Love After Lockup S06E03
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00:00:00Obviously on love after lockup
00:00:02Julius is calling. I can't believe we're about to be out your mom's coming to you, right?
00:00:06I can't wait to see you and just hug you
00:00:10We're supposed to see each other a couple of hours tonight, it's me out. I don't even know if he's out yet
00:00:19Somebody just lie with you
00:00:21I don't like sneaking around, but you gotta do that
00:00:27And we can go to bed now yeah
00:00:30Her body has definitely changed sex isn't really like oh my god right now. I
00:00:35Met Brian in high school. We didn't date, but I was on him when you get out. He's gonna live with you
00:00:41Yeah, I'm gonna have children with him and everything. What do you want me to do you love me?
00:00:48That was for nothing are you super excited about getting out
00:00:55It's a good thing he doesn't have kids already not yet. That's a horrible idea
00:01:00I just don't think he needs to rush into anything right now. I'm okay right now. I'm gonna get the first hug
00:01:04You better run faster than I do he should have been out 30 minutes ago
00:01:07I've been waiting on this for three years my heart literally just can't handle it
00:01:12Oh
00:01:28Good day right there
00:01:30Oh
00:01:40I'm going don't trip
00:01:46Come here you're already crying
00:02:00I
00:02:12Good you good you good can't you have me now?
00:02:31I'll get a room
00:02:34Come on
00:02:35Come on
00:02:37I've slept probably six hours in the last three days, and then today is probably slowest day of my life
00:02:44up until this point
00:02:47It felt amazing to finally see him hug him and hold him and I can take him home
00:02:55Home is where you need to be the shirt says it all
00:02:59It's been daddy particular
00:03:06How you feel about that we'll talk about it
00:03:17My biggest fear right now
00:03:20Is that place and like the fear like
00:03:24Going back or like anything that like
00:03:29Just messing up. No, I'm saying
00:03:33I'm beyond blessed that I got this chance at life again. I'm just grateful. I
00:03:42Was in prison for six and a half years for manufacturing delivery of controlled substance
00:03:46I grew up in a Baptist Church all my life went to Bible study went to Sunday school and
00:03:53Probably around the age of 12 or 13. I kind of fell out of it and started getting to the streets more
00:03:5917 I was in County tried as an adult for my first felony
00:04:03Selling drugs was always the easiest way to make money
00:04:05You're making more money in two days on the weekend than you are working 60 hours in a week
00:04:10I'm glad I went to prison for the six years
00:04:14It changed me as a person
00:04:16And it changed me on a man and it made me value my life and value the time I have left with my family
00:04:23I
00:04:25Don't show my ass to the world
00:04:33One of my main goals is to be able to find a gainful employment and I need me a woman that's gonna be
00:04:41supportive in that
00:04:42someone that I can put my all into and like really build a life with and like build a future with and build an empire
00:04:48With are you ready to catch me? Yeah, you want to jump along? Don't drop me. I'm not gonna drive you
00:04:52You better not what about it? Are you ready? Bro? This here right now and
00:04:57I'm gonna give her my arm and see where it goes
00:05:00Come on
00:05:11And Lexus seems soggy he gonna be good though, I'll try to see what's up my god
00:05:23I
00:05:25Don't feel like irritating. They weren't even supposed to be here. And now you riding with them
00:05:31Think she tight now. She's gonna be down tight
00:05:35Good
00:05:36It's a party. I'm free
00:05:40Just you know feeling the vibes. I definitely feel like I took my freedom for granted
00:05:46Just having a freedom and do whatever you want whenever you want. I just want to just live my life right now
00:05:52It's about to be fun again. We've got to turn it
00:05:55I
00:05:57Can't leave the state can't be around no weapons. No drugs
00:06:02None of that and I'm on parole for three years
00:06:06But all good behavior. I can get off in a year
00:06:10Mom, are you ready to go in here?
00:06:13Yeah
00:06:15You better be acting like that
00:06:18Don't do that
00:06:23Whatever I get it, it's only nine minutes down the road, but it's just the principle
00:06:30Why do you want to ride with some people that didn't even try to come see you
00:06:39Let me I get it there's your brothers but you're in a relationship now, so I do come first before these homies
00:06:46Can't be mad about me being in a car for nine minutes you can blame me though. I'll take all the blame. Don't be mad at doobie
00:06:54You already ordered yeah, yeah come back. I need to figure out a download X my last iPhone was
00:07:08First take that good-ass bite
00:07:16This isn't how I envisioned our first meal with me and Julius to go
00:07:20I thought it would you know be more intimate just be us, you know, we can really talk about stuff
00:07:29Yeah
00:07:30but I love just seeing him get to eat some real food and just watching him be happy and actually just
00:07:37Being free. I just love that for him. He deserves to eat this real food. I
00:07:43Gotta take a piss with me
00:07:46Excuse me. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry
00:07:57Hello
00:08:04My mama right now
00:08:07Breakfast right now just chilling
00:08:10I
00:08:12Yes, please cuz listen, I'm gonna get us a room so that way we can spend some time together
00:08:18Well try to see you later on so I love you
00:08:24Always my legend. All right. Bye
00:08:30Why he started doing this yeah, oh
00:08:33That's out of control
00:08:36It's always I love you. I love you. You know how people be when they're in prison
00:08:46It just sounds different and it's not the Julius that I talked to when he was in jail, what are you most excited about?
00:08:56That makes me happy he told me he was gonna put a baby in me as soon as he got home
00:09:02But I just think that he's gonna be more focused on his freedom and spending time with his friends and stuff
00:09:12What's up, baby
00:09:13Ready to go ready to go up out of here. You said you're gonna ride with me, right? Yeah
00:09:19So how he gonna meet you at the room? Is his mom gonna bring him in driving?
