The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 2 Episode 3
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00:00He just lied to your face!
00:02Calm down! I get you're mad. I understand.
00:05Don't tell me what to do.
00:07He just admitted a sex trade.
00:09Did Miranda know that?
00:10I'm just like, I really do love him.
00:12He's also kind of a fucking dickhead.
00:14Wait, stand right here.
00:15Why? What the fuck are you going to do?
00:16You're going to fucking beat me up?
00:17Don't touch me! Don't touch me!
00:19You're not going to throw down right now, Taylor.
00:21I'm actually kind of shocked. This is like a marathon.
00:22Can I ask, does he look for this?
00:24Because I thought he did.
00:25Yeah, he kind of does, I think.
00:28Okay.
00:30Some of the girls were supposed to oil us up.
00:32What happened? They ran off?
00:33They ran off. Someone's fighting.
00:35Okay, so we go...
00:37You're in the middle.
00:38Sorry, sorry.
00:40I didn't know it was you.
00:41Yeah, what's up?
00:42You should de-escalate a little bit.
00:44I'm fine. I'm good.
00:46No, I agree.
00:48This is like, this is like awkward, dude.
00:51Well, he's lying.
00:52You're lying.
00:54Okay, dude, why are you being stuck?
00:57Because I fucking hate you. You're not my partner.
00:59Yeah, why?
01:00Oh, and you're my partner?
01:01No.
01:02You've had my back so much.
01:03I'm not your partner at all.
01:04So much, yeah. You've had my back all the time, Taylor.
01:06I might be regretting the guest list now.
01:08I did not foresee this happening,
01:09and if I would have known,
01:10I would have nixed like half these people.
01:13Are you happy you're getting your little moment, Chase?
01:15Yeah.
01:16So fun.
01:17No, this is not fun.
01:18This is why you fucking showed up.
01:20I would consider my stay here extremely relevant.
01:22Okay, then go.
01:23Where'd Kate go?
01:24She doesn't want to be fucking around you right now.
01:28Where's your date?
01:29Right here.
01:30Really?
01:31Go talk shit on your podcast, Chase.
01:33Don't make fun of my podcast.
01:34It's fucking lame.
01:35I honestly cannot stand Chase right now.
01:37I think that his intentions coming tonight are not pure.
01:40Me and him dated each other for a little over a month,
01:43and I definitely see very bad, toxic traits in him.
01:47He's a clout chaser.
01:48I mean, it literally matches his name.
01:50Chase the clout chaser.
01:51I think that's very fitting for him.
01:53It sucks because it's like, dude, you're damn right.
01:56I want to know what's going on, the truth.
01:58Not just from her side even.
02:00I want to know it from your side.
02:02I've never gotten that.
02:03He's lying.
02:04It's disgusting.
02:05It's a joke.
02:06They can be friends.
02:07You listen to my conversations?
02:08Fuck you.
02:09I can talk to him if I want.
02:10Fuck you, Dakota.
02:11You can talk to whoever you want.
02:12Just fuck you.
02:13Yeah, because you lied.
02:14There's multiple times you've lied that now I know are the truth.
02:17Let's talk about what you've done.
02:18That's crazy.
02:19Yeah, let's talk about what you've done.
02:20What you've done.
02:21Oh, you want me to bring you up?
02:22Do you want me to bring you up?
02:23Yeah.
02:24Listen.
02:25Shut the fuck up.
02:26You lied too.
02:27She was calling Walter a scream.
02:28Yeah.
02:29The hell's going on?
02:30You guys should both get out.
02:32No one wants you.
02:33Why would I leave?
02:34Jordan invited me, Mason.
02:35Get out.
02:36You own the house?
02:37You own the house?
02:38Look at me.
02:39You own the house?
02:40Get the fuck out.
02:41We're not doing this here.
02:42No, I know.
02:43Get out.
02:44Chase.
02:45Actually, I am going to leave too.
02:46I didn't really want to come anyway, so.
02:47Chase, this wasn't going to happen.
02:48I mean, this is what I was saying.
02:49I had my fucking back.
02:50Do you have my back?
02:51With Chase?
02:52No, with anything.
02:53Have you had my back?
02:54No, I mean, not now.
02:55Look what you just did.
02:56This is fucking stupid.
02:57Holy shit, Taylor.
02:58Yeah, fuck this.
02:59Dakota.
03:00Dakota.
03:01You guys need to literally stop talking.
03:02Go make up and let's be good.
03:03What do you think I was fucking doing right here with Dakota turning away from the window?
03:04Okay, I couldn't help.
03:05Oh, well, maybe just look next time.
03:06Chase.
03:07You have a child.
03:08You need to talk to me.
03:09Yeah, okay, Dakota.
03:10Fuck you then.
03:11It's okay.
03:12Chase.
03:13Chase.
03:14Chase.
03:15Chase.
03:16Chase.
03:17Chase.
03:18Chase.
03:19Chase.
03:20Chase.
03:21Chase.
03:22Chase.
03:23I feel so betrayed.
03:24I just expected him to have my back and I just feel very left alone.
03:28My boyfriend just leaves me and then Chase is over here trying to stay at the party.
03:34It's a nightmare.
03:35I'm going home too.
03:36I hate him.
03:37I do think he is a little bit uncomfortable and she would like to leave.
03:38I know.
03:39I know.
03:40I know.
03:41I really fucking need to be done.
03:48Your girlfriend just left.
03:49I don't know if you want to go check on her
03:51and make sure she's okay.
03:52That's what a man would do.
03:54Go, go, Kate.
03:55That's the priority right now.
03:56Your girlfriend's literally crying and just left.
03:58So I would take, like, that's probably...
04:02He's upstairs.
04:03Don't touch me again.
04:04All right.
04:06I just see red.
04:08Oh no, you did not just condescendingly be like,
04:11oh, worry about yourself,
04:12while I just watched you neglect your girlfriend
04:15and then touch me.
04:19And walk out of here.
04:21Like, fuck you.
04:22So I immediately go running to Brett
04:24to tell him what just happened.
04:26Brett!
04:27Go fuck yourself.
04:28All right.
04:29Fun party, Jess.
04:31I don't know how to work with Chase.
04:33Me?
04:34He just laid his hands on me.
04:35What the hell?
04:36Yeah.
04:37Oh shit.
04:39Like, I just woke up a monster.
04:41Chase!
04:42Outside, he's outside.
04:44This guy's gonna die tonight.
04:45Chase is going to die on the front lawn.
04:48Why is he shirtless?
04:50Hey!
04:51Yeah?
04:52So fuck are you doing?
04:53What do you mean, Brett?
