Love After Lockup - Season 6 Episode 3 -
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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup
00:00:02Julius is calling. I can't believe we're about to be out. Your mom's coming to get you, right?
00:00:06Uh-huh. I can't wait to see you and just hug you.
00:00:10We're supposed to see each other a couple hours tonight. Is he out? I don't even know if he's out yet.
00:00:15What's up?
00:00:17Talking with her, I swear.
00:00:19I'm gonna just ride with him.
00:00:21Whatever.
00:00:23I don't like sneaking around, but it gotta be done.
00:00:25Stop it.
00:00:27And we can go to bed now?
00:00:29Her body has definitely changed. Sex isn't really like on my mind right now.
00:00:35I met Brian in high school. We didn't date, but I was on him.
00:00:39When he get out, he's gonna live with you?
00:00:41Yes. I'm gonna have children with him and everything.
00:00:43We'll see when we see it.
00:00:45Do you love me?
00:00:47What'd you say?
00:00:49That was for nothing.
00:00:51Are you super excited about getting out?
00:00:53Yes.
00:00:55It's a good thing he doesn't have kids already.
00:00:57Not yet.
00:00:59That's a horrible idea.
00:01:01I just don't think he needs to rush into anything right now.
00:01:03I'm gonna tell you right now, I'm gonna get the first hug.
00:01:05You better run faster than I do.
00:01:07He should've been out 30 minutes ago.
00:01:09I've been waiting on this for three years.
00:01:11My heart literally just can't handle it.
00:01:13Oh!
00:01:15Is this him?
00:01:17It's a good thing.
00:01:19It's right there.
00:01:29Oh my goodness.
00:01:31I'm going.
00:01:33I'm going.
00:01:35Don't trip.
00:01:37Oh my goodness.
00:01:39Oh my goodness.
00:01:41Don't trip.
00:01:45Come here.
00:01:47You're already crying.
00:01:55It's okay, mama.
00:01:59I love you.
00:02:07Okay, baby.
00:02:11You good?
00:02:13I guess she can have you now.
00:02:15Can she have me now?
00:02:25Here's Elma for you.
00:02:31Get a room.
00:02:33Come on.
00:02:35Come on.
00:02:37I've slept probably six hours
00:02:39in the last three days,
00:02:41and then today is probably the slowest day of my life
00:02:43up until this point.
00:02:47It felt amazing to finally see him
00:02:49and hug him and hold him
00:02:51and I can take him home.
00:02:55Home is where you need to be.
00:02:57The shirt says it all.
00:02:59Husband, daddy, protector.
00:03:01That one.
00:03:05How do you feel about that?
00:03:07We'll talk about it.
00:03:09Surprise.
00:03:11We're going to talk about it.
00:03:13Where am I sitting?
00:03:15In a lap.
00:03:17My biggest fear right now
00:03:19is that place
00:03:21and the fear
00:03:23of going back
00:03:25or anything
00:03:27just messing up.
00:03:29You know what I'm saying?
00:03:33I'm beyond blessed
00:03:35that I got this chance
00:03:37at life again.
00:03:39I'm just grateful.
00:03:41I was in prison
00:03:43for six and a half years
00:03:45for manufacturing delivery of patrolled substance.
00:03:47I grew up in a Baptist church
00:03:49all my life.
00:03:51Went to Bible study, went to Sunday school
00:03:53and probably around the age of
00:03:5512 or 13, I kind of fell out of it
00:03:57and started getting into the streets more.
00:03:5917, I was in county, tried as an adult
00:04:01for my first felony.
00:04:03Selling drugs was always the easiest way to make money.
00:04:05You're making more money in two days on the weekend
00:04:07than you are working 60 hours in a week.
00:04:11I'm glad I went to prison
00:04:13for the six years.
00:04:15It changed me as a person
00:04:17and it changed me as a man
00:04:19and it made me value my life
00:04:21and value the time I have left with my family.
00:04:25Don't show my ass to the world.
00:04:27I'm not wearing shorts.
00:04:33One of my main goals
00:04:35is to be able to find gainful employment
00:04:37and I need me a woman
00:04:39that's going to be supportive in that.
00:04:41Someone that I can put my all
00:04:43into and really build a life with
00:04:45and build a future with
00:04:47and build an empire with.
00:04:49Are you ready to catch me?
00:04:51Don't drop me.
00:04:53I'm not going to drop you.
00:04:55Are you ready?
00:04:57I'm going to give her my all.
00:04:59I'm going to see where it goes.
00:05:01Oh my God, I'm not ready.
00:05:03Oh my God, I'm not ready.
00:05:11Alexis seems salty.
00:05:13She's going to be good though.
00:05:15I'm trying to see what's up with my guys.
00:05:17I'm glad.
00:05:25I'm feeling irritated.
00:05:27They weren't even supposed to be here
00:05:29and you're riding with them.
00:05:31I think she's tight now. She's going to be damn tight.
00:05:33Nah, she's going to be good.
00:05:35It's a party.
00:05:37I'm free.
00:05:39Just, you know, feeling the vibes.
00:05:41I definitely feel like
00:05:43I took my freedom for granted.
00:05:45Just having the freedom
00:05:47to do whatever you want, whenever you want.
00:05:49I just want to
00:05:51live my life right now.
00:05:53It's about to be fun again.
00:05:55We're about to turn this up.
00:05:57I can't leave the state.
00:05:59Can't be around no weapons,
00:06:01no drugs,
00:06:03none of that.
00:06:05And I'm on parole for three years.
00:06:07But on good behavior, I can get off in a year.
00:06:11Come on babe, you ready to go in here?
00:06:13Yeah.
00:06:15You better be acting like that.
00:06:17Yeah.
00:06:19I don't do that.
00:06:21Whatever, I get it.
00:06:23It's only nine minutes down the road,
00:06:25but it's just the principle.
00:06:27Alright, thank you.
00:06:29Why do you want to ride with some people
00:06:31that didn't even try to come see you?
00:06:33It's okay.
00:06:35You good?
00:06:37You can't ride with me.
00:06:39I mean, I get it, those are your brothers,
00:06:41but you're in a relationship now,
00:06:43so I do come first before these homies.
00:06:45Can't be mad about
00:06:47me being in a car for nine minutes.
00:06:49You can blame me though,
00:06:51I'll take all the blame, don't be mad at Doobie.
00:06:53Y'all already ordered?
00:06:55Yeah, y'all.
00:06:57I need to figure out how to download apps.
00:06:59My last iPhone was the 7.
00:07:01It's the 14.
00:07:05I'm waiting.
00:07:07First real meal.
00:07:09Take that good-ass bite.
00:07:11I don't know how this **** work, but...
00:07:13It's good.
00:07:15This isn't how I envisioned
00:07:17our first meal with me and Julius to go.
00:07:19I thought it would be more intimate,
00:07:21just be us,
00:07:23we can really talk about stuff.
00:07:25You happy I'm home, babe?
00:07:27Yeah, I am.
00:07:29But I love just seeing him
00:07:31get to eat some real food
00:07:33and just watching him be happy
00:07:35and actually just being free.
00:07:37I just love that for him.
00:07:39He deserves to eat this real food.
00:07:41I gotta take a piss in here.
00:07:43Excuse me, sorry, sorry, sorry.
00:07:53Hello, yeah, babe, what's up?
00:07:55Babe, this is you?
00:07:57Yeah.
00:07:59Oh, my God, oh, my God, oh, my God.
00:08:01I'm with my mama right now.
00:08:03We eating breakfast right now, just chilling.
00:08:05Oh, my God.
00:08:07Yeah, I'll try to come see you later on.
00:08:09Yes, please, because listen,
00:08:11I'm going to get us a room
00:08:13so that way we can spend some time together.
00:08:15All right, yeah.
00:08:17I'm going to try to see you later on.
00:08:19I love you.
00:08:21All right, yeah, you know, I will.
00:08:23I'm going to holler at you.
00:08:25All right, bye.
00:08:27All right, bye.
00:08:29Why he start doing this?
00:08:31Yeah, always.
00:08:33That's out of control.
00:08:35When he was in jail, it's always,
00:08:37I love you, I love you.
00:08:39Why am I so mad, but I'm so excited
00:08:41about the same spot?
00:08:43It's the jail talk for sure.
00:08:45You know how people be.
00:08:47He just sounds different.
00:08:49It's not the Julius that I talked to when he was in jail.
00:08:51What are you most excited about?
00:08:53Coming home, being free,
00:08:55seeing you.
00:08:57That makes me happy.
