S43 E09
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00:00This is Obie. He's 11 years old.
00:02The bruising on his ribs looks like he's being kicked.
00:05Who hurts you?
00:06He asked if I wanted to kiss him.
00:09Just because you're like that doesn't mean I am.
00:12And it's me. It's your dad.
00:14I'm in a bit of trouble.
00:15Oh.
00:17Shout out scratch.
00:19Good girl.
00:21There's a list of looks you want to be careful around.
00:25Sorry.
00:26Mr. Whitelaw is top of that list.
00:28It's about Mr. Whitelaw.
00:30I've got to tell you, Mr. Whitelaw is my father-in-law.
00:40Does she still make it with honey?
00:42And cinnamon. Apparently that's the secret.
00:44Man, I miss Chad's breakfast.
00:46I won't have to fight you for that one.
00:47You'll have to, yeah.
00:53Okay, roger that control.
00:55On our way.
00:59Paramedics are on their way.
01:00My baby's having a seizure.
01:01My baby's having a seizure.
01:02My baby's having a seizure.
01:03He's never had them before, has he?
01:05Ngozi?
01:06Can you tell me, is he a known epileptic?
01:09No.
01:10No, he's not.
01:11And is the seizure still in progress?
01:12Yes.
01:13Yes.
01:14It's still in progress.
01:15Okay, love.
01:19Please, please.
01:20From where?
01:22It's okay.
01:23He's just bitten his tongue.
01:24From where, love?
01:26Did he?
01:27Ngozi?
01:28Ngozi?
01:29Ngozi?
01:30Ngozi?
01:31Ngozi?
01:32Ngozi?
01:33Ngozi?
01:34Ngozi?
01:35Ngozi?
01:36Ngozi?
01:37Ngozi?
01:38Ngozi?
01:39Ngozi?
01:40Ngozi?
01:41Ngozi?
02:04Right, so Mr Whitelaw isn't coming down?
02:07He's busy.
02:08I'll do the consent forms.
02:09He doesn't want to see Mrs Collins for himself.
02:12Er, yeah, he will. What's this?
02:16Are you sure you don't want to report Russell?
02:18No-one likes it. Everyone will believe you.
02:21I'm not sure everyone will.
02:24I just want to get back downstairs to the ED.
02:27Yeah, well, selfishly I vote for that.
02:29Me too. We'd have the gang back together.
02:31Yeah.
02:33Go on, go.
02:36Siobhan!
02:37Hey.
02:38Did you get my email?
02:40Er, yeah, yeah, I did.
02:42Look, Rita, unfortunately it's not that simple.
02:45I just don't have a role for you to fill.
02:48I thought you'd want me back.
02:50Rita, I do, I do.
02:52And honestly, I'd normally be able to pull a few strings,
02:56but the way Dr Byron's all bull in a china shop,
02:59we're not very popular with the rest of the hospital at the minute.
03:02Something will come up eventually.
03:04What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
03:06Jan said he was really panicking on the phone.
03:11Poor Obi.
03:12I hope he's all right.
03:18It's Jacob.
03:19Jacob!
03:20He's upstairs.
03:21He's upstairs.
03:22Lead the way.
03:23Hey.
03:24Hi.
03:25So, er, the seizure has fully resolved, but he's still not responding.
03:38Okay.
03:39He should have woken up by now, shouldn't he?
03:41Why hasn't he woken up?
03:42Let me just examine him.
03:43Okay?
03:44So that's the rate of nine?
03:47It's totally normal after a seizure.
03:49It's our full tonic-lonic seizure, yeah?
03:51And he's never had one before?
03:52No.
03:53We were just in the room next door, and then we had a smash.
03:55No, but we don't know how long it's been going on.
03:58What if we hadn't heard?
03:59He could have choked.
04:00No, but you did hear.
04:01You did hear him.
04:02We had a bit for that fight.
04:05This is my fault.
04:07It's no one's fault.
04:09No, he's never been like this before.
04:11Yeah.
04:12I know that it must be awful when it's your own, okay?
04:15But you both did the right thing, and we're here now, so why don't you go get dressed,
04:19and you can go in the back with Obi, and I'll take Nicole in the front.
04:22Sure.
04:24Okay, let's get Little Man down to the amble, yeah?
04:26The management wanted me to remind you all that all Venus blood gases need to be seen
04:32and signed by a senior clinician.
04:34Anything else?
04:35No?
04:36Good.
04:37I'll be in my office.
04:38There it is.
04:39A man in cubicle six, he's refusing to let me treat him, says that he wants a doctor,
04:43and by doctor he means a man.
04:44Faith, you're more than capable.
04:45I know that.
04:46Right, yeah, of course, sorry.
04:48Cubicle six for Ash, it's all yours, buddy.
04:51Faith, you're going to take Bob the Builder.
04:53Yeah?
04:54Hello?
04:55Is that really the best policy?
04:57Just giving in to people?
04:58What if his next request is someone white?
