The Playboy Murders Season 3 Episode 1
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00:00Kimmy was like a walking Barbie.
00:04She was picture perfect.
00:07Anywhere we went, everyone thought she was a model or a playmate.
00:11Nightclubs want to use Playboy models to have at their events.
00:16So where do you go if you're a club promoter?
00:18You get into that Playboy mansion.
00:21But the nightlife scene in Hollywood
00:23is probably the most dangerous place in America.
00:26There's so many people out there to see Playboy as easy prey.
00:31Something didn't feel right.
00:33My gut knew something was wrong.
00:36But more happened than what they're saying.
00:39Why would you lie about what happened to your friend?
00:42In my opinion, this case is a murder.
00:46These kinds of tragedies happen with a terrifying amount of frequency.
00:51I was like, wow, we have to expose this.
00:56On July 21st, 2017, at approximately 3.15 in the afternoon,
01:15West Hollywood Dispatch received a call about a person not breathing.
01:21The caller tells the operator,
01:26I've been out all night partying and my friend is not breathing.
01:30She was distraught, confused, and sounded overwhelmed by the situation.
01:36Her friend was unconscious and her lips were blue.
01:40Approximately 10 minutes after the 911 call, the paramedics and law enforcement personnel arrive.
01:48They see a beautiful young woman laying on the ground.
01:53She's wearing a black bra that looks slightly disheveled.
02:01She's wearing black pants unbuttoned.
02:04Death never looks normal.
02:08You know, it just doesn't.
02:10They check for a pulse, check for signs of life.
02:15And in this case, they found signs of death.
02:19Preliminarily, detectives at scene determined the death was an overdose.
02:25An O.D.
02:29It happens in Hollywood all the time.
02:34The apartment owner identified the victim as 30-year-old Playboy casting assistant, Kimberly Fattarini.
02:50In the 2010s, Playboy was such a huge multimedia company.
02:54But it was also kind of running on fumes.
02:57People weren't really buying magazines so much.
03:00There was also a ton of porn online.
03:03There's a ton of beautiful women just on Instagram.
03:06You can see all that stuff for free.
03:10In order to combat this, Playboy really doubled down on trying to put itself into the mainstream media.
03:15Whether it was through Playboy.com, through TV shows like The Girls Next Door.
03:20And all this was happening right when Kim Fattarini was coming onto the scene.
03:29I met Kim when we were kids.
03:32We grew up in the same hometown of La Mirada, California.
03:36Kim was one of the most kind-hearted people I've ever met.
03:41We had a really strong friendship.
03:46We had a nickname for each other.
03:48We would call each other favorite because we were literally each other's favorite person.
03:53Her energy was just so much fun.
03:58Kimmy was like a walking Barbie.
04:00She was picture perfect.
04:03Girls would meet her.
04:04They would be intimidated because she was just so pretty.
04:07You just expected that she couldn't possibly be nice too.
04:12But she was one of the kindest, sweetest women I've ever met.
04:20Kim was 21 when she met Sam Rima.
04:26I met Kim in 2008 and she worked for Sony Pictures in accounting.
04:30I was casting director for 12 years at Playboy.
04:35And one of the people I was friends with brought Kim out to some event I was at.
04:41I never met Sam Rima.
04:44I know he worked in casting for Playboy TV.
04:47He would go out to nightclubs with a lot of women.
04:51It kind of reminds me of like Hef.
04:53You know, there's the work side of it, but there's also the going out to discover girls.
04:57I did different Playboy radio segments talking about the casting process with some of the models.
05:04Cyber Girl of the Year, Gia Raimi Gay.
05:07With what I do in casting, you see lots of beautiful girls.
05:10But Kim stood out because she had a personality.
05:14Within a year, we started dating.
05:17And then she moved in with me.
05:19And Kim's father loved Playboy.
05:23He collects all the magazines from the first edition to the last.
05:27He's got every edition.
05:29And he thought what I did was great.
05:34I was casting models for everything from TV to sending girls over for the magazine.
05:40There'd be these huge open calls.
05:43Hundreds to a thousand girls, you know, would show up.
05:46They come in to be considered for anything from Playboy Cyber Girl, Playmate, Playboy TV, to attend one of the mansion events.
05:56Playboy was still a really hot ticket.
05:58Like thousands of women would try out just to get into a party because they hoped it would be a stepping stone to do other things in the entertainment industry.
06:06And it was basically me running and doing promotional stuff for all the casting calls.
