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The Handmaid's Tale - Season 6 Episode 4 -Promotion
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00:01Previously on The Handmaid's Tale.
00:03I got you out of jail. I'm still working on expediting your hearing.
00:06How long's that gonna take?
00:07Three, maybe four months.
00:08I'm not just gonna sit here and wait, alright? I gotta do something.
00:11I might visit New Bethlehem.
00:13Rita, no. They never lead on my sister.
00:15Luke and Moira, they've gotten stuck behind Gilead patrols in No Man's Land.
00:20You've got all the names, alright? Stop obsessing.
00:23I just can't wait for our guys to blow their fucking heads off.
00:26Any guardians? Let me handle it.
00:29In New Bethlehem, our women are getting pregnant, and our children are thriving.
00:34And that is not something that any of you can say on behalf of your countries.
00:38I would love to bend your ear a little more about New Bethlehem's blessed potential.
00:42I will certainly enjoy letting you try.
00:44I will get you out of this terrible place. I was told you'd be rewarded for your service.
00:49They lied to you. We gave her a chance, and we're done with her.
00:53You heard Mrs. Lawrence. It's not happening.
00:55She's an old-school Gilead wife. She's not Serena Waterford.
00:59Mrs. Waterford?
01:00June.
01:01Oh, my God. You're okay. You're okay.
01:05You should get out of here.
01:06Do you realize that we always do this?
01:08Do what?
01:09The whole goodbye thing.
01:10What should we say instead?
01:11How about see you later?
01:12Okay.
01:13See you later.
01:14Okay.
01:15See you later.
01:36Look at this one now.
01:38Okay, she's coming in at about six kilos.
01:41You got a signaler?
01:43Ah, she looks very weak.
01:54These foundations are basically glorified safe.
01:57What does that mean?
01:58What does that mean?
01:59That means that these buildings are unstable.
02:01Hey, Mark's on his way up.
02:03Can we... I just need...
02:04Oh, yeah. Sorry.
02:05Just in the middle of things.
02:06Yeah.
02:07Thanks.
02:08All right, so look.
02:09Anywhere between here and here, that is going to be the blast radius.
02:11That's going to give us maximum impact.
02:13Awesome, man. Thank you.
02:14All right.
02:16It's just about where you're placing those bombs?
02:18Yeah.
02:19We're going to blow some shit up.
02:21What are your targets?
02:22Comms tower, ammunition warehouse, and then we're going to hit the federal building.
02:28How are you going to get the bombs in?
02:30There is this new trade route that goes from New Bethlehem right into Gilead,
02:34and it is a lot less secure, and there's a lot more traffic going in and out.
02:38So, you know, we just use that to get the munitions in, then we just roll in.
02:45All right. I hope it... I hope it all works out.
02:47Hey, June? Luke?
02:48Hey, good morning.
02:51Morning. Hey. I've got good news.
02:54Your case was dismissed.
02:57Oh, my God.
03:00Yeah.
03:02We traded the intel you got with the Canadians.
03:04They're very grateful.
03:05They want those commanders gone, too, unofficially.
03:08So that plus your self-defense case.
03:11They dropped the charges.
03:12Yeah.
03:13Congratulations. You're officially being deported.
03:15Free to go.
03:16It's amazing.
03:18It's good.
03:25I'll work on a flight for you to Alaska.
03:28I'll get you all out of here as soon as possible.
03:30Thank you, Mark.
03:31Yeah, of course.
03:32Of course.
03:33Ollie's gotten so big.
03:44She's gonna be so excited to see you.
03:49Luke?
03:50Can we steal you for a second?
03:51What's up?
03:52We just got the grid planned for the south end.
03:54Can you take a look?
03:55Really?
03:56All right, great.
03:57Just, uh, let's get with it.
03:58Yeah.
03:59Yeah.
04:03Oh.
04:13Hello.
04:17You got something for me?
04:21Is it sticky?
04:30Impressive.
04:31I can see you've been influenced by Helen Frankenthaler.
04:38My wife would be very impressed.
04:40Angela!
04:42My real wife.
04:44Out!
04:45Out!
04:48He has a very big day ahead of him.