05:00It's happened before.
05:01Dr. Byron?
05:02Yeah?
05:03Upstairs, say you're late.
05:04Um, can you just tell the moment of recess, will you?
05:06No, then no, you're not in the country shift today.
05:08Come on.
05:09I don't have time for this, guys, okay?
05:11I've got a meeting, I've got a stack of paperwork to get through.
05:14Stevie's not here, and I'm not even supposed to be here this afternoon either, so,
05:17Rash, from now on, you're in charge, okay?
05:20If the building is literally falling down, come find me.
05:22Anything else, Dr. Massim, do you mind?
05:31With me, please take your resources today.
05:33This is Obi, 11 years old and not a known epileptic.
05:35He had a witness tonic-clonic seizure with self-terminated, unsure of when it started.
05:39He's bitten his tongue and been incontinent.
05:42Prolonged prostictal phase, currently GCS 13.
05:45Initial stance of 89.
05:46Treated with oxygen, now up to 94.
05:48He was healthy yesterday and went to bed as usual, but he was treated here for a head injury
05:52a few days ago.
05:53Yeah, I remember that.
05:54He has IV access in his left hand, in case he had another seizure.
05:57Okay, let's get in the fourth of the mid-town.
05:59All right.
06:00Okay.
06:01Ready, steady, lift.
06:02Okay.
06:03Well done.
06:04Okay.
06:05Did you check the notes from his last admission, please?
06:07See if he had a seat again as well.
06:08Of course, yeah.
06:09I'm sorry.
06:10I'm sorry.
06:11I'm sorry.
06:12I'm sorry.
06:13It's all my fault.
06:14I'm sorry.
06:15It's all my fault.
06:16It's all my fault.
06:18It's all my fault.
06:19I'm sorry.
06:20I'm sorry.
06:21I'm sorry.
06:22I'm sorry.
06:23I'm sorry.
06:24Ambulance services, the patient breathing.
06:29I don't know.
06:30Okay, caller.
06:31I see that fire assistance has been requested too.
06:36Are you clear of the fire?
06:37No, no, no.
06:38I can't.
06:39I can't leave her.
06:41Can't leave who?
06:42My girlfriend, Sarah.
06:44She's, she's upstairs.
06:47Can you tell me your name, caller?
06:52Liam.
06:53Okay.
06:54And what is the address of the emergency?
06:5621 out.
06:57Holly Brookley.
06:58Are you injured, Liam?
06:59No, no, no.
07:00I'm fine.
07:01That's good.
07:02Can you get to safety?
07:03Look, I can't.
07:04I can't leave.
07:05Fire Brigade will be the newest because they can.
07:06If you're out, you'll be able to tell them where she is, won't you?
07:07What if it's too late?
07:08I know it feels like a long time, but they'll have all the equipment.
07:10I know it feels like a long time, but they'll have all the equipment.
07:11I know it feels like a long time.
07:12I know it feels like a long time.
07:13I know it feels like a long time.
07:14I know it feels like a long time.
07:15I know it feels like a long time.
07:16I know it feels like a long time.
07:17I know it feels like a long time.
07:18I know it feels like a long time, but they'll have all the equipment.
07:27Does that make sense?
07:29Liam?
07:30Liam?
07:31Liam, are you still there?
07:39Maybe you should go to work.
07:46How was the city?
07:48Pretty much as we expected.
07:50There's a small contusion consistent with the fight.
07:53I don't think there's been any other trauma, has there?
07:55No, no.
07:56Okay, so this is what caused the seizures?
07:58I imagine so, yeah.
08:00Is it permanent?
08:03Of course he.
08:04No.
08:05Will he keep having more seizures?
08:07Well, I think you both know, as well as I do,
08:09that it's impossible to predict the recovery exactly,
08:12but, you know, he's in the right place
08:14and will deal with any problems as they occur.
08:16What's your honest opinion, please?
08:18My honest opinion is that I'm really glad
08:20that there wasn't anything nasty on the city.
08:22Well, no, he hit his head pet.
08:23At least this is only because of that.
08:26Can we maybe get Neuro to do an EEG?
08:28Look, they'll do one at the First Fit Clinic,
08:31and I'm sure Peds will organise a follow-up appointment.
08:37That's great. Thank you, Dylan.
08:39Okay.
08:45Maybe I should get to work.
08:47Mm.
08:49But call us if you need anything.
08:51Yeah?
08:52Mm.
09:01Can you imagine it's been a very stressful morning?
09:02Ha!
09:03Yes.
09:05Why don't you go and grab a breath of fresh air?
09:07You're right, are you, if I just get on with things?
09:10Unless they stop the vending machine with wine, I think I'll be okay.
09:15Just let somebody else do the worry for a while, yeah?
09:27Overnight, I see his heart rate was up until his analgesia increased.
09:31We get PCAs in order.
09:35Dr. Piper, you're late.
09:37Erm, my girlfriend's son, er, he had a CJ's in the AD.
