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00:00:00Ten singles on a quest for love, bravely unknown, and married as complete strangers.

00:00:16Last time.

00:00:17Do you pull out when you're going down?

00:00:20Too fast.

00:00:21Too fast.

00:00:22Too fast.

00:00:23For me, I think this is a way that things can grow.

00:00:26Yeah, you show love by making people laugh.

00:00:31Do you feel like you're ready to be a parent?

00:00:34Yeah, like I've waited 32 years.

00:00:37It's just been so long since I've been with anyone that makes me feel in a place to do

00:00:43that.

00:00:44I do like you, probably more than I should.

00:00:49My text message just sent for you.

00:00:53F*** her.

00:00:54F*** her and f*** you.

00:00:55I'm done.

00:00:56Ellen.

00:00:57You got anything to say?

00:00:58Are you gonna just come in guns a blazing or do you want to have a conversation?

00:01:07A little test.

00:01:11And tonight.

00:01:12You're getting serious.

00:01:15Letter to my departed.

00:01:20You are embarrassing.

00:01:22I wish you nothing but the worst.

00:01:24Man, you guys are starting off on a like on a bad note.

00:01:30This is like grimy, dude, like dirty.

00:01:33I can't wait to talk to David and Madison.

00:01:40Have you been intimate?

00:01:41No.

00:01:42I can't sit here and pretend like this isn't what it is.

00:01:46You're lying.

00:01:53This is Married at First Sight.

00:02:10Hold on a second.

00:02:17You got anything to say?

00:02:18Are you gonna just come in guns a blazing or do you want to have a conversation?

00:02:21A little test.

00:02:22OK, well, do you want to have a conversation?

00:02:25Let's go.

00:02:26Why do you want to like just let's go?

00:02:29Like, why can't you just?

00:02:30I'm mad, Madison.

00:02:31You just lied to my face.

00:02:32Listen, can you listen to me for five seconds?

00:02:35I'm trying to.

00:02:36Go ahead.

00:02:39I like David.

00:02:40OK.

00:02:41And I like her.

00:02:42Got it.

00:02:43I don't need you in it.

00:02:44You need David to protect you?

00:02:47No.

00:02:48Relax.

00:02:49I'm not asking him to protect me.

00:02:50OK.

00:02:51OK?

00:02:52We've gotten to know each other from the gym, from the weekends that we go out.

00:02:56And just the connection is there.

00:02:58The attraction is there.

00:03:00And it's something that we have not explored.

00:03:04But I told him today.

00:03:06And he told me back.

00:03:09And I didn't know that that text message was meant for me.

00:03:12I didn't.

00:03:14And I'm telling you that.

00:03:15She had no f***ing clue because I deleted it.

00:03:17David.

00:03:20I know.

00:03:21I know.

00:03:22I know.

00:03:23Just.

00:03:24OK.

00:03:25I'm done.

00:03:26She had no clue.

00:03:27F*** these people.

00:03:28I'm good.

00:03:41I'm pissed.

00:03:44I'm so sorry.

00:03:47I am shocked to hear that David and Madison have been creeping like TLC.

00:03:51I am stunned.

00:03:53Especially because Michelle just had that gut instinct that that's what was happening.

00:03:58She had no proof whatsoever.

00:04:01And the fact that this is true is mind blowing.

00:04:05I'm so sorry.

00:04:08They were both so dismissive.

00:04:10Yeah, I'm coming in hot.

00:04:11But I'm pissed.

00:04:14He's just like laughing over there, having a good time.

00:04:16He's just like giggling over there.

00:04:17I'm f***ing reeling.

00:04:18Neither one of them can f***ing have the audacity to come tell me what happened.

00:04:22I think that's that nervous laugh.

00:04:24Well, I'm going to f***ing go over there and shut the f*** up.

00:04:29I cannot be calm right now.

00:04:31I'm like shaking.

00:04:32I'm so mad.

00:04:34At least you're keeping it together well.

00:04:37That intuition.

00:04:41Have you spoken to Madison yet?

00:04:43I walked right in there.

00:04:44So do you have anything to say?

00:04:45She's like, are you going to come in hot like this?