00:08:59He told me he was going to put a baby in me
00:09:01as soon as he got home.
00:09:03But I just think that he's going to be more
00:09:05focused on his freedom
00:09:07and spending time with his friends
00:09:09and stuff.
00:09:11What's up, baby?
00:09:13I'm ready to go.
00:09:15I'm ready to get up out of here.
00:09:17You're going to ride with me, right?
00:09:19So how he going to meet you at the room?
00:09:21Is his mom going to bring him?
00:09:23Who's going to bring him?
00:09:25Just a few hours, I get to see Julius
00:09:27for the first time in person,
00:09:29and I know we have a long ride ahead of us,
00:09:31but I just want him to be
00:09:33the kind of boyfriend slash husband
00:09:35I need him to be.
00:09:37Y'all have a good one.
00:09:39Thank you for the food.
00:09:41Having Alexis,
00:09:43Ashley, and other people
00:09:45that I'm talking to
00:09:47is keeping my options open.
00:09:49Good to see you.
00:09:51Love you, brother.
00:09:53Alexis, she's being too clingy.
00:09:55You got to have a vibe.
00:09:57We got to vibe.
00:09:59You know what I'm saying?
00:10:01Because I never met these women.
00:10:03You never know what could happen.
00:10:05All right, babe.
00:10:07Let's go.
00:10:21What's up with you?
00:10:23Just the whole situation.
00:10:25You should have just done what I asked.
00:10:27That way we wouldn't be dealing with this.
00:10:31What's going on?
00:10:33This is devastating.
00:10:35It feels like I got kicked in the...
00:10:37If the bitch that's picking you up
00:10:39don't let me see you, I'm a fighter.
00:10:41I am going to be livid if I miss this man.
00:10:43I think I see him in the backseat.
00:10:45Yes, it was!
00:10:47Everybody.
00:10:53Okay, so, excuse
00:10:55my hair,
00:10:57my face,
00:10:59my everything.
00:11:01My man had a lot of making up to do
00:11:03for last night
00:11:05and the past two years,
00:11:07but mostly last night.
00:11:09So this morning was great.
00:11:15How did my... taste?
00:11:17It's amazing.
00:11:19Yeah?
00:11:21Not you blushing.
00:11:23Me and Bradley have had sex before,
00:11:25but I don't know.
00:11:27It didn't feel like we were just having sex.
00:11:29It felt like we were making love.
00:11:31Sober sex is different, though.
00:11:33Yeah?
00:11:35You're just more, like, aware.
00:11:37I feel like it's more sensitive.
00:11:39Like you're not on some porn or something.
00:11:41Not numb, huh?
00:11:43That was the best 45 seconds.
00:11:45That was the first time
00:11:47in 28,
00:11:4929 months.
00:11:51For me, it was a 10.
00:11:53For her, it was probably like...
00:11:55on the Richter scale, you know what I'm saying?
00:11:57It was only 20 seconds, 30 seconds.
00:12:01Are you happy to be home?
00:12:03It's definitely different.
00:12:05Getting back into a moving society.
00:12:07That's crazy that my mom came back
00:12:09just to see you
00:12:11after all that... she was talking on the phone last week.
00:12:13Like, not that, like,
00:12:15it's gonna have an effect on our relationship.
00:12:17You know what I mean?
00:12:19That's what I was trying to talk about
00:12:21with being friends with my sister.
00:12:23Yeah, no, that's complicated.
00:12:25Because that just causes a whole lot of problems.
00:12:27Me and my older sister,
00:12:29Alyssa's relationship is a little rocky.
00:12:31Growing up,
00:12:33my parents split up
00:12:35probably when I was, like, five years old.
00:12:37My mom, she moved three hours away,
00:12:39so she really wasn't around.
00:12:41My dad was always gone,
00:12:43working day and night, it seems like.
00:12:45And we were just constantly
00:12:47doing hood rat s***.
00:12:49But Alyssa just burned so many bridges,
00:12:51you know what I'm saying?
00:12:53She's getting me into bar fights,
00:12:55more physical altercations.
00:12:57Because when Alyssa feels threatened,
00:12:59she's gonna lash out and get manic.
00:13:01She tries to hurt people because she's hurt,
00:13:03because she doesn't know how to handle it.
00:13:05Like, that hurts the people that love her,
00:13:07that want to s*** other people.
00:13:09That's gonna hurt me.
00:13:11I don't have any problems with her.
00:13:13But she does have problems with you.
00:13:15You won't be able to go to the holidays.
00:13:17My sister said you will not step foot in that s*** house.
00:13:19What the f*** are you talking about?
00:13:21Oh, my God.
00:13:23You asked him if he loved you or our grandmother more.
00:13:25And you want to know why my parents
00:13:27don't want anything to do with you? This is why.
00:13:29I mean, like, do you love me more
00:13:31than your grandma?
00:13:33Who the f*** says that?
00:13:35Are you okay?
00:13:37What's up with you?
00:13:39What happened?
00:13:45I don't know.
00:13:47It's just the whole situation, like, made me really sad.
00:13:49And, like, not just with Alyssa,
00:13:51but, like, with f***ing two.
00:13:53Like, you know, I was around her every week
00:13:55since the day she was born.
00:13:57Like, I love that baby.
00:13:59And then I found a f***ing binky
00:14:01in my closet the other day.
00:14:03Damn.
00:14:05I'm sorry it hurts that bad.
00:14:07Alyssa and Savannah are quote-unquote best friends.
00:14:09That happened when I was gone.
00:14:11So I didn't know how deep it was.
00:14:13But, again, Savannah,
00:14:15like, you should have just
00:14:17done what I asked and just distanced yourself
00:14:19from her a little bit. That way we wouldn't be
00:14:21dealing with this.
00:14:23Well, okay. Gotta get a haircut.
00:14:25This has gotta come off.
00:14:27All right, well, I'm gonna get dressed.
00:14:29I know Alyssa wants to come to her brother's coming home party.
00:14:31She wants to support me.
00:14:33And I want to give her a shot because she's my sister.
00:14:35Here you go, babe.
00:14:37Thanks, babe.
00:14:39But for that to happen, like,
00:14:41I need y'all to be okay.
00:14:45We're just gonna go ahead
00:14:47and call Alyssa.
00:14:49I want to get on the same page before tomorrow.
00:14:51How do you feel?
00:14:53I'm doing all right.
00:14:55Hey, um, how would you feel about
00:14:57sitting down and grabbing some food with Savannah and me
00:14:59to talk about tomorrow's party?
00:15:01Because I know you want to come to that. I don't want to exclude you from that.
00:15:03But I feel like there should be some ground rules.
00:15:05Just get some s*** on the table
00:15:07to see where we all stand at.
00:15:09In the event an episode doesn't happen tomorrow.
00:15:13I mean, I'm down,
00:15:15but, like, no ambush?
00:15:17No, no, I think there'll be no ambush.
00:15:19Word. Bye.
00:15:23I'm seeing
00:15:25the negative effects that my girlfriend is having
00:15:27and depression and sadness.
00:15:29I might see if I can
00:15:31find you an outfit for this party.
00:15:35Alyssa's a loose cannon. She's a wild card.
00:15:37It can go south, it can go north.
00:15:39It all depends on how she's feeling that day.
00:15:41If she got enough coffee, if she got enough sleep,
00:15:43are the kids screaming?
00:15:45How long do you think this is gonna be?
00:15:47Oh, give me, like, an hour. Okay?
00:15:49Love you.
00:15:51I just hope it goes for the best.
00:15:59Oh, my God!
00:16:01F***!
00:16:03Oh!
00:16:07Oh, my God.
00:16:09Oh, my God.
00:16:11Oh, my God.
00:16:17It's the morning of Bryan's release,
00:16:19and I am
00:16:21all over the place.
00:16:23I have every emotion
00:16:25that you could have in the book.
00:16:27Nervousness, excitement,
00:16:29birds flying in my stomach,
00:16:31as Bryan would say.
00:16:33I'm pissed off, because I had literally
00:16:35go to the gas station, I didn't get gas.
00:16:37I'm just, I'm all over the place, bro.
00:16:41At this point, I just don't know how the day is gonna go.
00:16:44This is clown, like this is not real life.
00:16:48It just can't be.
00:16:49What the pants did I have on yesterday?
00:16:52Like what?
00:16:54I'm gonna head to the prison and hope that I can peep out
00:16:58my man before he gets shipped off to the halfway house.
00:17:02I've been calling the halfway house back to back,
00:17:05changing my voice, talking to different people,
00:17:07and every time I call, it's still the same answer.
