Casualty Season 30 Episode 12
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00:00All good?
00:01Well, uh, if by good you mean has my daughter's chance of catching any one of a dozen communicable diseases just risen by 200%,
00:08then yes.
00:09Just grow up, yeah? For your own sake.
00:11Just for one minute, stop acting so flippin' naive.
00:14Fancy a curry or something?
00:15Do you know what? That'd be lovely.
00:17My mother called me this morning and told me my father had died.
00:23You stupid, incompetent girl!
00:25Dr. Chow has not made life easy during my time here.
00:28May I give notice of my resignation?
00:58We are there, so I will follow you wherever you go.
01:10And if your awkward hand's still open to me,
01:15we're strangers, but we are one.
01:20We are not two, we are one.
01:23What is that?
01:25You'll upset her.
01:26No, she's asleep.
01:27Oh, great.
01:29Well, she was sleeping.
01:31Hello.
01:34Yeah, found some of Mum's old tapes.
01:37Used to sing this driving back from swimming.
01:40Well, Mum did. Used to pretend you were doing puzzles and reading.
01:43Cal, half of my flat is pink.
01:45Yeah, little girls love pink.
01:47Do they? Thank you for that, Professor.
01:50Look, Matilda is growing. She needs her own space.
01:53She's hungry.
01:54She wants the music.
02:02Was there not any post?
02:04Uh, no.
02:05No.
02:06Nope.
02:10Okay, can you at least buy some shower gel today, please? Cal?
02:13Sorry, what?
02:15We don't live in a prison!
02:18Feels more like a prison.
02:21Can you open the window?
02:22Because, have you not heard of VOCs?
02:28Strangers, but we are one.
02:32We are not two, we are one.
02:35We are not two, we are one.
02:43I've blasted bananas. Need a refill.
02:46Do you think about anything other than that gut of yours?
02:50What are you doing with the skin?
02:52Putting it back in the restaurant.
02:54Oh, use a bag, you filthy animal!
03:06Quickly, it's my mum, she can't get out!
03:09This way, follow me!
03:12Right, slow down, darling!
03:14I don't want you slipping!
03:17Morning.
03:19You taking it on?
03:21Yeah, it was sending out the wrong message.
03:23Right, listen up, people.
03:25Matt, this is my baguette.
03:26Uh, sorry, mate, I thought it was Robyn's.
03:28It's fine.
03:29Can I have everyone's attention, please?
03:31Unfortunately, this morning, Connie informed me that Dr Munro has left us.
03:35What do you mean, she's left us?
03:37To go away.
03:38Well, she's probably been snapped up. She wouldn't place us at one.
03:40She just emailed to say that she wouldn't be coming back,
03:42so we should respect her decision.
03:44She just quit. She didn't give a reason.
03:46So that means we're another doctor down.
03:49That's all I got, Rita.
03:51Yeah, thank you. So if everyone could just pick it up today, please.
03:54Uh, Lily, you were Alicia's mentor.
03:56Did she mention anything to you, hint at being unhappy?
04:00I'm not sure, but she seemed content.
04:02Really? You know exactly what happened.
04:06I don't know. Sorry.
04:08We should take her, I hope, wherever it is.
04:11Lily's just lost her father. We need to remember that.
04:13I don't believe this. You don't know the half of it.
04:17Hey, uh, come on.
04:22Ethan's birthday. I'll take it.
04:24It's fine.
04:25No, no, I'll do it.
04:28Okay, well, uh, that's me skint again.
04:32You sure you're getting him a nice cake?
04:34Where did I get cake?
04:39She bullied Alicia.
04:41Well, we can't jump to conclusions.
04:43No, I witnessed it all.
04:45But she didn't put that in her own mouth.
04:47Ask Alicia.
04:48This way. Please, my partner fell in and she's stuck down there.
04:51All right, we're here now.
04:52Just do me a nice little favour for me.
04:54All right, love. What's your name?
04:56Nicky. It's Nicky.
05:02Jess?
05:03Oh, yes.
05:06Jess?
05:07Uh, uh, couple of flesh wounds, uh, scalp snicked.
05:13Usual bumps and bruises when you fall 60 foot down a hole.
05:17Pride's killing me, though.
05:19Do you know each other?
05:20Right. Bagsy's going in for this one.
05:22You've got some bounce-back ability, mate, I'll give you that.
05:25Tell me this isn't some messed-up heart drill.
05:30I only took my eyes off her just for a second.
05:33Olivia, stand back, please.
05:35Right, Mountain Rescue will be here in a bit.
05:38Great. Cos the laceration in my popliteal space is pausatile.
