Bad B-tches Only Episode 7
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00:00Have you ever had to close this with a bitch that you can't stand or maybe be in a room with a bitch that you
00:04Used to date, but now she fucking on your new nigga. Yeah, that's this show
00:16You get the head up
00:18Oh
00:48I
01:03Can you try this shit won't get up to see the light girl you don't like girls and I respected that I'm gay
01:09I like dick. I like big black dick
01:18Like I said, and that's the baddest bitch I gotta have her and let it up
01:22But when it was other hoes in the chat, so that's the final shit on his heart eyes
01:27She ain't say shit to them. Y'all came in here. Hey, you know
01:33Bitches is hanging on us. She's talking about some race murder. Whatever. They want to call me race race funny type of like race
01:43Let me tell you something what
01:45She bought her sister, oh, that's fine
01:48two for one
01:50She said she was just crashing out. They better
01:54They better
01:55We are not making you are forcing you to get up and just immediately fight. We need that dialogue
02:01We want to know what the hell happened
02:04I can only do the white I go crazy off the dark
02:15Oh
02:19It's a rightful snap-snap you up
02:22Oh
02:42You are now watching now, that's TV
02:52Bitch I ain't cocky. I just know what I look like. I could have bad joke nigga
02:57He look right every time I post a picture nigga in my life. Every time I post a pic
03:02I know you matter fuck invite me to the party. I'm gonna turn it up
03:05Keep a bunch of bad bitches. That's gonna turn it up. Even though a bitch thought she could she can't fuck with us
03:10I ain't gotta do a lot. They say I do too much hair
03:14I make a bitch want to cry. Where's the tissue pretty fuck?
03:18What's the issue
03:21It's the pretty bitch party
03:24Away, who's your party clean up on me bitch? I put that shit on can't nobody tell me boss niggas ain't cheap and bad bitches
03:30Ain't free. It's a pretty bitch party
03:49I
03:53Feel in this room a lot of y'all are fake as fuck and the reason why I'm saying this is because
03:58Yesterday, I found out I was gonna get jumped. I'm part of the new guys. I'm your new girl
04:06I fuck with you. We fuck with each other. We do it was it was a
04:11Misunderstanding
04:14So a mutual friend that we know has told me that you said you wanted to be my a is that true
04:21I never said that shit. I'm gonna check lucky
04:41Oh
05:11I
05:28Square up get ready to swing this one
05:31But then I realized if my motherfucking head goes down in this seat this bitch got me so I back the fuck up bitch
05:36You're not getting a storyline out of me
05:38And if I were to put my hands on her minutes bitch would have been beefing the whole season and that's what would have kept
05:42Her around
06:08She's texting me what to say, okay
06:26I'm just saying she never said nothing about 50 on party head. That was nothing
06:31I
06:35Get brought up to me about a situation that happened with me and me being jumped and me putting some money on some bitches head
06:43So at this point bitches think I don't put 20,000 on the motherfucking owner of the network's wife's head
06:50First of all bitch, it was 50,000 and it wasn't on her. It was on some other bitches
06:55I've been on the phone me and Carly been head talk. We've I just talk
07:06That if the respect is done in public has to put up in public I understand us
07:10But what I'm saying is that it was already handled between me and Carly
07:14Why are we even talking about the owner that pays us right like Joe?
07:18Come on
07:23That's really
07:25Hey
07:31Because he knows that I already know it was love because he's a motherfucking boss
07:35It was like I see the boss because he handled because he had no business and he don't ever had a business
07:41He's not gonna come at you. No type of way a boss make all the workers work. So now I'm irritated
07:46I'm irritated as fuck cuz not only do you got this retarded ass bitch who can't fight lying to every motherfucking body cuz she's scared
07:53But now you got people lying on my motherfucking name for no reason and now I got to defend myself
08:19Okay, everything
08:24So we get back to the house and there's a beautiful spread out waiting for us, you know
08:30The bad bitch has got to have a bad bitch dinner. So y'all know I'm the plastic surgery queen
08:37And you know, I speak on my shape because at the end of the day, yes, I have gotten over 20 surgeries
08:41Yes from head to toe. I've gotten about seven eight. I'm with you like
08:47You know, I own the biggest factory in Cali, Colombia
08:50That's doing my father's I got over like 55 house for yeah, I wanna you know
08:55I want to give all of you guys, you know
08:56But I want to say something like my father's not only for BBL bitches
09:01I want like somebody like told me to model my father's too. I want everybody to model my fat slim thick
09:08You know big small whatever like I want it to be for everybody not just BBL bitches
09:14Like I want it to be for everybody. You know I'm saying but what's the brand called? What is it like?