00:09:23Are you picking them at home?
00:09:25Just a few hours
00:09:26I get to see Julius for the first time in person and I know we have a long ride ahead of us
00:09:31But I just want him to be you know, the kind of
00:09:34Boyfriend slash husband. I need them to be
00:09:38Y'all have a good one. Thank you for the food
00:09:41haven't like
00:09:43Alexis Ashley other people like
00:09:46That I'm talking to is keeping my options open good to see
00:09:52You know Alexis she's being too clingy you've got to have a vibe we got a vibe
00:10:02You know, I never met these women never you never know what can happen
00:10:09All right, babe, let's go
00:10:24What's up with you just the whole situation you should have just done what I asked that way we wouldn't be dealing with this
00:10:32What's going on this is
00:10:34Devastating it feels like I got kicked in if the bitch that's picking you up. Don't let me see you. I'm a fighter
00:10:40I am going to be livid if I miss this man. I think I see him in the backseat. Yes, it was
00:10:47everybody
00:10:54Okay, so excuse my hair
00:10:57my face my
00:10:59Breathing my man had a lot of making up to do for last night
00:11:05In the past two years, but mostly last night. So this morning was great
00:11:15How did my taste it's amazing, yeah, yeah, not you blushing
00:11:22Like what
00:11:24Me and Bradley have had sex before
00:11:27But I don't know. It didn't feel like we were just having sex it
00:11:31Felt like we were making love. Sober sex is different though
00:11:35Yeah
00:11:36It's more like oh, yeah, it's more sensitive. Like you're not on some porn
00:11:41Num, huh? Yeah, that's the best 45 seconds
00:11:46That was the first time in
00:11:4928 29 months
00:11:52For me, it was a 10 for her. It was probably like three on the Richter scale
00:11:56You know what I'm saying? It was only 20 seconds 30 seconds
00:12:00Yeah, are you happy to be home
00:12:03It's definitely different and back into moving society
00:12:07That's crazy that my mom came back just to see you after all that he was talking on the phone last week
00:12:13Like not that like it's gonna have an effect on our relationship
00:12:17You know what? I mean, like any way that family members feel that's what I was trying to talk about with being friends with my sister
00:12:24Yeah, like cuz that just causes a whole lot of problems me and my older sister. Alyssa's relationship is a little rocky
00:12:33Growing up my parents split up when I was like five years old my mom
00:12:38She moved three hours away. So she really wasn't around
00:12:42My dad was always gone working day and night it seems like yeah, we were just
00:12:48Constantly doing hood red
00:12:51But Alyssa just burned so many bridges, you know what I'm saying?
00:12:54She's getting me into bar fights more physical altercations because when Alyssa feels threatened
00:13:00She's gonna lash out and get manic
00:13:02She tries to hurt people cuz she's hurt cuz she doesn't know how to handle it
00:13:05Like that hurts the people that love her that want to their people. That's gonna hurt me. I
00:13:11Don't have any problems with her
00:13:13But she does have problems with you. You won't be able to go to the holidays
00:13:17My sister said you will not step foot in the house. What's the cat?
00:13:21Are you talking about you asked him if he loves you are our grandmother more and you want to know why my parents don't want?
00:13:27Anything to do with you. This is why I
00:13:29Mean like do you love me more than your grandma who says that?
00:13:36Are you okay? What's up with you?
00:13:40What happened
00:13:46Don't know it's just the whole situation like being me really sad and like not just with Alyssa
00:13:51But like what's into like, you know, I was around her every week since the day she was born
00:13:58Like I love that baby and then I found being key in my closet the other day. Yeah
00:14:04I'm sorry, it hurts that bad
00:14:07Alyssa and Savannah are quote-unquote best friends that happened when I was gone, so I didn't know how deep it was
00:14:14but again Savannah, but you should have just
00:14:17Done what I asked and just distance yourself from her a little bit that way we wouldn't be dealing with this
00:14:22Well, okay, I gotta get a haircut. This has got to come off
00:14:26All right. Well, I'm gonna get dressed. I know Alyssa wants to come to her brother's coming home party
00:14:32She wants to support me and I want to give her a shot because she's my sister here you go. Thanks
00:14:39But for that to happen, like I need y'all to be okay
00:14:46We're just gonna go ahead and call Alyssa I want to get on the same page before tomorrow
00:14:52I'm doing all right. Hey, um
00:14:55You know, how would you feel about sitting down and grabbing some food with Savannah and me to talk about tomorrow's party?
00:15:01Cuz I know you want to come to that. I don't want to exclude you from that
00:15:03But I feel like there should be some some ground rules
00:15:05Just get on the table to see where we all stand at. Oh, wait an event an episode doesn't happen tomorrow
00:15:16No, no, I ain't gonna be no ambush word
00:15:24I'm seeing the negative effects that my girlfriend is having and depression and sadness
00:15:29I might see if I can find you an outfit for this party
00:15:35Alyssa is a loose cannon. She's a wild card. I didn't go south. I can go north
00:15:39It all depends on how she's feeling that day if she she got enough coffee if she got enough sleep are the kids screaming
00:15:45How long do you think this is gonna be? I'll give me like an hour. Okay
00:15:50I just hope it goes for the best
00:16:00Oh
00:16:12It's the morning of Brian's release and I am all over the place I
00:16:18Have every emotion that you could have in the book nervousness
00:16:23Excitement birds flying in my stomach as Brian would say I'm pissed off because I had literally had my keys last night
00:16:30We came into the house. My little brother put my key there and I still I need to go to the gas station
00:16:36I didn't get gas. I'm just
00:16:41At this point I just don't know how the day is gonna go
00:16:44It's clown
00:16:46Like this is not real life. It just can't be what the pants did I have on yesterday like what?