05:44Right, I'm going in.
05:46You're not going anywhere.
05:47Dicks, I'm going in.
05:48Using what? We don't have the right equipment.
05:55Oh, you've got to be kidding me.
05:57No.
05:59OK, then.
06:00OK, then.
06:04Dude.
06:06Now that is how you keep Daddy in the good books.
06:10Hey.
06:14It's OK.
06:19No, this is not in the plan.
06:21Not in the plan for today, is it? No.
06:25I'm here.
06:27I'm here.
06:31I'm here.
06:34No heroics, please, Ian.
06:37Jess!
06:41Almost there, Jess.
06:47Jess!
06:48Keep speaking to him, baby.
06:50He's still here, don't worry.
06:53Mummy!
06:54Stay back, Ollie. Mummy's fine.
07:01Hey.
07:02Hey, it's all right to be frightened, you know.
07:05I get frightened sometimes, too.
07:08What I do, I put my hood up,
07:11and I sit my jacket as high as it'll go.
07:15Will you do that for me?
07:17That's it.
07:19Good girl.
07:22Right?
07:23Now, you stay just there,
07:26and watch out for Mountain Rescue,
07:28and let me know, all right?
07:31Good girl.
07:33Will she be OK?
07:36Your mum?
07:37Yeah, she's a superwoman, isn't she?
07:40Stay with me.
07:52Diggs!
07:53I need the bag lowering down, please!
07:56Right, on it, son!
07:59There we go.
08:01There we go.
08:02That's all we've got, eh?
08:04What have we got?
08:06Huh.
08:0738.9.
08:09OK, that's not good.
08:11Don't panic, Toad.
08:12Let's just take you in to see Uncle Ethan and the others, eh?
08:16Sounds good?
08:17Yeah, that sounds good, doesn't it?
08:19No panic.
08:21No panic.
08:23Come on.
08:24Come on.
08:29I am too good at this.
08:32Dexterous fingers, you see.
08:36You know, Diggs is convinced I'm walking out of here with egg on my face if I try again.
08:40But I swear we had some work that day.
08:43You have met my partner.
08:45More the merrier.
08:47You don't give up, do you?
08:49Sometimes, never.
08:51Oh, enough of that.
08:54Just bandage the leg, and let's get a mid-stretcher down here.
08:58I wish we had time for such luxuries.
09:00At last, my lady.
09:02Ian!
09:04Ian, Jess, can you talk to me?
09:06Can you talk to me, please?
09:08Jess!
09:10Jess, oh my goodness, are you OK?
09:13Yeah, we're alright!
09:17They're here! They're here!
09:19OK, can we have the other garbage, please?
09:25Right, lads, quick as you like!
09:27Alright, fellas, let's hurry this up!
09:29Right, we're a doctor down.
09:31Robin is sick, and Mrs Beecham is away as well.
09:34Yet the war goes on.
09:35Quite.
09:36Were you and me on the front line then, my man?
09:38I said I'd take minors instead.
09:40Hey, we're good.
09:42Yeah, of course we are. I just need to rotate more.
09:45Yeah, a fool is a man who don't rotate enough.
09:52Ethan.
09:54Hey.
09:57Hey.
10:07Well, it's not the stash you plentify as you used to,
10:10but for a couple of ill-dwellers and a glorified bus driver,
10:13I reckon this is decent.
10:15Not a bad job.
10:16Leg feels nice and compact.
10:19Head's pounding a good one, though.
10:21Yeah?
10:23Come up now, please!
10:25That's the kid on the line.
10:29Jess?
10:30Hey, Jess! Whoa, whoa, whoa! No, no, no, no!
10:32Can you hear me?
10:37Where am I?
10:39OK.
10:40Just lost you for a second there.
10:42Don't worry, though, it happens to most women
10:44when they come into such close proximity.
10:46Oh, defence mechanism.
10:48I like to call it a swoon, but if that makes you feel better...
10:50Is everything OK down there?
10:53Everything's good, Dixie.
10:55Tell my daughter she'd better save me a sarnie.
11:01I'm sure you're a discreet enough fella,
11:04but I need to mention that to anyone, yeah?
11:07Don't want to worry people unnecessarily.
11:11You mean the swoon?
11:12Yeah.
11:16You good?
11:18OK!
11:19OK!
11:20Beamers up, Scotty!
11:22Maybe it was the window or pain fumes.
11:25What did you say?
11:26Yeah, VOCs, it's the same thing.
11:28You did open the window.
11:30Yeah, and it probably made her cold.
11:32Well, she's taking water fine.
11:36Eardrums are a little red.
11:38It's probably viral.