04:54What's happening?
04:55I'm just gonna get his ass kicked.
04:56You just touched my wife?
05:18I'll bring you to your knees, baby, you're gonna believe.
05:23Hey!
05:24Hey!
05:25Hey!
05:26Hey!
05:26Hey!
05:27Hey!
05:28Hey!
05:29Hey!
05:30Hey!
05:31Hey!
05:31Hey!
05:32Hey!
05:42What do you mean, Brett?
05:42You just touched my wife?
05:44What's happening?
05:46Oh, this is crazy.
05:47Oh my gosh, wait, what's happening?
05:48No, she told me that my girlfriend walked out,
05:50so I said, where's Brett?
05:51Yeah, and he just put his fucking hands on her, dude.
05:53Don't be a dick.
05:54Dude, I went like this.
05:55Oh God.
05:56Oh God.
05:57I did see Chase pass to me,
06:00and from my perspective,
06:01it did look like he just touched her
06:04and said, hey, where's Brett, just like asking.
06:07I didn't notice anything aggressive.
06:09So it was surprising to me that Demi got really upset.
06:14Are you serious?
06:15I'm being dead serious right now.
06:16She just told me you put your hands on her.
06:19I said, where's Brett?
06:19Demi, what happened?
06:21He literally just walked by me,
06:22and I was like, you might wanna go get your girlfriend,
06:24and he was like, where's your husband?
06:26And he touched you?
06:27Yeah, he did.
06:28He's a psychopath.
06:29I literally told him this would happen.
06:30I'm like, dude, don't come.
06:32Yeah.
06:33Look how psycho he is.
06:35I am happy Chase got into it more with other people
06:39besides just me.
06:40He's proving my point of how psychotic he is
06:42and manipulative, and he's a gaslighter.
06:46I think they're kind of seeing him for who he is.
06:49Don't touch my fucking wife, dude, ever.
06:51Don't you ever touch a woman for any fucking reason, dude.
06:54No, I walked by and said, where's Brett?
06:55I fear for Chase's life in this moment,
06:57but in the same breath, I'm like, that's my man.
07:00You crossed a major line.
07:01Dude, I didn't mean to cross a line.
07:03I thought that was normal.
07:04Like, hey, where's Brett?
07:05Taylor.
07:06I just wanna watch.
07:07Taylor, Taylor, Taylor, do not get involved
07:09in anything physical.
07:11I'm watching you.
07:12I know, I know.
07:12Let's just keep our distance.
07:14Oh, I'm not going up there.
07:16Oh shit, here we go.
07:17This is gonna be a problem.
07:20I can see how mad she is.
07:21She's in this zone.
07:23I wanna help because I have a feeling
07:25that it could get really ugly if I don't.
07:27I wasn't trying to disrespect Demi.
07:29Well, go apologize to her right now.
07:30I will, I will right now.
07:31Where is she?
07:32Right here.
07:33Demi.
07:34I walked past you and said, hey, where's Brett?
07:36I didn't mean to.
07:37No, take ownership!
07:38You're bullshitting.
07:39Take ownership right now.
07:40No, you're bullshitting.
07:41No, take ownership.
07:42I didn't mean to disrespect you.
07:43I thought, where's Brett?
07:44You did, you did.
07:46I'm sorry for disrespecting you.
07:46I didn't mean to do that, and I'm sorry.
07:48Now get the fuck out of here.
07:49All right, I'm sorry.
07:50Didn't mean to do that.
07:51Goodbye.
07:52See you, Chase.
07:53All right.
07:53Yeah, he doesn't even care to think about Kate.
07:55Cool.
07:56You had your moment.
07:56Good job, Chase.
07:57You're gonna have TikToks made about him, he's so excited.
08:00I originally invited Chase
08:01because I wanted to get to the bottom
08:03of Miranda and Taylor and what really happened
08:05with the swinging scandal,
08:06but we're leaving it on a dot, dot, dot,
08:08and I really hope we figure out the truth soon.
08:11I'm just like where I'm at
08:12just because I'm like, I wanna have a good time.
08:15I guess it's time.
08:18Ooh.
08:19What the fuck?
08:20This is so annoying.
08:20I thought we were gonna have a good night.
08:22I can't get over these stupid freaking calls.
08:24Take them off.
08:25Oh, fuck.
08:26Oh, Jesus.
08:27Ow.
08:28What's going on?
08:29I mean, are you just like embarrassed?
08:30No, I'm just triggered, dude.
08:32I know.
08:33Dude, I-
08:34And then I'm like triggered for you.
08:34No, don't be triggered for me.
08:35I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.
08:37All right, girl.
08:39All right, bye.
08:40I'm like, we have a good copay relationship right now,
08:42and this is just hard
08:43because I just don't want that to like,
08:45I feel like this is gonna get in the way of that, you know?
08:48I'm sorry.
08:48I just know you've dealt with him for a long time,
08:51and you've gotten a taste, so.
08:54This is so hard because I'm just like,
08:56dude, you have so many good qualities about you.
08:59Why do you do this?
09:00Like, I'm just in shock about everything.
09:02He left.
09:04Yeah.
09:05What?
09:05The police are here.
09:06No, are they actually?
09:07No, you guys, the police are actually here.
09:09The police are actually here?
09:11Jesse.
09:12I think Jesse's upstairs.
09:13Jess.
09:14The cops are here.
09:15Cops are here?
09:16Jesse, the police are here.
09:17No.
09:18You're joking.
09:20I'm gonna cry.
09:21Are you freaking kidding me?
09:22We haven't even been here two months.
09:24We are new to this neighborhood.
09:25It's our first gathering.
09:27Hi, I'm so sorry.
09:28Did you guys get a complaint?
09:30Yeah, we got reports of people arguing.
09:32Yes.
09:33Jordan and I are wanting to die right now
09:35and just like hide under a rock
09:37because we're definitely getting kicked
09:38out of this neighborhood.
09:39Yeah, there were a few people here who were arguing.
09:42They ran out here and it continued out here
09:44because I told them to get out.
09:45So we've settled down, but not at all.
09:47No, it was just a lot of screaming,
09:49but we have a lot of people here who like shut it down
09:51and then they left.
09:52No, you're fine.
09:53You're fine.
09:54You didn't do anything.
09:55You're fine.
09:56I don't know why.
09:57Sorry, I just got scared.
09:58I mean, I did too.
09:59Sorry, my brain, I'm like, I'm like in thinking mode.
10:01I'm like, wait, hurry, hide.
10:02Their spouses or partners here still?
10:05No.
10:06They left with them?
10:07No, they went alone.
10:08It was like exes.