06:12Well, doing Playboy, I would say, you know, once you're a Playboy model, everyone wants you to be in their commercial, their TV show.
06:19They want you to host parties.
06:21And then when I was looking for somebody, I worked with me at Playboy as my assistant.
06:25Just from knowing her good worth ethic, Kim was like, you know, hands down my first choice.
06:31I work with him in casting.
06:32Oh, you work?
06:34We're very professional at working together.
06:37At work, girls didn't know Kim was my girlfriend until maybe they came to the Playboy Mansion for an event.
06:43And then I'd introduce her as my girlfriend.
06:46For Sam, having somebody like Kim as his assistant was a huge benefit.
06:51Having a woman approach you feels a lot less creepy than a man.
06:55It makes you feel a lot more comfortable.
06:56Kim introduced me into modeling when I was about 21.
07:01She got me casted on a couple of Playboy TV shows.
07:07Me and Kim were constantly working on different TV shows and projects.
07:11And at one point we did like behind the scenes casting show about what we did at Playboy.
07:16You can see in the video just how attentive Kim was to the women who were coming in to audition.
07:24I mean, you don't have to. You don't want to. We all want you to do what you want to do.
07:28I did a lot of modeling with Playboy and she was always very protective.
07:32She would check on us. She would make sure we're okay.
07:37So she was very aware of, like, people have limits.
07:40And she was very keenly aware of her own limits.
07:43Me and Kim were both in countless Playboy TV stuff where, you know, we're on Playboy radio or Playboy TV.
07:50Obviously Kim's beautiful and everyone thought she was a playmate.
07:55Women come in here, they think they're maybe potentially competing against you.
07:57I think that I make them feel comfortable, I like to think.
08:03But even though she worked for Playboy, she never wanted to pose nude for the magazine.
08:11Kim definitely had the Playboy look. Like, I can guarantee you she was walking around L.A.
08:16and people were going up to her saying, you should be in Playboy.
08:19But she loved and respected her dad and her mother.
08:22And even though her father loved Playboy, he just was like, don't do anything nude because he was against her doing nudity.
08:32Kim had an amazing relationship with her family.
08:36She loved her family so much.
08:38So that was never an option for her to be a playmate or anything like that.
08:42Because Kim didn't want to pose nude, there weren't many options for her at Playboy magazine.
08:49But working behind the scenes at Playboy is another unique avenue into this world.
08:54So Kim did a lot of promotional video stuff for Playboy that was non-nude.
09:00Playboy radio, Playboy TV.
09:04And then other people would see her and she'd get offers for other things.
09:10Just like Maxim.
09:12Lots of music videos, commercials, other magazines.
09:20Kim also modeled for Dreamgirls.
09:23It was a calendar shoot.
09:25A lot of girls in Playboy actually did that.
09:27It was an annual thing where they would have a whole new set of models modeling for the calendar.
09:33And it would come out every year.
09:35It's a very typical L.A. pinup model kind of a thing that you would do.
09:40You can see it has her stats down here, a lip print, her signature, very centerfold-esque, but of course not nude.
09:48And she looks beautiful.
09:52She loved being in front of the camera.
09:55I started seeing pictures of her in a magazine.
09:57And I'm like, oh my gosh, she just looks so beautiful.
10:03From the outside, it really looked like Kim had it all.
10:06She has this amazing career, a supportive boyfriend.
10:10But the Playboy world also in itself gave quite a bit of challenges.
10:17When you're in the Playboy bubble, there's a certain level of security and safety and looking out for each other.
10:24But when you get outside of those boundaries, things can go really wrong really fast.
10:29You have to be so careful because there are so many dangers and there are so many people who feel that they can take whatever they want.
10:37Every weekend we would go out, we'd go to clubs or we'd go to the Playboy Mansion.
10:53At the Playboy parties, there was always this classic mix of powerful men wanting to party with beautiful women.
11:08And so it makes sense that nightclubs in LA want to mimic that and use Playboy models to have at their events.
11:13Your club promoter's job was to bring in all the hot chicks, bring them to the VIP, the hottest table for the biggest celebrities.
11:23When a nightclub promoter is catering to big spenders that they want to come into the club and pay for the table and buy all the bottle service, they want that person to be excited to be there because there's a ton of beautiful women to meet.
11:34So where do you go if you're a club promoter, you get into that Playboy Mansion and you start getting numbers from these girls.
11:44I bet nightclub promoters were asking Sam and Kim to come have a table here, bring all your girls.