09:42What on earth are you wearing?
09:47Well, go on, then.
09:48Give us a twirl.
09:52A twirl?
09:53You're getting flustered.
09:55Well, yeah, this is a workplace.
09:57Yes, a workplace, Dr. Piper.
09:59You waltz in, late, wearing the wrong attire.
10:02I think the least you could do is show us.
10:04Don't you think?
10:07Don't you think, Dr. Reverend?
10:11Oh, come on.
10:12Patients can't get better on their own.
10:14Mr. Whitelaw, I don't think that's...
10:16Quiet!
10:23Hello.
10:37And?
10:42Erm, I'm sorry I was late.
10:45There.
10:46That wasn't hard, was it?
10:48Go and get changed, Dr. Piper.
10:53Oh, where were we?
10:59Ah, where were we?
11:15Control set potentially, two inside.
11:17Okay.
11:18Sarah and Liam.
11:23I'll be all right.
11:24I'm gonna go on, please.
11:25I'll be all right.
11:26I'm gonna go on.
11:29I'll be all right.
11:30Apparently you've got away from the house.
11:31Anyway, wait for me.
11:33It'll come to us.
11:34It's all safe.
11:35It's okay?
11:36I'll take it, Liz.
11:37You've got him.
11:40Hey!
11:41Is she all right?
11:43I couldn't tell.
11:44I couldn't tell if she was breathing.
11:45My crew makes good everything you can, okay?
11:46I'm alright.
11:47Try not to bother me.
11:48Take deep breaths.
11:49Can we get some oxygen, please?
11:51No, no, no, no, stop!
11:59Wait!
12:00Get back!
12:16Are you okay?
12:19Why wouldn't I be?
12:21Because he humiliated you?
12:23I think that's up to me to decide, isn't it?
12:33Oh, surgery really has a different world.
12:37Everyone tried to tell us.
12:39And I didn't want to believe them.
12:43Macho surgeons with a god complex.
12:46Aye.
12:47It's a cliché because it's true.
12:49And they all behave the same way.
12:51It's disgusting.
12:55You know that list you told me about?
12:57Can I see it?
12:58Oh, yeah.
12:59Because that's really what I need.
13:00I'll get caught you on that around.
13:01I just want to know if there's anyone or anything that could help us.
13:04I really don't think there is.
13:06I don't know who started it, but it's female medics all over the place.
13:22Just sharing bad experiences of surgery.
13:30I'll add you.
13:32It's private, yeah?
13:35You can't add anyone.
13:36Don't go showing it around.
13:37Oh, you read the women's stories on there.
13:40It's much worse than you can imagine.
13:43Hey.
13:44You all right?
13:45What we got here?
13:46So this is Sarah, SAS 85.
13:47Smoke inhalation.
13:48No visible burns.
13:49Checking.
13:50Okay.
13:51Can you guys take off a bit?
13:52Yeah, of course not.
13:53All right.
13:54Let me borrow the office rooms.
13:55Hey, my name's Ian.
13:56This is Teddy.
13:57Can you hear me?
13:58Can you hear me?
13:59Can you hear me?
14:00Can you hear me?
14:01Can you hear me?
14:02Can I open your eyes?
14:03Norma?
14:04Take off of me!
14:05Yeah, of course not.
14:06All right.
14:07Let me borrow the office rooms.
14:08No, my name's Ian.
14:09It's Teddy.
14:10Can you hear me?
14:11Can you hear me?
14:12Can you hear me?
14:13Open your eyes.
14:14Open your eyes from Sarah.
14:17It's Sarah.
14:18All right?
14:19She's stable.
14:20Just stay lined up for me, yeah?
14:21Right, you can get a little sharp scratch to your arm.
14:23Why'd you go back in?
14:28This is something I needed to give her..
14:30Well done.
14:31Come on. Well done. Just keep telling her.
14:32Is that your girlfriend?
14:33Yeah.
14:34Smile still.
14:35Smile still.
14:36Okay, fire said there's no structural damage.
14:38Okay.
14:39And pull them out from under a load of plasterboard.
14:41Right.
14:42No, she's not talking.
14:43She's okay.
14:44No, she's not talking.
14:45Okay, Leanne, we'll get you in as soon as we can, okay?
14:47Try and relax.
14:48Deep breaths.
14:55What's going on?
14:57It's not just Russell and Sean.
14:59There's surgeons from hospitals all over the country.
15:01What?
15:02Just take a breath.
15:04Which means I can't just work somewhere where this isn't an issue,
15:07because there isn't anywhere.
15:08I'm trapped.
15:09I am completely trapped.
15:11This is huge.
15:12Yeah.
15:13Okay, well, we need to go to Siobhan.
15:15No, no, no, no.
15:16I've just watched Russell crush the coal for, what, standing up to him.
15:20But what if all these women stood up together?
15:25What do you mean? Like, make it public?
15:28But they're anonymous.