11:40Let's give her some ibuprofen,
11:42reassess her in half an hour,
11:44and then you need to go home and relax.
11:47OK.
11:49OK.
11:54Do you want to...?
11:56Don't even think about it.
12:13Why is it going so slowly?
12:15Well, we have to...
12:17to be safe.
12:19And don't say anything, but Ian's put on a few pills.
12:22Making steady progress.
12:25Oh, thank goodness.
12:34It's all right, Jess. You're going to be all right now.
12:38Nearly there, Jess.
12:40We'll soon have your antenna firmer.
12:48OK.
12:51Steady on, lads.
13:01Stay back, Ollie. We're OK.
13:04I take it you've made the joke about me being too heavy.
13:07Two steps ahead of you, sunshine.
13:10Come on.
13:15We're fine.
13:19Right, can we reel them in, please, gents?
13:21Hang on.
13:23OK.
13:25All right, Jess?
13:27Nah. I've never actually seen a pink one before,
13:30but I feel like I captured the essence.
13:32There's one of Matilda's.
13:33Jackson Pollock left a trail.
13:35Where is she?
13:36She's just here.
13:38I still don't think I've brought enough stuff, but...
13:44All right, guys.
13:46What do you think? Green or yellow?
13:48Green.
13:49Yellow.
13:50Great help.
13:51Thanks.
13:52Hello.
13:53Yeah.
13:58Ian, that wasn't there before.
14:02It's probably just from how she was lying.
14:04No, it's a rash, Ethan.
14:05And it's viral. There's nothing to worry about.
14:07I'll get the planchers.
14:09I'll get Zoe.
14:11I'll get this. It's not blanching.
14:1338.9.
14:15Matilda.
14:17She's pyrex or she's got a rash.
14:19Probably just a little ear infection.
14:21No, she should be crying if it's just an ear infection.
14:24The rash has spread.
14:25It can't be, can it?
14:26There's no evidence of meningism and her extremities are warm,
14:29so that's good.
14:31It isn't an obvious pupuric rash.
14:33It's a maculopapular rash.
14:35It may be viral, but let's play it safe and get a line in.
14:38Right, so medical history, please, Dr Knight.
14:41She...
14:43Mother's health, type of pregnancy,
14:46immunisations, red book.
14:49Cal, what immunisations has she had?
14:52Diphtheria, pertussis?
14:54I'm not sure.
14:55Cal, Taylor must have told you something.
14:57Which?
14:58Tetanus, Hib, pneumococcal, meningococcal C.
15:01Come on, you need to know these things.
15:03I don't know.
15:05I don't know.
15:07Right, let's start with IV Keftriaxone, 250mg, please.
15:12Just precautionary. Don't worry.
15:18Right, this is Heart Team Hero.
15:20The one day only normal member of society, Jess Cranham.
15:23She's 31 years old.
15:25Approximately 10.15, she's fallen 60ft down a rock face into a cave.
15:29Can you see things?
15:30She's got a deep laceration to her right thigh with some arterial damage.
15:34Airway clear.
15:35GCS 15, pulse 90 at variable.
15:37Resps of 24, BP 110 over 70.
15:40She'll refuse pain relief, but ignore that request, she's just stubborn.
15:44This one here will keep her in check.
15:46Thanks for your help.
15:47Hiya, Lily.
15:49Jess!
15:51I'm sorry, I didn't recognise you without your chemical suit on.
15:54Incident commander's course.
15:55I'm glad I went, or I'd have missed this lady setting the intubation record with her.
15:59Yeah, yeah, we've been there.
16:00Setting records? Why didn't that surprise me?
16:02Really? Thanks for your help.
16:07What's her problem?
16:09Pick your tongue off the floor, you might see the trail.
16:11Mouth on you!
16:13Anything, Charlie?
16:15No.
16:16Let's try again.
16:20Zoe, she doesn't like it when you touch her knees.
16:22Karl, just give me some space, please.
16:24Karl, she's floppy, Zoe.
16:25Dr Knight, some space.
16:27Come on.
16:29Right, once we've got this line in, we'll get a sample off.
16:34Right, we're going to need to find an IO route here.
16:36Right, let's go for the drill.
16:42Right, have you got the leg?
16:43Yep.
16:44Drilling on three.
16:46One, two, three.
16:55Right, once we've got this sample off,
16:57get the antibiotics in and we'll start with some fluids.
17:06Why isn't she crying?
17:09She should be crying.
17:10Please, Karl, let's get these bloods off.
17:12You just drilled into her bone, Zoe.
17:14Why isn't she reacting?
17:15Karl!
17:16Why are you relying on an IO infusion to rehydrate her?