04:49Come along.
04:50This is a long time coming.
04:52Come along.
04:53The wives are getting together early because they're very excited to show off their new jewelry from Paris, thanks to you.
05:00Well, I live to serve.
05:01Don't you look nice?
05:05Oh, you know, what they say about men in uniform.
05:10What?
05:11What do they say about men in uniform?
05:15Um, I...
05:16They're gonna expect things from you now, you know.
05:28I can handle whatever the brain trust throws at me.
05:30Well, it's not just golf and cocktail parties anymore.
05:32The High Commanders share a very specific set of priorities.
05:35I know their priorities.
05:37They, uh...
05:38They, uh...
05:39derive their sense of power from their virility.
05:40Power will come from reform.
05:42They know I'm their man.
05:44Whatever you say.
05:45For ruining.
05:46For ruining.
05:47For ruining.
05:48Hey.
05:49Hey.
05:50Hey.
05:51Do you know where Moira is?
05:52She has to get ready.
05:53Uh...
05:54Yeah.
05:55She's around.
05:56Look, I, um...
05:57I, um...
05:58I should...
05:59I was thinking I should've told you, uh, where I was.
06:00What I was doing.
06:01You know where Moira is?
06:02She has to get ready.
06:03Uh...
06:04Yeah.
06:05She's around.
06:06Look, I, um...
06:07I should...
06:08I...
06:09I was thinking I should've told you, uh, where I was.
06:10What I was doing.
06:11That I was here working with Mayday.
06:12Oh, it's okay.
06:13Yeah.
06:14Really.
06:15I'm just happy you both are okay.
06:16Yeah.
06:17But what I'm saying is that I'm sorry.
06:18Because I didn't want you to worry.
06:19Right.
06:20Well, that backfired.
06:21That was not my fault.
06:22All right.
06:23Those...
06:24Those...
06:25Those...
06:26Those...
06:27Those...
06:28Those...
06:29Those...
06:30Those...
06:31Those...
06:32Those...
06:33Those...
06:34Those...
06:35Those...
06:36Those...
06:37Those...
06:38Those...
06:39Those...
06:40Patrols.
06:41We're not supposed to be there.
06:42We would've made our way out of there.
06:43No problem.
06:44I know.
06:45But that is the problem.
06:46There's always something you can't predict.
06:49Can...
06:50Can...
06:51Can you...
06:52Can you just...
06:53Sorry for a second.
06:54I'm trying to tell you something.
06:55All right.
06:56I'm supposed to drive in and deliver the bombs.
06:58I'm gonna stay.
06:59And I'm gonna do that.
07:01You don't think I wanna see those commanders dead?
07:06You don't think I wanna hurt Gilead?
07:09Yeah.
07:10You have.
07:11Many times.
07:12This is my turn.
07:13These people are not professionals.
07:16They don't know what they're doing.
07:17And they're gonna go up against...
07:19Gilead.
07:20Gilead.
07:21Soldiers.
07:22Guardians.
07:23And...
07:24And...
07:25And...
07:26Eyes.
07:27It's just...
07:28It's too...
07:29It's too dangerous.
07:30Okay?
07:31Trust me.
07:32Holly needs us.
07:33And my mom needs us.
07:34And...
07:35We...
07:36We...
07:37We...
07:38We...
07:39We...
07:40We have to go back and we have to build a life together.
07:41Okay?
07:42Please?
07:43It decrypted the intel that we brought back, so I'm gonna go check on that.
07:47Okay.
07:48All right.
07:50Yeah.
07:51I love you.
07:52Yeah.
07:53Love you.
07:54I love you.
07:55Yeah.
07:56Love you.
07:57Thank you. Yeah, I love you. Yeah, I love you
08:27Rita it's so good to see you. Thank you again me for today. Of course. It's the least I could do
08:52How was the the bus ride? It was fine. Thank you
08:58She will be here. She'll be here
09:07She probably got held up. It's a lot of red tape. These reunions have become very popular
09:15I had to pull a lot of strings to make it happen and Nick did too
09:20I know Nick really wants to see you also
09:23Have you given any more thought to resettling here?