09:20Oh
09:30We're sitting down and this big ass fucking jiggy ass
09:35Fucking get with me ass nigga walks through this big ass fucking fat ass fur on my bike
09:41Who the fuck is this nigga like we can't bring no man into the show who might they be fighting over this nigga life
09:48I'm like get this nigga to fuck out of here and get this thing out here to fuck immediately
09:53I get the fuck mad in this bitch
10:18I
10:23Got a son of everything
10:26We get to this is one white and yellow one rose gold white yellow for you for the white yellow AP and the rose for you
10:39Unbeknownst to me blue Jasmine makes a call to my brother so he could pop up
10:44And you know give me some things to lift up my energy because my shit is missing and gone
10:49So he pulls up with some glasses some Cartier some buffs, and then we got matching earrings
10:55Matching chains because that's what bad bitches do when you down and out we gonna lift each other up and blue Jasmine girl
11:02I needed that pick-me-up girl, but can I get a watch next time bitch?
11:05Y'all don't understand like y'all don't understand me and Jasmine know each other for like seven eight years
11:11We already had our fallout before in real life real bitches do have fallouts and it happens
11:17I'm very grateful that our friendship and our sisterhood
11:21Was fixed especially because I lost my sister, so I know you really like my sister girl, and I love you I
11:28Felt like I was just sitting in a fucking table with a bunch of Judas's like I don't want to eat with y'all bitches
11:34I probably look away when y'all poison my food then I see this nigga walk in his finest fuck
11:39I was pissed as fuck as bitch you had no gift for me
11:42I love you Naya, but fuck you and fuck you blue Jasmine cuz I did not fucking get a chain, too
11:48Yeah, I'm a bitter bitch fuck you talking about come meet us at Starless tonight
12:09What's good y'all y'all already know it's your girl Bianca Bonnie and y'all know y'all couldn't come to my city without putting one of the
12:24Baddest fatties on bad bitches only being a bad bitch means getting money
12:30Making sure you take care of your family
12:33Standing on business and just being you like being a realized bitch. What's good y'all?
12:40Yeah, I know y'all can't have a bad bitches only show what I wanted
12:45Bianca and Maya is to the motherfucking love for me
12:52Screaming bitch like motherfucking Beyonce just walked in the room relax. Oh, this is just Bianca
12:58This is a regular hoe bitch you in here screaming like the motherfucking Barack Obama or some shit just walked up in this bitch relax
13:05Bitch relax relax. Bitch is Bianca's chicken noodle soup. We've seen her for years. We under we get it
13:12Regardless if you fuck with me or not
13:15Nobody can stop what I got nothing. No, nobody
13:18cameraman producer
13:21Nobody, so I just want everybody to just show me the same love that I give out
13:27If you don't give it over fuck you I don't give a fuck but at the end of the day, I truly do
13:32I truly do be fucking with everybody
13:35I want to say one thing like we had i'm not even gonna get into the little conversation we had but from the conversation
13:40We had I want to tell you that I see you
13:42and i'm grateful like
13:43Even though i've been on tv before the sacrifices that you made and the things that you've been through and the fact that you're able
13:48To still show up
13:50Through everything that you've been through. I respect it. Like I got og to big legs
13:55Like I respect it a little. Yeah, I respect you and I see you
13:59But you already know how I feel about you
14:03Yeah
14:18Y'all need to get
14:25Oh, where's uh, where's gorgeous at always where's gorgeous
14:31Gorgeous only be pranked when she's gone. She do
14:35I love pranks
14:36So when all that shit happened on the spinner when I got off I was overwhelmed and like I said, I struggled with anxiety
14:43so
14:44I get on my motherfucking phone. I booked me a room at the langham in new york. I'm leaving. I want to go home
14:49I shouldn't be able to be fucking playing i'm here trying to help bitches be better bitches
14:54So then they all like this is a bad look so moving forward
14:57I don't want to stay because this is short term the career that I'm with is long term
15:02So I ended up having a heart-to-heart with production because bitches was ready to leave
15:06I didn't give a fuck about none of this shit at all. Send me home. I want to go home
15:10But they were like, you know, you're a mentor. You're a bad bitch. You're a boss. You don't quit
15:16So if you quit right now
15:18What's that gonna look like? I'm in a club right now. I'm a stripper
15:22But i'm working for being a fucking lawyer and I can't have that taken from me
15:25I really can't that's my career. That's what I want to be. That's what I love
15:29It really made me think of the girls that I mentor
15:33And I always tell them to stay strong and all this other shit and I was like
15:37I gotta stay
15:41So who want to lead the cheers blacks I think you should what we cheering to we're only choosing one thing
15:52Guys
15:53So now it is time for a girl's night out. I need it. I need to see some niggas. Let's start there
16:00I'm tired of seeing these bitches. So everybody know when you come to new york, the number one strip club is starlets
16:06Zyngarde told y'all that
16:08We're gonna throw some money. We're gonna drink i'ma get on the ones and twos. I've been missing dj'ing
16:14We about to have us a ball
16:22So
16:29We went to starless and shut starless the fuck down spread some motherfucking bag there
16:35Do what we fucking do like we took the fuck over like that, but just only you know the fuck going on