17:18She's OK.
17:19You've seen that she's now refusing oral fluids.
17:21What do you want us to do?
17:22I realise this is worrying for you, Karl,
17:24but you're starting to become a problem now.
17:26Well, give me some answers, then.
17:27What is wrong with her?
17:28Karl, this isn't helping.
17:29Karl, they need to get the cultures sent to the lab.
17:32She's fitting.
17:33OK.
17:34Hey, hey, hey, calm down.
17:35Ethan, will you take him out of here?
17:36No, no, no.
17:37We'd power up 2.5...
17:38Get out!
17:39..just in case the seizure persists.
17:42Calm down.
17:43Calm down!
17:44My daughter is on that trolley in distress!
17:46And you're not helping her being like this.
17:48Is that your baby in trouble, Ethan?
17:50No, she's my niece.
17:51And, yes, she's your daughter.
17:54It's horrible to watch, Karl,
17:56but you need to be a doctor right now.
17:59OK?
18:00You have to find a way to detach.
18:02Detach?
18:03I know.
18:05The baby in there needs you.
18:08But calm and focused.
18:12OK.
18:16You do realise you're getting blood all over our equipment.
18:19Can you get that seen to, please?
18:21Yeah.
18:23What happened to you?
18:24Don't know.
18:25Just fell off of the Opelay, innit?
18:27Superwoman's human.
18:29I take it you missed that bit
18:31where she hoisted your pack against the rocks
18:33despite her multiple injuries
18:35and her belly full of happy gas.
18:37Yeah, you take them chest tinted glasses off, Dix,
18:39you might see the size of that hole.
18:41Excuse me?
18:42All I'm saying is,
18:43you spend all day abseiling down buildings,
18:45jumping onto moving trains
18:46and then get snagged by the common picnic.
18:48Accidents happen.
18:50Yeah.
18:51Yeah.
18:53Is there something I should know?
18:56All right, she asked me not to say anything,
18:58so obviously I'm only telling you.
19:01How's the hospitality?
19:03Brutal.
19:05Didn't expect anything less.
19:07Your CT was clear
19:09and the X-ray showed no signs of bony injury or deep FBE.
19:13The pressure's stopped the bleeding, that's good.
19:16Louise, can you get some saline and a suture kit, please?
19:19We need to irrigate and close the wound.
19:21Plead your neck.
19:22We'll sort your leg now, but your BP's still concerning me.
19:25Stress of being this side of the wall.
19:27So how did it happen?
19:28The fall?
19:29I mean, I know you slipped, but...
19:32it's a big hole, that.
19:36I guess I'm nothing without my uniform, eh?
19:39How would I know?
19:43You didn't think our drink was a...
19:45What?
19:46No.
19:48That cute, Mrs That Gorgeous.
19:51Just sometimes you need to escape, you know?
19:54Get out.
19:56Look, if you want to talk about anything else, Jess...
20:04How is everything?
20:06Oh, well, you don't look so good.
20:08Er, Jess was just saying...
20:10Was just saying that, er,
20:12those engagement drinks thing is off, remember?
20:14Oh, like you ever wanted to go anyway.
20:17How's Matilda doing, Zoe?
20:19I heard she was struggling.
20:21Thank you, Rita.
20:22Can you keep people away for now, please?
20:34Is she, is she settling?
20:36Don't worry, this'll do the trick.
20:37Don't worry.
20:38Cal, come over here.
20:40What's she got to do with hearing your voice?
20:42What?
20:45Hey, dude.
20:47Hey.
20:48Daddy's here.
20:50And Uncle Ethan.
20:51That's it, let her hear your voice.
20:53Sing her a little song or tell her a story.
20:59If I feel tomorrow like I feel today
21:05I'll give what we want and take the rest away
21:08That's it.
21:10That's it.
21:12Strangers on this road we are on
21:16We are not two, we are one
21:20There she comes.
21:22OK.
21:23That's better.
21:24She's back.
21:26Hey, little girl.
21:29Why don't the two of you take a breather?
21:31Yeah.
21:34Cal.
21:41Sean.
21:42Let's get out of here.
21:47Lofty.
21:48Can you sort this one out, please?
21:49He needs patching up.
21:50Nice one, Lofty.
21:51Little girl, baby.
21:52Starving, that. That's my lunch.
21:54Any change with Jess?
21:56First, the BP's dealt all over the place.
21:57I mean, do you know anything about her lifestyle?
21:59Any...
22:00Drugs? No, no, not her.
22:01You need to speak to her.
22:02Well, she's shutting me out.
22:03And the missus, well, she's got daggers for me.