09:27No
09:29Gina
09:32Gina
09:34Gina
09:36Gina
09:38Oh my god
09:42I'm sorry
09:46Honey, I'm so sorry. No, no, I'm sorry
09:50I heard they made you a mark
09:52They did
09:53Yeah, it's okay. It's okay. I got out
09:55And I tried to find you. I swear to god. I tried to find you so hard
09:59I'm just happy you're alive
10:01I can't
10:06I'm here
10:08Oh
10:17Hey everybody, can I get you ears?
10:19So, the moment we've all been waiting for, thanks to our special guests, June Osborne, Luke and Moira, out of home safe.
10:28Luke and Moira, everybody. Rock stars.
10:33Thanks to them, we've confirmed the names of the commanders who shot down our planes and where they'll be most vulnerable.
10:39And those fucking Warhawks will not see us coming.
10:42As to where to target the bastards, for those of you who chose the country club, you picked a loser.
10:53If you said Commander HQ or the golf course, you also did not win.
11:00But, if you said Jezebels, you're ten bucks richer, friend.
11:06Don't spend it all in one place.
11:08What are they doing at Jezebels?
11:10We're killing commanders.
11:12They'll be distracted, they'll be boozing it up in the penthouse, so that's where we'll send our sharpshooters when they arrive next week.
11:19First we kill the commanders at Jezebels.
11:21Then our bombs go off.
11:24And the military rolls in.
11:28You're not going to make it past the first step.
11:34Sorry, that's your whole plan?
11:36You're not going to get past the first step?
11:38What are you going to do?
11:39Roll in?
11:39Guns blazing?
11:44What would you suggest?
11:47Bayonets?
11:48Have you considered poison?
11:49Yeah, that's worked in the past.
11:51I know, I was there.
11:53But everything at Jezebels is taste tested now.
11:54Really?
11:56What about the women?
12:00I mean, if you don't tell them that you're coming, they're just going to be trapped there, in the crossfire.
12:04Ellen, we don't even know what this penthouse looks like.
12:07Yeah, we need all the ins and outs, the flow of the night, the guardian shift schedule, I mean, we can't just go in blind.
12:13Nope, man, we won't be.
12:15We're going to do a dry run first.
12:17Thanks to Luke and Moira, we know exactly when the penthouse will be empty.
12:20We will get someone on the inside.
12:22They will scope it out.
12:23And they will talk to the women working there and tell them what's up.
12:26And make a plan for getting them out, right?
12:30They're not collateral damage.
12:31They're people.
12:32Yeah, in an ideal world.
12:37Which, unfortunately, is not the world we live in.
12:42I'll go.
12:45Oh, we need eyes on the penthouse?
12:47We need to warn the women?
12:47I got it.
12:49Moira, you just got back.
12:51Are you sure?
12:52Yeah, I'm the only Jezebel here.
12:55And unfortunately, I know that place like the back of my hand, so...
12:59I'm the one that's got to go.
13:02Wait on the Lord and keep his way, and he shall exalt thee to inherit the land.
13:24Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial.
13:27For when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life.
13:32Behold, how good and pleasant it is when brothers live together in unity.
13:44Being of the same mind.
13:47Being in full accord.
13:50Praise be, High Commander Barnes.
13:58Praise be.
14:00Praise be.
14:01I am blessed, gentlemen, truly, and honored by your presence.
14:09Blessed day.
14:10Blessed day.
14:11Blessed day, Commander.
14:13Blessed day.
14:14Thank you for giving me the honors.
14:17I learned it.
14:19Now, how close are Mexico and the UK to normalizing relations?
14:24New Bethlehem gives their leaders cover to get rid of their refugees, and their barren wives want to come to breathe the fresh sea air.
14:33So we're making progress.
14:34Gentlemen, don't forget to grab a gold watch on your way out.
14:37Well, cars are waiting to take you to the celebration.
14:40Celebration?
14:42You deserve to enjoy the fruits of your labors.
14:46But, uh, fruits are those.
14:48No, only the ripest that Gilead has to offer.
14:53Riper than what you've got in D.C., right?
14:55I wouldn't know.