10:10It's like a tangled web.
10:12Have you watched Secret Life of Love?
10:13No.
10:15Okay, I'm like, that would be the best way to describe it.
10:17Like there's going to be any retaliation?
10:19No, these two were the problem and they left.
10:20So we're good now.
10:21Okay, thank you guys.
10:22I'm so sorry.
10:24Now let's go have a good time.
10:25Now let's party.
10:26Woo!
10:27Okay.
10:28Okay.
10:29Okay.
10:30Okay.
10:30Okay.
10:31Okay.
10:32Okay.
10:33Okay.
10:34Okay.
10:35Okay.
10:35Okay.
10:36Okay.
10:37Okay.
10:39I think what Taylor's just about to say
10:41that he like manipulated Dakota to like hear him out.
10:44First tapping her back, but I don't know.
10:46And so Dakota can't have Taylor's back.
10:48He went straight to her.
10:49I don't know.
10:51Okay, what do we do?
10:52We got to go dance.
10:52I don't know because they're pretty so awkward now.
10:54Okay, then we go down and dance.
10:55Should we just go down there
10:56and let's just go around the room?
10:58Okay, can everyone come to the living room?
11:00We're just going to reset the intention of the night.
11:02I'm feeling very conflicted
11:04about Chip and Dale's at this point
11:05because is this going to lighten the mood
11:07or is everyone in such a bad mood
11:09that this is just going to be a total flop?
11:11I really hope that Jordan and Brett can pull it together
11:13and just really shift the vibe of this party.
11:16All right, you guys,
11:17we have a little surprise for everyone.
11:19Now that the drama is done,
11:21we're going to do a little performance.
11:22So everyone get ready.
11:23Who's excited?
11:24Yeah!
11:25Woo!
11:26Woo!
11:27Woo!
11:28Guest of honor is Jenny Boo.
11:31Woo!
11:32Guest of honor?
11:33Woo!
11:34Guest of honor?
11:34Woo!
11:35Right here, baby.
11:37Get ready to live.
11:39All right.
11:40Oh, baby.
11:42I trust you.
11:44Okay, any more time and it's awkward, so.
11:46Yeah.
11:47We got this.
11:48All right.
11:51This is a really good moment for Zach to redeem himself.
11:54Bring on the Chip and Dale's dancers.
11:55Come on, Zach.
11:56Don't let me down.
11:57Woo!
11:58Woo!
11:59Woo!
12:00Woo!
12:01Woo!
12:01Woo!
12:02Woo!
12:03Woo!
12:04Woo!
12:05Woo!
12:06Woo!
12:07Woo!
12:08Woo!
12:09Woo!
12:14Yes!
12:15Woo!
12:16Woo!
12:17Woo!
12:20Woo!
12:22Woo!
12:23Woo!
12:24Woo!
12:27Woo!
12:29Woo!
12:32This is the most embarrassing thing
12:33I've ever seen in my entire life.
12:35I literally am thinking it's a joke.
12:37I'm watching Zach the whole time, and he looks pissed off.
12:40I know I'm gonna do it.
12:42Oh, my God.
12:44This is deep.
12:45He's so high strung.
12:46He's so stable.
12:47Oh, my God.
12:50I don't know whether to have a good time right now,
12:53because I know that this is making Zach uncomfortable.
12:57And because of how both me and Jessie
13:01treated my relationship prior to this,
13:02it makes me question their intentions.
13:05That's amazing.
13:13I'm looking at Zach's face, and he
13:15does not look thrilled at all.
13:27Honestly, the show must go on.
13:34Oh!
13:35Woo!
13:37That was fun.
13:38That was hilarious.
13:39Was that fun?
13:40Did you not see?
13:41It was a performance.
13:42No, I loved it.
13:43Very performative.
13:44I'm telling you.
13:45OK.
13:46You killed it.
13:47No, you killed it.
13:48You're welcome.
13:49Yeah!
13:50It's exposure time.
13:51You guys all were good sports.
13:52Yes.
13:53Good sports, and that was fun.
13:54You look good.
13:57I'm sorry.
13:58Oh, I'm fine.
13:59It just, that, yeah.
14:00What even happened?
14:01Like, what triggered that?
14:03Well, Chase walked in the door, and then that's
14:05when it happened.
14:06Well, he just went straight to Dakota.
14:07Yeah.
14:08Why were you mad at him?
14:09Because he was, like, not having my back.
14:11He was, like, believing me.
14:12Dakota's, like, interrogating her with Chase.
14:13No.
14:14Like, he's, like, is that true?
14:15He's believing Chase.
14:16He just wanted to feel validated,
14:17and Chase was validating him in that moment.
14:19Yeah.
14:20So then he hopped on the train.
14:21Yeah.
14:22And I was like, fuck you, and fuck you too.
14:24At this point, Dakota has Chase's back.
14:26So I don't currently know what's going on with our relationship
14:28and where it goes from here.
14:29It's really weird to look someone in the eyes
14:31and then be able to just, like, lie to you.
14:33It's because he's a narcissist, and so is Dakota.
14:36I would think he should have done is defend you
14:38in that situation.
14:39Exactly.
14:40He should have interrogated you with Chase.
14:41Well, who cares?
14:42He's the worst.
14:43You need to not entertain him.
14:44But he's also the father of my child, so, like.
14:46Sure.
14:47And he should only be that.
14:48Woo!
14:51That was cute.
14:52I want you guys to do it again.
14:53Round two.
14:54But on me this time.
14:55What's happening?
15:01Well, you better be.
15:03I'm with Darrell after Jippendales.
15:05I'm not going through that again.
15:23Let's go.
15:25Get up on the board.
15:26What the heck?
15:27Beep.
15:28Ah!
15:29You won't go up there.
15:30He needs some candy.
15:31Get some candy.
15:33They're going to get you.
15:34They're going to get you.
15:35Run, run, run.
15:36Say happy Halloween.
15:37I have been dealing with so much shit lately.
15:39There's a lot of drama going on and mom talk at this moment.
15:41So I'm looking forward to meeting up with my sisters
15:44for Halloween to just take a break.
15:46I think they're done.
15:49OK, Haven, you ready?
15:51Don't pick your nose.
15:56With my family, it's important every holiday for us
15:59to get the kids together so that they can spend time
16:02doing fun traditions.
16:04Perfect.
16:06Easy, see?
16:07It only took like 30 minutes.
16:08My sister's costumes are definitely
16:10my favorite part of Halloween this year.
16:12Wait, turn back.
16:16One of them showed up as me, and the other showed up as Whitney.
16:19She's wearing the classic headband, and on the back
16:22she has a sign that says, I'm never wrong.