00:17:11It could be weeks, it could be months.
00:17:15I hope we are able to start the family that we want
00:17:19sooner than later.
00:17:21I know my fucking mom didn't just die.
00:17:25You're lying.
00:17:26Okay, I didn't, I'm just tripping, it's 7.22,
00:17:28I'm still running late.
00:17:30I'm gonna just have to leave.
00:17:32I am not about to jeopardize seeing him be released,
00:17:36seeing him as a whole,
00:17:39just because I lost my keys the night before.
00:17:42I forgot my purse, my mind is everywhere.
00:17:45So, I'm gonna go off on a limb,
00:17:47and I'm gonna leave my back door unlocked,
00:17:49and pray that when I get home,
00:17:52all of my shit is still at the crib.
00:17:57And, oh, this is Brian.
00:17:59Brian.
00:17:59Brian.
00:18:00Thank you for using TTL.
00:18:02What's up, baby?
00:18:03Do you got any word?
00:18:06Baby, I don't know, I'm thinking,
00:18:08get me out of here as quick as possible.
00:18:10Listen, the way the day is going,
00:18:12if the bitch that's picking you up don't let me see you,
00:18:16well, I'm a fighter.
00:18:21All right, baby, I'm on my way there,
00:18:22I'm about to be there.
00:18:24Yeah, I'm cool.
00:18:25I love you so much.
00:18:26All right, love you.
00:18:27Bye.
00:18:29Huh.
00:18:32Wow.
00:18:34It's just a lot.
00:18:36He could probably be released at any time now.
00:18:39I have no clue when.
00:18:40I don't know if he's gonna be able to tell me.
00:18:44I don't know if they're gonna let us see each other.
00:18:47And it kind of sucks,
00:18:48because I don't have access to the prison grounds,
00:18:51so I can't just meet him there.
00:18:55We are in the boonies.
00:18:56Boonies.
00:18:58Oh, hell no, I'm here?
00:19:01What the?
00:19:03Babe, you were here this whole time?
00:19:07I can't believe they have my baby jammed up in this place.
00:19:09Look at all the wires and.
00:19:13It's just really hitting me,
00:19:14like, damn, my baby was just in here
00:19:16for six years straight.
00:19:20One day after the mother-mother-mother,
00:19:22like, he had to spend his Christmas there.
00:19:24I bet they don't got one Christmas light in sight.
00:19:28I haven't been going to see Brian in prison
00:19:31because it breaks my heart.
00:19:32I don't wanna see him in those chains.
00:19:34I don't wanna see him with no handcuffs.
00:19:36Like, I just, I don't wanna see him
00:19:38in that type of environment.
00:19:40It don't feel good to me.
00:19:50Is that him?
00:19:55No.
00:19:56He hasn't messaged me,
00:19:58but I don't know if he's really gonna be able to.
00:20:05I'm waiting, hold on, it's a jeep coming.
00:20:07Let me see if it's a jeep.
00:20:08Get out the way!
00:20:10No.
00:20:12They're not even turning this way.
00:20:14Everybody, like, I'm irritated.
00:20:17It's already 10 o'clock, 10, 16.
00:20:20Stupid.
00:20:22I am going to be livid if I miss this man.
00:20:27I don't know if this is Brian or not.
00:20:29It might be, I think I see him in the backseat.
00:20:34No.
00:20:37No, don't.
00:20:38Yes, it was!
00:20:43If we get married, can that fix this?
00:20:45I love Will.
00:20:47He has all the seats.
00:20:48I just, I don't know.
00:20:49Do you want to get married to me?
00:20:53So what's the plan?
00:20:54Where are we at?
00:20:56I gotta step away.
00:20:57I don't think they're taking me seriously.
00:20:58They're getting it worked up.
00:21:00They'll drive me insane.
00:21:01So where are you staying tonight?
00:21:03My mother.
00:21:04Chaos and bullshit, actually.
00:21:13What have you been up to today?
00:21:14I actually just had a focus group for furry flirt.
00:21:17Oh God, so that's what you're naming it?
00:21:18Yeah, furry flirt.
00:21:20All right.
00:21:21I'm going to help some furries get funky.
00:21:23Everyone has their own thing, I guess.
00:21:31They were really cool, honestly.
00:21:32The people who came to the focus, they were really fun.
00:21:34I will say that furries are always really nice.
00:21:37I'm a video game nerd,
00:21:38which you might not know by looking at me.
00:21:45I work in the IT department for a hospital,
00:21:47and currently my passion project is creating a dating app
00:21:51for furries called Furry Flirt.
00:21:53I started off on one dating app,
00:21:55and then I got kicked off of that.
00:21:57A lot of people still have this idea
00:21:59that furries are cringe or weird.
00:22:02Yeah, there's a kind of big stigma with it
00:22:04that I'd like to help get rid of.
00:22:06I'm not a furry.
00:22:07I saw a need in the market for this niche group
00:22:11to have a dating app.
00:22:12I'm trying to help furries find love,
00:22:16the same way that I did with Kourtney.
00:22:18I need help with the purse, like bad.
00:22:20I have no idea what to buy.
00:22:23I actually don't even know what type of style she likes.
00:22:25I met Kourtney because I was on Instagram,
00:22:30and I saw some really cute mug shots.
00:22:32I thought she was gorgeous,
00:22:33and I liked her bio that she wrote.
00:22:35I thought it was very honest.
00:22:36And so I thought, let's talk to some prison chicks.
00:22:43I was charged with identity theft,
00:22:45stolen vehicles, and reckless endangerment.
00:22:49This was my first time in prison,
00:22:50so I've been here for like a year.
00:22:53When I got out of high school,
00:22:55I got involved with the wrong crowd
00:22:57and was totally naive to all the drugs and the fast life.
00:23:03So like, it kind of like swallowed me up pretty quick.
00:23:07I mean, the crazy part is
00:23:08I could actually see us getting married.
00:23:10Really? Yeah.
00:23:11Kourtney and I have been dating for about six months now.
00:23:14Will stuck out to me because he's caring,
00:23:17and he's got a big heart.
00:23:19She's so smart, and she's witty.
00:23:22He's successful.
00:23:23That is really attractive.
00:23:24On one of our first video visits,
00:23:26I was like, stand up for me,
00:23:27because I noticed she wasn't wearing a bra.
00:23:29Kourtney's very sexy.
00:23:30Not only that, but he has all the seats.
00:23:33I've had all different types of people hit me up.
00:23:36Not everybody has all their seats.
00:23:38I kind of like the gray thing over there.
00:23:40This one? Let's see.
00:23:42I have everything else.
00:23:43Underwear, pants, clothes, phone.
00:23:46Oh, wow. 200 bucks.
00:23:48It's not bad, actually.
00:23:49How much have you spent on her so far?
00:23:51A grand, maybe 2.5.
00:23:52On someone you've never met?
00:23:53Yes, yeah, yeah.
00:23:54All right.
00:23:55I think you're crazy.
00:23:57You might be proven right.
00:24:00I've known Will for like 12 years now.
00:24:03Right here?
00:24:04Yes.
00:24:05I haven't seen Will in a relationship in a long while.
00:24:07I appreciate you coming out with me today.
00:24:09Yeah, no problem.
00:24:11It's interesting to see him falling so hard and quick
00:24:14for someone he's never met before.
00:24:15Thanks.
00:24:16Thank you. Have a great day.
00:24:18He seems like he has some rose-colored glasses on right now.
00:24:22At first, I was a little concerned
00:24:23that I was just one of these dudes
00:24:24who was like a sugar daddy for her while she was locked up.
00:24:27But I can tell by the way she talks to me
00:24:30that she really cares.
00:24:32I'm sure that's what everybody says,
00:24:34like 10 minutes before they find out they're being scammed.
00:24:37But I know I'm not.
00:24:40It's been about eight years
00:24:41since I had a serious relationship.
00:24:44I work full-time.
00:24:46I'm helping my mom take care of my dad
00:24:48who's got dementia and cancer.
00:24:50And I typically have actually really bad taste in women.
00:24:55But I think that Courtney is the exception to that rule.
00:24:59This is an entire outfit for her.
00:25:01This is all of her underwear, bras, everything she needs.
00:25:04The idea that my girlfriend's gonna be here with me
00:25:06when we get back is...
00:25:09It's all very surreal.
00:25:10♪♪
00:25:15Hi!
00:25:16Hey, gorgeous.
00:25:17Are you all packed and ready to go?
00:25:19Yeah.
00:25:20I'm so ready to be out of here.