16:41We all look sexy. We all look good. I ain't had no complaints about how nobody look. I don't know if fucking milan had on the goddamn
16:47monica 32s
16:49but
16:50you know
16:51Other than that everybody looked absolutely amazing. We had a motherfucking blast
17:01Everybody was vibing. It was really on some bad bitch shit
17:09Anybody that problems with each other they put that to the side. It was just fun shaking ass and it was just such a good vibe
17:20Again, yeah
17:36It's more fun. Oh shit. Hold on so many bitches
17:51I never got a roll with ice. No rush growing me dumb back and forth pushing stuff
17:55Make your peace and love turn to peace and gloves. Now. You gotta do it right now
18:04Good morning, girl
18:10Today we're gonna go to a toy ride
18:14In my city and i'm super excited. This really means a lot to me
18:18I don't know, but I was a team mom. I had my swimming team
18:22Oh, damn
18:23Yeah, and I was also in um, like I was in foster care. So I was you know, obviously
18:29and um
18:31Friend and um, so yeah, so i've been to actually 20 times for my son, you know
18:37Thank god. I don't have to do that today, but
18:40I'm excited to like give back
18:43Today
18:44we're having a toy drive in my city and this is really close to my heart and really close to home because
18:51Um, not only do I look forward to in life just to give back to people in my city
18:56Who've gone through the things i've gone through but i've been in the in that situation too in the past
19:01You know, I was a teen mom. I had my son at 15
19:03And so yeah, i've i've gone to toy drives and my son has left there very happy after seeing santa getting some toys
19:10And, you know, I just felt so good giving back to the the same place that I came from
19:14So, you know that everything turns tables always turn everything's three six foot
19:18So i'm excited to be in my city giving back to you know to the world to the people that the world that gave back to me
19:25So this is
19:28You want to feel that emotional feeling because when everybody else is a couple mothers in your life
19:34I miss my mom
19:38My mother is when this made me so happy
19:40Yeah, it's a choice to the kids like who's less fortunate, you know, that's what I feel like bad bitches
19:47Do like they give to the community and stuff, you know
19:51And we all coming together not arguing like not fighting like just supporting people like yeah, that's what I feel bad bitches
19:58I do
20:00It's christmas time. Everybody's not fortunate to provide for their kids
20:06You know i'm saying to be to have a happy merry christmas. So that made me feel very warm inside
20:11All right, they're also close to new york the toy drive the kids and i'm three bad bitches only one two three
20:29So
20:33Toy drive bad bitches give back
20:37We're gonna go find
20:39Some toys for the kids. So it's the last day and it's the toy drive and I love doing shit like this
20:45Especially because the way I was feeling so it was good to be able to get dressed and feel like i'm doing something positive
20:52For the community because there was so
20:54much negative energy
20:56Y'all remember this
20:58When y'all used to do that girl's hair, this is a class. Oh, that's so cute
21:03Yeah, remember we're trying to learn how to braid hair
21:06Greasing it up. So I decided to get this because um, I grew up with a big family
21:13Um, I had two brothers and one sister
21:16It was like a domestic
21:18violent situation so my mom had to take all the
21:22Get away
21:23We did things like this because it was interactive like with you know, my whole family
21:28so
21:29Sometimes when you don't have a lot of money
21:31Get things like this so you're in the house and you know, you're just having fun. I love learning as a kid
21:38And I feel like the generation that we have now
21:41Like they're way behind like you got high school kids still in elementary. So I think it's very important for kids to
21:47Learn stuff and have fun at the same time. They told us pick something that really means something to you
21:54so
21:55I had a couple leapfrogs in there
21:57But I wanted to make sure I had got a black baby doll because when I was a little girl
22:02My mom said I was doing very good and she said you deserve a reward
22:07So we'll go to the store and pick you out a baby doll and I wanted the black baby doll even though I am
22:14Only 50
22:16My mom told me
22:18That I couldn't get it. She said I could only get the white baby doll
22:22Or I could get the mixed one
22:24So I made sure when I got that one, I wanted to give it to a little girl and I wanted to tell her
22:29be proud
22:31To be a black woman
22:33Even if you're not viewed by everybody else
22:36And you're told by other people that you're not black enough or your skin
22:41Is too dark
22:44Be proud merry christmas
22:48Can't wait to see the children later
22:52And I just love everybody big names love the kids
23:09Got a bunch of toys we rung them up put them in a u-haul
23:13We even had food
23:15We went to a local juice bar
23:17And everybody came out and just to see all the kids that were in need the parents that were in need we gave
23:23Back and that is the goal
23:27When you grow up in life, you have to give back that good energy
23:31It comes back to you and that's something that I always want for bad bitches only and everything that we have going on over here
23:39Merry christmas
23:41Oh
23:43I do remember, you know when I was little like I said, i'm from jamaica
23:47So we didn't live the luxury life. I didn't always have you know a barbie or anything
23:53You know to play with we just you know
23:56Take stuff from outside and make it something this christmas. These kids need to have fun
24:01No matter what the struggle the parents are going through the kids should never feel it. What would you like for christmas?