15:30Yeah, but that's how they get away with it, because they're keeping us set for it.
15:33They're keeping us quiet.
15:35Okay, um, what about Sean?
15:37I mean, you don't want to get him into trouble.
15:38That'd be fine.
15:39I mean, can't fire everyone, can they?
15:41Okay, Rita.
15:42What about the women?
15:43What about the victims?
15:44Yeah, yeah.
15:45But it's the right thing to do.
15:49Something this big, it can't be swept under the carpet.
15:52We just don't want you to do something you might regret.
15:55I know.
15:57Let's see him crush this.
15:59Hi.
16:00Hi, love.
16:01Do you know where you are?
16:02Hospital.
16:03That's right.
16:04You had a seizure because of the fight.
16:08You know, it's like, um, when a computer crashes and it's stuck on one key.
16:24You know, it's like, um, when a computer crashes and it's stuck on one key.
16:33You know?
16:35Do, do, do, do, do.
16:38Your brain is the computer.
16:41It's fine with Siri Boots.
16:45Obi, I know you don't want to talk about it, but we're stuck here all day with nothing to do.
16:53You hit another boy.
16:58Hey, I didn't raise you to be violent.
17:01You didn't raise me.
17:04You left.
17:06I came here for a better life for both of us.
17:12You know that.
17:15Look, I, I know Nicole and I, it was a shock.
17:22But I think you hit that boy because you're afraid.
17:27And you don't need to be, it's okay here.
17:31I want to go home.
17:34I, we can't.
17:39It's not safe there.
17:41It's not safe because of you.
17:44Because of what you are.
17:46I just, I don't, I don't want you to have to lie for me.
18:00I, I don't want to leave.
18:05You brought me here.
18:07You made me leave all my friends.
18:10I don't know anyone here.
18:13You're so selfish.
18:15You're so selfish.
18:16You're so selfish.
18:17You're so selfish.
18:20Maybe.
18:24But I am your mother, Obie.
18:29So I decide how we live and where.
18:41Ash, a cubicle to Libby Evans.
18:44She's 15 years old and in there with her foster mum.
18:47She's got a wound on her right calf
18:49but it looks infected.
18:51OK, thanks.
18:56Hi, Libby, I'm Dr Masson.
18:58So it's your leg, is it?
19:01I did say women don't need to shave their body hair any more.
19:04And I said that's fair, Graham.
19:06So you Libby's foster mum?
19:08Ah, yeah, Lisa.
19:09She's been with me a few months now.
19:12We've applied for a special guardianship
19:14so she can stay with me long-term.
19:17What?
19:18Oh, nothing.
19:20Um, so this happened when?
19:22At the weekend. We patched it up.
19:24I thought it would just heal but I could see this morning
19:27that it was still hurting.
19:28Yeah, it's infected.
19:30Um, I'll give it a good clean and give you some antibiotics.
19:33Are you up-to-date with all your vaccinations?
19:36Dunno.
19:37Yeah, I think so.
19:39Is it OK if I just go and phone the school,
19:42explain why she's not in?
19:43Uh, yeah, of course.
19:45Uh, Libby, can you just lean back for me?
19:49I'm just trying to check the edges of the wound.
19:56Libby, did you cut yourself on purpose?
19:58Does your foster mum know about this?
20:02What's it to you?
20:03The police said my son's here. Let me see him.
20:05I need to see him.
20:06Reader.
20:07Uh, yeah.
20:08Um, do me a favour, please, and help this gentleman.
20:11They might need a surgical team anyway.
20:12Yeah, um, how can I help?
20:14It's my son. He was in a fire.
20:15OK, um, follow me.
20:16Uh, what's your name?
20:17Mike Sutton.
20:18The, uh, the policeman who called said he'd been terribly brave.
20:21Right, well, um, I'm sure Claire can help us.
20:23Uh, so we've been looking for...
20:24Liam...
20:25Oh, hi Liam, I'm Dr Masson.
20:27On the way he deteriorated, I'm worried about his airway.
20:29Hey, hey, hey, hey, no, no, no, no, no, take a step back, let them do their thing.
20:44I promise you, I will give you all the information you need.
20:47Uh, sacks 94% on 15 litres, rest of 30.
20:51Everyone got a bit?
20:52Ready, steady, roll.
20:55On to him.
20:56And down, down.
20:56Ready, steady, slide.
21:02He's at one litre of saline, one gram of IV paracetamol, 15 of morphine, and four milligrams of undansetron.
21:10We had trouble getting this, uh, clothes off.
21:12Looks like a fuse to his skin, and there was a bruising to his abdomen, presumably where the plasterboard came down in it.
21:17Uh, it's tender to touch.
21:19OK, all right, thanks, Jacob.
21:21OK, I'm going to do the primary survey.
21:22Liam, can you open your mouth for me?
21:24Is it just open your mouth?
21:25OK.
21:26OK.
21:26OK, OK, don't worry, don't worry, just breathe, just breathe.