00:04:47I'm like, yeah, I'm mad.

00:04:48And for him to keep f***ing interrupting the conversation.

00:04:50She's a big f***ing girl, David.

00:04:52She doesn't f***ing need you to take care of her.

00:04:53Look, I'm going to protect my woman.

00:04:54F*** off.

00:04:56And then she told me they've developed feelings for each other.

00:04:58They decided tonight they want to pursue it.

00:05:02What?

00:05:06Are you going to continue their connection in the primary suite?

00:05:10Yeah, that's what I'm like.

00:05:12Yeah, where does this go from here?

00:05:15I hope she likes living in his parents' basement, I guess.

00:05:17Yeah, I'm getting low.

00:05:18I'm pissed.

00:05:21David texted for a while.

00:05:23Yeah.

00:05:24And that mother f***er was the audacity to say, I wasn't trying.

00:05:26Well, what the hell was he doing?

00:05:28Trying with Madison.

00:05:33F***.

00:05:35What are you thinking?

00:05:37That I don't want to be around them.

00:05:39Yeah.

00:05:44David thinks he's a great guy still.

00:05:46So do you still think you're a great guy?

00:05:48Yeah, I know I'm a great guy, Michelle.

00:05:50And Madison texts me and asks me how my day is.

00:05:52Madison knows more about David than I do.

00:05:54Don't let me know that.

00:05:56Oh, my God.

00:05:59They're texting, you're so damn fine.

00:06:02Can't wait to eat you.

00:06:05Well, did you eat her?

00:06:07Is this something to be physical to be going on?

00:06:09Right.

00:06:11And why are they doing this?

00:06:15And he f***ing portrayed himself as Alan's friend.

00:06:19I mean, she portrayed herself as my friend.

00:06:23Yeah.

00:06:27Oh, it's been a long weekend, y'all.

00:06:31Couples retreat from hell.

00:06:33I just packed up my things.

00:06:36You're gonna go?

00:06:38Oh, yeah.

00:06:40Tensions are high, I'm not gonna lie.

00:06:43It's been a lot.

00:06:47This is a lot.

00:06:54What hurts you most about the whole thing?

00:06:56I'm like more hurt by her.

00:06:58And I hate that I'm doing that because obviously they're both in the wrong.

00:07:02But I just, he's been lying to my face for a long ass time.

00:07:06I didn't think she was.

00:07:08Yeah.

00:07:09I don't even know if she apologized.

00:07:10I think she was like, we have a connection.

00:07:13I like David.

00:07:18They're a waste of my f***ing energy.

00:07:20They've drained all my f***ing energy from me.

00:07:23They're liars and they're pieces of s*** in my opinion.

00:07:26And they can f***ing run off into the sunset.

00:07:28Let's get the f*** out of here.

00:07:31They're not worth my time.

00:07:32Like, get me out of here.

00:07:33This will go nowhere.

00:07:34They don't have remorse.

00:07:35They're not gonna apologize to me.

00:07:36They don't think they did anything wrong.

00:07:38I don't need them.

00:07:39F*** off losers.

00:08:01So, a lot went down last night.

00:08:06Just a big giant s*** show if I'm being honest with you.

00:08:12You know, there are a lot of hearts and a lot of feelings at play right now.

00:08:17And I don't know where Alan's at because I really would like to talk with him.

00:08:21And I know how badly he's hurting.

00:08:23And that's killed me because I do care for him.

00:08:26And I know that it might not seem that way.

00:08:29But I do care for him.

00:08:30And I just feel awful.

00:08:43And I just hope that he's able to somewhat understand.

00:08:48And, you know, will be able to forgive me someday.

00:08:59Last night was a little interesting.

00:09:01Interesting to say the least.

00:09:04Crazy would be a better adjective.

00:09:06I know.

00:09:07Like, after everything kind of settled last night, I just felt like it just got so quiet in here.

00:09:13And I was just glad we got the ADT system to keep us safe and secure.

00:09:19Because honestly, you know, it kind of gave me more peace of mind.

00:09:23It made me sleep a lot better for sure.

00:09:25Yeah.