24:06You want a bike?
24:12Everybody everybody
24:14You're gonna wait for your bike, okay
24:21We walk around with a lot of pain and a lot of struggle and we just push forward for our children
24:25You know what? I mean?
24:26So I know that going there and having kids receive those gifts made them feel so good
24:30So just being there at the toy drive really touched my heart and it just I cried I did I did cry
24:36They just so happy like the smiles on the kids face, I love providing and giving back to the community
24:43That's what I feel a bad bitch do like they give back
24:57So i'm really excited I feel like the the um toy giveaway that was really dope i'm glad that we could do
25:04Something for the kids
25:07It just sucks for me. I was in foster care when I was younger. Oh for real me too. I didn't know that. Okay
25:11Yeah from like seven it's up until and then uh when I got older
25:16My mom ended up losing custody of all of us. So
25:19I was already living a grown woman life by 16. I feel like I came far for sure like you have girl. Yeah, girl
25:26Yeah, I do this shit. I would have never expected that from you. Oh, yeah
25:29To be honest, I never really had christmases when I was young. I don't remember having christmases i'm gonna be real
25:35I was just so like in the streets like I don't know. I was just like
25:39in foster care group homes and gangs and I don't I don't remember having christmas but
25:45Now for my kids i'd be turning christmas up girl
25:49Like i'll go and spend like three four five thousand like every christmas and yeah, I turn it up and I also like even with um
25:58Me and my daughter like I
26:00Want to be different. I don't want it to be the same thing repeating cycle of the same shit over and over again
26:05How do we stop that? How do we stop that?
26:08Just try to be the best us. Yeah
26:11It's scary. We're still learning like we're still trying to figure out our own lives while trying to raise
26:16I don't know. I have a girl trying to raise a little girl. Yeah
26:20Into her life, you know what?
26:21I mean, it's like it's not easy but I feel like it's a learning experience and I feel like as long as you're like
26:26transparent with your kids and like
26:28Give them everything that you possibly can. I feel like kids aren't dumb. You know what i'm saying?
26:32They can see stuff. They they can feel stuff. They know your heart. They know where you're coming from
26:35Even when you make mistakes, you know, I think it's important to be like transparent with your kids and
26:40Apologize when you're wrong, you know what I mean and know that like you're still a person
26:47So jay on the walk over here
26:50You say that you grew up fortunate. I'm not i'm not gonna say like, oh I grew up struggling on my
26:56My parents had money like my dad had money. My mom was just like took care of but
27:01I was born and I was adopted to my uncle growing up. I thought my biological mom was my cousin
27:08And so my you know, the moms I thought my mom she's my actual aunt
27:12And I always thought she was my mom. So, you know eventually when somebody slipped up and said it
27:16I was a confused ass child, you know what?
27:19this girl
27:21Is being super defensive
27:23Against me and everybody else because she had to grow up or be this type of way or struggle in a different way
27:31That some of us did I connected with her a hundred percent because i'm like if somebody doesn't tell you their story
27:37How are you supposed to know? Well, how do you feel about since being your last show?
27:41how do you feel about like doing this now and restarting and you know things like that because
27:47The vibes are different between between what you did there and what you're doing now when I did that show
27:52and I did it it gave me a lot of anxiety because i'm not very like
27:56Open and out person. So at first I had my moments here. I'm like
28:01I'm ready to go like i'm
28:02I'm about to go get some money like fuck this shit
28:04But I was like no like i'm trying to see something different out of life
28:08Like, you know saying people look at me
28:10And they're like, oh, she's just a hoe or oh, she just no i'm not baby
28:13I am so much. I became I I overcame so much in my life like
28:19I can't like I don't know so much good for me
28:22Like people thought I would never make it this far and I have I could definitely relate to that 100
28:27How can you relate to that?
28:29I've just always been an underdog. You know what i'm saying?
