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00:00I can't believe I did that.

00:01♪ I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I ♪

00:03♪ I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I ♪

00:13Hello guys, happy Sunday.

00:15Welcome to today's vlog.

00:17It is finally starting to feel like spring is coming.

00:20We're a week into March,

00:22and I went outside to go get my nails done today

00:24and the walk was actually enjoyable.

00:26Like the air didn't hurt my face today.

00:28Huge success.

00:28Also the time, we sprang forward last night

00:31at two in the morning.

00:32So we lost an hour of sleep,

00:33but the sun is up for an extra hour.

00:35Like it's not going to be dark until 7 p.m. now.

00:38That is when life gets good again.

00:39We're on the up and up here,

00:40but I got my nails done.

00:41Oh, Ryan's here.

00:43Oh, no, he's not.

00:43It says 5.15.

00:44Okay.

00:45Love this color.

00:46This is called Let's Be Friends by OPI.

00:48I feel like this is the perfect milky pink.

00:51I have a couple of trips coming up in the next few weeks.

00:54And I felt like just a really simple,

00:56neutral pinky white was going to be the move.

00:58And I haven't done a color like this in so long,

01:01but I am loving it.

01:02It just feels so clean and simple.

01:04And you know, there's just no better feeling

01:06than fresh nails.

01:07I just made a cup of tea, which is downstairs.

01:09Actually, let's go downstairs.

01:10Just a caffeine free tea.

01:11I felt like having something warm and sweet to sip on.

01:14And it's literally pink.

01:15I love it.

01:16Anyways, very chill Sunday over here.

01:18I was just working this morning,

01:19figured I would get ahead of the week.

01:20And when I say this morning,

01:21I mean like 11 a.m.

01:23because I didn't set an alarm

01:25and I slept in with the time change.

01:27I was like, it is 11 somehow,

01:29but then I worked till my appointment at three.

01:31And now we're gonna chill.

01:32Ryan's coming over.

01:33We're gonna watch Love is Blind, watch the weddings,

01:35see what happened.

01:36I haven't been spoiled somehow.

01:37Probably make something good for dinner.

01:39I don't really know.

01:39Maybe we'll order in.

01:40And then tomorrow I'm doing something

01:41that I have debated doing for so long.

01:44I've gone back and forth a million times

01:45and I will talk about it extensively in this vlog.

01:48But a couple of weeks ago, I was like, you know what?

01:49Fucking, I'm just going to do it.

01:51And if I hate it, I will undo it.

01:53Instead of going back and forth

01:54on whether or not I wanted to do it,

01:56I'm leaning more so want than not want.

01:59So I don't know, I'm a little nervous.

02:01Actually, I'm very nervous.

02:02I'm very, very nervous, but I'm also excited.

02:04I feel like it could be good, but that's tomorrow.

02:06Today, we're chilling.

02:07I'm actually gonna get a little bit more work done

02:08before Ryan gets here and then we'll be chilling.

02:12All right, guys, it is 11.30 now.

02:20Ryan just left and I will talk Love is Blind.

02:23We timed it kind of perfectly

02:24where we finished the weddings episode

02:26and then the reunion came out right afterwards.

02:29So we got to watch them back to back.

02:30And I don't know, I feel like this show

02:33is just going downhill, honestly.

02:35I'm still gonna watch.

02:36I think it's still very entertaining.

02:38I don't know, there was way too many episodes

02:40in the pods this season.

02:42I don't know if we're the only ones that thought that,

02:43but it was such a drag.

02:46And then I feel like what ended up happening

02:49with the couples, the remaining couples,

02:51it was pretty obvious except for one couple.

02:53I don't wanna say any spoilers,

02:54but there was one couple I was shocked about.

02:58Like I was shocked.

02:59But then watching the reunion, it made sense.

03:01I think Dave, honestly, people are calling him

03:04a manipulator and a narcissist.

03:05And I don't necessarily know about that.

03:07I do think that he's just an immature boy.

03:09I remember watching the first few episodes

03:11and watching him go into the pods.

03:12I start off by asking people, what's wrong with you?

03:15So I've been so icked out so fast.