21:39I'm here, son.
21:42Where's Sarah?
21:44Who's Sarah?
21:45Sarah is his girlfriend, and she was in the fire too, she's on her way in.
21:49OK, he needs surgery, I need to send him up for a CT scan before that, but I can't do it with his airway instable.
21:54OK, so what do you want to do?
21:55OK.
21:56So what do you want to do?
21:58Which bay rash?
21:59Uh, bay three, please.
22:00I mean, uh, severe smoke inhalation, airway's currently cleared, but there was some initial wheezing, which resolved with subbutamol, Ned.
22:07She's techie at 118, BP is 104 over 86, sat at 95% of her uniters, GCS is 14, she was initially knocked off, but she came around with some oxygen.
22:17She's had a gram of IV-pycetamol, four milligrams of ondansetron, tenomorphine and 500 mils of saline.
22:23Seven across on a slide, please. Slide.
22:26Thank you very much, and I'll stop the primary survey.
22:28Um, Jodie, can you run a full set of bloods for me, please?
22:32Hi, Sarah, you're in hospital, OK? Don't worry.
22:34We're looking after them both now.
22:36Can't believe you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend.
22:41OK, I need statistics to be ten minutes.
22:43OK, that's too long.
22:44Um, right, are you Liam's dad?
22:46Yeah. Is he going to be all right?
22:48He's in a serious condition, but I'm most worried about his airway, so we're going to intubate.
22:52OK, um, Faith, RSI trait, and, er, Ketamine, please.
22:55Is he going to be OK?
22:57Dr. Maslam is a really good doctor.
22:59Can he just have two seconds with him, yeah?
23:02Yeah.
23:03Go on.
23:06Trust the docs, Liam. They know what they're doing.
23:10Sarah, I love her.
23:13I promise.
23:16I will.
23:17OK, Mike, take a step back for me, I want you to stand over here, please.
23:20OK, Ketamine, going in.
23:21Right, we're going to put you to sleep.
23:22OK, Liam.
23:26OK, that's it.
23:43I can't help who I am, Ubi.
24:02Look.
24:03I know you've been brought up to believe a man shouldn't love a man and a woman shouldn't love a woman.
24:16I know this must be confusing for you, but...
24:19You don't know anything.
24:25Ubi, I was brought up the same way.
24:30But...
24:32Nicole is a wonderful person, and I know you know that too.
24:39And what we have...
24:42It's good.
24:43She makes me happy.
24:46She makes me happy.
25:04Yeah, he's in CT now.
25:06Can you add him onto Mr Whitelaw's list, please?
25:09OK, thanks.
25:12But I'll do something really stupid.
25:16I don't know.
25:17Maybe no-one will see that the list has been shared.
25:21That's it. Well done. Keep breathing for me.
25:23You're in whole BC hospital, OK?
25:25So, grade five liver luck.
25:31You OK? You all right?
25:33Liam!
25:34You think she could handle another nap, don't you?
25:39Don't worry, the doctors are looking after Liam too, OK?
25:45Ash, have you seen these?
25:48They look like scratches, don't they?
25:53It's like an altercation.
25:55Doesn't fit with the ceiling formula.
25:57Liam started the fire.
25:59What did she say?
26:02My son saved you?
26:04Your son's been stalking me.
26:06One date, one date we went on.
26:08OK, let's give her a bit of room.
26:10He wouldn't leave me alone.
26:12I'm talking crazy about how we're meant to be together.
26:14OK, just keep reading, darling. That's it. Keep reading.
26:19It smells of petrol.
26:21Faith, can you talk to the police?
26:23Rita, can you see how long surgery will be?
26:24Yeah, I'll find out.
26:27Rita.
26:29You did the right thing.
26:40It's after you already?
26:41Yeah.
26:43You did well with the burns.
26:44Really?
26:45I still feel like I've got loads to learn.
26:46Yeah, but that's good.
26:50Erm, are you ready to go?
26:51Give me fire.
26:58I'm out.
27:00I've served me time.
27:02I'm a free man.
27:04Rehabilitated and ready to face the world.
27:06Great.
27:08Your phone is silent.
27:10I'm at work.
27:12Do you want to bunk off for a bit?
27:14Catch up with your old man?
27:16No, I don't.
27:18I can't.
27:20The thing is, I've got nowhere to stay tonight.
27:24Look, I don't want to be a pain, but any chance you can help me out?
27:29Please?
27:31Don't prison give you anywhere to go?
27:33I'm afraid not.
27:36I don't finish here for ages.
27:38No worries. I can find a bench to hang out on.
27:40No rush.
27:42No pressure.
27:44That wasn't a yes.
27:51Okay, Mike, the surgeons are ready for Liam.
27:54Let's get him ready to move upstairs.
28:00Erm, just, I'll be back in a sec.
28:02I've just been sent this list. Have you seen it already?
28:10Yeah. Come on.
28:12Surgeons you don't want to work with?
28:14Why am I on it?