22:10Excuse me.
22:11Hey.
22:12What's up, sweetheart?
22:13Please don't call me that.
22:15Sorry.
22:16Sorry, Olivia.
22:19Are you OK?
22:21Look, I know you're worried, but...
22:23It's not that.
22:25Right, listen to me carefully.
22:28We need to work out what's wrong with Mummy, OK?
22:31Now, at the moment,
22:33Nikki's too worried and Mummy's too tired,
22:35so I'm going to ask you,
22:38can you remember a time when Mum was sick recently?
22:43Now, think really hard. It's important.
22:47She came home early one time.
22:49She didn't know I was there,
22:51but I was off school.
22:54Nikki was asleep and...
22:57she was crying.
22:59It was work.
23:01But she said not to tell Nikki.
23:04OK.
23:06OK.
23:08You did really well.
23:15These came for you.
23:17It's four identical birthday cakes.
23:20I just spent £20 to get free deliveries.
23:22Right, but you do realise that if you just...
23:24I didn't have time to faff around.
23:26Thank you, Max.
23:27I suppose you'll need four candles now.
23:29Just one.
23:30It was a... Never mind.
23:34You really think I'm buying this butter-wouldn't-melt act?
23:38I haven't spoken to her yet.
23:40I have.
23:41At least she left because of you.
23:43OK, I'm going to...
23:44No, Max, stay there. People need to know what she's done.
23:46All I have done is try and make her an exceptional F2.
23:49But she's not, though, is she? Her career's over.
23:51She should have said something if she wasn't happy.
23:53What aren't you getting, Lily?
23:55You made her feel ashamed, so ashamed she quit.
23:58What's it got to do with you, anyway?
24:00Because it could have been me.
24:01Who's next, Lily?
24:07Does everyone feel this way?
24:19Let them.
24:22You had no right.
24:23She was worried.
24:24You had no right.
24:25So what's going on?
24:26Dixie, that job means everything to me.
24:28And if there's something going on there, I'm with you.
24:30I'll support you, Jess.
24:32What is it? Is it Michael?
24:33No, it's not that.
24:34Well, that's not what I'm hearing.
24:41Olivia, where have you been?
24:43What is it?
24:46Has she said something?
24:47Vicky, please stop.
24:50Why is she so upset?
24:51What have you been doing to my family?
24:53Right, it could be nothing.
24:55There's all sorts.
24:56There'll be all sorts, I know.
24:58That's what I'm worried about.
24:59What? What could be what?
25:00I can't take any more time off work.
25:02I mean, Michael, he plays by the rules.
25:04But nothing.
25:05That's what rules are for, to protect you.
25:07I need this job, Dixie.
25:08We need this job.
25:09So why is it you're not telling us?
25:11Or should we call him?
25:14Right, Lily, can you call Michael at heart, please?
25:18Call him about what?
25:20Jess, Jess, you're scaring me.
25:22I've had blackouts.
25:25I've had blackouts at work.
25:30Hey, Loft.
25:31I know that geezer.
25:32Pup breeder.
25:33The type you don't want to cross.
25:35I watched him lift a guy my size,
25:37sit him on the bar,
25:39orders himself a drink and says the lady's paying.
25:41Unless he's giving away free food and signing off breaks.
25:44Loft, come on, man.
25:46What's the problem?
25:47What's going on?
25:49Is this anything to do with me
25:50having a girl at you the other week?
25:53No.
25:54No.
25:55No.
25:56No.
25:57No.
25:59Look, I know there was collateral damage, I understand.
26:01Just busy, that's all.
26:05Sensitive soul, that boy.
26:07Yeah, well, sensitive's not my forte.
26:10How do you deal with the Lofties in this world?
26:15Got to try and catch him first.
26:19Mac.
26:21You wouldn't do me a favour, would you?
26:23If it's money, I'm broke.
26:24Anything else you can try?
26:25No, I'm talking about Lofty.
26:29Oh, my God.
26:36She's developed an urticaria,
26:38and she's extremely breathless.
26:39Clawed fenamine?
26:40Yes, and some hydrocortisone, please, Charlie.
26:42What's that?
26:43She's anaphylactic.
26:44Cal, are you or the mother allergic to anything?
26:46Oh, yeah, I don't...
26:47I'm not, no.
26:48OK, she's struggling to breathe.
26:50Our anterior frontal nail's bulging.
26:52I'm concerned about hydrocephalus, thanks, Charlie.
26:54Come on, Matilda.
26:56Right, let's get her sedated.
26:57This is a good girl.
26:58Right, let's get her in the room.
27:00Breathe.
27:02It's all right.