03:18And then one thing that really sticks with me

03:21is when he asked Lauren how old she was

03:22and she said she was 30.

03:23He goes, oh, so you're unattractive.

03:25I would've walked out.

03:26I don't think I would've given him the time of day.

03:28Like Lauren was way too good for him.

03:31A lot of it was just, I don't know.

03:33Let me know your thoughts in the comments.

03:34But it's like a fun show to watch.

03:36It's fun to like throw on and just like talk shit

03:39about what's going on in the pods.

03:40It's fun to watch with somebody else.

03:41I think if I wasn't watching with Ryan, I wouldn't watch it.

03:44Now that we're done with Love is Blind,

03:45we're gonna get back to Lost, which is so good.

03:48We're on, I think season three now.

03:51But I'm gonna try to go to bed early tonight

03:51because the time change is just gonna mess me up.

03:54The one hour, like it really does make an impact

03:57because it's 11.30 right now.

03:58But I'm like, I'm not very tired

04:00because it feels like it should be 10.30.

04:02I wanna get in bed and read my book for a bit.

04:04So I think that's what I'm gonna do now.

04:06Just gonna go brush my teeth and then read

04:08and try to wake up at a reasonable hour tomorrow.

04:12Good morning, guys.

04:13We are back.

04:15It is Monday and I am struggling.

04:18I'm struggling with time change.

04:20I woke up at nine.

04:21Typically, I like to wake up at eight,

04:23but you know, I think we're gonna ease ourselves into this.

04:26For what I'm doing today,

04:27I really wanna have a little bit of makeup on,

04:29but I also think that when I get there,

04:31they're gonna remove it.

04:32So no makeup today,

04:35but I can do a little skincare blush, I think,

04:37do a little moisturizer and bronzing drops duo.

04:41I actually can't believe that today is the day

04:43that I'm doing this

04:44because I've thought about it for so long.

04:45And then when I finally booked this appointment,

04:47I was like, am I gonna change my mind day of

04:50or day before, am I gonna cancel it?

04:52But now it's here and I seem to be doing it.

04:56These are the bronzing drops,

04:57the Deep Bronzy from Drunk Elephant.

05:00It just adds a really nice glow

05:02to my crummy, very pale face.

05:05And then I'm gonna use the Glow Recipe Dewy Flesh Serum,

05:10but it's a blush, but it's skincare.

05:12So we won't have to take anything off my cheeks anyways.

05:14So I could put blush on if I want to,

05:16which maybe I'll do before the appointment,

05:18but I've watched just about a million videos,

05:21like TikToks, YouTube vlogs, my own YouTube vlogs,

05:24just to wrap my head around this.

05:26I'm gonna use this Tarte under eye corrector

05:29and just tap that in.

05:30When I do things like this,

05:32I will heavily, heavily, heavily research

05:35and just watch a million different people do it

05:38so I can get an idea of what I'm in for.

05:40And I've done this before, but it's been a really long time.

05:43I'm gonna do some mascara and then we'll go downstairs

05:45and maybe make some breakfast.

05:46Also, YSL sent me over their mascara

05:49and I got it at their event last year

05:51and I was obsessed with the mascara.

05:54Like, it's so good.

05:55And I ran out and I'm so happy they sent me more.

05:59Like, that is insane.

06:00And I didn't even curl my lashes.

06:03Look at that.

06:04That's without curling my lashes.

06:06It's pretty crazy.

06:07This is, I think, gonna be my look for today.

06:11Maybe I'll do more later, but let's get dressed.

06:15I'm ready.

06:38Perfect.

06:45And there's breakfast, two scrambled eggs,

06:52half an avocado and then a cup of caffeine free tea.

06:55I've actually been on quite the tea kick lately.

06:57It's just like a warm, it's a warm hug.

06:59I'm not having coffee this morning before my appointment

07:02just because I saw something that said

07:04I shouldn't have black coffee before I do this.

07:06But you know, I need a morning beverage.

07:08So we have a cup of Forever Nuts from David's Tea.

07:11It is like the yummiest.

07:12It's what I had yesterday.