00:25:22Four days.
00:25:23So excited.
00:25:25When you get here and we hang out,
00:25:28what is something that you want to do?
00:25:30Order room service,
00:25:32have wild monkey sex all over the hotel,
00:25:35pass out.
00:25:36I literally can't think of a thing else.
00:25:38That sounds like a pretty solid plan.
00:25:41But I have some pretty bad news.
00:25:46What's going on?
00:25:47They, uh...
00:25:50They denied an interstate contract.
00:25:55You got to be kidding me. Why?
00:25:57Because we're not married and we're not family.
00:26:02Courtney had to apply for special permission
00:26:04to leave Oregon and parole with me here in California.
00:26:08So this is devastating.
00:26:10It's a gut punch.
00:26:11It feels like I got kicked in the...
00:26:13He told me I'm going to the halfway house.
00:26:14Do you think if we just, like,
00:26:15roll up to your parole officer, be like,
00:26:17hey, if we get married, can that fix this?
00:26:24Yeah.
00:26:25I mean, do you want to get married to me?
00:26:31Yeah.
00:26:32You sure that wasn't a resounding yes?
00:26:35Yeah, totally.
00:26:39I love Will.
00:26:41And we talked about getting engaged.
00:26:45I don't know.
00:26:46Yeah, I do.
00:26:47I wanted...
00:26:48That is something that I do want.
00:26:51Yeah.
00:26:53I just really hope Will's willing to go at my pace.
00:26:56Are they giving us a date
00:26:58that we can start the interstate compact?
00:27:01I'm not in New York.
00:27:02I'm bummed.
00:27:05We have 10 seconds left, gorgeous.
00:27:06I hope you have a good night.
00:27:07I love you.
00:27:10Okay, love you, bye.
00:27:11Love you, bye.
00:27:16Who is this?
00:27:17Who the f*** is this big booty bitch?
00:27:19What you got going on?
00:27:22I'm done.
00:27:23Y'all do not need to have any children.
00:27:25It would be at least nine months.
00:27:26Basically, like, the pull-out game's strong.
00:27:28Drive me insane.
00:27:30You can't, like, see me tonight.
00:27:40Yeah, it feels crazy driving in the car.
00:27:42Do it.
00:27:44I didn't even think about that.
00:27:45That probably do feel weird as f***.
00:27:56Whoa.
00:27:58Okay.
00:28:01Look at this bed.
00:28:03I can't wait to mess up them sheets.
00:28:05I'm excited.
00:28:09Julia said that he's going to hang out with his family
00:28:12and his mom for a little while,
00:28:13and then he's going to come see me.
00:28:17Looks good.
00:28:18I'm going to have rose petals and champagne.
00:28:22It's just going to be really nice.
00:28:24Hey.
00:28:26What's up, y'all?
00:28:28Hi.
00:28:29Oh, my God. I am so nervous.
00:28:32What are you so nervous about?
00:28:33I don't know. I need y'all's help with everything.
00:28:36Literally everything.
00:28:37Because I don't know what I'm doing.
00:28:38Well, let's go where we need to start.
00:28:41Look.
00:28:42This is what I got.
00:28:44Look, isn't this sexy?
00:28:46Okay.
00:28:47This is so sexy.
00:28:48That's definitely going to be cute with this.
00:28:50And it's going to be extra cute with this.
00:28:52What is that?
00:28:53This is 4-in-1 Playful Flavors.
00:28:56Warming lubricant, kissable, and massage.
00:29:00I definitely want to have sex.
00:29:01That's on the number one part of my bucket list.
00:29:04I'm going to have to lower these blinds a little bit.
00:29:07All right, so change?
00:29:08Yeah.
00:29:09I just want to have a good time and see my man.
00:29:13Ashley, are you getting excited?
00:29:15Oh, my God. I'm so excited.
00:29:17Are you having second thoughts?
00:29:19Not really.
00:29:21I hope he shows though.
00:29:23I know, I'm a little nervous about that part.
00:29:25Yeah, I don't want her heart to be broke.
00:29:27That's going to crush me.
00:29:30I honestly don't think he's going to show.
00:29:32Or if he does show, it's going to be, like, drama.
00:29:36He should be blowing her up.
00:29:37I mean, when he was in jail, you made time to call.
00:29:40Now you're free.
00:29:40Like, why don't you have that same energy?
00:29:42Like, it just seems kind of fishy to me.
00:29:48Okay.
00:29:50So this is the vibe.
00:29:51This is the wig of the night.
00:29:53Okay, what's her name?
00:29:55Shanaynay.
00:29:56Okay, Shanaynay.
00:29:57Shanaynay.
00:29:59I hope he's ready for what's about to hit him.
00:30:02I hope he's ready.
00:30:06We home, babe.
00:30:08I'm home.
00:30:09We home.
00:30:10Man, what is this?
00:30:13Damn, you turned up for me like that?
00:30:18Damn, welcome home.
00:30:21Thank you, baby.
00:30:21You're welcome.
00:30:24I love you.
00:30:24I love you more.
00:30:27Lace is definitely making me feel special right now.
00:30:30With the balloons, the roses.
00:30:33Ain't nobody did that for me.
00:30:35So that do be making me feel guilty.
00:30:39And it's our bedroom.
00:30:43Hey, okay, there.
00:30:45What's up?
00:30:46That's your side of the closet.
00:30:48Yeah, this is everything right here.
00:30:50My man is home.
00:30:52I'm just excited.
00:30:54All the nerves are gone.
00:30:55I don't even know why I was nervous.
00:30:56And I'm just ready to just go in here and love on my man
00:30:59and cuddle with him.
00:31:01I'll make a baby tonight if it's God's will.
00:31:04How you feeling, bae?
00:31:05You like the apartment and stuff?
00:31:06I feel good.
00:31:07This is it.
00:31:08This is home.
00:31:09This is where I'm about to be at.
00:31:10It's great.
00:31:11It's perfect.
00:31:13No.
00:31:13Can't ask for nothing better.
00:31:16For real, bae.
00:31:17I'm just glad to be here.
00:31:19I ain't gonna lie, bae, I'm ready to lay down.
00:31:21You already know what's going on.
00:31:23I'm ready to get into the shower.
00:31:24I want to get in with you.
00:31:26Come on.
00:31:28It's been six years since I've been intimate with a woman,
00:31:31you know what I'm saying?
00:31:31So I'm definitely looking forward to,
00:31:33you know what I'm saying, getting it,
00:31:36you know what I'm saying, doing what I do with Alexis.
00:31:40But I at least got to give Ashley a chance,
00:31:43you know what I'm saying?
00:31:46So I can actually see what type of person
00:31:48she is before we even take any more steps.
00:31:54I don't know.
00:31:54It's just crazy how, like, at one moment
00:31:57he said, like, you know, he's going
00:31:58to be the man you want him to be.
00:32:00But, I mean, with him getting out.
00:32:02He's calling.
00:32:03Julius is calling.
00:32:06Oh, wow.
00:32:09What's up, bae?
00:32:09What you doing?
00:32:12Getting cute.
00:32:13What you doing?
00:32:15I'm with my mom right now.
00:32:16We about to go do some stuff, and it's
00:32:18going to take a little minute.
00:32:23So you can't, like, see me tonight?
00:32:33I don't feel like you're taking me serious.
00:32:35Him and I are both grown.
00:32:36He can't be a mama's boy forever.
00:32:39Mama tripping.
00:32:40Bitch, why is you attacking me?
00:32:41Bitch, you be chasing everybody away.
00:32:43You're the common denominator.
00:32:44I feel like I've kind of allowed her to manipulate me
00:32:46long enough.
00:32:53Love you.
00:32:53Love you, too.
00:32:54Call me when you're done.
00:32:55I'll come back.
00:32:56OK.
00:32:56Maybe.
00:33:04Get the fuck out of here, man.
00:33:06I don't want to mess with your favorite.
00:33:07What's up, baby?
00:33:08You good?
00:33:09Yeah, I'm good.
00:33:09You been chilling?
00:33:10Yeah, I'm hanging out.
00:33:12You look old, bro.
00:33:13For real.
00:33:14You look old, bro.
00:33:15No, I'm just kidding.
00:33:17They must have had cocoa butter up in the pan.
00:33:20Mike is my number one dog, bro.
00:33:25Surprisingly, that is one of my friends
00:33:26who I have never got in trouble with.
00:33:28I mean, all we did was drink and, you know what I'm saying,
00:33:32watch the fights and do cookouts.
00:33:35Mike's one of my domesticated friends.