28:16Erm...
28:19I don't contribute to a toxic atmosphere.
28:21I mean, look, I know I ghosted that nurse, but...
28:25I've never done anything like this.
28:29You've never felt pressured, have you?
28:31You know I meant it when I said I was happy to wait.
28:34You know that, right?
28:38Everyone's seen it.
28:40Let's just... just get you upstairs, yeah?
28:43Go on.
28:45You feel safe upstairs, don't you?
28:47I didn't love watching Nicole twirl earlier now.
28:50Twirling?
28:52It's worth ruining someone's career over.
28:54Well, you wouldn't have asked a man to do it.
28:56How's that my fault?
28:58You let it happen, you just stood there.
29:00Twirling!
29:02Tip of the iceberg.
29:04Er, so, Peds said you can go home, and you've got the date for the scan, haven't you?
29:08So, yeah.
29:10You couldn't hope to be unwell in the company of two better equipped women.
29:13No, no, I'm sure that you won't be unwell.
29:16Go, before I say it again.
29:20How are you feeling?
29:22Can we have pizza tonight?
29:24Please?
29:27Please.
29:29I might be a bit late, but... yeah, of course.
29:32What the hell?
29:33I told you not to add anyone to that list, and you heard that, and then showed the whole world.
29:49You're fine. I was careful, okay? There's no connection to you or to Holby.
29:54What about your IP address?
29:55Nobody's looking at my IP address.
29:57Oh, I think the police might.
29:59Because there's no proof.
30:01You can't go round liable and innocent to people or the police are going to get involved.
30:05Nicole, nobody is innocent here.
30:07Yeah, Russell, he's not innocent.
30:09He sexually assaulted me while we operated on Stevie.
30:13What?
30:15When? I was there?
30:17Yeah.
30:19You didn't see.
30:22Breathe, breathe.
30:24I am so sorry.
30:26It's fine. I'm not blaming you.
30:29I'm just explaining...
30:31why I did it.
30:36Russell is walking round today like a bear with a sore head, so...
30:40he's obviously seen the list.
30:43Just...
30:44watch her back.
30:47Yeah. Thanks.
30:49Sorry I was gone for so long then.
30:52Er, did you... did you both have a chance to talk?
30:56About?
30:59Libby, I... I had a look at your file.
31:02I'm not allowed any privacy now.
31:05Um, I'm afraid I'm gonna have to speak to social services about this wound.
31:11I've seen her file too.
31:13I knew she'd hurt herself before but...
31:16I just thought she was happier now.
31:20I'm sorry.
31:22You...
31:24have nothing to be sorry for, Libs.
31:29Look, I...
31:31will find someone for her to talk to.
31:33I will read up.
31:34I will do whatever I can to look after her properly.
31:37Please...
31:38don't call social services.
31:41I don't wanna lose her.
31:46I'll... I'll see what I can do.
31:47Yeah.
31:54Hey.
31:55Just getting Liam prepped for surgery.
31:57Okay.
31:59Come and take a seat.
32:01Listen.
32:06Mr Whitelaw...
32:08is an...
32:09excellent surgeon.
32:11Yeah.
32:14And my advice...
32:17don't listen to what Sarah said now.
32:20We don't know what happened.
32:22We don't even know she's telling the truth.
32:24He was always slightly strange as a little boy.
32:29I thought it was just because he didn't have his mum.
32:36When he was seven...
32:38he became obsessed with a little girl down the road.
32:41He'd...
32:42make her cards, he'd stand outside her house.
32:44I...
32:46I told myself it was sweet.
32:49I told myself the same with the next one.
32:52Better he idolised girls and picked on them, right?
32:54It's not your fault.
32:56Isn't it?
32:58I'm his dad.
33:00Whatever he's done is the product of how I've brought him up.
33:02Yeah, but he is an adult.
33:04And he's gotta take some responsibility.
33:07The first time he stood outside that little girl's house...
33:11I should've told him it wasn't okay.
33:15Whatever happened today...
33:17he saved Sarah's life.
33:26Try...
33:27and hold on to that.
33:40Flynn, I'm sorry to bother you.
33:46Can I get you to stay on a patient really quick?
33:49So I've got a teenage girl, deliberate self-harm.
33:51She's in a new foster placement.
33:53She's with a foster mum.
33:54The mum seems really committed.
33:56Now, I know I should call social services, but...
33:59I guess my gut is telling me that they might be better left alone.
34:03So...
34:05Protocol seems pretty clear here.
34:06Yeah, yeah.
34:08But...
34:09You...
34:10You're telling me to just stick to the rules?
34:12Look...
34:13I know that you're trying to be nice, but...
34:15Don't run before you can walk, okay?
34:17Claire, I'm so sorry.
34:18I've...
34:19I lost track of time.
34:20Just...
34:22Honestly, why do I bother?
34:23Dad's in theatre.
34:24You've lost track of time.
34:25I know.