07:13I also have some garlic jalapeno hot sauce

07:17that I'm having on the side of my eggs.

07:19Cheers.

07:20This hot sauce is so good to me.

07:24I like love it.

07:25I haven't made scrambled eggs in a while,

07:26but this really hits with a perfectly ripe,

07:29like perfectly ripe avocado.

07:31It's freaking delicious.

07:32Okay, I'm gonna have my breakfast

07:33and then we will talk all the things.

07:35I'm pretty excited about today.

07:37I'm excited and nervous.

07:38I'm like definitely really nervous, but I'm also excited.

07:41I have high hopes.

07:42Okay, guys, let's talk about what I'm doing today.

07:45I can't believe I'm doing this.

07:46I can't believe I'm doing this.

07:47Today, I'm going to a new med spa.

07:49I've never been there before.

07:50I was going to a med spa for Dysport for a while.

07:54Well, I think I went twice, maybe three times.

07:57I had bought a package of 50 units

07:58and I think I used them over three appointments.

08:02So just to start at the beginning,

08:04in 2017, I went and got my lips done for the very first time.

08:07This was like in the era of influencers wear laser away,

08:11like hooked it up for free for everyone.

08:13They obviously do laser, but they also do filler.

08:16They had a bunch of services you can kind of pick,

08:18but I really wanted to try lip filler.

08:20This was like peak Kylie

08:22and like it was the start of people getting filler.

08:25I've always had a very small upper lip

08:27and I was never really self-conscious about it

08:31or insecure through high school.

08:32I wasn't even really self-conscious about it

08:35when I went to get filler in 2017,

08:37but it was more so like, could it be better?

08:39And I was just curious to see what the process was like.

08:42I'm a very curious person.

08:43Like I like to try things out of curiosity.

08:45So I would Photoshop myself with like a bigger lip

08:48just to see what it would look like.

08:49I got less than half a syringe the first time that I went.

08:52And then I went back a year later

08:54and I think I did another less than half a syringe,

08:57all in the top lip.

08:58Like I did nothing in the bottom lip.

08:59I think it looked fine.

09:00And like filler doesn't really go away.

09:02At least that's what I found.

09:03That was 2018.

09:04And then I didn't go back until like February of 2020.

09:07And I got, I think probably another half syringe.

09:10Anyways, each time I went, it was a different injector.

09:13And so they all had different techniques.

09:14And I ended up with a lip that I had blindness to.

09:19I suffered from lip filler blindness.

09:21I didn't realize what it looked like

09:23until I got it dissolved in 2022.

09:26And that was also the first time I ever got Dysport.

09:28So I went with Maddie.

09:29She was telling me how much she loves Dysport and Botox.

09:32And so I went with her.

09:33And while I was there,

09:34it was my first time at a med spa in two years.

09:36And I like could recognize that my lip had migrated.

09:39It didn't look right.

09:41And so while I was there to get the Dysport

09:42for the first time, I asked her, I was like,

09:44should I dissolve my lip?

09:45And she was basically like, yeah,

09:46like you can dissolve it, come back,

09:47do half a syringe plus a lip flip, which is Botox.

09:50And then it would be perfect.

09:52I got dissolved and I was like pretty chill with my lips.

09:55Like I like them so much more

09:58than the way that my lips looked at the end there.

10:02And for a while,

10:02like I didn't really think much about it at all.

10:04I was like very chill with my natural lips.

10:06Loved the Dysport.

10:07And then 2023 came around and I was like,

10:10maybe I just try the lip flip without doing filler.

10:12And I did not like the lip flip.

10:13The Botox lip flip, basically it freezes your muscle

10:16so that your lip flips out.

10:17And I think for some people it's a really good look.

10:20Like it works for them.

10:21I did not like the way that I looked.

10:24Like I didn't like smiling because it felt very,

10:26I did not like my face.

10:27Thankfully, you know, that went away in like three months,

10:29but I told myself never again, never again.

10:32The lip filler.

10:34Filler, I thought that I wouldn't ever want to do again,

10:37but I also told myself never say never.