16:24Oh my gosh.
16:27It was so good.
16:30This is where I get all my pettiness from.
16:33Us?
16:34Yes.
16:35Well, from mom.
16:37We just did girls night, or like a happy hour
16:40at Miranda's house.
16:42She invited everyone to.
16:43Wait, Miranda?
16:44Yeah.
16:45Wait, I was not expecting that name.
16:47Is that awkward in the same room as her?
16:49Well, the only reason I went was to tell her how I felt.
16:54But I was a little mean.
16:58I think I said a little too much, and I felt bad.
17:00I just feel like convenient timing.
17:02Everything feels kind of fake to me about it.
17:05I was edging on the side of anger
17:07when I went into the conversation.
17:08I think I came off a little too harsh.
17:10I just feel like in our house, I feel like we grew up
17:13in a lot of anger, and so when we express our feelings,
17:16it's holding it back.
17:17Yeah.
17:18It's like holding and holding and holding
17:20until all of a sudden it explodes and you're mad.
17:22And it comes out so wrong.
17:23Yeah, I think that's what's happening right now.
17:24But I was just surprised to see Miranda defend Taylor
17:27during the Halloween party.
17:29Hey, we're not doing this here.
17:30No, no.
17:31Get out.
17:32Chase, this wasn't going to happen here.
17:34I think I've just let too many things happen
17:37for too many years that I'm like, actually, no,
17:39I'm kind of done taking people's shit.
17:41I'm at a point in my life where I'm like,
17:42I want to protect my peace, and I want to be able
17:44to heal myself, my skin, and all my chronic health issues.
17:48I think it's related to deeper-rooted trauma.
17:51This is the current state of my skin.
17:53Oh, it's just so rough because I've literally been doing,
17:56I've been cutting out sugar, gluen.
18:00I've been cutting back on all my dairy.
18:02It just felt like it's getting worse.
18:04It's basically like I've been going through
18:06an autoimmune disease without an autoimmune disease.
18:09But recently I've been working on finding my voice
18:12and learning how to express my feelings,
18:14and now my skin's been doing a lot better.
18:17It's hard because when my face is good, my body's bad.
18:20And then it'll swap, where my face is horrible,
18:23and my body's great.
18:24So I just need to get my whole body in tune with each other.
18:28But Jace always knows, too, like,
18:30I can't really express my emotions unless it's like anger
18:33because I don't know how to validate people's feelings
18:35because we didn't get that growing up.
18:37And so when people are trying to validate their feelings,
18:39I'm just like in attack mode.
18:41And I feel like it's just from not expressing my emotions
18:44for however many years, 24 years.
18:47Especially you. Like, especially you.
18:51I feel like a lot of it is super related to, like,
18:54trauma and things that happen and just all of that.
18:59Yeah.
19:08I was sexually abused for about, like, four or five years.
19:13I was young, and so I wasn't...
19:15I didn't exactly know what was going on.
19:17And then when I was 15, I was like,
19:19it can't go on any longer.
19:21So Halloween of 2015, I ended up going to my mom,
19:26and I felt like she didn't believe me.
19:32I feel like that's when I stopped telling people.
19:36After that point, it was like I was hesitant
19:39to say anything to anybody because I was like,
19:41well, no one's going to believe me.
19:44I think it just silenced me in a way.
19:49I think that was, like, the turning point
19:52where my body shifted and was like,
19:54every time I'm feeling something or feeling, like,
19:56anything hard, I can't...
19:59Even now, it's like I can't express it.
20:02It's a tricky situation to navigate
20:04because it's like I don't know where to go from here.
20:06But I think the most important thing
20:08is finding the people that you can trust
20:10and the people that you feel comfortable around.
20:12I just feel like on Halloween,
20:14that was, like, the last time that I was open about it.
20:24But that's just when I lost my voice.
20:26Such a deep wound of just hurt
20:29that I have a lot of fear of having to relive it
20:31and feel that all again.
20:33Okay, I need a break.
20:34But maybe I need to try going to therapy
20:38and finally allow myself to heal.
20:41I would say let's hug, but we don't do that.
20:49I think that's when I realized
20:51that I was not alone.
20:54♪♪♪
21:02It's nice to get some time in the morning for us.
21:06The Halloween party was intense.
21:08No, I know.
21:10The Chippendales situation,
21:11I think that this is another jab
21:13from Jesse and Demi at Jen and I's expense.
21:16I don't know in what world they think
21:18that they have some right to, like,
21:19give us exposure therapy.
21:21To force something onto someone
21:22and especially not tell them,
21:24I don't think you can claim to have a good intention.
21:27Like, I, like a man, went and sat down with them,
21:31told them my issues I had with them.
21:33I talked to them about the issues they had with me.
21:35I said some super hurtful things to Jen.
21:37I look like the biggest hypocrite in the world.
21:39Like, I don't feel like that's who I am
21:41and that's, like, not who I want to be.
21:43Four days later at their Halloween party
21:46with 100 friends we don't know,
21:48were made into the comedy act so that they can laugh.
21:51It's a different story if Brett reaches out and says,
21:55like, Zach, are you cool with this?
21:57Or even the girls.
21:58I mean, did they ask you if they could?
22:01No.
22:03So, I mean, it shows a lot about, like,
22:05who they are as people.
22:06I did hear Jesse and Demi kind of bring it up jokingly
22:09when I was at Jesse's salon,
22:12but I didn't, I didn't think they were serious,
22:14to be honest.
22:15I knew partially of what they were gonna do.
22:19This is gonna come in, like, normal costume.
22:22Rip it off as, like, a chicken nose.
22:24I love that!
22:25But I didn't realize how bad this was upset Zach.
22:28I just wanted to be the fun friend who just said,
22:32yeah, and that it would be so awesome,
22:34but I didn't really question their intentions behind it
22:37and I also didn't ask myself how I felt about it.
22:40They're shitty friends.
22:41It's like, this is our marriage.
22:43This isn't a game.
22:44And, like, real friends wouldn't do that.
22:46Genuinely.
22:47Yeah.
22:48I feel like I'm tossed in the middle
22:51having to pick between my marriage
22:54and all the girls and mom talk.
22:56It definitely feels like I have no one to turn to right now.
23:00Um, and that's really hard.
23:02It's just honestly a toxic environment
23:04and not the kind of place where I want to be,
23:07like, honestly raising our kids.
23:09I just wish that after the party,
23:11you didn't put the frustration
23:14you were feeling towards Demi and Jesse on me.
23:18After the Halloween party, Zach got upset about it
23:21and he was jumping to conclusions
23:23and putting his frustration on me
23:25without getting the whole picture or the whole story.