11:49Hey, come on out, free dinner, free booze, whatever you want. It's going to be the best time of your life.
11:56It's interesting because I feel the Playboy parties in the 2000s seemed very safe.
12:07People were always very well behaved in front of Hep, they wanted to be invited back.
12:16I always felt pretty safe at the mansion just because Kim and Sam always made sure everyone was safe, even in the party scene.
12:23Everybody knew Kim, everybody loved Kim.
12:28She was always with Sam, that's the thing.
12:31And they were very codependent.
12:35Me and Kim were together, you know, I guess it was eight and a half years.
12:39She wanted to get married and have children.
12:42And that was her kind of ultimate goal.
12:46That was the plan.
12:49I think turning 30, that really was a turning point in her life because she was really looking at her future and started to realize I need to focus on the things that I really want in life.
13:05Kim was in love with Sam and she definitely would have settled down with him if he were to give her that opportunity.
13:11At the time, I just wasn't ready to go that next step.
13:18And so she felt like she wanted to just take a break.
13:21Shortly after the breakup, Kim and I moved in together.
13:37Leading up to the ending of their relationship, Kim knew she was checking out.
13:42So I think once it finally happened, it was kind of like a weight was lifted off her shoulder.
13:49It was her first time being single and independent in her entire adult life.
13:54And she just wanted to have fun.
13:57Going out and meeting new people and having new experiences.
14:00It was always such a scene going out with Kim because we would show up in a limo or a party bus and showing up to a club or an event.
14:13There were definitely a lot of eyes on us.
14:17Kim partied a lot, you know, with Sam, but then after they broke up, she was partying just about the same, but without the protection of a man.
14:27Kim met Eli at a yacht event through a mutual friend.
14:40And I knew Eli at the time. He was the go-to club promoter in Hollywood.
14:45Eli Webby was super well-known.
14:49He was the guy you wanted to go to if you wanted to be on the list at all the nightclubs.
14:54I considered him a friend, to be honest.
14:57He was really calm. He was very genuine. And he was a cool dude.
15:03Kim only knew Eli for about a couple months.
15:07And she wanted me to come out and hang out with him.
15:11Kim was just friends with Eli and he was just going out to have a good time.
15:16We all went to Warwick and after party.
15:19He was like on top of the world because of what he was doing and the celebrities he was hanging out with.
15:23Eli Webby would literally be whatever you need.
15:29He's trying to make friends with these celebrities and maintain these relationships.
15:33I didn't get the best impression of him.
15:40He was being like really rude to me.
15:43And it got to a point where I had to leave because I was feeling very uncomfortable around him.
15:47Kim, who had always partied with her boyfriend Sam and Playboy, had only experienced nightlife in a very sheltered way.
15:59The whole time that we were separated, you know, I was trying to work things out with her.
16:06But I think she was trying to kind of make me wait for a little bit because she thought that I'd be for sure ready to get married and have kids.
16:13I was never concerned with her going out like with her girlfriends on her own because she was very responsible.
16:22The nightlife scene in Hollywood is probably the most dangerous place in America.
16:28This isn't the Playboy Mansion.
16:35The nightlife to me is blood sucking.
16:38You have the high level people, which are more the vampires.
16:42You're doing drugs because you're trying to get laid and you're clout chasing.
16:47The fact that all the men there, it's kind of like they're there to pass the women out to these men.
16:54And these men are just like tick, tick, tick, gimme, gimme, gimme.
16:58It still makes me cringe to this day thinking about it.
17:02There's so many other people out there in the world who see Playboy as just like, oh, you want to pose nude?
17:08You know, that means you're easy prey. That means you'll do anything.
17:11You can find yourself in situations that feel unsafe and you don't know people's ulterior motives.
17:21People in L.A. will be nice to your face and it's just so that they can see what they can get from you.
17:29And Kim, unfortunately, trusted people that she should move.
17:32Back in the early 2010s, I would get offers to host at nightclubs all the time.
17:50I remember it didn't even feel safe to me necessarily.
17:54I was always really careful about, you know, what I was drinking.
17:57I usually didn't drink alcohol at all because something about it just felt sketchy.
18:02The fine line between having fun and going too far, that line can get blurred super easily when drugs are involved.
18:14Usually I would go out with Kim because we were always together.
18:18But that night I was really tired and I just wanted to have like a relaxing night in.
18:22So Kim went out that night with her friend Monica Moss.
18:27Kim met Monica through casting because she did some Playboy stuff.
18:32But there was something that signaled many red flags in me about Monica.