00:16:53I'm gonna head to the prison and hope that I can peep out my man before he gets
00:17:00Shipped off to the halfway house. I've been calling a halfway house back-to-back changing my voice talking to different people and
00:17:08Every time I call it's still the same answer. It could be weeks. It could be months
00:17:14I hope we are able to start the family that we want
00:17:18sooner than later, I
00:17:21Know my phone didn't just
00:17:25You're lying
00:17:26Okay, didn't I'm just tripping at 722. I'm still running late
00:17:30I'm gonna just have to leave I am NOT about to jeopardize
00:17:34Seeing him be released seeing him as a whole just because I lost my keys the night before. I
00:17:42Forgot my purse my mind is everywhere
00:17:45So I'm gonna go off on a limb and I'm gonna leave my back door unlocked and pray that when I get home
00:17:51All of my is still at the crib
00:18:00Thank you for using TTL, what's up, baby? Do you got any word?
00:18:05Listen the way the day is going if the bitch that's picking you up. Don't let me see you. Well, I'm a fighter
00:18:18Yeah, I'm crazy I love you so much
00:18:27Wow
00:18:30There's a lot of people out there. I don't know what to say
00:18:34There's just a lot he could probably be released at any time now
00:18:38I have no clue when I don't know if he's gonna be able to tell me I
00:18:44Don't know if they're gonna let us see each other
00:18:47And it kind of sucks because I don't have access to like the prison ground so I can't just meet him there
00:18:54We are in the boonies. Oh hell no, I'm here
00:19:01What
00:19:02Babe, you were here this whole time. I
00:19:06Can't believe they have my baby jammed up in this place. Look at all the wires
00:19:12It's just really hitting me like damn my baby was just in here for six years
00:19:18Straight one day after the mother other like he had to spend his Christmas there. I bet they don't got one Christmas light in sight. I
00:19:28I haven't been going to see Brian in prison because it breaks my heart. I don't want to see him in those chains
00:19:34I don't want to see him with no handcuffs. I just I don't want to see him in that type of environment
00:19:40It don't feel good to me
00:19:50Is that him
00:19:52No, he hasn't messaged me, but I don't know if he's really gonna be able to
00:20:02I'm waiting. Hold on. It's a Jeep coming. Let me see if it's a Jeep get out the way
00:20:08No
00:20:09They're not even turning this way
00:20:12Everybody like I'm irritated. It's already 10 o'clock 1016
00:20:18Stupid
00:20:22I am going to be livid if I miss this man. I don't know if this is Brian or not
00:20:29It might be I think I see him in the backseat
00:20:34No
00:20:42If we get married can that fix this
00:20:49Do you want to get married to me
00:20:52So what's the plan? Where?
00:20:55I gotta step away. I don't think they're taking me. Seriously. They're getting it worked up. Don't drive me insane
00:21:01So where are you staying tonight? My mother?
00:21:04Hey awesome
00:21:12What have you been up to today actually just had a focus group for furry flirt Oh God, that's what you're naming it
00:21:18Yeah, very flirt. All right, I'm gonna help some furries get funky. Everyone has their own thing I guess
00:21:30They were really cool honestly the the people who came to the focus they were really fun
00:21:34I will say that furries are always really nice
00:21:37I'm a video game nerd, which you might not know by looking at me. I
00:21:40I
00:21:45Work in the IT department for a hospital and currently my passion project is
00:21:50Creating a dating app for furries called furry flirt
00:21:52I started off on one dating app and then I got kicked off of that a lot of people still have this
00:21:59idea that furries are
00:22:01Cringe or weird. Yeah, there's kind of big stigma with it that I'd like to help get rid of. I'm not a furry
00:22:07I saw a need in the market for this niche group to have a dating app. I'm trying to
00:22:14Help furries find love
00:22:16The same way that I did with Courtney. I need help with the purse like bad. I have no idea what to buy
00:22:22I actually don't even know what type of style she likes
00:22:25I met Courtney because I was on Instagram and I saw some really cute mug shots
00:22:31I thought she was gorgeous and I liked her bio that she wrote. I thought it was very honest
00:22:36and so I thought
00:22:38Let's talk to some prison chicks
00:23:07I mean the crazy part is I could actually see us getting married. Really? Yeah, Courtney and I have been dating for about six months now
00:23:19She's so smart and she's witty
00:23:24One of our first video visits I was like stand up for me because I noticed she wasn't wearing a bra Courtney's very sexy
00:23:37I kind of like the gray thing over there this one. Let's see. I have everything else underwear pants clothes phone. Oh, wow
00:23:47200 bucks. It's not bad. Actually, how much have you spent on her so far grand maybe 2.5 on someone you've never met. Yes
00:23:53Yeah, all right
00:23:55Think you're crazy
00:23:56You might be proven, right?
00:23:59I've known Will for like 12 years now right here
00:24:04I
00:24:05Haven't seen Will in a relationship in a long while. I appreciate you coming out with me today. No problem
00:24:10So it's interesting to see him falling so hard and quick for someone he's never met before
00:24:15Thank you. Have a great day
00:24:17It seems like he has some rose-colored glasses on right now
00:24:21At first I was a little concerned that I was just one of these dudes who was like a sugar daddy for a while
00:24:26She was locked up, but I can tell by the way she talks to me that
00:24:31She really cares I'm sure that's what everybody says like 10 minutes before they find out they're being scammed but I
00:24:38Know I'm not
00:24:40It's been about eight years since I had a serious relationship. I
00:24:44Work full-time
00:24:46I'm helping my mom take care of my dad who's got dementia and cancer and I typically have actually really bad taste in women
00:24:54But I think that Courtney is the exception of that rule
00:24:58This is an entire outfit for this is all of her underwear bras everything she needs
00:25:04the idea that my girlfriend's gonna be here with me when we get back is
00:25:09It's all very surreal
00:25:15Hey gorgeous
00:25:19Yeah
00:25:21Four days
00:25:28What is something that you want to do order room service have wild monkey sex all over the hotel
00:25:34Pass out. I literally can't think of a thing else
00:25:46What's going on
00:25:48You
00:25:55Gotta be kidding me. Why?