27:03Breathe, love.
27:08Kayla, where are you going?
27:10Matilda needs you.
27:11Matilda needs a doctor.
27:13She needs treating because she's sick, that's it.
27:16What can I do, really?
27:18I can't help her, Ethan.
27:19You need to support her.
27:20Help her through it.
27:22We need to help her, together.
27:24It's not about together.
27:26OK, you're not responsible for her.
27:28OK?
27:29It's not your fault when things go wrong, is it?
27:32No.
27:35I didn't ask for this.
27:38I didn't ask for any of this.
27:39OK, I know what you're doing.
27:41You know how I hate to disappoint you.
27:43Don't.
27:44Don't.
27:45Don't!
27:46You walk away.
27:53You OK?
27:57I don't know.
27:59She's settling.
28:01Why don't you go back into Matilda?
28:03I'll go after her.
28:08Um, OK.
28:13Right, I've asked Ian to come down.
28:15He was with her the first time she blacked out.
28:17Honestly, if I knew why, I'd tell you.
28:19Is that sore?
28:20The tendon, yeah.
28:21Don't you have to meet Lisa?
28:23Yeah, for me, please.
28:29Jess?
28:30Mum!
28:31Lower flat.
28:33Right, what did you do?
28:34Nothing, I just felt her neck.
28:41What happened?
28:45She just lost consciousness.
28:47Looks like vasovagal to me.
28:49What's going on?
28:50Her heart rate is still the same.
28:52Her blood pressure?
28:53Right down.
28:54I've never seen this before,
28:55especially not in someone so young.
28:56Ian, when she blacked out earlier,
28:58were you holding her neck?
28:59Yeah, I was taking a pulse.
29:00She just moved her head and...
29:02It has to be.
29:03What?
29:04Carotid sinus hypersensitivity.
29:06Meaning?
29:07Meaning she has an over-sensitive carotid sinus.
29:10Her blood isn't regulating properly
29:12and the build-up of pressure here
29:13means any sudden movement of the neck
29:15or manual massaging of the spot, she faints.
29:17Right, well, she can't work with that.
29:19And it's treatable?
29:20Surgery, yes,
29:21but she won't be setting any record for a while.
29:25Let me tell her.
29:55Sorry.
29:59It's...
30:00Ethan's.
30:01It doesn't go anywhere without it.
30:05OK.
30:08I just need you to breathe out, Charlie.
30:12Really, Ian.
30:14Sure.
30:19I thought it was going to be easy.
30:24Yeah, the lack of sleep and...
30:27lack of time.
30:29The constant mess to clean up.
30:32Does that remind you of anywhere?
30:35No.
30:36Not much.
30:40I did not expect it to be that hard.
30:45Seeing her like that...
30:48She's...
30:51My little girl.
30:54She's sick.
30:56She had a bad reaction, Cal.
30:58She's getting through it.
30:59She might have meningitis, Charlie.
31:02She might be really sick.
31:05And people keep telling me to put my doctor's hat on
31:07and just attach.
31:09Like...
31:10I'm supposed to be able to just switch.
31:13How can you do that?
31:15Well, I happen to know her dad quite well
31:17and he's a good doctor.
31:19A very bright bloke.
31:21So I wouldn't worry.
31:23I think he's well up to the job of looking after her.
31:28But what if I'm not?
31:34Zoe, Max said you wanted to...
31:45Do you like this one?
31:56Nice one.
32:16Hey, you...
32:17You OK?
32:19My father, he...
32:22He sent me an email.
32:25My mum found it.
32:26She...
32:28She had to log into his account
32:30for some details for the will and...
32:33And I...
32:35I...
32:37I...
32:39I...
32:41I...
32:43I...
32:45And this was in his draft mail.
32:49After I passed my FChem here,
32:52I wasn't going to open it.
32:55Lily, you made the right choice.
32:59I'm proud of you.
33:02That's...
33:03That's beautiful, Lily.
33:05That's all it says.
33:07He never sent it.
33:09I'm a good doctor.
33:11That depends on what your definition of good is.
33:14Louise, just...
33:16Get over it, OK?
33:17This nonsense with Alicia is...
33:18It's done.
33:19Whoa, hang on, Lily.
33:21OK, that's...
33:22That's not the same thing.
33:23I'm a good doctor.
33:25Yes, you are.
33:26Your father was right, but...
33:29Well, the way you treated Alicia...
33:31I did nothing wrong.
33:33If I was tough on her and she cracked,
33:35then I'd save not only us,
33:36but probably several lives in the process.
33:38Who knows what mistakes she could have made in the future.