23:28It was definitely triggering for me.
23:30I'm not frustrated at you, Jen.
23:31I just...
23:32You were frustrated at me.
23:33We're continually going to these parties
23:35and spending time with these people
23:36who clearly don't have good intentions for you
23:38or for our family.
23:40I just also want you to acknowledge
23:42the frustration you put on me.
23:44Yeah, I am frustrated
23:45because I feel like I'm having to stick up
23:48and defend our family
23:49and it's making me look like the bad guy
23:51when these are your friends.
23:53Like, if my friends were doing these kind of things to us,
23:56I would confront them and...
23:58or I would drop them.
23:59So much was happening,
24:00I didn't feel like there was room for me to confront them.
24:04It felt like Chippendales all over again,
24:06just like you being...
24:07Jen.
24:08I'm not to the...
24:09Okay, I'm not...
24:10Not to the extent...
24:11Hold on.
24:12No, not to the extent...
24:13Okay, don't eat that.
24:14No, you just listen to me real quick.
24:16You just listen to me.
24:17Not to the extent, obviously,
24:20you're frustrated about the whole thing
24:22and you're frustrated about...
24:24Not at you, at Jesse and to me.
24:26Yes.
24:27Because they're not good friends.
24:28I know, but I wish you wouldn't put that frustration on me
24:30and you would ask me how I'm feeling
24:31than, like, how you're feeling.
24:34But you bring me to these parties with your friends
24:37and then I get put in these situations.
24:39I think there is a lot of things
24:40that I do need to take accountability for.
24:43I just don't think everyone sees the full context
24:46and doesn't see the other side of things.
24:48Like, you also have to own up to, like,
24:50how you treat me after these situations
24:52that I'm not putting myself into.
24:54I just honestly felt, like, pretty, like, alone.
24:58Okay, I...
24:59Just...
25:00I can't do this.
25:02I'm sorry.
25:04Are you gonna hear me out?
25:06Are you gonna listen to me?
25:07Or are you just gonna walk away?
25:08No, I would like to take a break for a second.
25:10Will you please cut the camera?
25:11I don't want to do this.
25:12I don't want to take a break.
25:14I want to openly have this conversation.
25:16I'm not down to have this conversation right now.
25:19This...
25:20I'm not getting this twisted on me again.
25:23You're making it about you and how you feel?
25:25You haven't considered how I felt about this situation.
25:27Okay, we can film this later.
25:28I'm not gonna do this.
25:29I'm not gonna have this flipped back on me again
25:33because you have crazy-ass friends.
25:36I've been doing so much work to handle things differently,
25:39to go about things differently,
25:41and Jen is such a sweet, pure-hearted person
25:46that I think...
25:47Yeah, sometimes I feel like I kind of get...
25:51a little bit...
25:53I don't know.
25:55I don't want to say anything bad about Jen.
25:59I need you to own up to this.
26:00I'm not being quiet about it.
26:02And if you don't want to be on camera, then you can go.
26:04If you don't want to be a part of this,
26:05you don't want to be a part of this marriage, you can go.
26:07And I'm only moving forward in this marriage
26:08if you take accountability.
26:31I'm gonna sleep.
26:32Baby number three!
26:34So, I get out of bed,
26:37and I'm headed to the bathroom,
26:39and then all of a sudden, this gush of water comes out.
26:42TMI. Sorry.
26:44And I'm in labor!
26:47You ready?
26:48I'm so excited.
26:50It's time, though.
26:51I heard there was drama at Jesse's Halloween party,
26:54but lucky me, I can't afford being involved in any big drama
26:57because I'm about to give birth,
26:58and I'm so excited to start this new chapter in our lives.
27:01Okay, so this is your room.
27:03This is where we're gonna have the birthday party.
27:05This is so exciting.
27:06Yeah.
27:09I really appreciate you carrying our child
27:11and all the love that you've given me and our children
27:14and the love you're gonna give this baby.
27:16Being a mom is one of the greatest callings a woman can have.
27:21Big breaths. Breathe in your nose, out your mouth.
27:24You are so strong, Whitney.
27:27That's genuinely the closest I feel to heaven.
27:30Big, slow breaths.
27:34You got it.
27:35It's the greatest miracle, the greatest blessing
27:38anyone could ever experience.
27:40And there's a certain significance with having this baby with Connor
27:45because we did go through so much,
27:47and we worked so hard to get this relationship that we have today.
27:51I'll forever be so grateful that I gave Connor a second chance.
27:55This baby wouldn't be here
27:57if we were able to overcome what we went through.
27:59It's okay. I have you. I have you. I have you.
28:02There's no other person I'd love to be in this room
28:05and experience this with than my husband, Connor.
28:10Oh, my God, Whitney.
28:13What do we got?
28:14It's a boy!
28:16Oh, my gosh, he has so much hair.
28:18Good job! You did it!
28:22I know how easy it is to get caught up in the world
28:25and worldly things,
28:27but every time I'm holding a newborn or a baby
28:33or one of my children,
28:35I'm reminded this is what matters.
28:37This is what matters in this life.
28:43I love you.
28:44I love you too.
28:51He's here.
28:52He's beautiful.
29:04Some of the girls and I are getting together with our kids today.
29:06We are taking them to a farm that has a lot of pumpkins and rides.
29:10You guys look so cute!
29:12Thank you!
29:13Jen's not here.
29:14She's kind of been off the grid.
29:16I'm okay with it.
29:17Hey, Lorraine!
29:18There she is!
29:19Hi, baby!
29:20Ooh, you look cute!
29:21I'm excited to see the kids play together
29:23and just have a fun, light-hearted day.
29:25Hello!
29:26Hi!
29:27How are you?
29:28Good! How are you?
29:29Fine. Go find me a ride?
29:31Yeah, let's do it!
29:34There's a tiger!
29:35There's a tiger!
29:37Oh, no! Stingy!
29:39Oh, hi!
29:40I'm, like, shaking.
29:41I don't want to be stuck in this fog!
29:43Put your hands in the air!
29:46Wait, I actually don't like this.
29:48I don't like it either.
29:49Wait, my pussy's tingling.
29:51I don't like it.
29:56Oh, wow, that's fun.
29:57Let's go play in the corn!
29:59Jagger, come on.
30:00We're going to eat our food first.
30:02Okay, Jagger, don't put it in your mouth.
30:04Harlow, don't throw it.
30:05That's so nice.
30:06Do you have hand sanitizer?
30:07I know!
30:08I was like, Macy's going to ask someone to clean the table first.
30:12I don't like the germs, you guys.