00:26:02Courtney had to apply for special permission to leave Oregon and parole with me here in California
00:26:08so this is
00:26:10Devastating it's a gut punch. It feels like I got kicked in
00:26:13Do you think if we just like roll up to your parole officer be like hey if we get married
00:26:20Can that fix this?
00:26:24Yeah, I mean do you want to get married to me
00:26:30Yeah, you sure that wasn't a that wasn't a resounding yes
00:26:43I
00:26:53Just really
00:26:56Are they giving us a date that we can start the interstate compact
00:27:02I'm bummed
00:27:05We have 10 seconds left gorgeous, I hope you have a good night. I love you
00:27:08I
00:27:11Love you, bye
00:27:17Is this big booty bitch
00:27:23Y'all do not need to have any children it would be at least nine months basically like the pullout game strong drop me insane
00:27:29You can't like see me tonight
00:27:38I
00:27:44Even think about that
00:28:00Look at this bed, I can't wait to mess up them sheets. I'm excited
00:28:08Julia said that he's gonna hang out with his family and his mom for a little while and then he's going to come see me
00:28:17Looks good. I'm gonna have rose petals and champagne
00:28:21It's just gonna be really nice
00:28:28Hi, oh my god, I'm so nervous
00:28:32We're so nervous, I don't know I need y'all's help with everything literally
00:28:37I don't know what I'm doing. Well, let's go where we need to start look
00:28:42This is what I got
00:28:44Look in this sexy
00:28:46This is so sexy with this and it's gonna be extra cute. It is
00:28:52This is four-in-one playful flavors warming lubricant kissable and massage. I
00:29:00Definitely want to have sex that's on the number one part of my bucket list
00:29:04I'm not the Lordies blinds a little bit. All right, so change. Yeah, I
00:29:09Just want to have a good time and see my man
00:29:13Actually, are you getting excited? Oh my god, I'm so excited. Are you having second thoughts? Not really. I
00:29:21Hope he shows though. I
00:29:23Know I'm a little nervous about that part. Yeah, I don't want her heart to be broke. That's gonna crush me
00:29:29I honestly don't think he's gonna show or if he does show it's gonna be like
00:29:35Drama, he should be blowing her up. I mean when he was in jail, you made time to call now you're free
00:29:40Like why don't you have that same energy like it just seems kind of fishy to me
00:29:48Okay, so this is the vibe this is the wig of the night
00:29:53I
00:29:59Hope he's ready for what's about to hit him. Um, I hope he's ready
00:30:06We
00:30:14Turned up for me like that
00:30:18And welcome home
00:30:20Thank you, baby
00:30:23I love you
00:30:27Lace is definitely making me feel special right now with the balloons the roses ain't nobody did that for me
00:30:35So that do be making me feel guilty
00:30:39And it's our barrel
00:30:44Okay, what's up, that's just out of the closet
00:30:48Everything
00:30:50My man is home. I'm just
00:30:52Excited all the nerves are gone
00:30:54I don't even know why I was nervous and I'm just ready to just go in here and love on my man and cuddle with him
00:31:00I'll make a baby tonight if it's God's will
00:31:04How you feeling bae you like the apartment
00:31:07This is home. I'm about to be at is great. It's perfect. No, I'm gonna ask for nothing better
00:31:14Oh
00:31:16I'm just glad to be here. I ain't gonna lie. I'm ready to lay down. You already know what's going on
00:31:24I'm gonna get in with you
00:31:27It's been six years since I've been intimate with a woman, you know, I'm saying so I'm definitely looking forward to you know, I'm saying
00:31:35I'm getting it. You know, I'm saying doing what I do with Alexis
00:31:39But I at least got to give Ashley a chance, you know, I'm saying
00:31:46So I can actually see what type of person she is before we even
00:31:51Take any more steps I
00:31:54Don't know. It's just crazy how like at one moment
00:31:57He said like, you know, he's gonna be the man you want him to be but I mean with him getting now he's calling
00:32:03Julius is calling. Oh
00:32:06Wow
00:32:09What's up, baby doing
00:32:12Getting cute what you doing? I'm with my mom right now. You better go do some stuff and it's gonna take a little minute
00:32:23So you can't like see me tonight
00:32:25I
00:32:33Don't feel like you're taking me serious him and I are both grown. He can't be a mama's boy forever
00:32:39Mama, Jimmy, but why is you attacking me bitch? You'd be chasing everybody away. There's a common denominator
00:32:44Like I've kind of allowed her to manipulate me long enough
00:32:47I
00:32:53Love you, okay. Call me when you're done. I'll come back. Okay, maybe
00:32:56Oh
00:33:12You look old bro, for real you look oh, no, it must have cocoa butter up in the pen
00:33:20Mike is my number one dog, bro
00:33:25Surprisingly that is one of my friends who I have never got in trouble with
00:33:28I mean, all we did was drink and you know, I'm saying watch the fights and do cookouts
00:33:35Mike's one of my domesticated friends
00:33:38Man how's life been treated? Oh the whole 30 hours being out, right? Yeah
00:33:43I'm just trying to get my together if I'm being honest with you. It seems like you have to get started
00:33:47Yeah, my number one appearance right presentations everything. I'll go back to work on Monday to do that roofing with calf again
00:33:54I just need to hold me over till I can get my CDO license. I already told you that right and I'm wrong with it
00:33:58I definitely learned how to appreciate freedom from going to prison not always being on guard not having to watch your back
00:34:06not having to worry about
00:34:0890 guys that are in the pod which one's gonna stab you like that is