00:33:39Man, how's life been treating you, dog?
00:33:40The whole 30 hours being out, right?
00:33:42Yeah.
00:33:43I'm just trying to get my shit together
00:33:44if I'm being honest with you.
00:33:45It seems like you're off to a good start.
00:33:47Yeah, get my head together.
00:33:48Number one, appearance, right?
00:33:49Presentations, everything.
00:33:51I go back to work on Monday to do that roofing with Cap again.
00:33:54I just need to hold me over until I can get my CDO license.
00:33:56I already told you that, right?
00:33:57Ain't nothing wrong with that.
00:33:59I definitely learned how to appreciate freedom
00:34:01from going to prison.
00:34:03Not always being on guard, not having to watch your back,
00:34:07not having to worry about 90 guys that are in the pod,
00:34:10which one's going to stab you.
00:34:11Like, that shit is traumatic.
00:34:16I mean, if you ain't busy, then, you know,
00:34:17your mind goes 100 miles an hour.
00:34:20We all know how that works out.
00:34:22I want to get a house.
00:34:23I want to get a financially stable job that I love,
00:34:27and I'm not going to regret and hate
00:34:29to wake up to every morning.
00:34:31I want to keep on evolving and bettering myself
00:34:34and wiping these things off my plate
00:34:36and putting the next thing down so I can get it done.
00:34:39You looking forward to this whole get-together tomorrow?
00:34:42Yeah, 100% am.
00:34:44Alyssa's trying to come to that.
00:34:46And that's a problem?
00:34:47I mean, with Savannah, yeah, that's definitely a problem.
00:34:50Because the last I seen, they were, like,
00:34:51doing, like, nice, cute little TikToks on.
00:34:54Yeah, super best friends.
00:34:56Yeah.
00:34:56Yeah.
00:34:57I'm not trying to be a dickhead.
00:34:58I want her to come.
00:34:59But I don't want her to come with all my friends
00:35:02and then something happens.
00:35:04Like, a whole episode, blow down,
00:35:06dirty laundry in the air.
00:35:09All right?
00:35:10I could go without that tomorrow.
00:35:13Savannah is the number one member on my team.
00:35:16I'd rather this not be about Alyssa.
00:35:18It's just about you.
00:35:19You back.
00:35:19Yeah, I know.
00:35:20So if Savannah and Alyssa can't get this resolved,
00:35:24I'll 86 Alyssa, and then it will just be me and Savannah.
00:35:28Now I don't have to worry about that.
00:35:30How's the whole relationship do since you've been out?
00:35:34I mean, it's going well.
00:35:35Savannah's worried about me.
00:35:38I told her straight up.
00:35:39I'm not in it for all that no more.
00:35:40I'm trying to get my life right.
00:35:42I mean, we did a lot of s*** off.
00:35:44I'll say that.
00:35:45So as long as you stay straight on that one,
00:35:47I think you'll be all right.
00:35:48I just hope it works out.
00:35:50Yeah.
00:35:50I mean, it seemed pretty strong, you know, long distance.
00:35:52Yeah, but she just loves micromanaging a lot.
00:35:56Who's texting you?
00:35:58Mike.
00:36:00Aren't you about to see him?
00:36:01Yeah.
00:36:02Yes, we are.
00:36:03Put the f***ing phone down, Bradley.
00:36:05I'm casually texting while we're talking.
00:36:07Check back in.
00:36:09Before I went in, we were just friends.
00:36:11And now coming out, we're in a relationship.
00:36:13I don't know what to tell you about that one, boss.
00:36:16I'm hoping everything works out for you on the outside.
00:36:20I want to marry Savannah, but I want to take it slow.
00:36:23Make sure that we really are compatible with each other.
00:36:27I'm hoping for the best.
00:36:34What's going on?
00:36:36Your back's going to be hurting after this one.
00:36:39Let's go.
00:36:43Barbecue sound OK?
00:36:46Yeah, that's fine.
00:36:47Y'all want to know what was on the menu for today?
00:36:49Oh, my God.
00:36:50It was a pork noodle casserole, which in essence
00:36:54was going to be just like some melted noodles, not even
00:36:56cooked, just melted.
00:36:57What?
00:36:58Yeah, and then no seasoning at all.
00:37:00And the pork's probably pink.
00:37:01So barbecue sounds amazing.
00:37:04Amazing.
00:37:05I'm definitely super stoked about my release.
00:37:07I'm ready to go.
00:37:08You know, I'm ready to do it.
00:37:09You know, I love life.
00:37:11And I'm just ready to proceed with it.
00:37:14The lady hands me my parole package.
00:37:16She goes, OK, this is the day you'll get off parole.
00:37:18Y'all want to know what that day is?
00:37:19Oh, God.
00:37:202033.
00:37:21June 16, 2033.
00:37:24Woo.
00:37:25They say go straight home and then call the number.
00:37:28I would call it right now because you want to stop.
00:37:30We're going to stop and eat?
00:37:31No, they said we can stop for food.
00:37:33OK, but what time frame did they give you to get home?
00:37:37The lady was like, you're on a curfew monitor,
00:37:39so I don't see why it would be an issue for you to go.
00:37:42You go call them right now and find out.
00:37:45Right before I got out, I found out
00:37:47that I was going to get released on EM,
00:37:48which is electronic monitoring.
00:37:50Basically, if I'm on house arrest,
00:37:52I have to be home every night and have a curfew, 8 AM
00:37:55to 5 PM, Monday through Friday.
00:37:57And then weekends, I will be on house arrest.
00:38:03OK, I got to go straight to the house.
00:38:05I can stop and get something to eat?
00:38:10OK, yes, ma'am.
00:38:12Thank you, sir.
00:38:14For me, coming out this time, I have a whole different mindset.
00:38:18One day, I woke up and started thinking
00:38:20about my future, my retirement.
00:38:22You know, I haven't paid anything into Social Security
00:38:24or anything like that.
00:38:25So I literally saw that I was wasting my life in prison.
00:38:29Well, that answered that.
00:38:30It said what?
00:38:31Stop to get something to eat and go straight home
00:38:33and come here at 9.
00:38:34The only time I was ever on probation,
00:38:37I didn't make it 60 days before I was back in jail
00:38:40and on my way to prison.
00:38:45You hungry, baby?
00:38:47I'm hungry as an ex-convict just fresh out of jail.
00:38:49That's how hungry I am.
00:38:52Let me get a house sausage, sliced brisket, ribs.
00:38:58French fries, fried pickles.
00:39:04I don't know if my nerves will let me eat too much.
00:39:06What do you want from me?
00:39:07Just happy you're home.
00:39:10I love you.
00:39:11I love you too, baby.
00:39:14Don't cry.
00:39:14I'm just saying.
00:39:16I wouldn't trade you for nobody, anyone ever.
00:39:20I just sometimes feel like I could have done better.
00:39:23I made my own choices that led me down this path.
00:39:25You know what I'm saying?
00:39:26You didn't do that.
00:39:29Moms always feel like they could have done better.
00:39:34I love you.
00:39:36I love you too.
00:39:36I tell everybody, you're my world.
00:39:38I'm a mama's boy.
00:39:40I wasn't raised to be bad.
00:39:43My mother, she made sure that we was good.
00:39:46She's been there for me every step of my life.
00:39:49You never were embarrassed to show your affection to me.
00:39:53I could do no wrong in my mother's eyes.
00:39:55Yes, she wants me to do better.
00:39:56Yes, she gets pissed off at me that I make the mistakes
00:39:58and decisions I make.
00:40:01But no matter what, I can never have my mother believe
00:40:04that anything that I decided to do was her fault.
00:40:08So what's the plan from here?
00:40:11I have no plan.
00:40:11Straight home.
00:40:12OK, and then?
00:40:14Extracurricular activities.
00:40:16Which is how she's looking.
00:40:18Maybe you could say your-
00:40:19I didn't say make babies.
00:40:20I said extracurricular activities.
00:40:21Yeah.
00:40:22But that's what he means.
00:40:24I know exactly what it means.
00:40:26Well, what's one thing I taught you all your life?
00:40:29All out.
00:40:30No.
00:40:30I mean, what was it?
00:40:35No glove, no love.
00:40:36No glove, no love.
00:40:37But I told her no glove, all love.
00:40:39I told her if I had to go in there
00:40:40and put it on you myself, I would.
00:40:44You laughing, thinking it's funny, but I'm serious.
00:40:47Very serious.
00:40:48Y'all do not need to have any children right away.
00:40:52I'm currently not on birth control.
00:40:54I don't plan to get on birth control.