30:14Have you talked to Whitney at all?
30:16Jen and I went yesterday and got her a gift.
30:19Wait, I want to know how you and Jen got so close.
30:22Just hanging out.
30:24I'm going to kind of have to win these girls over
30:27if I want to come back to mom talk,
30:29and I think Jen and I have a lot of similarities.
30:32I can relate to her
30:33because I know what it's like to have your marriage
30:36so publicly scrutinized.
30:37No one understands unless they've been there.
30:40Feels like I'm having to explain myself
30:42when I should just be receiving support.
30:46And they see this when there's, like, this all underneath.
30:49That's what people don't see.
30:51I support your marriage,
30:52and if you guys are working through it,
30:54I'm rooting for you guys.
30:55The girls aren't the biggest fans of Jen right now,
30:58but I'm just trying not to rock the boat
31:01because I'm not even in mom talk yet.
31:03I think she just feels alone with the whole Zach thing
31:07because she doesn't want to upset him.
31:09Yeah.
31:10She also feels like if she opens up to you guys,
31:12she's like, I already kind of know, like, their answer.
31:15Well, to be fair, when she's open up to us,
31:17it's either a lie or Zach doesn't know she's saying it,
31:19and that's what gets her in trouble.
31:21She's done things that have bitten her own self in the ass.
31:24So are you guys all not cool with Jen?
31:26I feel like I'm just not her biggest fan
31:28for what she's done to, like, you, especially.
31:30What'd she do to you?
31:32Um...
31:34She's just kind of vindictive.
31:38I was one of the girls that went on the Italy trip
31:40at Vanderpump Villa this summer,
31:42and I know for a fact that nothing happened
31:44between me and the guys.
31:45Are you doing photos?
31:47We will.
31:51Jen was definitely judging Demi
31:53for being flirty with these guys.
31:55If that's OK in your marriage, I'm not judging you for it.
31:58But then Jen turned around and flipped it
32:00as a way to use it against her, almost as blackmail.
32:03We had a sit-down talk with her and Zach,
32:05and we were talking about just the disconnect
32:08between what she was saying versus what Zach was saying.
32:10But instead of, like, taking the opportunity
32:12to, like, focus on that,
32:14she took the opportunity to, like,
32:15try to throw me under the bus.
32:17And, like, was like, well, what about villas?
32:19And what about... And I'm like, OK, hold on.
32:21We're talking about you and Zach.
32:23Like, none of this concerns you in any way.
32:25I think that when Jen is in situations
32:27where she feels that she's ganged up on and isolated,
32:30she likes to deflect and kind of throw out
32:32whatever daggers she can to take the heat off of herself.
32:36Her motives are not good.
32:38So I'm just like, until I see different,
32:40like, this is where we are.
32:42There's just so much I feel like I have to catch up on.
32:44Yeah.
32:45Jagger's chomping at the bit to do something.
32:47Should we go take them on a ride?
32:48Don't put them in someone's shoes, Jagger. Stop.
32:51Bye.
32:52Jagger, do you want to go see the animals with your friends?
32:55Yeah.
32:56OK, I'll take you guys.
32:57Poker wants to go with you guys, too.
32:59OK, let's do the corn maze.
33:00Yay.
33:01OK, let's hope we come out friends.
33:03Truce, no matter how this goes down.
33:05If you have to pee, just go in there.
33:07Yeah, just squat right here.
33:09Good old times.
33:14Miranda was, like, another level of, like, friendship.
33:16Like, she was my best friend.
33:17Like, we would talk two hours a day on the phone.
33:20I'd see her probably three times a week,
33:22and it ended overnight.
33:23If you're going to, like, come into our circle again
33:25and come into mom talk, I would hope at this point
33:27you're willing to, like, be open and honest.
33:29Because if you're not, I will clear the air.
33:32I won't be called a liar because everything I've said is true.
33:36I'm ready to move on.
33:39Well, how have you been feeling about being around me?
33:42Yeah, I'm, like, almost maybe in shock.
33:44Like, we should have a conversation
33:46because your stories still are, like, a little different.
33:48And so I'm just confused.
33:50I feel like a lot of animosity still,
33:51like, about the whole situation.
33:52The only time I, like, touched anyone
33:54or did anything with anyone was kissing.
33:57I'm hoping Taylor is ready to really have
34:01what I hope is the final conversation.
34:04I just want to clear it up once and for all.
34:06There wasn't anything beyond that.
34:14What I wanted to get across was that I was, like,
34:16when Taylor said everyone was hooking up with everyone,
34:18I'm like, that wasn't the case.
34:19I didn't hook up with anyone.
34:20I think when people think, like, swinging parties
34:22was not really, like, I guess for me,
34:24like, what I would picture.
34:25Maybe we have a different definition of involvement then.
34:29I didn't mean sex.
34:30I just meant we were all doing things with each other.
34:32I don't want to get it twisted.
34:34The height of what I was involved in was kissing people.
34:37It wasn't just kissing.
34:40I don't know what to say about it.
34:42Yeah, it's true, but, like, also not.
34:43It's just downplaying what actually happened.
34:45I feel like it's, like, we did everything Love Island does.
34:48You've seen Love Island where they play the games?
34:50But I was just kind of, like...
34:51Plus a little more.
34:53No one had sex, as far as I know.
34:55So...
34:57Yes, you did have sex with the husband,
34:59but, like, you didn't just kiss people,
35:02though you participated in all these things.
35:04I mean, I could just start listening.
35:05We did have sex in the shower with our husbands all together.
35:09We also had sex in the same bed at the same time.
35:13We would blindfold each other,
35:14and you would have to guess which husband you were kissing,
35:17and a couple of times we did that.
35:19We also had a night where it was just four husbands and you and me.
35:23They asked us to go get in short shorts, so we did,
35:26and then we came down, and we were so drunk,
35:28we were making out, and we were on top of each other,
35:30and they all filmed it on their phones.
35:33Um...
35:35I mean, Taylor's not wrong.
35:38At this point, I don't even know if I should say,
35:40yes, I am a swinger, or no, I'm not a swinger.
35:42You guys can call it whatever you want.
35:44You tell me if I know or not.
35:46How are you guys feeling about Miranda?
35:48I feel better about Miranda than I feel about Whitney.
35:50When I'm around her, I enjoy being around her.
35:52That's what I'm saying.
35:53Well, I'm glad to hear that maybe you guys are softening on her.
35:56It might be easier since she's around.
35:57Well, I don't have any anger now.
35:59I'm still hesitant of the timing of things and the intentions,
36:03and she knows that.
36:04The only thing that makes me nervous is just that she is attaching herself to, like, Jen.