00:34:14Traumatic. I mean if you ain't busy then, you know, your mind goes 100 miles an hour, you know, we all know how that works out
00:34:21I
00:34:22Want to get a house. I want to get a
00:34:25Financially stable job that I love and I'm not gonna regret and hate to wake up to every morning. I want to keep on
00:34:33Evolving and bettering myself and wiping these things off my plate and putting the next thing down so I can get it done
00:34:39You're looking forward to this whole get-together tomorrow. Hmm. Yeah 100% am
00:34:44Alyssa's trying to come to that and it's a problem. I mean with Savannah
00:34:48Yeah, that's definitely a problem because the last I seen they were like doing like nice cute little tick-tocks
00:34:56I'm trying to be a dickhead
00:34:58I want her to come but I don't want her to come with all my friends and then something happened
00:35:03Be extra like a whole episode blow down dirty laundry in the air
00:35:08Yeah, I could go without that tomorrow
00:35:13Savannah he's the number one member of my team. I'd rather this not be about Alyssa
00:35:18This is about you you back. No, so Savannah and Alyssa can't get this resolved. Oh
00:35:2486 Alyssa
00:35:26And then it would just be me and Savannah now. I don't have to worry about that
00:35:30How's the whole?
00:35:32Relationship do since you've been out. I mean, it's going well Savannah's worried about all I told her straight up
00:35:39I'm not in it for all that no more. I'm trying to get my life right. I mean we did a lot
00:35:43I'll say that as long as you stay straight on that one. Maybe I I just hope it works out
00:35:49Yeah, I mean it seemed pretty strong, you know long-distance. Yeah, she and she just loves micromanaging a lot
00:35:56Who's texting you Mike?
00:35:59Aren't you about to see him? Yeah. Yes, we are. I put down Bradley. I'm casually texting
00:36:06Check back in
00:36:09Before I went in we were just friends and now coming out. We're in a relationship
00:36:13I don't know what to tell you about that one boss. I'm hoping everything works out for you on the outside. I
00:36:20Want to marry Savannah, but I want to take it slow make sure that we really are compatible with each other
00:36:26I'm hoping for the best
00:36:28Oh
00:36:36Your back's gonna be hurting after this one, let's go
00:36:44Barbecue sound okay
00:36:45Yeah, that's fine
00:36:47Don't know what was on the menu for day. Oh my god
00:36:50It was a pork noodle casserole, which in essence was gonna be just like some melted noodles not even cook just melted
00:36:58Yeah, and then no seasoning at all and the pork's probably pink so barbecue sounds
00:37:03Amazing amazing. I'm definitely super stoked by my release. So I'm ready to go, you know, I'm ready to do it
00:37:09You know, I love life
00:37:11and I'm just ready to
00:37:13Proceed with it. The lady hands my parole package. She goes. Okay. This is the day you'll get off for all y'all
00:37:18What I know that is
00:37:212033 June 16th
00:37:232033
00:37:25They say go straight home and then call the number I would call it right now because you want to stop
00:37:30We're gonna stop it eat. No, they said we can stop for food. Okay, but what time frame did they give you to get home?
00:37:36the lady was like
00:37:38You're on a curfew monitor. So I don't see why it would be an issue for you to go
00:37:42You go you call him right now and find out right before I got out
00:37:46I found out that was gonna get released on the EM, which is electronic monitoring
00:37:50Basically if I'm on house arrest, I have to be home every night and have a curfew 8 a.m
00:37:55To 5 p.m. Monday through Friday and then weekends, I will be on house arrest
00:38:02Report okay. I gotta go straight to the house. I could stop and get something to eat
00:38:10Okay, yes, ma'am
00:38:12Thank you
00:38:14It's for me coming out this time. I have a whole different mindset
00:38:18One day I woke up and started thinking about my future my retirement, you know
00:38:23I haven't paid anything in the Social Security anything like that. So I literally saw that I was wasting my life in prison
00:38:29Well that answer that. Okay, so what you stop to get something to eat you go straight home and come here at 9
00:38:34The only time I was ever on probation and didn't make it 60 days before I was back in jail and on my way to prison
00:38:42You hungry baby, I'm hungry as an ex-convict just fresh out of jail. That's how I am
00:38:49Let me get a house sausage
00:38:52sliced brisket
00:38:54Ribs, all right, french fries
00:38:56Fried pickles up yourself to a cup. Thank you
00:39:01My nerves let me too much. Well, I'm just
00:39:05Happy you're home. I
00:39:07Love you. I love you
00:39:10I love you. I love you, too, baby
00:39:14Don't cry. I'm just saying I
00:39:16Wouldn't trade you for nobody
00:39:18Anyone ever I just sometimes feel like I could have done better
00:39:23I made my own choices that led me down this path. You know I'm saying
00:39:26You didn't do that
00:39:29Mom's always feel like they could have done better
00:39:34I love you. I love you too. I tell everybody you're my world. That's a man. I'm a mama's boy
00:39:40I wasn't raised to be bad, you know, my mother, you know, she made sure that we was good
00:39:46Like she's been there for me every step of my life. Yeah, you never were embarrassed to show your affection to me. I
00:39:53Could do no wrong on my mother's eyes. I guess she wants me to do better
00:39:56Yes, she gets pissed off at me that I make the mistakes and decisions I make
00:40:01But no matter what I can never have my mother believe that that anything that I decided to do was her fault
00:40:08So, what's the plan from here?