10:39You know, I'm pretty sure I've even told you guys that,

10:41that I wasn't planning on getting filler

10:43ever again in my life,

10:44but that like, you know, my mind could change.

10:47Same thing with the Botox.

10:48Like I got it last in October

10:51because I was using up the rest of my units

10:53at the place I was going to.

10:54And I was like, okay, I'm just going to use them up.

10:56But I liked it.

10:57I did.

10:58It really opens up the face.

10:59You feel a little bit more snatched.

11:01The forehead's smooth.

11:03And I have no problem with aging.

11:04Like I think it is a privilege to age,

11:06but at the same time, I want to look snatched.

11:08I want to look fresh.

11:09I want to feel good, you know, looking in the mirror.

11:11And I think a little refresher could do wonders.

11:14Plus half a syringe.

11:16I'm like so nervous that it's going to look crazy.

11:19And I know today it's going to be like swollen

11:21and it's not going to be what it looks like at the end.

11:24And I'm really nervous about it.

11:25I'm so nervous.

11:26I'm just nervous that I'm going to look at myself

11:28and be like, what the fuck did I do?

11:29Like, why did I do that?

11:30But I'm really curious if I can go to an injector

11:32that I like her work to go to

11:35that could give me the result I was looking for.

11:37And I'm hoping that she can.

11:39I also think going to the same injector

11:41is probably a better move

11:42than like going to three different people

11:45and expecting your lips to like look good.

11:46Can't believe I'm doing this today.

11:47It's been so long since I had filler in my lips.

11:51I mean, it was, I mean, I guess three years.

11:53The last time I ever got injected was five years ago.

11:56I just want a little bit of my top lip.

11:57Like I just want a little bit of height.

11:59I've gone through all my old photos

12:01of where I did not like my filler

12:02and photos that I liked the filler.

12:04So I was looking in bed last night.

12:06This photo of me, I really like.

12:08I think that the lip is a little ducky.

12:10Like it's protruding a little too much

12:12but I like the height of my top lip.

12:14Like that is pretty.

12:16I like that.

12:17I'm like, who is that girl?

12:18And so I'm going to show her all these photos.

12:20Like I am prepared today to show her all these photos.

12:22I'm like, please, I cannot look like this.

12:25Please.

12:26I just want a little bit of height

12:27in the center of my lip here.

12:30And I want it to be flat.

12:31So that's what I'm going and telling her.

12:32I've also been taking Arnica tablets

12:34for the last three days, three times a day.

12:36It's supposed to help reduce the risk of bruising.

12:38And the last time I went, I was so badly bruised

12:41and I just, I'm really hoping to avoid that.

12:44But the day has come.

12:46I'm excited about my dysport

12:48because I know what that's going to look like.

12:49In three days, I'm going to feel, you know

12:51just a little bit more snatched.

12:53And then my lip will take a couple of days, you know

12:57to settle.

12:57I mean, really it takes two weeks

12:59but I'm hoping by tomorrow evening, it's not so bad.

13:03And the funny thing is, it's like,

13:04I'm not even that self-conscious about my lips.

13:07Like I'm really not like looking at them right now.

13:10It's pretty chill.

13:11I just like, if there was a little bit more

13:13I think I would be really excited.

13:15So we'll see if they look bad, they're getting dissolved.

13:18Like that's the beautiful thing about it is

13:19that you don't actually have to wait the way

13:21that I had to wait with a lip flip

13:22for it to work its way out of your system.

13:24You can get it dissolved.

13:25So I would just go in, doop, doop, doop

13:29and it's gone.

13:30But I have high hopes.

13:31I actually think it's going to end up turning out really nice

13:32and I think I'm going to really like it.

13:34That is what I'm hoping.

13:35Here's the before.

13:36That's still in a few hours.

13:38So I'm just going to get some work done for the morning

13:39and prepare myself for needles in the face.

13:45All right.

13:46I need to leave in like two minutes.

13:48I'm getting nervous.

13:49I feel like looking in the mirror today, I'm like, oh

13:50but my lips are like totally fine.

13:52This is always what happens.

13:53I feel like the days you go get your hair done

13:55like you're having such a good hair day, but you know

13:57I edit videos every single day of myself.