00:40:55We don't plan to use condoms.
00:40:57I'm not, like, trying to get pregnant right off the rip.
00:41:01But I'm not going to be upset if I do either,
00:41:04because I know him having a child is one thing
00:41:07that he really, really wants.
00:41:10I'm not going to back down from it.
00:41:12I'm not going to back down from it.
00:41:13Also, I'm 31 years old.
00:41:16I've already got two kids.
00:41:18And I'm not trying to have no baby when I turn 40.
00:41:22You have to prove yourself first before you
00:41:25start bringing kids in the school.
00:41:27Prove that you're going to stay out of jail.
00:41:29Prove that you're going to get a job and keep it.
00:41:31Prove that you're going to be there, be present.
00:41:35There's just no sense in even thinking about having
00:41:42a baby right away.
00:41:43You don't feel like I've waited long enough?
00:41:45If you hadn't been locked up for the last 15 years.
00:41:49I've been thinking of asking her if she can marry me.
00:41:51Huh?
00:41:52That is the plan.
00:41:53I would say no.
00:41:54Who is that?
00:41:55I don't know.
00:41:56Who the f*** is this big booty bitch?
00:41:58What you got going on?
00:42:09I don't know if this is Brian or not.
00:42:11No.
00:42:18No.
00:42:19Yes, it was.
00:42:25He was just in that car.
00:42:27I wanted to see Brian before he has
00:42:32to go to the halfway house.
00:42:33Just so I can give him some love and show him that I
00:42:36am here to support him.
00:42:38But his driver, PO, whoever the hell
00:42:41it was, zoomed right past me as if, you know, it was nothing.
00:42:46I probably should have never f***ing came here.
00:42:49I sat up here for no reason.
00:42:51By damn, he hasn't been able to see anybody
00:42:55for the past six years.
00:42:57A quick hug would have made him feel good.
00:43:03Hey babe, what you doing?
00:43:05Where you at?
00:43:07Oh my God.
00:43:09Did you see me?
00:43:11I knew it!
00:43:14It's not funny.
00:43:17I'm about to bring you some stuff up there.
00:43:19You think you'll be able to go up to the front
00:43:20and you can give me a, give me a kiss?
00:43:22No.
00:43:23No.
00:43:24I'm not supposed to be up there.
00:43:26There's always no.
00:43:27I don't like when a mother f***er tell me no.
00:43:29I would call halfway house prison junior.
00:43:32It's prison with a couple of cool points on it.
00:43:36All right, baby, I'm here.
00:43:39I don't know how long he's going to be there,
00:43:41when I'm going to be able to see him,
00:43:42when he'll be able to leave.
00:43:44Why it look like it's little inmate people
00:43:46sitting outside?
00:43:47Why you can't go outside?
00:43:52No, they're in the front.
00:43:54The only thing I am able to do is drop off
00:43:58any items that, you know, is acceptable there.
00:44:02And it's just frustrating.
00:44:06We could have just touched fingers
00:44:07and I would have been happy.
00:44:15It's not.
00:44:17Give me a second.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21My phone need to ring.
00:44:25Who is that?
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:27We're going to see.
00:44:29First of all, you got this big booty b****
00:44:31on the back of your thing.
00:44:32Like, you got me f***ed up.
00:44:35I want to break it.
00:44:38I don't want to break it.
00:44:39I don't want to break it.
00:44:40I don't want to break it.
00:44:41I don't want to break it.
00:44:42I don't want to break it.
00:44:44I want to break him.
00:44:47Brian gives the people at the front desk the OK
00:44:51to give me some of his paperwork
00:44:54and his player tablet from prison.
00:44:58I see a picture of God knows who
00:45:02on the back of his player.
00:45:04Who is this?
00:45:05Why the f*** you got somebody random as hell
00:45:08on the back of your player and not me?
00:45:13Hello?
00:45:16What you got going on?
00:45:18What are you talking about?
00:45:23I feel like I got betrayed, dude.
00:45:24B****, why is you attacking me?
00:45:25As far as drama goes, anything is possible.
00:45:28I brought this just in case.
00:45:30That's just crazy to me.
00:45:31That's crazy to me.
00:45:41Don't need no babies right now.
00:45:43I told you it would be at least nine months
00:45:45so it wouldn't be right now.
00:45:48I gotta step away.
00:45:51You're getting it worked up.
00:45:52You're getting it worked up.
00:45:54Jesus Christ.
00:45:55You're driving me insane.
00:46:02James Keith.
00:46:03What?
00:46:04Knock it off.
00:46:05Huh?
00:46:06For real, for real.
00:46:07What?
00:46:08Stop.
00:46:09You don't think I want one?
00:46:10Come here.
00:46:11No.
00:46:12What?
00:46:13No.
00:46:14I don't understand where Cathy's coming from
00:46:15when it comes to me and JK having a baby.
00:46:17Like, he can't be a mama's boy forever.
00:46:21I'll put you on this table right now
00:46:22in front of all these people.
00:46:23James Keith.
00:46:24What, you don't think I will?
00:46:25Yes.
00:46:27No.
00:46:28It kind of hurts my feelings
00:46:29because I don't think they're taking me seriously.
00:46:31Because they're sitting over there laughing
00:46:33and joking and having a good time
00:46:35and this whole having a baby thing right away.
00:46:37It's just irresponsible
00:46:39and I don't think they need to be talking about that right now.
00:46:43We don't have a room at your mom's house.
00:46:46Come on.
00:46:48Where we ****** at?
00:46:51I don't care.
00:46:53He needs to get his priorities straight.
00:46:54Now priorities are to get a job
00:46:57and report to parole.
00:46:59I'm just protecting my son.
00:47:02I'm taking him to my mom's room.
00:47:04Hey mom, I'm going to take a nap.
00:47:05You're not ****** new for the first time
00:47:07in your mama's bed.
00:47:08Shut up.
00:47:13Listen guys, I'm sorry I had to walk away.
00:47:17What?
00:47:18It's just really, it's frustrating me.
00:47:21You got to get your priorities straight
00:47:22before you start even thinking about having children.
00:47:29I'm talking to both of you.
00:47:32I just,
00:47:34frustrated because I don't feel like you're taking me serious.
00:47:36No, I am.
00:47:37I'm on this plan.
00:47:38I just came home.
00:47:39It's my first day out.
00:47:40I can't play around.
00:47:42I do want a kid though.
00:47:43I know you do.
00:47:45And I would love nothing more than to have a grandchild.
00:47:48When the time is right.
00:47:50We're going to have to wait.
00:47:51Mama tripping.
00:47:52Okay, we'll wait.
00:47:54Got it.
00:47:55Serious.
00:47:56Okay.
00:47:58I think my mother is just worried about
00:48:01things moving too fast.
00:48:02I mean, I completely understand where she's coming from.
00:48:04And at the same time,
00:48:05I want her to understand that like,
00:48:06I'm at a point in my life where like,
00:48:07I'm 31 years old.
00:48:08Like, I'm ready to have children.
00:48:10I don't want to be 50 with a 10 year old, you know?
00:48:13So that's where I'm coming from with it.
00:48:16I'm going to need you to
00:48:18chill out a little bit.
00:48:20Okay.
00:48:21All right.
00:48:22I'll try.
00:48:23I got you.
00:48:25Who?
00:48:26Condoms?
00:48:27Condoms?
00:48:28They make those?
00:48:29I thought those were like,
00:48:30prostitutes and sluts.
00:48:31No, this is my girl.
00:48:32I'm not worried about a condom.
00:48:34I've went 31 years without using protection.
00:48:36I don't have a child yet.
00:48:38So basically, like, the pull out game is strong.
00:48:52Well, if this is really happening.
00:48:54Is she here?
00:48:56Yeah, she's out back right now.
00:49:02This place is really nice.
00:49:07Alyssa is s*** with Savannah a lot.
00:49:09She's like, when Bradley gets out,
00:49:11he's going to leave you
00:49:12or he's going to cheat on you
00:49:13or he's going to do this, that, and the third.
00:49:15Yada, yada, yada.
00:49:16And I think she does that just to get Savannah riled up
00:49:19because they're fighting at that time
00:49:20because they fight every other month.
00:49:22That's my whole problem with their relationship.
00:49:25Hi, guys.
00:49:26Your brother is home.
00:49:27He just looked like mom just now.
00:49:29What?
00:49:30I said he looked like mom.
00:49:31I hate that.
00:49:32They're just firing gasoline.
00:49:34It just keeps on blowing up.
00:49:37How do y'all feel?