00:40:10Hey, I'm playing straight home. Okay, and then
00:40:14extracurricular activities
00:40:16What's how she's looking?
00:40:18Maybe you can say make babies. I said extracurricular activities. Yeah, that's what he means. I
00:40:23Know everyone. I mean
00:40:26What's one thing I taught you all you like pull out? No, I mean
00:40:38I thought if I had to go in there and put it on you myself, I would
00:40:44You laughing thinking it's funny but I'm serious very serious y'all do not need to have any children right away
00:40:51I'm currently not on birth control. I don't plan to get on birth control. We don't plan to use condoms
00:40:57I'm not like trying to get pregnant right off the rip
00:41:01But I'm not gonna be upset if I do either because I know
00:41:05Him having a child is one thing that he really really wants
00:41:13Also, I'm 31 years old I've already got two kids and I'm not trying to have no baby when I turn 40
00:41:22You have to prove yourself first before you start bringing kids in as well
00:41:28Prove that you're gonna stay out of jail
00:41:30You're gonna get a job and keep it prove that you're gonna be there be present we know there's just no sense in
00:41:40Even thinking about having a baby right away, you know for like I've waited long enough
00:41:45If you hadn't been locked up for the last 15 years
00:41:54I've been thinking of asking her to marry me. Huh? That is the plan. I would say no
00:42:00I don't know who the f*** is this big booty bitch? What you got going on?
00:42:13I don't know if this is Brian or not. No, no, yes it was
00:42:25He was just in that car I
00:42:28wanted to
00:42:29See Brian before he has to go to the halfway house
00:42:33Just so I can give him some love and show him that I am here to support him
00:42:38But his driver PO whoever the hell it was zoomed right past me as if you know
00:42:45It was nothing. I probably should have never came here. I sat up here for no reason by damn
00:42:52He hasn't been able to see
00:42:55Anybody for the past six years a quick hug would have made him feel good
00:43:03Hey, babe, what you doing? Where you at? Oh my god. Did you see me?
00:43:13It's not
00:43:17I'm also bring you some stuff up there. You think you'll be able to go to the front. Give me a
00:43:24Supposed to be up there
00:43:26It's always no, I don't like one of my tell me no, I would call halfway house prison jr
00:43:32It's prison with a couple of cool points on it
00:43:38I don't know how long he's gonna be there when I'm gonna be able to see him when I'll be able to leave
00:43:43Why it looks like it's little inmate people sitting outside why you can't go outside
00:43:48No, they're in the front
00:43:50The only thing I am able to do is drop off any items that you know, it's acceptable there
00:43:57Thank you, and it's just frustrating
00:44:02We could have just touched fingers and I would have been happy
00:44:17I
00:44:26Don't know
00:44:35First of all, you got this big booty bitch on the back of your thing. Like you got me
00:44:40I
00:44:41Want to break it?
00:44:44I want to break him
00:44:46Brian gives the people at the front desk the okay to give me some of his paperwork and
00:44:54His player tablet from prison. I see a picture of
00:45:01God knows who on the back of his player
00:45:05Why you got somebody random as hell on the back of your player and not me
00:45:11I
00:45:23Feel like I got betrayed dude, but why is you attacking me as far as drama goes anything's possible. I brought this just in case
00:45:30That's just crazy
00:45:33I
00:45:40Don't need no baby right now. I've told you it would be at least nine months. So it wouldn't be right now. I
00:45:48Gotta step away
00:45:51You're gonna work you're gonna work Jesus Christ drive me insane
00:45:56Tell me
00:46:01James Keith knock it off. Oh for real for real. Let's talk
00:46:10No
00:46:11No, I don't understand where the Cathy's coming from when it comes to me and JK having a baby like
00:46:18He can't be a mama's boy forever
00:46:20I'll put you on this table right now in front all these people James Keith. Well, you don't think I will yes
00:46:26No
00:46:28kind of hurts my feelings because I don't think they're taking me seriously because there's no they're laughing and
00:46:33Joking and having a good time and this whole having a baby thing right away. It's just
00:46:38Irresponsible and I don't think they need to be talking about that right now
00:46:43We don't have a room at your mom's house
00:46:48Where we
00:46:51Oh
00:46:52He needs to get his priority straight right now priorities are to get a job and report to parole
00:46:59I'm just protecting my son
00:47:02I'll take you to my mom's room
00:47:04Hey mom, I'm not you for the first time in your mama's bed. Shut up
00:47:14Listen guys, I'm sorry had to walk away that
00:47:17What it's just really it's frustrating me you got to get your party straight before you start
00:47:23Even thinking about having children
00:47:28I'm talking to both of you. I
00:47:31Just know
00:47:33I don't feel like you're taking me serious. No, I am. I'm always playing. I just came home. It's my birthday. Oh, I
00:47:39Can't play around. I do want a kid though. I know you do
00:47:43I know you do and I want to love nothing more to have a grandchild when the time is right
00:47:50We're gonna wait mama tripping. Okay, we'll wait. Thank you. Got it
00:47:55serious, okay, I
00:47:57Think my mother is just worried about
00:48:01Things moving too fast. I mean I completely understand where she's coming from
00:48:04And at the same time I want her to understand that like I'm at a point in my life
00:48:07We're like, I'm 31 years old. Like I'm ready to have children. I don't want to be
00:48:1150 with a 10 year old, you know, so that's where I'm coming from with it
00:48:16I'm gonna
00:48:18Chill out a little bit. Okay. All right, I'll try it. I got you
00:48:27Condoms they make those I thought those were like prostitutes and sluts. No, this is my girl. I'm not worried about a condom
00:48:34I've went 31 years without using protection. I don't have a child yet
00:48:38So basically like the pull-out game strong
00:48:41Oh
00:48:52This is really happening she here. Yeah, she's out back right now
00:49:02This place is really nice
00:49:05Oh
00:49:07Alyssa's Savannah a lot. She's like when Bradley gets out
00:49:11He's gonna leave you or he's gonna cheat on you or he's gonna do this that in the third yada yada yada
00:49:16I mean, I think she does that just to get Savannah
00:49:19I'll rile it up because they're fighting at that time because they fight every other month. That's my whole problem with their relationship
00:49:25Hi guys
00:49:28You just look like mom just now what I see it looks like mom I hate that
00:49:32They're just firing gasoline just keeps on blowing up
00:49:40I'll run on no sleep
00:49:44Anyways
00:49:46Bitch, why is you attacking me?