18:39I didn't want to be around her. I would always find a way to get away from her.
18:43But Monica was adamant about her going out with her that night and Kim being a sweetheart and not being able to say no.
18:52I was like, OK, fine, I'll come with you.
18:58So Monica and Kim went out to a club that Eli was the promoter for.
19:03I remember staying up really late. I was checking Kim's social media to kind of just check on her to see when she was coming home.
19:13She looked like she was having a good time. She was out with Eli and Monica.
19:17And she just looked like how she normally did on a night out.
19:20The next morning I woke up around 9.30 a.m. and Kim wasn't there.
19:34So I just thought she'd probably just stay the night at a friend's house.
19:40Something didn't feel right. My gut knew something was wrong.
19:44It was around 3 p.m.
19:47So I opened my Instagram DMs and I saw a message from Monica Moss.
19:52And she said, call me. Kim is not waking up. 9-1-1.
19:59I called her and she was crying.
20:03She was saying, Kim's not breathing. She's not breathing.
20:05And I yelled at her to call 9-1-1.
20:09And I grabbed my purse and ran out the door.
20:11I called Sam and he got the same message from Monica.
20:19I got in my car and I sped the whole way.
20:23The whole time I was just thinking, God, please let her be okay the entire time.
20:27I pull up to the complex in West Hollywood and I saw a bunch of cop cars surrounding the building.
20:40They were taping it off.
20:42And I see Monica sitting on the front steps of the complex with her face in her hands crying.
20:47I got there and the sheriff said, I can't let you in. You can't come inside.
20:57And I was just like, is she okay?
21:00And I stood there in complete shock.
21:03And that's when I knew she was gone.
21:05In that moment, it felt like my soul left my body.
21:15Because there was such a scene in front of the complex, they didn't want to carry Kim out in front of everybody.
21:21So they took her out on the side of the complex and I saw her body being carried out on a stretcher.
21:30I had no clue what happened to her.
21:34As detectives examined the scene, they found no signs of a break-in, no signs of a fight, no signs of a struggle.
21:46Kimberly's friend Monica said they were the only ones there at the time.
21:50Monica tells the detectives that she was out all night long with her friend Kim,
21:55that she saw Kim doing cocaine, drinking and partying.
22:05They come home at five in the morning and they both go to sleep.
22:11Monica in the bedroom, Kim on the couch.
22:14Monica tells the deputy that she wakes up at about three o'clock, tries to rouse Kim,
22:21discovers that her lips are blue and immediately calls 911.
22:35The statement from Monica to the deputy would have indicated that it's more likely than not that Kim overdosed on something.
22:44Sadly, drugs and alcohol abuse are fairly common in the modeling world.
22:48And so many girls can get caught up with tragic consequences.
22:54When Kimberly first passed, people thought this was just another party girl.
22:59An accidental overdose, a night out went too far.
23:03I know Kim like nobody else.
23:07At the very most, the only thing she would have done that night was drink alcohol.
23:11Kimmy knew her limits.
23:13She was really good about not mixing things, especially if it was something that would cause the overdose,
23:20and she had been drinking that night.
23:22She was a very careful individual when it came to things like that.
23:27I was very confused as to how Kim passed.
23:30And I remember trying to text Monica and trying to get answers from her.
23:34And she just was ignoring my texts.
23:36She didn't want to tell me or any of Kim's real friends what happened.
23:41But she told some of her friends.
23:45So I heard from several close people to her what really went down.
23:50The reality is, Hollywood is a very evil place.
23:56When someone in the Playboy community passes away from an overdose, it definitely hits the people who knew and loved them hard in that community.
24:15But the company never really says anything about it.
24:19They try and keep it from getting as much attention as possible.
24:24I didn't believe it was just an overdose, because that wasn't the kind of person Kim was.
24:29The initial statement of Monica Moss to detectives is very plausible.
24:34It's very consistent with a story that's been told hundreds and hundreds of times.
24:39So the LA coroner's office conducted an autopsy.
24:46And all signs on the autopsy pointed to there was no sexual assault.
24:52People were coming out and just creating these horrible rumors about her and just saying that she overdosed and she was a druggie and drug addict and she did this to herself.
25:06Approximately a month after the autopsy, the toxicology report comes back and shows elevated levels of cocaine and blood alcohol nearly twice the legal limit.
25:20And something more sinister.
25:24GHB in her system.
25:27GHB.
25:29It's the date rape truck.
25:31GHB is extremely scary because it doesn't look or taste or smell like anything.