14:56My father says you never join him there, either.
15:01Your father is a revered leader and devoted to Gilead.
15:05His service far exceeds his vices.
15:08Hmm.
15:10Blaine.
15:12What about you?
15:13Want to loosen up?
15:14Have a drink or two?
15:16You should come, Nick.
15:20Rose is expecting us home for dinner.
15:24That's right.
15:26Well, let's get this party started.
15:49Mrs. Waterford.
15:53Rose told me she's been craving sweets.
15:56That's very kind.
15:57She's resting, I'm afraid.
15:59Oh, what a shame.
16:00The pie is still warm.
16:02Well, I wouldn't turn down a slice.
16:10Never gotten used to being waited on by Martha's.
16:15I was always the cook in my house.
16:19I taught Rose.
16:20Oh.
16:21Oh.
16:23Well, I'm jealous.
16:25I am a terrible cook.
16:26I'd burn spaghetti just by looking at it.
16:30And how should I prepare for this?
16:31Oh, no.
16:32This I bought at a bakery.
16:37Oh.
16:37And how is Rose feeling?
16:39You must be thrilled.
16:40Oh, yes.
16:42This pregnancy is God's reward.
16:44I do worry, though.
16:46Put such a strain on her.
16:48Oh, well, Gilead has the best prenatal care in the world.
16:51Well, I've always been too protective.
16:53She was just so young when her mother died.
16:55Every woman deserves a loving father like you.
16:58I know I was very lucky also.
17:00I'm sure he'd be very proud of you.
17:08I've always wanted a big family.
17:11Beth and I had talked about five before she got ill.
17:17And, of course, there were challenges we all were confronted with at that time.
17:21Yes, fertility crisis, climate change, ecological collapse.
17:25Yes, even when Rose was born, there weren't enough resources to fight for every life.
17:31I put everything I had into helping her, but every child deserves a chance.
17:38Not just the children of privilege.
17:42You were certainly part of creating a nation that turned that into a reality.
17:47No.
17:49We both were.
17:50As we expand New Bethlehem, we will set Gilead back on God's path of light.
18:00No family should endure what we had to.
18:08Yes.
18:10I must admit I've had my doubts.
18:14But your faith in these reforms is a real credit to the place.
18:18And Lawrence is very lucky to have you out there selling it.
18:23I appreciate the platform.
18:26And having a voice.
18:29I know that wasn't always the case.
18:35If I may,
18:37a better man would have encouraged your influence.
18:40Hey, um, you're not going to go, okay?
18:58What?
18:59Yeah, you've got to send somebody else to do the dry run, all right?
19:02You're not going back there.
19:03I don't think you realize that psycho you sound right now,
19:06so I'm just going to give you a beat.
19:07Think if that's how you want to talk to a grown woman.
19:09You almost died in no man's land, remember?
19:11Well, what we got there is getting us one step closer to killing these motherfuckers.
19:15You know how dangerous it is for you at Jezebel's.
19:19I have a very clear picture of how dangerous Jezebel's is, thank you.
19:23Yeah?
19:23What are you going to do if they recognize you?
19:25The Martha's there were masks now.
19:26And they get rotated out every week, so nobody's going to recognize me.
19:31I just got you back.
19:33And look, June, I appreciate you saving me.
19:35I do.
19:36But now somebody's got to save these women.
19:37Then let someone else do it.
19:39Please.
19:40Please, just come to Alaska with us.
19:43We can all have a life together.
19:45We can be...
19:45No.
19:49Sorry, I want that for you guys.
19:51I do.
19:51I really...
19:52I just can't do that anymore.
19:55Do what anymore?
19:56I cannot live your life anymore.
19:57I cannot live your life anymore.
19:58Oh, shit.
20:07What?
20:16Oh, no, no, no.
20:19Look.
20:20Lauren said she was at the Red Center.
20:21No, she isn't anymore.
20:37Here, kitty, kitty, kitty.
20:39Come on.
20:41Come on.
20:41The next time I whistle for you, you're going to crawl across the floor on all fours.
20:57Now, what does the kitty say?
21:00Hi.
21:04Hi.