00:49:49Thanks. Yeah
00:49:51Do you think that we can?
00:49:53move forward without there being any hurt and reestablish our relationship somehow as
00:49:59You being who you are in both of our lives
00:50:03You and her be fighting that affects me because then I have to hear from both sides
00:50:07Thanks. That's all reason why you want y'all to sit down and talk about this right now for real. Yeah, I
00:50:12Want to have a relationship with you and I want to still be friends with you, but it'd be healthy
00:50:17Yeah, yeah, I look forward to that
00:50:20after our last conversation, I
00:50:23feel like
00:50:25We needed that space that we had
00:50:27It made a big difference Oh
00:50:32Yeah, I
00:50:35Can say therapy paid off he was like bitch you be chasing everybody away
00:50:40It was like that. There's a common denominator. I
00:50:43Had to sit down and think about it. I
00:50:46Just need to chill
00:50:48I want you to know where I live
00:50:51Yeah
00:50:53Did you hear him? Yeah
00:50:55That's intense. Yeah, like that was where he was standing a month ago when this all first went down
00:51:02He was like, I don't even want her to know what I look like
00:51:05I've come a long way since three years ago
00:51:07I look back on it and I'm just like some of the things I did like throwing bricks through
00:51:12Windshields cringy and people saw that was in public. Yeah
00:51:17But that's honestly
00:51:19Yeah, why I wanted her to get here because I wanted to see how y'all were gonna be before I bring it to a social
00:51:24setting yeah that I am a part of
00:51:28I just still never know what to expect with Alyssa. I want to see her being
00:51:33Consistent in her efforts on that now
00:51:36I'm gonna go pee
00:51:40I'll find a place hurry back and apology without change behavior is just manipulation and
00:51:46I feel like I've kind of allowed her to manipulate me long enough
00:51:52You said that oh the whole family hates you was a blah like yeah
00:51:57I come from okay. So like when I'm manic and I'm this is what I'm working on. You use the word manic
00:52:02Yeah, when I'm self-aware as her friend, it's really messed up
00:52:06But I know things that would hurt her feelings and it's like I knew that was hitting below the belt because I know how she is
00:52:13Yeah
00:52:15Yeah, I just don't want anything else to happen from here on out. Yeah
00:52:20me and Savannah have a
00:52:22history a
00:52:25Toxic long history and I was just spiraling together. I went to jail for a year
00:52:31She went to rehab for a year and seeing Bradley and Savannah as her friend
00:52:36I can tell like she is genuinely very happy. I'm so glad to see him. He's a grown-ass man
00:52:42Now I just want to see everybody do way better. I don't want this ever again for any of us
00:52:48You're the closest thing I've ever had to a sister. I
00:52:51Do still love you a lot and Bradley is home
00:52:54So like maybe we could do more family things and I think that that might be a good step in the right direction towards
00:53:01Being healthy. Is there anything else that we want to talk about before tomorrow?
00:53:06Because we're not allowed to talk about Bradley's party tomorrow. Oh, just please do not make a scene
00:53:11Tomorrow at the party up. I don't put anything past anybody
00:53:14This is a bunch of people that haven't seen each other for a long time in the same place at the same time
00:53:18So as far as drama goes anything's possible
00:53:25Why'd you make that face cuz it hit the back of my throat what would not feel like probably what you did last night
00:53:41I've been thinking of asking her to marry me. That is the plan very weird
00:53:49He is around with someone else then he's definitely gonna be busted see you tomorrow
00:53:56Boarding the flight on my way to Portland super excited to see Courtney. This is
00:54:05This is a hell of an adventure
00:54:26So I just landed in Portland
00:54:28Today, I'm on my way to the hotel to meet Courtney's mom
00:54:32She just got in
00:54:34from
00:54:36Washington tomorrow we pick up Courtney
00:54:39I'm a little nervous because I've never met her mom. I've never met her and I'm gonna beat her mom first
00:54:45I'm actually gonna ask Susie Courtney's mom for
00:54:50Courtney's hand in marriage hoping that I can actually get her blessing out of that. I know this probably sounds really crazy
00:54:55but she just
00:54:58Is the most special person I've ever met?