33:40Lily, Alicia was a good doctor as well.
33:42She was a liability
33:43and her walking out proves that.
33:45You don't see what you did.
33:47I was right to push her.
33:49That's all I did,
33:50and if people can't see that,
33:51then that's their problem.
33:52Our problem?
33:55Surely not you too, Ethan.
33:59Why are you all so determined to place blame at my feet?
34:02Because you bullied Alicia, Lily.
34:06Do you really not see that?
34:09I'm sorry, but I...
34:10I cannot...
34:11I will not defend you on that.
34:14Well, he's not wrong, Lily.
34:16You're on your own.
34:26Thanks, but I prefer ham and cheese.
34:28Are you kidding me?
34:30Come on, now.
34:31What have I got to do?
34:32Look, I'm sorry, but...
34:33There you go.
34:36Seriously?
34:38When I saw this, I'm a simple man.
34:41And I apologise.
34:43Sorry.
34:45I can't hear you.
34:52I'm sorry for what I said.
34:56It was bang out of order.
34:59In fact, you know what?
35:02I'm sorry to all of you.
35:05I've been running around with this storm in my head,
35:07you know, with...
35:10Anyway, I...
35:12I'm very, very sorry.
35:15That wasn't so hard, was it?
35:18No trouble, was it?
35:19Hey, don't push it.
35:25You happy now?
35:26Yeah.
35:28Zoe was right to be tough on me in there.
35:30I am irresponsible, Dad.
35:32I am probably the last person who should be sitting here
35:35dredging up stories about how you can overcome that feeling,
35:39because...
35:41quite frankly...
35:44I messed up most of it.
35:49But you keep on going.
35:52Because it's in you to keep on going.
35:57Courage is what you need.
36:01I'm not you, Charlie, though.
36:05I honestly think I don't have any courage.
36:08No-one has courage.
36:11You'll find it.
36:12You will.
36:14I can barely look after myself, though.
36:16That's what we're here for.
36:19We...
36:20We pick people up.
36:21We're here to pick you up.
36:23Oh, yeah, but that's just it, Charlie.
36:28Every time I mess up,
36:29there's someone there picking up the pieces.
36:32Only...
36:34this time...
36:35it's not just a hangover and a few apologies to face.
36:41There's someone...
36:43so fragile, relying on me.
36:47She knows nothing of who I am.
36:51That I...
36:56That I...
36:58run...
37:00and I hide...
37:02because that's what's in me, Charlie.
37:06Oh.
37:08I'm going to turn into my own dad.
37:12How about that?
37:14You don't have to.
37:16Nobody has to.
37:19What's going to happen today
37:20is that we're going to look after that baby.
37:22A lot of nurses and doctors
37:25who've got half an excuse and a tea break
37:27are going to be picking her up,
37:29cuddling her and loving her.
37:33Then it'll be the end of shift.
37:36And then you carry on where they left off.
37:42Now, what makes you think
37:43that you're going to run away from that?
37:45You haven't yet.
37:58Silly daddy.
38:02Silly daddy.
38:32Silly daddy.
38:46I can manage without surgery.
38:48I just have to be careful.
38:50You can't put lives at risk.
38:52You know that.
38:54Sorry, but there's a guy from Heart on the phone, Michael.
38:58He heard Jess was here.
39:02We have to tell him, Jess.
39:05They need to know.
39:08Please don't.
39:10I'm sorry.
39:21Negative for brain swelling.
39:24No tumour.
39:26No bleed.
39:28We still have to keep an eye on her, though.
39:31She's so small.
39:36Look, I know this is hard.
39:38No parent should have to see what Cal just saw.
39:41It's not about Cal.
39:45Not like that.
39:49She needs a dad.
39:53And...
39:55I don't think he's up to it.
39:57Again, I wouldn't join your bunch of posers if you troubled her.
40:01Right, thanks, Michael.
40:03You keep safe.
40:06He sends his love.
40:08He's a pompous get, but his heart's in the right place.
40:10So you think she's exaggerating?
40:12No.
40:14Maybe.
40:15Oh, I don't know.
40:17It just don't make any sense.
40:19He seemed concerned.
40:20He said she can take as much time as she needs.
40:23And there'd always be a place for her.
40:25I suppose you've got to ask questions of anybody who rejects an all-expenses-paid passport.
40:29Unless it's not that lot she's avoiding.
40:32Dixie, don't go there.
40:33You didn't hear her.
40:35Her voice, the way she is with Nicky and Olivia with Nicky.
40:38Something's not right.
40:42Who do those belong to?
40:50OK, thank you.
40:52OK, thank you.
40:54Sorry, folks.