28:32Like i've always been the one that people really did not count on
28:36Being here today right now sitting next to y'all. I have like a troubled child as well
28:42Like my mom's suffering with mental health problems and that caused us to be like in and out of foster care
28:47Because she's like suffering from deep depression to where she just really couldn't care for us
28:51I done seen a lot
28:52I think that kind of made my experience with tv different because I already came in the game with thick skin
28:57And since I already like I said always been an underdog and people never really believed in me for real
29:03and I think that's why I kind of took it personal and like took it to heart with our situation you feel me because
29:07I felt like you seen me you feel me when we started the big lex process
29:13Me lex and jay
29:15Walked through central park
29:17And you know, we had a heart-to-heart conversation about where we come from and it's just a fulfilling moment to be here
29:24Enjoying this space with all of these beautiful women
29:28I'm, really happy to be here. What is your y'all's vision for yourselves at this point?
29:34I'm, just gonna continue beating the odds, you know
29:36I started doing my music which I I I held that in for a long time
29:41I've always been a writer like in school. I was into poetry and literature and stuff like that
29:46Um, so me stepping outside my comfort zone and like getting in a booth
29:50You know how that shit feel like because you do music like that shit is so empowering
29:54And I really just want to push forward with my music
29:56I'm, just trying to get jay drews to the top. Like you said, I love my music too. I love music
30:02I love acting I love me. So i'm just trying to be a better woman first
30:07I'm trying to be a better woman a stronger woman once I can make sure I beat them girls
30:12I can overcome anything. I want to do. Okay, nothing anything I put my mind to I can do it
30:16I'm gonna look at larue in a different type of way. She's a soft woman. She's growing. She's learning
30:24She's going to elevate and she's going to keep on being
30:27The best version that she can possibly be and i'm rooting for her
30:32100%
30:33Well, I just got this text message
30:36I just got this text message from naya. Okay, she said she wants to do something special for us. Okay, so
30:43Let's go do that. But before we go, I want to do a group hug
30:48Because bad bitches support other bad bitches for sure and only them hating hoes got a problem
31:00Mama you better wish for a deal or bad girl
31:07I ain't supposed to tell you what I wish for. Oh
31:10You play too much
31:13Give me another coin. Hey ladies. Wait mama my friends is here
31:21Come on ladies come around the well y'all gotta make a good wish
31:27So me and my mother, you know
31:28We decided to take a little walk or whatever and we met up with some of the girls by this little wishing well
31:34and
31:35We all basically, you know said a wish and doing you know doing our coins
31:42God continue to let me grow to become a better woman
31:48I wish that my book the 48 laws of a bad bitch ends up on the new york best
31:52Time selling new york number one time selling. You know what? I mean? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah
31:56I wish
31:57That um, I have uh the best year of my life this upcoming 2025
32:03I pray that I take all wins and no losses because i'm tired of them going in and back
32:08I need a straight streak of wins god, please
32:11I already know i'm getting my wish i'm getting a house. Okay
32:15Um, I just wish for success, you know i'm saying I wish that we all strive
32:20I wish that we all are in better rooms
32:23Not just this room all rooms and all platforms, you know i'm saying and good health. Well, you know and just
32:32Be a bad bitch, I wish I could help all the girls in the world without
32:39Without hurting myself in the process
32:42i'm wishing for
32:43generational wealth for myself and my family
32:47Starting with the 50k that not as tv finna get me
32:52Get that coin
32:54I was like
32:56In this moment, like i'm just feeling such a connection because during our walk
33:01I found out that sav was also in foster care and group homes
33:06And you know that really touched me because I was like wow, I never really met another woman
33:11Pursuing her dreams who gone through what I gone through and here she is two three shows in
33:16And she went through the same thing I went through and so i'm i'm just feeling so warm inside and i'm feeling like a true
33:22Sisterhood with these women now, it's time to hit the slumber party mama. You can't come to that. All right
33:31Love you
33:52So
34:09So we were all sitting in the living room like one big happily defunctional family
34:14And we're just there in our pajamas eating and talking, you know relating and everything that happened
34:19Are you guys nervous about the last day though?
34:22Are you guys nervous about the last day?