00:55:05I don't know if I'd be asking for marriage this soon if the interstate compact hadn't failed, but I love Courtney so much
00:55:15And I don't think I need anything more than that to want to spend the rest of my life with somebody
00:55:25Is Susie hey Susie, I will it look just like you do on Facebook
00:55:34Beautiful thank you. There's a table we can sit out over here. All right
00:55:43No, it's nice to get a chance to get to know you I wish it was under better circumstances, right
00:55:48But this will be a good chance to see Courtney for all of us. Yes. I'm excited
00:55:53Do you think it's weird that I'm meeting you before I meet Courtney, uh, yeah, I'm very weird
00:55:59What have you gotten to know about her? What attracts you to her? Why do you want to be with her? Good question. Um
00:56:07Courtney's awesome. She's funny. She's smart. She's sweet. She's very kind
00:56:15Yeah, I mean she is witty as hell I
00:56:19Yeah, I adore the of her
00:56:23Is
00:56:28Will Courtney's type that's a good question. I would say no
00:56:33Courtney like the naughty type, you know the naughty boys the ones who weren't very nice
00:56:37They didn't know how to treat their women, you know that made bad choices
00:56:42You know stuff like that. So tell me about like, how did you grow up?
00:56:46So I dropped out of high school pretty early got my GED. I partied for like five years
00:56:51Raves or
00:56:55Like it's really just an excuse to do drugs like it's just an excuse for a bunch of people to dance and do drugs and
00:56:59I get it
00:57:00It's a good time when you're in your early 20s, but the drugs that I was doing it's just not worth it
00:57:04And then eventually one day
00:57:06Lost a really important friend and decided that that wasn't the life that I wanted for myself
00:57:11Wow
00:57:13my drug of choice back then was
00:57:16Probably either Molly or Benzo's like Xanax or Klonopin
00:57:20but then my best friend at 21 years ended up shooting himself and
00:57:27He was constantly urging me to leave that life behind and
00:57:33I felt like I would have been doing him a disservice if I didn't do that after he died
00:57:40So how long have you been clean for
00:57:43Eight
00:57:46Nine years. Oh
00:57:48Yeah
00:57:49I'm not even kind of tempted by that lifestyle anymore. Good for you
00:57:54What do you do for work? I work for a hospital. I do IT
00:57:58Courtney's planning on going down to Sacramento with you. Mm-hmm
00:58:03That concerns me a little bit
00:58:05It's only been like six months. She's gonna need as much support as she can and just I hope that Corning doesn't go backwards
00:58:13Yeah, totally. You have every reason to be worried. I'm as of right now still a stranger so I get it
00:58:19We just need to get this interstate compact figured out
00:58:24Having this burning question in the back of my mind that I want to ask Susie for Courtney's hand in marriage is
00:58:30It's kind of killing me right now
00:58:32Yeah, yeah, so
00:58:36Something I've been thinking about to try to get the interstate compact expedited and also because I just
00:58:42Love Courtney
00:58:47I've been thinking of asking her to marry me
00:58:54Wow, that's crazy
00:58:57I
00:59:14Thank you, I ain't gonna be able to make it tonight
00:59:27Why not
00:59:30Right now we're gonna go do some stuff and it's gonna take a little minute
00:59:42I'm not talking to him. He calling right back calling back
00:59:47I
00:59:53Can see you tomorrow
00:59:56Full of disappointment, so I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow
01:00:02I want to link up early tomorrow. So what time you talking?
01:00:05I don't want you to tell me sometime and then you cancel it because we've been planning this for a week
01:00:10Have to meet up with my mother and my sisters where we have been going out to the park to go get some food and
01:00:17Then right after that, so it's gonna be around the afternoon time. So where are you staying tonight?
01:00:21my people
01:00:26My mother
01:00:32You better make tomorrow all about me I don't want to hear no excuses I don't want
01:00:37None of that. I'm about to hang up. So you're trying to link up tomorrow or not
01:00:48Even if I did want to go see her like it's not even possible because
01:00:53Alessa's gonna be wondering where I'm going. Like she knows that I'm supposed to be worried all night
01:00:58It's not gonna be time
01:01:01He's playing he definitely playing he has some actually
01:01:07I
01:01:09Knew he was gonna do this. I knew it
01:01:12He's gonna ruin my birthday. We ain't finna let it happen
01:01:16If he knew he wasn't finna see you today. He got out. He should have been said listen, babe
01:01:19I can't see you on my first day. I'm gonna hang out my mom my family
01:01:23And I told myself I wasn't gonna cry with his bull either
01:01:27I
01:01:29Feel disappointed I feel let down I feel hurt
01:01:33Because it just seems like every single time he says something it always goes the complete opposite
01:01:40It just makes me feel like
01:01:43Everything he's saying is a lie. He's staying with his mama
01:01:47He ain't staying with his mama. I thought he couldn't I bet you he's got another bitch. I bet you he does
01:01:55He just doesn't seem like he's excited to see me it just seems like he's just
01:01:59Calling just to check in with me so he can go back to doing whatever he's doing
01:02:05I feel like you should finish getting ready and
01:02:08Take a picture in spite. I would definitely you should show you what he's missing
01:02:12Whoever he in front of he gonna get that pick and be like
01:02:16Man, okay, let's do I'm from my wig on
01:02:21Yeah, this is it right here
01:02:24I am nervous about having sex with him for the first time
01:02:27Because I mean I have had like some
01:02:30Insecurities with my body. I mean even though I work out and stuff. I'm still just like a little thicker girl
01:02:35So like I still just have my moments where I'm just like, huh?
01:02:38I don't really want you to see you like this or that
01:02:44But he don't care about none of that it's the birthday girl
01:02:58I feel really sexy Julius. I'm definitely a catch. I want to show him what he's been missing
01:03:09You gotta be the man, okay, that's cute. Oh, that's super in the front of it
01:03:16Tell the tag a little bit
01:03:22That's cute slave it's slave
01:03:27If he is around with someone else then he's definitely gonna be busted
01:03:32I'm gonna say I guess I'll see you tomorrow
01:03:38Gotta be like enjoy your night because I will