21:04Are you fucking stupid?
21:11Yeah.
21:14That's right.
21:24She was yours once, wasn't she?
21:30Briefly.
21:31Yeah, but not long enough to really get to know her, though, right?
21:41I'll tell you what.
21:44It's your special day.
21:45I'll let you have her this time.
21:48Well, it's a very generous offer, Lance.
21:50Maybe she's too much to handle.
21:56Cheers.
21:57Sure.
22:01Tell me you miss me.
22:07I'll miss you.
22:08Yeah, good.
22:10Now go with God.
22:12Do your duty.
22:13Good luck, Amanda.
22:16Have fun.
22:17Look at Lawrence go.
22:19Attaboy, Lawrence.
22:20Attaboy.
22:21Attaboy.
22:27Ah.
22:28We're not going to do anything.
22:43You can speak if you want.
22:47I don't want to speak to you.
22:49I get that a lot.
22:50Well, you're scary.
22:54I was in your house and now I'm here, remember?
22:58I do.
22:59I'm sorry.
23:02You rubbed the missus the wrong way.
23:06Yeah, well, you married a real cunt.
23:09Sorry.
23:09No, not at all.
23:13Don't be.
23:16What did you think was going to happen to me?
23:20With your history, either a slow death in the colonies or a quick one on the wall.
23:25I knew you had something to live for, so I did what I could to give you a shot.
23:31I knew you were going to be a good one.
24:01Phyllis is doing great. She drew this.
24:10Real talent right there. She's a genius.
24:22What's gonna happen to her?
24:24Well, hopefully she's gonna learn how to pronounce apples.
24:31She has a good life.
24:36For now?
24:38And later?
24:42Bad things happen to Commander's daughters, too.
24:48Are you going to help her?
24:50I'll do everything I can to keep her safe.
24:55Okay.
25:01Can I go now?
25:05Wait a few minutes. I'm not a kid anymore.
25:08I'll get suspicious.
25:09I'm suspicious.
25:11I'm sorry.
25:13I'll get to bed.
25:14Look at you.
25:40Look at me what?
25:41No, you were just a kid when I met you, and now you're here.
25:47Well, safest place to be.
25:50And you're this.
25:53Safest thing to be.
25:59Well, I'm glad you're safe.
26:04Is it true, everything they're saying, is it really better here?
26:09Yeah, I think so.
26:11And it'll stay that way?
26:13Well, it's my job to make sure it does.
26:19Well, then I will stay.
26:22But only until you can get my family out.
26:24All of us.
26:26And you're a commander, so you can do that, right?
26:32Eventually, it could take a while, like a year or two.
26:34Can you wait that long?
26:37For my family?
26:40Yes, anything.
26:40No, this looks good.
26:47What are you doing?
26:51Good work.
26:56Hey.
26:57This is all Luke's planning.
26:59You know?
27:01He's become an effective leader here.
27:02We're going to miss him.
27:03You should make the compartment bigger.
27:06It's a long ride.
27:10I need you to send me into Jezebel's.
27:12I'll do it.
27:15I'll do the dry run.
27:16I'll scope out the penthouse.
27:18I'll connect with the women.
27:20Whatever you need.
27:21Moira is going to do...
27:26I'm going instead of Moira.
27:28I know the place very well.
27:30I've been there many times.
27:31June, Moira has already volunteered.
27:33She hasn't been in Gilead in many, many years.
27:35She has no idea what it's going to be like when she goes back there.
27:38Especially into Jezebel's where she was...
27:41No.
27:42She could...
27:43She could panic.
27:43She could freak out.
27:45One slip, she's dead.
27:48What makes you so sure you won't panic?
27:52I can handle myself.
27:57I have to go, okay?
28:00My friend is there, and...
28:03She's...
28:04She's like a little sister to me, so...
28:09Jen, I'm sorry about your...
28:11Look, if you send Moira in, and she gets into trouble...
28:15She's on her own.
28:16If you send me, you know that I have a commander on the inside.
28:21You know he'll help me.
28:28So what do I tell Moira?
28:30And Luke?
28:32Leave it with me.