36:07Yes.
36:08I don't know why it makes me nervous.
36:10You're like, attach yourself to us.
36:11Yeah, I'm like, come on, join our group.
36:13I wonder what they're talking about.
36:16Being called a bad friend was, like, what I took really personal,
36:19and so I guess, like, this is, for me, like, what this is.
36:23I am here, and I came here to take accountability.
36:27So, yeah, we've had sex in the same room.
36:30Like, we've had, like, we had crazy parties in Mexico.
36:33And I'm like, I don't think you deserve to be lied to.
36:38Yeah, there were a handful of things that happened that I am still, like, yeah, that was so embarrassing.
36:44I'm not going to deny that.
36:45If I could go back, I would have handled everything differently.
36:48I think that I really let the fear of being perceived get the best of me.
36:53I just felt so out of control and so wronged.
36:57It was difficult for me to have a lot of, like, empathy for her,
37:02but I wish that I would have come out with what really did happen.
37:06Rather than denying everything, that probably did make her feel worse and look worse,
37:11and that wasn't my intentions.
37:13It was very much, I'm terrified, and I have a reputation as a Mormon to uphold.
37:18And I regret that.
37:20The sooner that we get through these hard conversations,
37:23the sooner we can hopefully build a genuine relationship and friendship.
37:28I just want to move on and leave it all behind us for your sake, for my sake, for everyone's sake.
37:34But I won't make you go into any details.
37:36If you're, like, saying, yeah, we did crazy stuff along with, like, kissing,
37:41then that makes sense to me.
37:43I just say I wanted to make sure we were, like, on the same page.
37:48I do feel like Miranda is trying to take the steps of admitting the things she has done
37:52and just taking accountability.
37:54I know her very well, and I think there's a part of her that's very uncomfortable admitting those things,
37:59knowing that family and friends are going to know and see and hear about it.
38:04And it's like, I have a really soft spot for her in my heart, and I still do love her.
38:11The whole, like, Chase thing and, like, his feelings and all of that was just, like, gut-wrenching.
38:17You know, I'm feeling, like, double betrayal.
38:18Yes.
38:19Betrayal from, like, my husband and from my best friend.
38:21There was just so much that I couldn't do the friendship anymore.
38:24And I understand that that, like, wasn't fair to you.
38:28Given how close we were, I, like, I could see how betraying that would be.
38:31Yeah.
38:32I would be really sad about it.
38:34Yeah.
38:35So I hold that on me, too, a lot.
38:38So it's not fair to hold resentment with you, because I'm just, like, I was not a good friend at that time.
38:47Sorry.
38:50I was a really bad friend, and maybe I was a bad person.
38:54And I'm sure Taylor can relate, but it was a lot.
38:58Things we both did to each other.
39:00Yeah.
39:01I feel like that's fair to just let it go.
39:04Like, I'm, like, leave Taylor 2022, like, in the past, because I feel like I'm a completely different person.
39:10I don't know if you can tell.
39:11But, yeah, I just, like, I do not like that version of myself.
39:14And I think that's why I'm stuck.
39:15I'm, like, not moved on, because I'm, like, I don't know.
39:19I don't know, like, I can't even, like, actually talk about it, because it's, like.
39:24I understand.
39:25I just don't know how someone can be, like, that horrible.
39:27You?
39:28Yeah.
39:29Like, that person I was.
39:30Like, very selfish.
39:32I feel like I was such, like, a good person up until, like, those, like, that time.
39:37And, like, I was so loyal to my husband, to my best friend.
39:40Like, I told him, like, a lot, like, I'm not going to do this, because I'm, like, I'm a loyal wife.
39:46And then I think as things went on, like, I was, I got weaker and weaker the more we did it.
39:53I don't know how I did that to him.
39:55And, like, you.
39:58I don't know.
39:59I just, I hate her.
40:00Like, I hate her.
40:01Yeah, but Taylor, if you wouldn't, if you weren't her, you wouldn't be who you are now.
40:06Like, you.
40:07Which, I don't know, it's a good thing.
40:08Like, I'm, like, in and out.
40:11Yeah, but do you not think that you're better than where you were?
40:13Yeah, I'm a better person, hopefully.
40:14Yeah.
40:15Yeah.
40:16Absolutely.
40:17Like, I told you how I, I've seen it in you.
40:19I think it's more than fair for you to give yourself a little bit of grace.
40:23Miranda and I talking here does make me realize I do miss the friendship.
40:28Her and I have, like, this natural chemistry that we just, like, gravitate towards each other.
40:33And I have never had someone like that.
40:35But I don't know if I want to be her best friend.
40:37Like, obviously, there's a ton of history, so time will tell with that.
40:58Hey, hey, it's a long way down, it's a long way down from the...
41:04Hello.
41:05Hi, Michaela.
41:06How the heck have you been?
41:09Busy.
41:10Yeah?
41:11Lots going on.
41:12So, what are you thinking that you want to focus on today?
41:15Maybe retouch on some trauma.
41:18Okay, yeah.
41:19So, I'd like to maybe see if we can go back to that 14-year-old, you know, Michaela.
41:24Who do you think you want to take your power back from the most?
41:30My mom.
41:32I think it's also maybe just becoming comfortable with keeping it in for so long and shoving it down and the fear of bringing it up as well.
41:41Mm-hmm.
41:42Yeah.
41:43Don't know how to process it, so just keep it down.
41:47Is it getting harder to keep it there?
41:50Are you noticing it have more effects?
41:53Mm-hmm.
41:54Definitely have more effects, I would say.
41:57Notice it spilling out into different relationships or different areas.
42:04Growing up, I think we all kind of inherited the trait of you push everything under the rug, you don't talk about it until it gets to the boiling point.
42:11And for me, it was presenting itself in physical ways, and it was like I couldn't run away from it anymore.
42:17And so I was like, okay, well, I'm just going to go in and I'm going to head strong, just attack it.
42:21I still get triggered by it, and I still have the trauma response.
42:25So sometimes to take your power back, we need to do things now that you didn't have a chance to do when you were younger, right?
42:33So I want you to channel into the feistiest, snarkiest, meanest, bitchiest piece of yourself.
42:42Okay.
42:45I'm going to represent the person that was abusing you, and I want you to come at me.
42:50I want you to say what you really feel about me.
42:54You're a piece of shit. I can't do it.
42:56Yeah.
42:57I'm like, I can't do it.
42:58What else would you say to me?
43:04It is uncomfortable, Michaela, for sure.
43:06It's uncomfortable for you to have to live with us, but you have a right to say you're peace.
43:14You have a right to say you had no right.