00:09:26How are you feeling overall?

00:09:27Because I think you're kind of team David or giving him the benefit of the doubt.

00:09:32So what's your thoughts now?

00:09:36I kind of feel like let down.

00:09:39Because I did.

00:09:40I had his back and I was defending him a lot.

00:09:42But it's just like I can't defend him anymore.

00:09:45I kind of feel foolish for stepping out there to his defense and sticking up for him.

00:09:50When clearly it's not what I thought it was.

00:09:53There's a lot of things going on.

00:09:55And I can't take everything that he has to say as a truth anymore.

00:09:58Yeah, that's my thing.

00:09:59Like, based on what it sounds like that text said, I was like, that's what's hard for me to believe.

00:10:04It's just like tonight's the first night they're admitting they even like each other, let alone send something like that.

00:10:10Like, can't wait to eat you.

00:10:12Yeah.

00:10:13Like, that's a passionate message that you send when you are going back and forth with someone, in my opinion.

00:10:19Yeah.

00:10:20I mean, I'm trying to decide how deep it really went.

00:10:24Like, is it a physical thing?

00:10:26Like, to me, again, that like can't wait to eat you part, that's, to me, giving something more intimate than just having feelings for each other.

00:10:38Who would have known one text could just send everything spiraling?

00:10:43Like, you know, with David and Madison, like, is this about to be a thing?

00:10:48Like, I don't even know.

00:10:49Yeah, good question.

00:10:55Good morning, sunshine.

00:11:01Good morning, baby.

00:11:05You hungry, bro? You already eat?

00:11:09I got no appetite if you ever hear that out of my mouth.

00:11:13You want coffee?

00:11:15No, man.

00:11:16Oh, you don't like coffee?

00:11:17No.

00:11:19I'll make the coffee.

00:11:25You might want to start drinking coffee after all this, bro.

00:11:28Yeah.

00:11:29Huh?

00:11:30No, I'm good. I'm going to get a glass of water, though.

00:11:32I've been drinking coffee since I was like five years old, dude.

00:11:35Damn, how you get on coffee at five?

00:11:37Yo, man, I'm Colombian, dude.

00:11:40So, what happens now, David? What's your next step? You know what I'm saying?

00:11:46I don't know, man. You got any advice?

00:11:48Dude, fuck me. I don't know, man.

00:11:52It's like a very complex question.

00:11:56I think you have to be very tactful about whatever you do.

00:12:00I don't know, dude.

00:12:01Like, what I would do is, first of all, listen, I don't think what—

00:12:07I don't think the problem is that you like Madison and Madison likes you back, if that's how it is.

00:12:13I think the problem was the way that you guys did it.

00:12:16Like, we all want you—you know, want each other to be happy, you know?

00:12:20So, like, I can't, like, tell somebody, no, you can't do this, you know?

00:12:24Even if it's my friend, because it's like—

00:12:27That sounds so right. It's just so easy, and it's like, fuck.

00:12:31The way that you guys did it was the fucked up thing.

00:12:33Yeah.

00:12:34So, what you got to do now, man, is, like, you got to own up to it, obviously.

00:12:37You got to give Alan some time.

00:12:39Yeah, no, definitely.

00:12:40And you got to reach out to him and apologize.

00:12:42I want you. I want to do that.

00:12:44But you got to give him time. You got to give him, like, a week or so, you know?

00:12:47And you get together with him, you apologize.

00:12:49And—because, dude, he trusted you, and Alan's a really fucking smart dude.

00:12:54You want him on your team. He adds value.

00:12:56He's a getter, man. He knows what he's talking about.

00:12:59I know he's a good guy. I never meant to hurt him, dude, and I did, but—

00:13:01And then you figure out what you're going to do with Madison, if that's what you really want.

00:13:05And you pursue that, you know?

00:13:08But, man, you guys are starting off on a—like, on a bad note.

00:13:12I mean, listen, there's a big part of me yesterday that I was like,

00:13:15dude, like, I don't know how I can, like, be around these people after, like—

00:13:19you know, because, man, it was, like—it was very disappointing, dude.

00:13:25Like, what are you guys doing here, you know?