28:33God, listen, I said the sewer line is in front of Rick and Fitts Combs now.
28:49Are you sure?
28:50Yeah.
28:50Hey.
28:50I'm here to myself.
28:52Hey, sorry to interrupt.
28:53Can I talk to you for a second?
28:55Yeah, sure.
28:55I'll...
28:56Look, catch up on this later.
28:57What's up?
28:58Um, there's been a change plan, and...
29:01June!
29:03What did you say to Ellen?
29:06Look, I'm just trying to keep you safe, okay?
29:08What's going on?
29:09She told Ellen that she's going to Jezebel's instead of me.
29:12You're not going to Alaska?
29:13No, of course I'm going to Alaska.
29:15But my friend Janine, she's at Jezebel's, and I need to go see her.
29:18Wait, you were just telling me that I shouldn't be the one staying.
29:21I know, but something has come up.
29:22I will follow you there.
29:24Go see Holly.
29:24Go take care of them.
29:26And I will be right behind you, okay?
29:27No, no, no.
29:27You go.
29:28You go take care of them.
29:29That's your mom.
29:30I know.
29:31June, June.
29:32You don't have to be here.
29:33I know what I'm doing, okay?
29:34Wow.
29:35And I was in there way longer than you.
29:37That's not the fucking point.
29:38This is...
29:38You went behind my back.
29:39You didn't even come talk to me.
29:40So disrespectful.
29:41No, no.
29:42You know what's disrespectful?
29:43The fact that you both lied to me for months.
29:46Oh, come on.
29:46And you kept all of this a secret, okay?
29:49That's fucking disrespectful.
29:50Because we knew you'd freak out.
29:52Exactly.
29:52Just like you're doing.
29:53Like you're freaking out right now.
29:54And just mess up all the work we've done.
29:56Okay, be mad.
29:57You know what?
29:57Be mad at me.
29:58That's absolutely fine.
30:00I do not give a shit.
30:01Be mad, but you will be alive.
30:03Oh, that is so goddamn infantilizing.
30:07I'm going to Jezebel's.
30:09So you can either come with me or you can not go at all.
30:12Hey.
30:13Hey.
30:14What the fuck are you trying to prove?
30:15Huh?
30:17Nothing.
30:18I don't have to prove anything to me.
30:19You guys are out of your depth.
30:20You don't know what you're doing.
30:22You don't know how to fight in there, okay?
30:24And you will not survive.
30:27You think that little of us?
30:36Do not follow me.
30:38This isn't even about us.
30:45This is about you and what you want.
30:48What are you talking about?
30:50What are you talking about?
30:52I wouldn't even be here if I didn't have to come rescue you.
30:55Oh, yeah.
30:56Then go back to Alaska.
30:58The truth of it is, you want to go in.
31:01You want to fight.
31:02But I built this plan from the ground up.
31:07Okay?
31:09I'm going to deliver my bombs to the locations I picked.
31:13This is my chance to fight for Hannah.
31:14This was my Eleanor's favorite book when she was a little girl.
31:36One day you're going to read it, too.
31:37All by yourself.
31:40Oh, little princess.
31:41Chapter one.
31:43Sarah.
31:45Once, on a dark winter's day,
31:49when the yellow fog hung so thick and heavy in the streets of London
31:53that the lamps were lighted and the shop windows blazed with gas as they do at night,
32:00an odd-looking little girl
32:04sat in a cab with her father
32:10and was driven rather slowly through the big thoroughfares.
32:18She sat with her feet tucked under her
32:21and leaned against her father,
32:25who held her in his arm
32:27as she stared out the window at the passing people
32:31with a queer, old-fashioned thoughtfulness
32:35in her big eyes.
32:42She was such a little girl
32:45that one did not expect to see
32:48such a look on her small face.
32:52It would have been an old look
32:54for a child of 12
32:56and Sarah Crowe was only seven.
32:59The fact was
33:00that however,
33:01she could not herself remember any time
33:03she had not been thinking things about her own life.
33:11I've enjoyed our walks.
33:14Me too.
33:14You won't remember this,
33:18but I saw you a few years ago
33:21at one of the balls in D.C.