34:25I'm sad about the last day because
34:27I'm a lonely person
34:30I can't even live with my own mother. I always have my own everything on place or everything
34:34I've been living by my own since I was young
34:37but
34:37I'm not gonna lie. I got kind of used to y'all
34:42So i'm not even watching on today
34:44Hey
34:45I know y'all feel like sisters like my sisters like i'm not used to being around a lot of girls now
34:51This is a first for me because i'm like to myself and like, you know
34:55I gotta like get to know you to like open up. But yeah, cool. I like being around bad bitches
35:00There's no problem, you know, everybody looking really nice and they holiday stuff and you know, we just basically running around, you know
35:06Going around the group asking, you know
35:09Who got issues with who you know that final wrap up y'all know why we here
35:13I definitely feel like you stirred the pot a little bit
35:15I was a little a little offended on a plane with a little bird comment, but i'm not gonna hold that over you
35:20You I think you don't know when to bring shit up outside of that. You came in the house with good energy
35:25I just don't think you know when to bring shit up and I don't think it's pressing when you're just asking a question
35:29I mean if you think it's pressing because i'm asking a question then that's you know, that's personal problem
35:33No, you were pressing her about a situation that you was not even
35:37Question I said if somebody called you I said they was gonna beat your ass
35:41Why you didn't handle your what you heard that about her when you came in this house you came
35:45I noticed that it was a lot of tension in the room
35:49A lot of people had things they wanted to get off their chest. So I figured that this wasn't even gonna be like
35:55A good game. I didn't think this was gonna be a good slumber party. It was gonna be a christmas brawl
36:01Nicole my crazy friend. I love you forever
36:05and ever
36:06Just be in my own world don't take nothing personal I just be nicole like i'm just
36:13Psycho, that's why i've been in fucking 20 mental institutions since I was 15 years old. Like i'm
36:20I've never been to jail and this is something that i'm like it's really personal in my life
36:23But i'm gonna express to y'all like i've been to a lot of mental institutions
36:28Because i'll be just crashing the fuck out and it has nothing to do with no man
36:33No, nobody like depression. Yeah depression. That's why i'm very mental health advocate
36:40I've been with mental health advocate for like a long time. I'll be dealing with my own demons
36:45Obviously like I deal with depression ptsd and i'm very open with my shit. Everybody's like oh my god
36:50Nicole lives a great life. She's on tv. She's good at it. She's always
36:55And y'all don't know behind the scenes i'll be fucking miserable as fuck
37:00Oh
37:00And i'm not gonna lie like y'all I used to be I used to I used to like really take my life
37:07every day like
37:08I like that's why i'm always like advocating for mental health because every day is hard for me and you would you wouldn't even know that
37:15Because i'm always living the best life
37:17When nicole was talking about her struggles with mental health and depression
37:23I got emotional. I couldn't help it because i've been through a lot of shit in my home
37:28It's our life
37:30Holy god knows
37:31And I still here now because I got her because god loves me and i'm supposed to be here
37:36So when she was talking about all this stuff
37:39I was crying for real
37:42I was four months pregnant and I had him in the carriage and then my man dies and I was waiting for three years
37:48Then he got murdered nicole that moment we had in my house in the living room after we hung out
37:53That's what changed my life
37:55You on you because you know, we always see each other in the club and it's like shots shots
37:59And like you said, you know, I lost my sister and we had that conversation in my living room
38:03And that's when I seen the real person
38:05That's why I never like I always wanted you and jasmine to figure it out because I seen you
38:10Like vulnerable and you know, I seen my girl vulnerable and most of us like we all like done took hits and been through some shit
38:19So I seen you like and that's why I didn't come in here on no light
38:23You know what? I mean? And let me tell you everybody in this fucking house. We love you
38:30Nobody knew that nicole had suicidal thoughts
38:33I think that we've all had times and moments where we may have not had suicidal thoughts
38:37We may have just just wanted our problems to go away. Whatever
38:40That looks like to you
38:42You know, everybody identified
38:44However, they feel in those moments where they want their problems to go away
38:48I'm being mad wrong right now. I've been trying to kill myself since I was 15 years old
38:53I've been trying to kill myself since I was 11 years old
38:57Here comes mommy g
38:59Like what is this? Is we like assigning bitches to the asylum or is this bad bitches only? Okay
39:09It's not funny
39:11No one should be trying to it's not
39:14This is not funny
39:15You don't know what people go through
39:18You don't know what people have been through in their life and this is it's not funny
39:24It ain't shit funny about this bitch
39:27Yeah
39:32For me that's like evil. I've really expressed myself on national tv that i've been suicidal
39:39That i've been like trying to like hurt myself that i've been trying to take myself away from this world and y'all just laughing
40:03This bitch is just so mad she just can't take this beautiful black
40:08Bitch sitting in front of her like everybody in the room laughing and you want to say something to me. You're strange
40:15I really think you want to eat my pussy. You're a good garage. You're a good garage. No, no, no, no, you don't know baby
40:21Relax
40:30To call a black girl a cockroach
40:33And you a spanish girl be fucking for real
40:36Like don't do that mami g that shit was uncalled for you could have called her anything that's like calling her a nigga
40:41No, fuck that bitch. Don't call her by no cockroach, bitch
40:44Don't call nobody that stone shit like that. First of all, we black bitch and you
40:48Merciful I'm dominican. I'm black too
41:03I'll call her kakarot because that's why she look like to me
41:08And bitch is always picking up on me for no reason I think she because of me because she feel intimidated
41:13And not her competition. I don't even feel like she belongs in here
41:18And I don't even feel like she's a bad bitch
41:20Mami, I liked you a hundred percent before the fucking cockroach shit
41:24My bitch that shit was weird. Don't know what I mean, babe
41:28But you gotta be careful because the world don't know what you mean. We didn't know what you meant
41:32Don't put don't put nothing out that you gotta make people question you about
41:38Girl I get what you're saying. No, but if saying cockroach to a black girl, it just
41:45Okay, do you owe me an apology?