40:55Serious heads up.
40:57The scaboo bed is not going to be ready,
40:59so they want us to do the lumber puncture down here.
41:01Right, let's get her on her side.
41:03OK, if we can help in any way.
41:05We'll leave you to it.
41:06Where's Cal?
41:07Cal's all right.
41:08OK, let's just get on with this, please.
41:18They want us to do the lumber puncture down here.
41:21Yeah.
41:23It's OK.
41:24I can take care of her.
41:25You just go wherever you need to go.
41:28This is where I need to be.
41:31Look, no-one is taking care of my daughter but me.
41:35I've got this.
41:41Hey, dude.
41:43Dad is here.
41:46Antidepressants, Ian.
41:48Antidepressants, Ian.
41:49What more do you need?
41:50It's not our place.
41:51She needs my help.
41:52Look, it's private, Dixie.
41:53Whatever it is, it's not our business.
41:54No, it's to do with...
41:55What? Her work?
41:57She's reaching out to me.
41:58Dixie!
41:59You don't get it, do you, Ian?
42:00She left these for us to find.
42:02Oh, please.
42:03And what if it wasn't an accident, eh?
42:05Based on what?
42:06Listen to yourself.
42:07Right, come on, I get it.
42:09A button-cute little kid, two mums, I get it.
42:12Right, but you're running away with this one, Dixie.
42:14It's taking over you.
42:17Come on, we've done our bit.
42:22I promise.
42:25I promise if you come through this, I'll...
42:29I'll get you a whole room.
42:33All to yourself.
42:37And all your friends can come over and have sleepovers.
42:42Or virtual reality sleepovers.
42:45Whatever little girls do in the future.
42:49Let's just make sure this liquid's clear, OK?
42:55If it's not, then we'll deal with that, too.
43:06It's clear.
43:07It's clear.
43:10It still has to go up to the lab.
43:12OK, we know.
43:14It's good we were ready to take her.
43:16Ethan, Rita need you in Edmund.
43:18Right.
43:31Rita?
43:32Happy birthday, Ethan!
43:37Here you go, son.
43:38Oh, thank you.
43:39I know you're probably not hungry, but sugar's good for shock, so...
43:42I'm there.
43:43I can't.
43:44Nope.
43:45Ready.
43:50He's a jolly good fellow
43:52He's a jolly good fellow
43:55And so say all of us
43:58And so say all of us
44:00And so say all of us
44:02He's a jolly good fellow
44:04He's a jolly good fellow
44:06He's a jolly good fellow
44:08He's a jolly good fellow
44:10And so say all of us
44:39He's a jolly good fellow
45:00I'll get the lift.
45:01Thanks, Charlie.
45:04Addictive, isn't she?
45:05Yeah, she's so cute.
45:08I was talking to Matilda.
45:11Max, don't.
45:13You know, for all the time we spent together in this place,
45:17I've realised that I hardly ever get to see you.
45:21I don't know.
45:23Work your magic.
45:25If only I had a one day.
45:28Let's go.
45:35Jacks.
45:38Found this in the ambulance.
45:44Don't take this the wrong way,
45:45but let's hope we don't meet again.
45:47Yeah.
45:49Come on, girls.
45:50Let's go home.
45:53Olivia!
45:57You take care.
46:09She's going to be OK.
46:11Yeah, she's got good genes.
46:15Are you all right?
46:16Hey.
46:17I love what you've done with the flair.
46:19That pink is a bold choice.
46:21Oh, yeah.
46:23You all right?
46:24Yeah.
46:25Washbag's in there.
46:27I'll get it.
46:28I'll get it.
46:29I'll get it.
46:30I'll get it.
46:31I'll get it.
46:32I'll get it.
46:33I'll get it.
46:34I'll get it.
46:35I'll get it.
46:36Washbag's in there.
46:38Couldn't find any shower gel.
46:40Couldn't find any clean boxes either.
46:45Yes.
46:46Thank you, Lofty.
46:47How's she doing?
46:51She's OK.
46:53Some coast as well.
46:58As if I'd forgotten.
47:00Here's your coast.
47:05Happy birthday.
47:13Right.
47:17Auntie Lou?
47:20Scratch cards.
47:22Win big.
47:25Let's see.
47:28She never forgets.
47:34Two pounds.
47:36A win's a win.
47:40Now, that is definitely yours.
47:45Very good.
47:48I should be annoyed with you, but that is a very cute little paw.
47:58Oh, please don't tell me that's the council tax.
48:00You promised me you'd paid it.
48:02It's the fertility test results.
48:11I'm not Matilda's father.
48:31I'm not Matilda's father.