34:26I only said I'd pick you both up as a way of reminding you.
34:28Look, I'm sorry.
34:29I've got this...
34:30Health Care Securities Committee meeting.
34:31I'm trying to wade through all this paperwork.
34:32You see what it's like out there?
34:33It's a madhouse.
34:34I know that it is a madhouse every day.
34:36And Poppy is only the lead in her class play this evening.
34:38So...
34:40Are you coming?
34:43Um...
34:44Well, look, I'm gonna be there as quickly as I can.
34:46Claire...
34:47I just...
34:48Give me...
34:49Take that.
34:50And keep it clear.
35:07It won't hold.
35:08Nurse Oman, another 2-0 PDS.
35:10Is this the right law?
35:11Is this Mr. Whitelaw?
35:19I can feel you looking at me, Meryl.
35:21I do realise how much blood he's losing.
35:30Don't bother.
35:31No, we're not getting anywhere.
35:41Let's pack it and close.
35:44Come on, Whitelaw.
35:45Pull yourself together.
35:50He's lost outfit.
35:52What do you wanna do?
35:53So, Gemma is still in Thailand.
35:54She's not gonna make it back for the wedding.
35:55That's a shame.
35:56I was really hoping to meet her in person.
35:57Yeah.
35:58Also, if Stevie's not gonna come at the wedding, I was hoping that Gem would help keep my mum
36:00out of here.
36:01Well, don't be like that.
36:02It's her little girl's big day.
36:03Finally get an average time.
36:04Easy.
36:05Well, Stevie won't be at the wedding.
36:06She's your best mate.
36:07Uh, yeah.
36:08Are you sure you don't wanna ask your mum to come?
36:09No.
36:10No.
36:11No.
36:12No.
36:13No.
36:14No.
36:15No.
36:16No.
36:17No.
36:18No.
36:19No.
36:20No.
36:21No.
36:22No.
36:23No.
36:24No.
36:25No.
36:26No.
36:27No.
36:28No.
36:29No.
36:30No.
36:31No.
36:32No.
36:33No.
36:34I ain't seen her in ages.
36:35She'll only ruin things.
36:36See you later.
36:37Okay.
36:38Bye.
36:39Oh, Rash.
36:40Um, social services were here for someone else, but they're gonna pop in and see Libby.
36:44Uh, what?
36:45Who, who called him?
36:46I dunno.
36:47Sorry, I can't help you.
37:03You know, the damage was too much.
37:18You couldn't have saved him.
37:19Yes, I know that.
37:21Uh, my apologies.
37:22You were extremely helpful in there.
37:23At least there's someone around here I can trust.
37:24Would you like me to come with you?
37:25To talk to the father?
37:26Yes, why not?
37:27Yes, why not?
37:28Yes, why not?
37:29Yes, why not?
37:30Nothing bad.
37:31Nothing bad is gonna happen.
37:32Nothing bad is gonna happen.
37:33So, uh, uh...
37:34Nothing bad is gonna happen.
37:35So, uh...
37:36You...
37:37You are extremely helpful in there.
37:38At least there's someone around here I can trust.
37:39Would you like me to come with you?
37:44To talk to the father?
37:49Yes, why not?
37:52Nothing bad is gonna happen.
37:56I can see how comfortable you both are together but when someone comes in with cuts like that
38:10we have a duty to report it. So a social worker is on their way and we'll need to speak to the
38:17cams team too. Great. That's it then. They're gonna send me somewhere new again. No. They won't do
38:25that. I won't let them do that. I'm sure you'll get whatever support you need. I suspect Pete will
38:33want to admit Libby tonight. So she's not even coming home with me? The guardianship hasn't been
38:39approved. You have ruined everything. I'm sorry. It was actually a colleague of mine who spoke to
38:48social services but I'm really happy to talk to them, tell them what a good situation I think this
38:53is. I think you've done enough, don't you?
39:08Flynn. Yeah. You called social services? I did, yeah. I thought you said I was in charge.
39:14Thanks for the very confidence. Raj.
39:16I'll leave you with Nurse Aman. But if you have any other questions, please let me know.
39:46If he set the fire, he did it to himself, didn't he? There's no one else to blame.
39:54He's still your son.
39:57It wasn't all bad, I swear. What I said earlier.
40:00It's okay. We all make mistakes, don't we?
40:04He was a good boy. He was polite. No trouble.
40:08But does that undo what he did today?
40:11I don't know if I'm even religious, but does God tally it all up? Does someone judge?
40:23I can take you to see Liam's body, yeah? Say goodbye.
40:30I found, um, I don't know if you want to know, I found this in his wallet.
40:35Yeah, of course. He always gave blood. Can he donate something?
40:41Yeah, he should be able to.
40:43So it's not too late for him to do something good?
40:47This place was on fire this morning.
40:59Yeah.
40:59Um...
41:00So, er, you probably should only do one night here.
41:06But if you want me to help me find a hostel tomorrow, I can.