41:47For making the comment. Not to you. Do you owe me an apology? I don't owe you an apology for saying that
41:52You're not going to apologize for a fight. Which one you want to do? You want to apologize or fight?
41:57Do you want to apologize or fight?
41:59Do you want to apologize or fight?
42:01Do you want to apologize or fight? Yeah, get up
42:06Yes, you are. Yes, you are. Yes, you are
42:17You the weak bitch. Come on. Again. Just apologize. Again
42:25Say sorry. Yeah
42:28Bad bitches apologize
42:31You're gonna apologize because I still want one
42:36Apologize. Are you gonna apologize or not?
42:39Because you sorry as fuck. At first I was gonna let that shit cha-cha slide
42:44But nah ho, bring your ass here. If i'm a roach ho, you a banana. Come on ho, get peeled. Get peeled ho
42:53Bitch I don't. I don't bitch. This pussy smell great
42:59Bitch
43:00This shit smell
43:01Delectable. Mama, that's why you mad. You mad because your ass look like a sack of potatoes, bitch
43:08You're mad because my thighs match
43:11She never shut up. So seriously
43:14We should have sent that bitch home
43:17When nobody wanted you here, we should have sent you home
43:20You only popping when the camera's not around. We should have been sent you home
43:24We should have sent you back to Dominicana, bitch. We should have been put your ass on the banana boat, ho
43:29We should have sent you a long time ago
43:31Fuck is you talking about? Mommy, she ain't dumb
43:34She know why she call her a cockroach like and even though I was protecting her because I didn't want her to physically get jumped
43:39By these girls as i'm guarding her a piece of me was like no, fuck that
43:43I got a black daughter bitch. You bugging the fuck out. I turned around to mommy
43:47Gin, i'm like bitch shut the fuck up. Just shut the fuck up. Like that's just so disrespectful
43:53Maya you came and was telling me some stuff on the plane when we got stuck on frontier
43:59Saying that you felt like oh tori didn't like you and this and the third and i'm like
44:02Oh my friend don't have a problem with you
44:04And all of this other stuff and then it was brought to my attention
44:07I just really feel like you are messy. You are very sneaky. You'll be talking. They say i'm telling you how we had an
44:14Whatever alliance, that's what it was
44:18It wasn't even
44:20But it wasn't even that we said that if someone's getting beat the hell up she got beat the hell up
44:25Where was always she didn't get beat the hell up. She didn't know she did
44:28On everything I love bro, you can deny it, but I don't even want to argue about it. That's why I said
44:33Hold on
44:36Listen when this motherfucking shit airs
44:39Everybody in here that is like oh gorgeous is this gorgeous is that when y'all watch that shit?
44:44All you gotta do is be like, you know what my bad
44:46The only person here is dry. Okay
44:49Period like win lose draw. I don't care
44:53But here's the thing
44:57It's gonna be done
45:03Because
45:06We don't speak anymore it doesn't matter it runs around in circles I don't give a fuck
45:10You stay on your side. I stay on mine. It's done
45:15Who said something to toy first she did why did y'all break y'all light?
45:20That's all we want to know
45:22Because she felt like i'ma tell you why i'ma tell you why hey, listen, let me tell you why the alliance got broke
45:30Alliance got broke
45:33The alliance got broke the alliance got broke because she's trying to say
45:39She's trying to say that gorgeous doll
45:43Told her that tori was coming for her. I just feel like maya had too much going on. I feel like um
45:48Once the heat start getting on gorgeous doll maya got scared. She didn't want none of that smoke for real
45:54And I don't know. I just feel like I can't respect maya for that
45:57You're not no bitch that I would be doing no crimes with because if that's your bitch ride with your bitch
46:02Bitch ride with your bitch. Both of you bitches scared of tori for real, but maya, you know, you know what you did
46:10Bitches stand on business so i'm starting to feel like ain't no one of y'all bad like that's crazy
46:15No matter what when you're a bad bitch, you're gonna have haters no matter how nice you are
46:19No matter how you present yourself people are gonna form their own opinions about you
46:24No matter what and you shouldn't want to change that if somebody feels a way about you fuck them
46:30and
46:31That's their problem
46:37What I don't like my number one
46:40Do you?