13:59And I noticed when I smile, like my lip curls in

14:02and I just, I would love a little bit

14:03of an upper lip when I smile.

14:05Like it's just, it's gone.

14:08It's also uneven.

14:09So this is the before.

14:12I also did want to make sure I talked about this

14:15with you guys.

14:15I didn't want to like get it done

14:16and then just not say anything.

14:18Especially when it comes to Botox,

14:19I feel like you can look at celebrities and be like, wow

14:21they still look so young and youthful

14:23and wonder like what skincare they're using.

14:24But like a lot of the time

14:25people are just getting Botox

14:27and it really can open your face.

14:29It can actually change your face a lot.

14:30That's not my goal with Botox.

14:32I just want to smooth my forehead and prevent, you know

14:34my lines from getting any deeper.

14:36But you can change your eye shape with Botox

14:38and people do like brow lifts.

14:39I just get like right up here.

14:41Anyways, I'll talk to you guys about everything

14:42after the appointment.

14:43I have to call my Uber.

14:45Okay. Okay.

14:46We're doing it.

14:47You know what?

14:48I'm excited.

14:48I'm so nervous, but I'm excited.

14:50What is the address?

14:51Where am I going?

14:52I was already having like a little caffeine headache

14:54from not having my coffee this morning.

14:56So that's fun.

14:57And you can't take any Advil

14:59because it'll thin your blood

15:00and then you're more prone to bruising.

15:02Okay. I have to call it right now.

15:03Then we'll get there perfectly on time.

15:05Okay. Let's go.

15:06Hello.

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15:20Hello.

15:21Hello.

15:22Hello.

15:23Hello.

15:26It actually feels like spring.

15:28I'm so excited.

15:29My lips are so numb.

15:34I can't believe I'm even doing one of these vlogs again.

15:37Like it's been so long.

15:39My lips are super numb and they're starting to get sore

15:44because I think that the numbing is wearing off.

15:46I was so scared to look in the mirror at first

15:48because I was like, oh my God,

15:49like I feel like there's a lot of filler going in.

15:51Even though I knew I was only doing half

15:53and it couldn't be that crazy.

15:54I was like, I just, I just don't know.

15:55I don't know what it's going to look like,

15:57but I think, I think I'm going to really like this.

16:00So it's definitely swollen right now,

16:01but I don't even think it looks that crazy,

16:04but here they are.

16:07Like, I feel like it's a slag.

16:10Right now I can't really move my lips

16:12because they're like sore and they're fresh

16:15and they're numb.

16:16So like, I don't have a lot of movement,

16:19but she doesn't think there's going to be any bruising

16:21on the top lip, which would be so nice.

16:23And then one of her last pricks,

16:26she said she accidentally probably gave me a bruise,

16:29but I did it and I did my dysport,

16:31which is like all right up here

16:33and then here and in the middle.

16:35I'm pretty excited right now.

16:37Like it's giving my lips, but juicier.

16:39So most of it did go into the top lip.

16:41She said she also like evened out some asymmetry

16:44and then she put some in the bottom

16:45to like match the juiciness.

16:47Anyways, we'll see how they heal

16:50over the next couple of days.

16:51I don't think it looks that different, honestly,

16:53but like in a good way, like just enough.

16:56I'm curious to see what it's going to look like

16:57when I smile with my teeth.

16:58We're home for the rest of the day

17:00and I'm going to let this heal

17:02and I'm going to chill and edit.

17:04Can't believe I did it.

17:06I've been thinking about it for so long.

17:07I'm glad.

17:08I think, I think it's, I think it's good.

17:11Okay, I keep looking at myself

17:13because I need to like evaluate the lips.

17:15And now I'm thinking, I hope this isn't all swelling.

17:18Because I think this is like the perfect plumpness

17:22that I like.

17:23Like I know some of it's swelling, I think.

17:24I don't know.

17:25Actually, you know what?

17:26I got to get the ice pack.

17:27I like this.

17:28I feel like this is the perfect size.

17:31The icing is for the swelling and for bruising.