41:09Well, only if you've got time.
41:11Yeah, I've got time.
41:11Oh, oh, it's a palace.
41:20Oh.
41:22Want one, Spad?
41:23Hmm?
41:24Hmm? One chip?
41:25Always room for a couple of chips.
41:27Er, no, I should go, because Jabba looked.
41:33It's a good fit.
41:34Hmm?
41:36You, being a paramedic,
41:38your nan would have been proud of you.
41:44I'm proud of you.
41:50Thanks.
41:50Thanks.
42:08Nurse Amman,
42:13a word, please,
42:14in my office.
42:26Close the door, please.
42:27Now, I've seen this list
42:39published by someone
42:41naming and shaming surgeons.
42:44Rightly, I'm sure, in many cases.
42:46But what breaks my heart
42:47is to imagine any of you
42:49feeling like that.
42:53Do you?
42:53Have any of you seen
42:56any behaviour like that
42:58in my department?
43:02We'd like you to feel free to speak.
43:06We?
43:07Myself, the trust,
43:08and the CEO.
43:10I've been speaking to them all
43:10in the last half an hour,
43:12and, it goes without saying,
43:13I have their full support.
43:16Because I've saved
43:18hundreds of people
43:19in this hospital,
43:20and they know me.
43:22So, if you have any complaints
43:24about any other member of staff,
43:26I want to know.
43:28Because, honestly, girls,
43:31this is a safe space.
43:35Safe space?
43:36What was that, Dr. Piper?
43:38Go on.
43:39Share it with the group.
43:47There's no smoke without fire.
43:50Care to elaborate?
43:52Or, would you rather go home
43:56and talk it over first
43:57with your girlfriend?
44:00What does that mean?
44:01You see, I know
44:02how women like to chat.
44:05Please, don't just
44:06rile yourselves up.
44:09That's the worry, isn't it?
44:11Without a man in the room.
44:12Oh.
44:16Do you hear yourself?
44:17The list was women
44:20warning other women
44:21about the competitive,
44:24toxic atmosphere.
44:24It has to be competitive, Nicole.
44:27If we're not at our best,
44:28people die.
44:30Exactly, Nurse-Aman.
44:33Well, perhaps that doesn't matter
44:34much to Dr. Piper.
44:36Perhaps you'd rather
44:37we all sat around
44:38singing Kumbaya.
44:39Maybe we need to make
44:41some adjustments for you
44:42for when the pressure
44:44gets too great.
44:46No.
44:47Don't bother.
44:50Shove your precious
44:51surgical rotation
44:52and find someone else
44:56to twirl for you.
44:57Yeah?
44:57Hiya, you've reached Nicole.
45:13Sorry I'm busy at the moment
45:14doing something better,
45:15but if you'd like to leave
45:16a message, you can.
45:17Or why not text
45:17like a normal person?
45:18Bye.
45:19Hi, Nicole, darling.
45:20It's me.
45:21Thank you
45:26for this morning.
45:28I froze.
45:30And if you hadn't been there,
45:32I...
45:33I mean, I'm a nurse,
45:35but...
45:36I couldn't.
45:40Not out of the blue like that.
45:42And now everyone's looking at me
45:43like everything's fine,
45:44but how can everything be fine
45:46when you can have a seizure
45:47at any moment?
45:48So, um...
45:50I'm going to sleep
45:52in his room.
45:54Okay?
45:55I love you.
45:57Oh.
45:59Thank you for the pizza,
46:01by the way.
46:03It was just what he needed.
46:06It's funny, isn't it?
46:08How we all have things we need.
46:10How we rely on
46:11when we've had a bad day.
46:16Anyway.
46:18Good night, my love.
46:20Good night.
46:21Good night.
46:22Good night.
46:23Good night.
46:24Good night.
46:25Good night.
46:26Good night.
46:27Good night.
46:28Good night.
46:29Good night.
46:30Good night.
46:31Good night.
46:32Good night.
46:33Good night.
46:34Good night.
46:35Good night.
46:36Good night.
46:37Good night.
46:38Good night.
46:39Good night.
46:40Good night.
46:41Good night.
46:42Good night.
46:43Good night.
46:44Good night.
46:45Good night.
46:46Good night.
46:47Good night.
46:48Good night.
46:49Well go on then. What's he promised you?
47:05You heard what he said, he's got the trust's full support.
47:09What, so you thought you'd pick the winning team?
47:12Turn your back on all the women that he...
47:14Nicole, he makes my skin crawl.
47:17I'm sorry, I didn't back you, but what you used to would it have been?
47:21You can go back down to the ED at any point.
47:23I can't. I've asked you on.
47:26What?
47:28What you gonna do?
47:30Get my friends close.
47:32Get my enemies even closer.
47:36Don't worry.
47:38He's gonna get what's coming to him.
47:47I can't.
47:48I can't.
47:49I can't.
47:50I can't.
47:51I can't.
47:52I can't.
47:53Don't worry.
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