25:34Oftentimes people don't even know it's been put into their drink until it's too late.
25:37When somebody slips that into someone else's drink, they want that person to be incoherent and passed out so they can have sex with them without any resistance or consent.
25:40GHB.
25:41GHB.
25:42Nobody does GHB as a party drug.
25:43Nobody does a drug that's meant to date rape people.
25:46until it's too late when somebody slips that into someone else's drink they want that person to be
25:52incoherent and passed out so they can have sex with them without any resistance or consent
25:58nobody does dhb as a party drug nobody does a drug that's meant to date rape people
26:08take a capper a little dose of g and lights out
26:16when i found out that ghb was in her system i knew that she was drugged that that was by someone else's
26:24doing when the toxicology came back and showed extremely elevated levels of ghb
26:40with that drug's reputation that would have triggered them to consider is sexual assault
26:48something that's that's in play here but at the time the detectives were made aware of the ghb
26:57it was far too late in the process for a sexual assault kit there would be no chance of recovering
27:02any viable evidence kim and monica were hanging out with eli that night
27:12from someone who knows la and the scene and how it works it's drugs every night in my mind eli had the
27:20girls at dinner he went to the club showed off the girls went to another club showed off the girls
27:27the detectives go back to re-interview monica moss
27:38at this point they had the toxicology report that showed that kimberly had ghb in her system the date
27:45rape drug what men were they with at eli weeby's house did any men go back to the apartment with monica and
27:54kimberly now monica tells a completely different story she says to the detectives she freaked out she
28:02was traumatized now monica tells detectives after the club's closing they'd gone to eli weeby's residence
28:09at approximately 5 a.m eli has a plate of cocaine and he's inviting everybody over to keep the party going
28:16monica tells detectives they continued to take drugs drink alcohol and party but it's not just monica and kim
28:31what happens next is very murky
28:35i started to hear that there was somebody else on the scene
28:39eli spends most of his time texting his friend saying there's girls here and you need to come over
28:48and party i've got coke i've got booze come on over
28:55it's just a rotation a rotation of women monica tells detectives at some point sean merriman showed up
29:03sean merriman played for the san diego chargers he was a linebacker probably one of the best in the nfl
29:14and he was really like infamous for when he tackled a quarterback he would do his
29:18light out dance and that became his motto
29:23so eli makes a text to merriman to entice merriman to come over
29:26sean merriman arrived at weeby's home and sean merriman ordered an uber to take the group to monica's
29:36apartment
29:41once returning to monica's apartment they continued to drink
29:47monica relates that she fell asleep out on the living room couch
29:51eventually she wakes up and finds kimberly and sean in her bed undressed
29:57she asked them if she can have her bed and they can go to the living room
30:02monica relates that when she woke up the next day
30:05and discovered kimberly on the sofa sean merriman was still there
30:12and she says to the detectives right there that she panicked she describes a conversation with sean
30:17merriman where he says the media is going to be all over this i got to get out of here
30:25and he leaves he's worrying about his own reputation
30:37sean merriman is known to be aggressive
30:41the california nfl star has been arrested and his reality show girlfriend taken to the hospital
30:46he was under investigation for domestic abuse with tila tequila and somehow sean got out of it
30:58the new evidence from monica raises many questions about the case
31:03so detectives obtain and serve eli weeby the search warrant due to the additional information
31:09they had received about kimberly we allowed the detectives to take screenshots of his text messages
31:18using these text messages detectives are able to piece together some of the events that occurred early
31:24that morning in the text messaging between kim and eli eli invites kim and monica to come over
31:33so they show up at eli weeby's house there also appears to be a disturbing text thread between him
31:40and sean where eli talks about securing women for sexual use
31:49during the detectives interview with weeby they bring up the subject of ghb
31:54and they ask weeby about the sean merriman party with ghb we be admits yes he does but denies knowing if
32:05he brought any over to his house detectives had lots of information regarding sean merriman
32:11and his potential involvement in kimberly's death but there wasn't enough evidence to file a criminal case
32:17leading to the end of the investigation he got his attorney involved immediately he wouldn't talk to
32:26him he said here's my talk to my attorney he was advised not to talk to the detectives and he didn't
32:34and the case was closed in september of 2017 with no arrests
32:38oh my god i was gutted i was so sick to my stomach and so pissed when they closed the investigation i
32:53feel like there just wasn't any justice served and i feel like her family was just left in the dark
32:59i just immediately was i would i was shocked like i don't know who else was involved in the cover-up
33:07but there was obviously a cover-up of what happened to her i think no one got arrested because they