17:33Now I'm going to hang out on the couch,

17:35but I just need to pop in again

17:36and tell you what I think about the swelling,

17:37which is funny because people always say

17:39that you're going to miss the swelling once it goes down.

17:41I was like, no, no, I might though.

17:45Crazy, I can't wait to see it tomorrow.

17:47It is 9.30, so it's been like seven hours.

17:50I think they're a little bit more swollen

17:51than they were earlier.

17:52They're also definitely sore.

17:54Like I, it hurts to move a little bit.

17:58They're feeling stiff,

17:58but they haven't like puffed up majorly.

18:01The bruises haven't gotten any worse.

18:02Like maybe a little bit under here.

18:05And then this one that we knew right away,

18:07but it hasn't like spread.

18:08And then you hear it under here.

18:10But looking back at old footage,

18:11when I would get my lips done before,

18:13like this is the best it's ever been day of.

18:15Very little swelling, very little bruising.

18:17I'm not sure if it was just the injector

18:19and like her technique,

18:20or if it was from taking Arnica

18:22and like not drinking and not having caffeine.

18:24I don't know.

18:25Very curious to see what they'll look like tomorrow.

18:27Cause like, I'm still happy with the size right now.

18:29I think they're definitely a little bit bigger

18:30than they were when I left the clinic.

18:33But overall, like I'm pretty happy.

18:35It's 9.30 right now.

18:36So I'm going to bed really early.

18:38I'm just going to read until 11

18:41and then try to go to sleep

18:42so I can hopefully adjust to the time change.

18:43I'm going to try to sleep on my back tonight.

18:46I actually do that quite often,

18:47but tonight especially.

18:48So we don't like mess around.

18:50I am hoping though that by tomorrow evening,

18:53there's a bit more movement to the upper lip.

18:57That kind of hurts.

18:58I think if I had movement and like they didn't feel stiff,

19:01I would love them.

19:03I would love them.

19:04I like the size.

19:05I like the size.

19:06I'm excited.

19:07Just can't like visibly show you that right now

19:09cause it, it hurts.

19:10So I'm going to bed and I'll see you in the morning.

19:13Good morning guys.

19:15It is day two.

19:16Honestly, they don't look so bad.

19:18Like I'm kind of shocked.

19:19Like I definitely have a little bruise down here

19:21and then like some redness on the top here,

19:23but this is like nothing compared to what I had in the past.

19:26Even the swelling, I feel like it's just not bad.

19:28And maybe that's because I took precautions

19:30and like I did the things beforehand,

19:32but like, I think they look good.

19:33And I'm starting to get like my movement back a little bit.

19:36Like I can move more naturally again, which feels good.

19:39Still avoiding black coffee for this morning,

19:41just in case I don't want to make this worse,

19:43but I am having a tea

19:45and then I'm actually going to put some matcha in there.

19:47So I know there's like a little bit of caffeine,

19:49but I think it should be fine.

19:50Especially at this point, like, I don't know.

19:52I'm sure I could have coffee and it'd be fine.

19:53But a little while ago,

19:54Jill told me she had tried this Earl Grey tea

19:57with matcha and cream.

19:59I'm going to put a little bit of this

20:00French vanilla creamer in there.

20:02So honestly, this morning I was just going to have a matcha

20:03and I like mixed up the matcha with water.

20:06And then I went to grab my milk and it had spoiled.

20:08So I didn't want to waste matcha.

20:11And I had remembered this recipe with like

20:13Earl Grey, matcha, cream, and also I think milk.

20:16I think it's still going to be good.

20:18It's mostly just tastes like Earl Grey.

20:20Anyways, I will keep you updated throughout the day.

20:23See if the lips change at all.

20:24I don't even know if they got that swollen.

20:26I think last night before bed,

20:27they were a lot more swollen

20:28because I like felt them when I woke up

20:30and they felt kind of like flatter.

20:33Like the top here, especially.

20:34Day two, looking pretty good.

20:36I think I'm pretty happy with this choice.

20:38My dysport hasn't kicked in yet.

20:40I think that'll be like tomorrow starting

20:42or the day after that.

20:43Today is just a home editing day.

20:44So I'll keep you updated maybe every few hours.