33:23You were dancing and had this glow.
33:28I've never seen such beauty and grace.
33:31A few years ago?
33:32Oh, yes, you were married.
33:34Oh, I see.
33:35I prayed for God's forgiveness that night
33:37for coveting another man's wife.
33:39By then he was less of a man,
33:42more albatross.
33:44Really?
33:47Did we talk?
33:49Oh, I was too shy to approach you.
33:53But
33:53I did wish I was the one
33:56dancing with you that night.
33:58Here, now.
34:07In the middle of the street.
34:08Come on.
34:09Let's go.
34:09Ah, ha.
34:22Let's go.
35:23Clifford, Commander Wharton.
35:26Blessed evening.
35:27Hey.
35:28Hi.
35:29You know, I get it.
35:39You know, if you have to go in, then go in with me.
35:49If you want to fight, then let's fight together.
36:01Of course I want to fight.
36:02Anna's there.
36:03If you want to fight, then let's fight together.
36:08Of course I want to fight.
36:13Anna's there.
36:18But I've been on the road you're on.
36:25And I know how it feels.
36:29It feels really good for a while.
36:31Really good.
36:33And you feel like you're getting close to her.
36:40And sometimes you do.
36:46And then she's gone again.
36:53And it really, really, really hurts.
36:59I guess I was just trying to save you from that or something.
37:08You can't.
37:12I had this idea that I wanted us to be a family.
37:25Again.
37:27In Alaska.
37:28But the truth is, it's not possible.
37:37It doesn't matter where we are.
37:38It doesn't matter if we are in Canada.
37:40It doesn't matter if we are in Alaska.
37:42It doesn't matter if we are here.
37:44Because she's not here.
37:46It just feels like when we lost her.
38:02That it broke us.
38:04And broke me.
38:09And I feel like it breaks us every day.
38:20Yeah.
38:23Yeah, we're a broken family.
38:29And we may be beyond saving.
38:34But I already got one impossible dream.
38:38What?
38:44I got you back.
38:47You're alive.
38:48You know?
38:49You're alive.
38:50I'm alive.
38:51And so this is who we are now.
38:56There's two lunatics going into Gilead on a wing and a prayer.
39:02For her.
39:03You know that even if this main day plan were to work perfectly, Richard will not.
39:16You know that doesn't mean necessarily that we may get to her, right?
39:17I need you to know that.
39:18Yeah.
39:19Yeah.
39:20But we gotta try.
39:21Yeah.
39:22But we gotta try.
39:23Yeah.
39:24Yeah.
39:25Yeah.
39:26Yeah.
39:27Yeah.
39:28Yeah.
39:29Yeah.
39:30Yeah.
39:31Yeah.
39:32We gotta try.
39:33Yeah.
39:34Yeah.
39:35Yeah.
39:36We gotta try.
39:37Yeah.
39:38Yeah, we gotta try.
39:48We gotta try.
39:53Yeah.
39:56Yeah, we gotta try.
40:09God, you know I love you, right?
40:14Yeah.
40:19I guess so.
40:22You know I love you, right?
40:28I love you.
40:30Yeah.
40:35Yeah.
40:48Yeah.
40:52I love you.
41:08Yeah.
41:09At this moment, she was remembering the voyage she had just made from Bombay with her father, Captain Crew.
41:28She was thinking of the big ship, of the Laskars passing silently to and fro on it,
41:34of the children playing about on the hot deck, and of some young officer's wives who used to try to make her talk to them and laugh at the things she said.
41:46Principally, she was thinking of what a queer thing it was that at one time one was in India in the blazing sun,
41:55and then in the middle of the ocean, and then driving in a strange vehicle through strange streets where the day was as dark as the night.
42:03She found this so puzzling that she moved closer to her father.
42:09Papa, she said in a low, mysterious little voice, which was almost a whisper.
42:14Papa?
42:15What is it, darling? Captain Crew answered, holding her closer and looking down into her face.
42:22What is Sarah thinking of?
42:24Is this the place? Sarah whispered, cuddling still closer to him.
42:29Is it Papa?
42:30Yes, little Sarah, it is.
42:33It is.