33:13spread all these rumors to make it look like she od'd which she did not she was 100 drug that's in the
33:20autopsy report and i don't know how high the cover-up goes or who else helped them cover up but
33:29more happened to kim than what they're saying
33:38then two years later a document was sent to me by a police official that wanted to remain anonymous
33:46saying hey out of all the people who should read this you need to see this because you can do
33:51something with it and i did i released that information via instagram
33:58it was absolutely disgusting and it went viral beyond viral
34:10i was like wow we have to expose this
34:23he filed a civil wrongful death lawsuit against monica moss eli webby and sean merriman
34:30once i read the text messages in the document i was like wow we have to expose this
34:36eli was completely looking at these women like they weren't even real people they were just sex objects
34:41eli makes a text to merriman
34:48to entice merriman to come over
34:50merriman text back i don't have time for games
35:01which means either i'm gonna get laid or i'm not coming
35:06sean merriman is a dirty little bastard
35:13you can read the text
35:18she was out of it
35:21she texted eli and said your friend put g in my drink
35:24and g is ghb
35:34and she texted him again saying i don't feel right can someone please check on me can someone help me
35:41they just like ignored it
35:48and nobody went to help her
35:57so when i released the litigation on instagram everyone went crazy
36:03that's when people started to really find out what happened to her because up until then
36:07there weren't any answers and everyone just thought like it was an overdose
36:12it completely changes what people thought happened
36:17the entertainment industry was going nuts it just didn't seem believable the text messages were so
36:23intense and so incriminating how are these guys still walking the streets
36:31sean denied he had any responsibility in kim's death and released a statement saying so
36:35sean attended an after party more than two years ago where a young woman unfortunately overdosed the
36:42statement reads the police thoroughly investigated and found no wrongdoing whatsoever by sean the
36:48fact that they are raising this now two years after the fact demonstrates the baseless nature of these
36:53allegations eli posted a statement on his website regarding kim's death and in his book he addresses the
37:01situation this is part of a statement he wrote about kim's death i want to make it very clear that i did not
37:07give any illegal substances to kim i did check on her to make sure she was okay after her last text message to me
37:18i still can't understand why the sheriff's department didn't do anything about it knowing what happened and
37:24what is right there in their face how do you close an investigation on a girl who was obviously drugged
37:32raped and killed why would you close the investigation on something like that
37:40i really believe merriman has some sort of in with the police whether it's a friend or a fan something
37:47because none of it makes sense zero i think that the authorities brushed this off as an overdose and
37:56they did not do their appropriate jobs to make sure it wasn't homicide they should have checked to see
38:03if she was raped everything was just kind of brushed under the rug and ignored
38:06there are so many conflicting stories about what happened on the night that kim died
38:20these kinds of tragedies happen with a terrifying amount of frequency you know we hear about this
38:25one because there's a football player allegedly involved there's a woman who's connected to playboy
38:31you know there's a hollywood nightlife promoter so it makes for a really you know scandalous
38:36story but imagine if that's happening to somebody that doesn't have that kind of an association
38:44it's very unfortunate this is going to a civil situation when realistically this should be a
38:49criminal situation in my opinion this case is a murder no money's gonna fix this no money's gonna
38:57bring back kim no money's gonna save the next woman
39:07it's been hard to cope with kim's passing you know especially being that there's no closure
39:13i would have married her we would have had a family 100 i mean if she was here that's where we'd be right
39:18now watching videos of kim on the anniversary of her death when i go visit her grave and leave her flowers on her birthday
39:26it's you know heartbreaking every time i've tried to move on and i think that's what kim would
39:33wanted but i think it'll be a lifetime of hurt even with closure they're still going to be hurt forever
39:41she just filled my heart with so much joy and comfort and she made me really happy in a moment where i needed it the most
39:53i do find it interesting that playboy has been really quiet on this situation
39:58when this whole thing happened we did reach out to them for comment no response back so playboy's trying
40:05to keep as much under the rug as possible because the damage control is what they're good at kim spent
40:15her career finding other beautiful women to put in the spotlight and now she's the center of attention
40:21for a new girl coming into playboy there's an endless potential for opportunity but playboy can put
40:44a target on your back and that can get very dangerous
40:47nobody knew a thing she just disappeared we had no idea what was about to happen this is a violent scene
41:01i was with playboy as a photographer she was definitely out of her element