00:49:39Overwhelmed.
00:49:40Tired.
00:49:41I was running on no sleep.
00:49:44Anyways.
00:49:46Bitch, why is you attacking me?
00:49:48Facts.
00:49:49Facts.
00:49:50Yeah.
00:49:51Do you think that we can move forward
00:49:54without there being any hurt
00:49:56and reestablish our relationship somehow
00:49:59as you being who you are in both of our lives?
00:50:03You and her be fighting?
00:50:04That affects me
00:50:05because then I have to hear it from both sides.
00:50:07Facts.
00:50:08That's the only reason why I even wanted y'all
00:50:09to sit down and talk about this right now, for real.
00:50:11Yeah.
00:50:12I want to have a relationship with you
00:50:14and I want to still be friends with you.
00:50:16I want to be healthy.
00:50:17Yeah.
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:19I want to look forward to that.
00:50:20After our last conversation,
00:50:23I feel like we needed that space that we had.
00:50:28It made a big difference.
00:50:30Oh?
00:50:32Yeah.
00:50:33It did.
00:50:35I can say therapy paid off.
00:50:37He was like,
00:50:38Bitch, you be chasing everybody away.
00:50:41He was like,
00:50:42You're the common denominator.
00:50:43I had to sit down and think about it.
00:50:46I just need to chill.
00:50:48I want you to know where I live.
00:50:52Did you hear him?
00:50:53Yeah.
00:50:54That's intense.
00:50:55Yeah.
00:50:56Like,
00:50:57that was where he was standing a month ago
00:50:59when this all first went down.
00:51:01He was like,
00:51:02I don't even want her to know what I look like.
00:51:04I've come a long way since three years ago.
00:51:06I look back on it and I'm just like,
00:51:08some of the things I did,
00:51:09like throwing bricks through windshields,
00:51:11cringy,
00:51:12and people saw,
00:51:13that was in public.
00:51:14Yeah.
00:51:15But that's honestly
00:51:17Yeah.
00:51:18why I wanted her to get here.
00:51:19Because I wanted to see how y'all were going to be
00:51:21before I bring it to a social setting
00:51:22that I am a part of.
00:51:23Mm-hmm.
00:51:24So.
00:51:26I just still never know what to expect with Alyssa.
00:51:29I want to see her being consistent in her efforts.
00:51:33On that note,
00:51:35I'm going to go pee.
00:51:37Yeah.
00:51:38Okay.
00:51:39I'll find a place.
00:51:40Hurry back.
00:51:41An apology without changed behavior
00:51:43is just manipulation.
00:51:44And,
00:51:46I feel like I've kind of allowed her
00:51:48to manipulate me long enough.
00:51:52You said that,
00:51:53oh, the whole family hates you,
00:51:54blah, blah, blah.
00:51:55Yeah.
00:51:56Where'd that come from?
00:51:57Okay.
00:51:58So like when I'm manic,
00:51:59and this is what I'm working on.
00:52:00Oh, you use the word manic.
00:52:01Yeah.
00:52:02When I'm manic.
00:52:03You're self-aware.
00:52:04As her friend,
00:52:05it's really messed up,
00:52:06but I know things that would hurt her feelings.
00:52:08And it's like,
00:52:09I knew that was hitting below the belt
00:52:11because I know how she is.
00:52:12Yeah.
00:52:13Yeah.
00:52:14Overthinking everything.
00:52:15Yeah.
00:52:16I just don't want anything else to happen from here on out.
00:52:18Yeah.
00:52:20Me and Savannah have a history.
00:52:23A toxic long history.
00:52:26And us just spiraling together.
00:52:29I went to jail for a year.
00:52:30She went to rehab for a year.
00:52:32And seeing Bradley and Savannah as her friend,
00:52:35I can tell like she is genuinely very happy.
00:52:39I'm so glad to see him.
00:52:40I'm so glad to see him.
00:52:41He's a grown ass man now.
00:52:43I just want to see everybody do way better.
00:52:45I don't want this ever again for any of us.
00:52:48You're the closest thing I've ever had to a sister.
00:52:51I do still love you a lot.
00:52:52And Bradley is home.
00:52:54So like maybe we could do more family things.
00:52:56And I think that that might be a good step
00:52:59in the right direction towards being healthy.
00:53:02Is there anything else that we want to talk about
00:53:04before tomorrow?
00:53:06Because we're not allowed to talk
00:53:07at Bradley's party tomorrow.
00:53:08Oh.
00:53:09Just please do not make a scene.
00:53:12Tomorrow at the party,
00:53:13I don't put anything past anybody.
00:53:14This is a bunch of people that haven't seen each other
00:53:16for a long time in the same place at the same time.
00:53:19As far as drama goes, anything's possible.
00:53:25Why'd you make that face?
00:53:27Because it hit the back of my throat.
00:53:29What did that feel like?
00:53:31Probably what you did last night.
00:53:37Really?
00:53:39Yeah.
00:53:43I've been thinking of asking her to marry me.
00:53:46That is the plan.
00:53:47Very weird.
00:53:51If he gets around with someone else,
00:53:52then he's definitely going to be busted.
00:53:55See you tomorrow.
00:53:57Bye.
00:54:07Boarding the flight.
00:54:09On my way to Portland.
00:54:11Super excited to see Courtney.
00:54:14This is a hell of an adventure.
00:54:17So I just landed in Portland.
00:54:20Today I'm on my way to the hotel
00:54:22to meet Courtney's mom.
00:54:25She just got in from Washington.
00:54:29Tomorrow we pick up Courtney.
00:54:32I'm a little nervous
00:54:33because I've never met her mom,
00:54:35I've never met her,
00:54:36and I'm going to meet her mom first.
00:54:39I'm a little nervous
00:54:40because I've never met her mom,
00:54:42I've never met her,
00:54:43and I'm going to meet her mom first.
00:54:45I'm actually going to ask
00:54:46Susie, Courtney's mom,
00:54:47for Courtney's hand in marriage,
00:54:50hoping that I can actually
00:54:51get her blessing out of that.
00:54:53I know this probably sounds really crazy,
00:54:55but she just is the most special person
00:54:58I've ever met.
00:55:05I don't know if I'd be asking
00:55:06for marriage this soon
00:55:07if the interstate compact hadn't failed,
00:55:09but I love Courtney so much.
00:55:12And I don't think I need
00:55:13anything more than that
00:55:14to want to spend the rest
00:55:15of my life with somebody.
00:55:22That is Susie.
00:55:24Hey, Susie.
00:55:25Hi, Will.
00:55:26You look just like you do
00:55:27on Facebook.
00:55:28Thanks.
00:55:30This is for you.
00:55:31Beautiful, thank you.
00:55:33Of course.
00:55:35There's a table
00:55:36we can set out over here.
00:55:37All right.
00:55:38Well, it's nice to get a chance
00:55:39to get to know you.
00:55:40I wish it was under
00:55:41better circumstances.
00:55:42Right.
00:55:44But this will be a good chance
00:55:45to see Courtney for all of us.
00:55:47I'm so excited.
00:55:49Do you think it's weird
00:55:50that I'm meeting you
00:55:51before I meet Courtney?
00:55:52Yeah, very weird.
00:55:55What have you gotten
00:55:56to know about her?
00:55:57What attracts you to her?
00:55:58Why do you want to be with her?
00:56:00Good question.
00:56:03Courtney's awesome.
00:56:04She's a great person.
00:56:05I love her.
00:56:07Courtney's awesome.
00:56:08She's funny.
00:56:09She's smart.
00:56:10She's sweet.
00:56:12She's very kind.
00:56:15Yeah.
00:56:16I mean, she is witty as hell.
00:56:19Yeah.
00:56:20I adore the s*** out of her.
00:56:28Is Will Courtney's type?
00:56:30That's a good question.
00:56:31I would say no.
00:56:33Courtney likes the naughty type,
00:56:34you know?
00:56:35The naughty boys.
00:56:36The ones that weren't very nice.
00:56:37That didn't know
00:56:38how to treat their women.
00:56:40You know, that made bad choices.
00:56:42You know, stuff like that.
00:56:44So tell me about,
00:56:45how did you grow up?
00:56:46So I dropped out of high school
00:56:47pretty early.
00:56:48Got my GED.
00:56:49I partied for like five years.
00:56:51Rapes are...
00:56:55Like, it's really just
00:56:56an excuse to do drugs.
00:56:57Like, it's just an excuse
00:56:58for a bunch of people
00:56:59to dance and do drugs.
00:57:00And I get it.