20:48See if we can see any difference.

20:49I don't know.

20:50We'll see.

20:51Okay guys, it has officially been over 24 hours

20:53since I got the lips done.

20:55Honestly, I feel like I experienced almost no swelling.

20:57Like last night, I think was the worst of it.

20:59But waking up this morning, they were like,

21:02I felt like there was no swelling.

21:03I'm sure there's a little bit, maybe,

21:06but my movement is definitely coming back in the lip.

21:08Like I can pucker and that doesn't hurt anymore.

21:12Like I can move my lips.

21:13I feel the difference even from this morning.

21:14Obviously we have a tiny bruise

21:16and then just some redness up here, but it's really not bad.

21:18I thought I was gonna be embarrassed to leave the house

21:20for the first week, but this is not bad.

21:22Obviously I did some makeup.

21:23I washed my hair.

21:24It feels so much better.

21:26Didn't put any lip stuff on,

21:27but I feel like if I put on like a light gloss,

21:30it would disguise any discoloration.

21:32Overall, I'm very happy.

21:33I feel like they look so natural.

21:35Like no one on the street would be like,

21:36oh yeah, that girl's lips are done.

21:38I honestly think that if you didn't know that I did this,

21:42people wouldn't be able to tell.

21:43At least I think that.

21:44Like I don't think this looks too different

21:45from my natural lips.

21:46Just a little bit of something in my top lip

21:49so when I smile, my lip doesn't go away.

21:51I'm really happy.

21:52I feel like it looks really good.

21:53And I feel like if I didn't tell someone,

21:55they wouldn't know, which is what the goal was.

21:57Like I didn't wanna look like I had obvious filler.

22:00Yeah, I don't think we're gonna see much change

22:02from this point on, except for the bruises going away.

22:05But besides that, like I think this is what we have.

22:07Just a subtle little boost.

22:09Anyways, I've just been editing all day.

22:11Now it's 3.30 and I'm going to paint my mom

22:13a little birthday card.

22:14That's actually why I'm going to Florida.

22:16It's her 60th birthday.

22:18And there was no way I wasn't gonna be there.

22:20So that is the main reason I'm going to Florida.

22:22I'm going to be with family.

22:23And I painted Ryan a birthday card for his birthday.

22:27And I thought it was really cute

22:29and just like a little personalized touch.

22:31So I think that's gonna be my thing.

22:34I'm gonna paint everyone birthday cards.

22:35So I'm gonna work on this and I'll show you

22:38when I have my sketch down.

22:39Okay, here's my little sketch for her card.

22:41I'm also gonna write happy birthday at the top,

22:43but I'm gonna paint it with my watercolor.

22:46First time working at the new and improved craft table.

22:50Honestly, it feels perfect.

22:52Wow.

22:58Okay, here's the final card.

23:00Honestly, I think it turned out so cute.

23:02I think this is so fun for me

23:04to put this little personalized touch

23:05and then write obviously a nice message on the inside.

23:08I personally have always been way better

23:10at writing my feelings.

23:11So cards to me are awesome.

23:13They're great ways of expressing

23:14my gratitude towards people.

23:16And I think the little personalized touch is really fun.

23:19I think that's so cute.

23:20And also the table worked out great.

23:22Like that was a really nice place for me to work at.

23:25Feeling really good about this room.

23:27I also think I'm gonna end the vlog here.

23:29I don't think there's gonna be any changes

23:30for the rest of the day.

23:31And I have to get work done and then pack for Florida.

23:34So I'm gonna leave you here.

23:36I know not everybody is on board with the filler thing,

23:39but I think your body, your choice.

23:40Me doing this to myself affects nobody else.

23:43So someone's got a problem with me doing this.

23:46Take it up with yourself.

23:47I'd rather be, you know, transparent instead of hiding it.

23:50That is my two cents on that.

23:52I feel like the swelling is fully gone

23:54because they're only slightly bigger than my natural lips.

23:58Very, very slight.

23:59Anyways, that is where I'm leaving for today.

24:01You guys will see the updates in the next vlog,

24:04but I love you and I will see you in the next one.

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