46:42What who I mean?
46:44Because I feel that was unexpected. I'm, sorry. Do you see how do you see how?
46:49She came in the house and how she was she she how her vibe was when she came and she was like, you know
46:54What I love that. We're all bad bitches and we're not on that fighting shit and da da da
46:59You came in on that fighting shit
47:02We told you to pipe down
47:03and you
47:04Thought that she was bigger than the program that she was gonna keep fucking talking after we just had the same issue
47:08That shit would have pissed me the fuck off
47:10So why you didn't address it?
47:12She did i'm addressing you right now and I was addressing at the table and I keep addressing you constantly
47:16I let you know. I don't like you. Okay, I mean if y'all like somebody you just you you do your issue, right?
47:21Oh, you just want to sit back. I'm telling you my issue. So this is my issue. You want to fight?
47:26If I wanted to fight I would have told you I wanted to fight
47:29But this is what I said. This is the problem with you. I'm a good i'm a sweet-ass person. I'm cool as fuck
47:33So your first impression you don't like me then it's not meant for you to like me at all
47:39I'm not meant for you to like me, babe. That's all you're not meant to like me. I'm not meant to like you
47:43That's fine the situation with malign. I feel like she was just a joke to me because I don't like to talk
47:50I like to show I feel like you should just shut up. You didn't do nothing
47:54I don't like how she just popped it. I felt like you should have stood the fuck up just now
47:59It's bad, but you stand the fuck up seriously
48:01I'm gonna tell y'all this again
48:02It's in my heart
48:02So I feel like i'm gonna stand up when I feel like I need to sit on the session needs to and I feel like I
48:06Addressed it how I wanted to address so you don't feel that she
48:10Okay, I didn't feel like I'm okay
48:14Milan I told you like
48:16At first yeah, you was just cool. Like you wasn't no friend or not
48:20I wouldn't call even call you my friend right now, but I fuck with you
48:24You know i'm saying you were just you know, cool. Like I was just getting to know you or whatever my friend, you know
48:30I'm, not throwing you under the bus, but my friend I told you that my friend I have some weird vibes with you
48:35And i'm like just give her a chance give her a chance
48:38I feel like there was something about you like you're a real bitch and that that day that that shit happened
48:43You were the only person
48:45That was there like you didn't run to nothing you came in the room when you walked behind you came downstairs
48:50He was like we're gonna stand on this toy like stop crying
48:54So I told you from right then and there I fuck with you
49:02I swear to you
49:03Like I feel like once these cameras roll back and I watch the show
49:07I have a feeling that there's some part about it that you were talking shit about me
49:12And I don't know if you remember when I said milan, I hope I hope like while i'm riding for you
49:18I'm telling my friend give her a chance. I'm telling my friend don't fight her
49:22Y'all can talk that shit, but don't fight her because I fuck with you
49:25So milan, I feel as if if like if I watch this show
49:30And you're talking about me milan. I swear to god
49:33That really mean i'm going crazy
49:37Playing like a puppet don't tell me no bitches have to be like a puppet the fuck wrong with you
49:42Fuck you, bitch
49:50Everybody true colors come out the end of the day side eye on plastic side eye to the bitches
49:58All right
50:00Of bad bitches only if you in this motherfucking house, you're a motherfucking bad bitch if I don't see you season two
50:07Then clearly you wasn't a motherfucking. Oh, i'm gonna be a sister
50:12Hey come out i'ma see y'all bitches at the motherfucking reunion
50:19Bad bitches support bad bitches
50:21Fuck up and we have this bitch
50:41Being a bad bitch you're always gonna go through obstacles in life
50:45But you just have to say fuck everyone and do what you know
50:49And know what you're doing
50:50I have had a lot of personal growth a lot of reflecting to do because I have had my moments
50:56of
50:57Messiness i'm a real bitch. The bitch is like a tool
51:01I keep it real with myself and I keep it real with the people who are around me
51:05I think that i'm walking away from this with a couple girls. I actually
51:08Will continue to build with off camera. I know a lot of you bitches didn't think I deserve to be here
51:13But can't none of you bitches take my motherfucking spot
51:16I apologize
51:17Even though some of these bitches get on my nerves at the end of the day
51:21I love them all the ones I fucked up and the ones that i'm gonna fuck up. I love y'all too
51:28Anything a bitch said about me
51:31I hope you're ready to stand on that shit
51:34I mean y'all didn't touch me when I was here. So I guess we'll see at the reunion if y'all have any problems
51:39This is y'all girl. Mommy. Gee be mommy. Gee another little one and i'm out of this bitch
51:45Bye
52:05I make them all say wow
52:14You