00:57:01It's a good time
00:57:02when you're in your early 20s.
00:57:03But the drugs that I was doing,
00:57:04I hated it.
00:57:05And then eventually,
00:57:06one day,
00:57:07lost a really important friend
00:57:08and decided that
00:57:09that wasn't the life
00:57:10that I wanted for myself.
00:57:11Wow.
00:57:13My drug of choice
00:57:14back then
00:57:15was probably
00:57:16either Molly
00:57:17or benzos
00:57:18like Xanax
00:57:19or Klonopin.
00:57:21But then,
00:57:22my best friend
00:57:23at 21 years
00:57:24ended up shooting himself.
00:57:26And
00:57:27he was
00:57:28constantly urging me
00:57:29to leave that life behind.
00:57:31And
00:57:32I felt like
00:57:33I would have been
00:57:34doing him a disservice
00:57:35if I didn't do that
00:57:36after he died.
00:57:39So how long
00:57:40have you been
00:57:41clean for?
00:57:43Eight,
00:57:44nine years.
00:57:46Oh.
00:57:47Yeah.
00:57:48I'm not even
00:57:49kind of tempted
00:57:50by that lifestyle anymore.
00:57:51Good for you.
00:57:53What do you do for work?
00:57:54I work
00:57:55for a hospital.
00:57:56I do IT.
00:57:57Courtney's planning
00:57:58on going down
00:57:59to Sacramento with you?
00:58:00Mm-hmm.
00:58:01That concerns me
00:58:02a little bit.
00:58:04It's only been like
00:58:05six months.
00:58:06She's gonna need
00:58:07as much support
00:58:08as she can.
00:58:09And just,
00:58:10I hope that
00:58:11Courtney doesn't
00:58:12go backwards.
00:58:13Yeah, totally.
00:58:14You have every reason
00:58:15to be worried.
00:58:16I'm, as of right now,
00:58:17still a stranger,
00:58:18so I get it.
00:58:19We just need to get
00:58:20this interstate compact
00:58:21figured out.
00:58:23Having this burning question
00:58:24in the back of my mind
00:58:25that I want to
00:58:26ask Susie
00:58:27for Courtney's hand
00:58:28in marriage is...
00:58:29It's kind of
00:58:30killing me right now.
00:58:32Yeah.
00:58:33Yeah, so...
00:58:35Something I've been
00:58:36thinking about to try to get
00:58:37the interstate compact
00:58:38expedited,
00:58:39and also because I just
00:58:40f***ing love Courtney.
00:58:47I've been thinking
00:58:48of asking her to marry me.
00:58:54Wow.
00:58:56That's crazy.
00:58:57That's crazy.
00:59:11Hey, babe.
00:59:12What's up, babe?
00:59:13What you doing?
00:59:14Getting cute.
00:59:15I ain't gonna be able
00:59:16to make it tonight.
00:59:27Why not?
00:59:30Right now,
00:59:31we about to go do some stuff,
00:59:32and it's gonna take
00:59:33a little minute,
00:59:34so...
00:59:35It ain't gonna be able
00:59:36to happen.
00:59:42I'm not talking to him.
00:59:44He calling right back.
00:59:45He calling back.
00:59:47Huh.
00:59:51Hello?
00:59:53I can see you tomorrow.
00:59:55Yeah, but you're a
00:59:56fool of disappointment,
00:59:57so I'm not really
00:59:58looking forward to tomorrow.
00:59:59Well, I'll holler at you
01:00:00tomorrow, so if you want
01:00:01to link up tomorrow.
01:00:02I want to link up
01:00:03early tomorrow,
01:00:04so what time you talking?
01:00:05I don't want you to tell me
01:00:06some time and then you cancel it,
01:00:07because we've been
01:00:08planning this for a week.
01:00:09I know.
01:00:10I have to meet up with
01:00:11my mother and my sisters.
01:00:12We're going out to the park
01:00:14to go get some food,
01:00:16and then right after that,
01:00:17so it's gonna be
01:00:18around the afternoon time.
01:00:19So where are you
01:00:20staying tonight?
01:00:21My people's.
01:00:23Where's your people's?
01:00:24Where's your people's?
01:00:26My mother.
01:00:27What you doing?
01:00:32You better make tomorrow
01:00:33all about me.
01:00:34I don't want to hear
01:00:35no excuses.
01:00:36I don't want
01:00:37none of that.
01:00:39I'm about to hang up,
01:00:40so are you trying to
01:00:41link up tomorrow or not?
01:00:43I'll see you tomorrow.
01:00:44All right, bye.
01:00:45Remember,
01:00:46I'm not really
01:00:47going to see you.
01:00:48Bye.
01:00:49Even if I did want to
01:00:50go see her,
01:00:51it's not even possible
01:00:52because Alexa's
01:00:53going to be wondering
01:00:54where I'm going.
01:00:55Like, she knows
01:00:56that I'm supposed to be
01:00:57with her the whole night.
01:00:58It's not going to be time.
01:01:01He playing.
01:01:02He definitely playing.
01:01:03He definitely playing.
01:01:04He on some bull****, Ashley.
01:01:06Man, listen.
01:01:08I knew he was
01:01:09going to do this.
01:01:10I knew it.
01:01:12He's going to ruin
01:01:13my birthday.
01:01:14We ain't finna let it happen.
01:01:16If he knew he wasn't
01:01:17finna see you the day
01:01:18he got out,
01:01:19he should have been and said,
01:01:20listen, babe,
01:01:21I can't see you on my first day.
01:01:23And I told myself
01:01:24I wasn't going to cry
01:01:25over this bull**** either.
01:01:29I feel disappointed.
01:01:31I feel let down.
01:01:32I feel hurt.
01:01:34Because it just seems like
01:01:36every single time
01:01:37he says something,
01:01:38it always goes
01:01:39the complete opposite.
01:01:42It just makes me feel like
01:01:44everything he's saying
01:01:45is a lie.
01:01:46He's staying with his mama.
01:01:48He ain't staying with his mama.
01:01:49I thought he couldn't.
01:01:50I bet you
01:01:51he's got another bitch.
01:01:52I bet you he does.
01:01:55He just doesn't seem like
01:01:57he's excited to see me.
01:01:58It just seems like
01:01:59he's just calling
01:02:01just to check in with me
01:02:02so he can go back
01:02:03to doing whatever he's doing.
01:02:06I feel like you should
01:02:07finish getting ready
01:02:08and take a picture
01:02:10in spite.
01:02:11I would.
01:02:12I definitely, you should.
01:02:13Show you what he's missing.
01:02:14Because whoever he in front of,
01:02:15he going to get that pic
01:02:16and be like,
01:02:17nah.
01:02:18Okay, let's do it.
01:02:19Okay, let's do it.
01:02:20I'm putting my wig on.
01:02:23Yeah, this is it right here.
01:02:24Mm-hmm.
01:02:25I'm ready.
01:02:26I am nervous about
01:02:27having sex with him
01:02:28for the first time
01:02:29because, I mean,
01:02:30I have had, like,
01:02:31some insecurities with my body.
01:02:33I mean, even though
01:02:34I work out and stuff,
01:02:35I'm still just like
01:02:36a little thicker girl.
01:02:37So, like,
01:02:38I still just have my moments
01:02:39where I'm just like,
01:02:40huh, I don't really want you
01:02:41to see like this or that.
01:02:47But he don't care
01:02:48about none of that.
01:02:50It's the birthday girl.
01:02:53Okay.
01:02:54Dang.
01:02:55Look at me, bitch.
01:02:56Yeah.
01:02:57Look at me.
01:02:58I feel really sexy.
01:03:00F*** Julius.
01:03:01I'm definitely a catch.
01:03:03I want to show him
01:03:04what he's been missing.
01:03:09You got to eat a Mac.
01:03:11Okay, that's cute.
01:03:13Ooh, that's super cute.
01:03:14Yeah, put your hair
01:03:15in the front a little bit.
01:03:16Show the tat a little bit.
01:03:18Ooh, that's cute.
01:03:20Slay, bitch.
01:03:21Slay.
01:03:24If he gets f***ed around
01:03:25with someone else,
01:03:26then he's definitely
01:03:27going to be busted.
01:03:29I'm going to say,
01:03:30I guess I'll see you tomorrow.
01:03:35I would have been like,
01:03:36enjoy your night.
01:03:37Why?
01:03:38A little bit of deuces.
01:03:39Because I will.
01:03:40I would have been like,
01:03:41enjoy your night.
01:03:42Why?
01:03:43A little bit of deuces.
01:03:44Because I will.