43:18You took advantage of me.
43:22I was a little girl, and you hurt me in a way you had no business ever putting hands on me.
43:33I know.
43:38Yeah, you are a piece of shit, and you had no right to do it to me and take so much from me.
43:47And I feel a lot of hate towards you for it.
43:56For it to just not.
43:58You motherfucker.
43:59You motherfucker.
44:02Amen.
44:06Amen.
44:07Amen.
44:08Is it any lighter? Is it still just as heavy as ever?
44:12I think it's a little lighter, for sure.
44:15Yeah, it's a little bit lighter.
44:19I think just talking about it is a little healing.
44:23Talking about my past sexual abuse is not easy,
44:26but I feel like there's something really freeing about finally speaking my truth
44:30and expressing these emotions that I've held in for so long.
44:33And it's definitely something that I want to apply to every aspect of my life.
44:36I want to flip the script and break that cycle.
44:40Is it something that you could leave here instead of tucking it back inside of you?
44:46Yeah.
44:52Yeah.
45:03Are you going to spit up again?
45:07There it is.
45:09That's what you wanted to happen.
45:18You just had a baby.
45:19I know.
45:20Oh my goodness.
45:22You forget.
45:23Yes.
45:24Every single time you forget.
45:25Yeah, let's go in here.
45:26It is perfect.
45:28Macy and I are visiting Whitney today and just checking on how she's doing postpartum.
45:33Hello.
45:34Oh my gosh, you guys are the greatest.
45:36Hi.
45:37Of course we are.
45:38I wouldn't say I'm like besties with Whitney, but I have no issues with Whitney
45:41and I'm here if she needs a friend.
45:44It is tiny.
45:45I know.
45:46So small.
45:47So Whitney reached out to me to get together to kind of just hash everything out.
45:51I feel like I reached out to you like ever so often.
45:53You didn't respond to me and then all of a sudden you posted a personal text online.
45:57And then I'm like, what the hell?
45:59So it felt like a stab in the back, to be honest.
46:01I wish that I would have just talked to you rather than running away.
46:05And I'm sorry.
46:06I just can't help but feel bad for her.
46:08And I do think that she regrets all of the things that happened.
46:11I mean, Jesus told us to forgive and love thy neighbor.
46:14So that's why I'm forgiving.
46:15You want to hold him?
46:16Yeah.
46:18He's so freaking cute.
46:21He might be getting hungry, though.
46:22He's like opening his mouth.
46:25I'm glad you're like doing good and you're up and you're like all around, which is crazy.
46:30Yeah.
46:31Okay, wait.
46:32I have to know.
46:33What happened at the Halloween party?
46:34Oh, gosh.
46:35That was a nightmare.
46:36Maybe we were like a summary.
46:37What happened?
46:38What didn't happen, really.
46:39I know Chase showed up because Miranda told me Chase was gone.
46:42Well, that's when chaos started.
46:43Okay.
46:44We just started going at it.
46:45Yeah.
46:46It was bad.
46:47Dakota was in the middle, like believing him.
46:48I'm like, why would you believe him when you can see he's lying?
46:51The biggest issue I had at the Halloween party was kind of Dakota not defending me as much
46:57as I thought he would to Chase.
46:58Did you tell me that Jimmy had a sex dream about me?
47:00Yeah.
47:01You never told me that.
47:02Oh, you never told him that?
47:03No.
47:04That's crazy.
47:05No, she let that out, too.
47:06That's really opportunistic.
47:07So, yeah.
47:08So that's why I'm saying.
47:09Almost as if he's looking for something to justify like the lies I have found out.
47:13It makes it hard to move forward, especially when things like this come up and happen.
47:16It's like, it's like almost we take two steps back.
47:19Isn't that crazy?
47:20Can you believe that?
47:21And then the cops came.
47:23Yeah.
47:24They were yelling at Chase.
47:25It was crazy.
47:26And I'm like, what the hell?
47:27When you give birth, it's just you and this baby.
47:30As we're sitting here talking, I'm just constantly reminded of how much I miss this.
47:34I miss being around even the other women and I miss us all being together.
47:39Girlfriend's crying.
47:40Miranda's crying.
47:42That's when Jordan freaks out.
47:43He's like, take accountability.
47:47Take ownership right now.
47:48That's what I did.
47:49No, take ownership.
47:50That was wild.
47:51And then I guess she didn't know.
47:53It was so weird.
47:54But that's craziness.
47:55That's like insane.
47:57I can't believe I'm about to say this out loud, but I think I want to come back into mom talk.
48:12I've definitely felt very isolated.
48:16It definitely feels like I have no one to turn to right now.
48:22It feels like Jesse and Demi are trying to sabotage me and my relationship.
48:30This whole time you were talking about how you're the supportive friend to me.
48:34If mom talk is about friendship, then it's about friendship.
48:39If mom talk is about friendship, then why are you doing this to me?
48:44If you truly knew what I have been going through this past year, this is the last thing that you would be doing.
48:52Hey, I went to the store.
48:54Yeah.
48:58I mean, I'm 10 days late now.
49:00So I think we should, we should take a pregnancy test.
49:08Okay, let's do it.
49:10Okay.
49:11You just want me to wait right here?
49:13Will you come in the bathroom?
49:15After I...
49:17Sure, yeah.
49:33Do you want to look at it together?
49:35Yeah.
49:38Okay.
50:00I started feeling depressed and anxious because my life has been really rocky.
50:07And all over the place.
50:10So I am stressed out of my mind with the thought of me being pregnant.
50:20Because Zach and I aren't on the best of terms.
50:24And I think the last thing we need is another baby.
50:31I'm okay.
50:38Ready to look at it?
50:40Yeah.
50:47Yep, I'm pregnant.
50:49I'm pregnant.
51:00Yeah, I'm just scared.
51:05Because I'm not the person I want to be before bringing in another child.
51:12So I'm sad for this child because I don't even know where my marriage is at.
51:22And so I think in this moment I've kind of come to my breaking point.
51:32I'm scared.
51:39Do you want it harder? Softer?
51:41Oh, I like that.
51:44Do you ever think you'd be back at a mom talk sex party?
51:47I mean, Miranda's a great kisser.
51:50I just wanted to talk to you guys about the Halloween situation.
51:52What you guys did was touch my wife without consent.
51:56A few months ago I got confessions.
51:58It said I slept with Demi's husband last year while she was away.
52:02Tensions in mom talk have been really high right now.
52:05I feel like so alone with my marriage and where I'm at with all the girls.
52:10Okay, now it's time for you guys to confess.
52:14Something that you've held in that you've never told people.
52:16So many secrets.