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00:00This is what the world sounds like.
00:30Anything that did not feed my happiness or make me remotely happy,
00:34anything that took away the freedom of my mental,
00:38or took away, that made my thoughts conform,
00:41I found irrelevant and I felt like it would not benefit me at all, nor has it.
00:46Anything, everything that I've applied my mind to,
00:48and that I really attracted mentally, has come to me.
00:51Anything that I did not want, has not worked out.
00:54So then where, at what point did the music come into play into your life?
00:58I mean, when I was like 15 years old, I would play with it.
01:02I mean, I was listening to all the young niggas of that generation.
01:07Earth is also changing.
01:09Earth is shifting into a new level of consciousness,
01:12where living in your truth, in your highest potential, is more possible than ever.
01:18Whenever I was a kid, I always anticipated that I would be something magnificent.
01:22I thought I would be a meteorologist, or a writer, or a filmmaker,
01:26as I've explained in a previous video.
01:28I never would have thought that I would be sitting in an old beat-up F-150,
01:32on a construction site surrounded by a bunch of convicted felons,
01:35and drug addicts, and general distasteful people.
01:38That's kind of a blanket statement that's not very nice,
01:42but the reality of the matter is that construction sucks. A lot.
01:46And I wouldn't have it any other way.
01:48It pisses me off so much that most of my co-workers who have been to prison at some point,
01:52talk about it like it was the greatest thing.
01:54And man, back in prison, I tell you man, we had all this study,
01:59just always circling the conversation to talking about their time in prison,
02:04and it's really kind of dumb in my opinion.
02:08Just like any religion, the religion of one's society becomes easier to believe in
02:13the greater number of people who worship it.
02:16And this is why the non-conformists are so feared by the masses.
02:20The unique individuals plant seeds of doubt into the minds of the conformists
02:24regarding the significance of their social roles,
02:27and thus the significance of their very existence.
02:30Therefore, the masses actively discourage the cultivation of one's uniqueness,
02:35ridicule and ostracize non-conformists,
02:38and try to pressure them back into conformity,
02:40something they must do given that their existential significance is on the line.
02:45So many people worry about, you know, ending up being alone.
02:50Why am I so alone?
02:52I'm alone all the time, I have no friends, I have no girl.
02:57But I'm here to tell you that
02:59You are a bitch nigga.
03:01Wait, wait, wait, hold up, hold up, hold up.
03:04Dear Santa, you are a bitch ass nigga.
03:09That's supposed to cheer me up?
03:11Regretting what you've lost will deny you of a future.
03:15Of course, to live also means to hurt.
03:21And you will, repeatedly.
03:24For anyone with financial responsibilities,
03:26the extra money for minimal work is alluring.
03:29Bills, taxes, social security, inflation,
03:32there's a lot of burdens the average adult must shoulder.
03:35This system makes of us slaves,
03:38without dignity, without debt.
03:43With a debit in our pocket,
03:47this incredible money,
03:51in the pocket, this money,
03:53this shit,
03:56this nothing,
03:58this paper who have nothing inside.
04:01I don't think it's very beneficial for you to be
04:04questioning your every move like I am.
04:07Like, what is the point behind this?
04:10Eventually you do get to a point or an understanding
04:15that the only thing you actually have to do
04:20in this reality is tap in and lock in
04:24on the things that you know deep down
04:27you have to do and lock in on.
04:31And beyond any judgement or beyond the conformity
04:35of everyone trying to push their specific method on you,
04:39you can actually begin to grow.
04:42You can actually begin to develop.
04:45You are responsible only for your own tasks in life.
04:48And that the infringement on other people's tasks by you
04:52or the infringement of your tasks by others
04:55is the cause of almost all interpersonal relationship problems.
04:59At first my mind rebelled against the idea
05:01that you can't infringe on anyone else's tasks.
05:04But that's because I was confusing entanglement with connection.
05:08Connection is where two people that are taking care
05:11of their own tasks independently share that with each other.
05:14Entanglement, however, is when two people
05:17instead of taking responsibility for their own tasks in life,
05:20instead try to impose their will on other people's tasks.
05:24Whence is your power? From my non-conformity.
05:27I never listened to your people's law
05:29or to what they call their gospel and wasted my time.
05:32The conformist's existence, while comfortable,
05:35is largely a robotic state.
05:37Such people are always looking to others
05:39in order to determine how to behave and what to believe.
05:42Thus, in effect, conformity amounts to living one's life for others,
05:46not for oneself.
05:48And as Virginia Woolf recognized,
05:50once conform, once do what other people do because they do it,
05:54and a lethargy steals over all the finer nerves and faculties of the soul.
05:59One becomes all outer show and inward emptiness,
06:03dull, callous, and indifferent.
06:05Must I be like those other YouTubers who target kids for engagement?
06:09No, I don't.
06:11At this age, I can't.
06:13I cannot be bothered. It's not in my DNA.
06:16Hello, my YouTube subscribers,
06:19or people that haven't subscribed yet,
06:21but they clicked on this for some reason.
06:23Today, we're gonna be doing something very, very special.
06:27You know, me being a very special girl,
06:29I think they're gonna think I'm on crack.
06:31I just wanted to open the DMs.
06:34I wanna open the DMs and get you
06:37to you special, special people.
06:41And to be honest, I figure that I'm just gonna do me
06:45because there's no algorithm to this life.
06:48We're not living in an algorithmic world.
06:51We are living in a moving, shifting reality.
06:55So if that requires some of us to go on the unbeaten path
06:59and beat that path down so others can run it,
07:02so be it.
07:04You make the right decisions
07:07that you feel is the right decision.
07:09Now, all decisions I've made,
07:11other people may view to be
07:14not the right decisions from their perspective,
07:17but for me to go play baseball
07:19and everybody says,
07:20oh, it was a failed opportunity to play baseball.
07:24You know, that's what they think.
07:27For me, it was the best thing that could've happened for me
07:30because it allowed me to go back to the game
07:32with a stronger passion.
07:34At the same time, I was able to understand
07:39the love that these minor league baseball players have.
07:42Making $1,500 a month, $1,500 a month,
07:46which is nothing,
07:48but for them, it was big.
07:51To me, to see that
07:55helped me put things in perspective.
07:57I don't know.
07:59I'm happy to have the job.
08:00I'm happy to do the job that I do.
08:02And nothing happened specifically, particularly today
08:04that, you know, all of a sudden
08:06ripped the Band-Aid off the wound
08:07and made me want to talk about this.
08:08It's just something I've been wanting to talk about for a while.