relationship there's no half stepping over here
01:05:10whoo time is ticking we've been off and on for 10 years he definitely put some type of voodoo on me
01:05:25because i can't let him go for some reason the last time i had sex was with demodric right before
01:05:31he went to jail so it's been two years
01:05:46good morning hey little mama what's up with you look at you are your nerves feeling they're good
01:05:51for right now i can't make no promises in five minutes so oh lord you ready yes ma'am yes ma'am
01:05:59ready on this road get this part over with now look i'm not trying to have to run and catch this
01:06:04boy i'll i'll catch him don't worry about it here we go y'all both grounded i'm gonna try to be
01:06:12respectful but that's my man okay i'm gonna put you on the hood put him in the car oh no don't do me
01:06:17like that i'm gonna just have to tell g-pa turn your head pineapples or something i need a i need
01:06:22a key word because i'm about to give him a wet one last up down this lonely road yes 30 minutes
01:06:35i can't wait
01:06:39i'm ready jeep are we down the street down screen baby down screen right here
01:06:44i see me and demodric living the dream being happy getting married oh my gosh we're here it's that time
01:06:58let's get that anxiety out of the way i'm ready
01:07:00i'm so excited you're so grounded i'm sorry g-pa i told you to look away look away
01:07:13make no promises when i see them though yeah i know taking off pineapples time's over 701 y'all late
01:07:19right come on my stomach is in knots right now come on come on come on come on come on the facility is
01:07:28real shady and like to make up stuff as they go so i don't know what they're gonna say i don't know
01:07:33what they're gonna do are they gonna take three hours i really don't know at this point i'm just
01:07:38waiting like i've been doing come on lord let this boy come on out right they late they aggravating
01:07:47i have no idea oh it's just a lot going on through my head how am i gonna feel what's gonna happen
01:07:53i just feel so much but i can't wait to feel the love that's what i'm ready for
01:08:00i've been ready they late let's go i'm ready to get up out of here it's just all of this build up and
01:08:05then boom come on is it him oh oh that's a drop off come on man let's let this boy out of here come on
01:08:14hey work work wait
01:08:31i don't understand hello good morning who is this
01:08:36i don't want no problems
01:08:44this season on love after locker hey what's up my brother
01:08:49she's gonna be coming through any minute holy
01:08:51that one surprise
01:09:02out of my case is that what you would request for your last meal that's not gonna feed me
01:09:07i brought this just in case that's just crazy to me i bet you he's got another
01:09:12bitch you want him to go back to prison that's on him
01:09:16you don't even want to try can i see her phone she'll be going through my phone every day i knew
01:09:20this was gonna happen who the is this big booty bitch who are these girls i'm gonna get up
01:09:26good cranking a mother king i could just run him over with my car and that would solve all of our
01:09:31problems drama all day long you can't even do when what happens if we go to the beach i'm done
01:09:39get these damn cameras out of my face