00:13:27I think with you saying that you can't be around us, it's kind of, like,

00:13:31leads me to feel like I should take myself out of this situation.

00:13:36I mean, and don't feel, like, all the guilt, because Madison,

00:13:41she played the game, too, with you, you know?

00:13:44If you guys really like each other, go after it.

00:13:47But you guys are going to have some big challenges with trust, dude.

00:13:51That's what I predict.

00:13:53Like, what kind of trust are you guys going to have in each other

00:13:55if this is the way you guys got together?

00:14:06♪♪♪

00:14:13KNOCKING

00:14:24Hello.

00:14:25Sorry. It's like a mile from my bed too.

00:14:29How'd you sleep? Did you sleep?

00:14:32I did, a little.

00:14:38How are you feeling about everything?

00:14:39It's cold as f*** in here.

00:14:40It's freezing, I know, I know.

00:14:48Hey, I was comfortable.

00:14:49Kinda.

00:14:53I'm okay.

00:14:54You all right?

00:14:55It was a long night.

00:14:56Definitely a long night.

00:14:57What are you, what are you planning on doing today?

00:15:03Are you planning on staying?

00:15:06I mean, I'd like to talk to a couple people,

00:15:08probably just in like smaller groups,

00:15:11just to kind of explain a little bit more, like,

00:15:16you can't help how you feel.

00:15:18Yeah.

00:15:19I do want to talk to Alan.

00:15:20I'd like to talk to Michelle again,

00:15:21but like, I just want to make sure that she at least

00:15:23is like open to just like hearing it and not just...

00:15:26I don't know, I didn't even realize that she left.

00:15:29And like, last night I seen the cars gone,

00:15:31but then I was like, oh f***, they're not even here.

00:15:34And then when...

00:15:34Oh, they left?

00:15:35Yeah, after that.

00:15:36Cause I was like, I woke up this morning,

00:15:37I went in the room, all the s*** was gone.

00:15:39Oh, well that's great.

00:15:40Yeah.

00:15:41So it's just Karla, Juan, Camille, and Thomas.

00:15:44Okay.

00:15:45But I don't want to leave you hanging dry by yourself.

00:15:49I'm not gonna do that to you.

00:15:50I'll just hide in the room.

00:15:51I'd say the same thing, just not f***ing go into the cars,

00:15:54but how it went about this situation was a total f*** up.

00:15:58And then I gotta look back at myself and just be like,

00:16:03you know, just gotta keep working.

00:16:06And I do, and I want to keep showing you those sides

00:16:09that, you know, Michelle didn't get to see, unfortunately.

00:16:12Cause things didn't start off on a great thing,

00:16:14but I have a lot inside.

00:16:17I have a lot to offer.

00:16:19I know, and I feel like I got,

00:16:20I did get to know like a really good version of you.

00:16:22Like just with all the conversations,

00:16:25seeing that, you know,

00:16:27heartfelt side and the sentimental side and like.

00:16:30So I can be vulnerable, and I am,

00:16:32and I guess that's what like I connected to,

00:16:37which is like so hard was that,

00:16:38that vulnerability I was able to give you.

00:16:40Because normally I just keep f***ing and it's just like,

00:16:44whatever, you know, I was trying to be patient.

00:16:49But yeah, I got to, he got me to open up.

00:16:52And I appreciate it.

00:16:54And I appreciate it, you just listen.

00:16:58Sometimes somebody just needs somebody to listen to

00:17:00and kick it with, like.

00:17:02Yeah, I don't know.

00:17:04I think I just, I wanted to make things work so badly

00:17:06with Alan because I did sign up for this

00:17:08and I did really f***ing try, like really f***ing try.

00:17:12I know you did, and that's what's going to come off

00:17:13as people think that you gave up or you weren't trying,

00:17:16but I seen you trying.

00:17:17And that was the base of the start of our conversations

00:17:20when we were in the gym was basically talking

00:17:22about our marriages and where we're going

00:17:24and what you were doing.

00:17:25Right, like how to change things or how to like flip it.

00:17:28You know, nobody was there

00:17:29for those conversations but me.

00:17:30So I want to let you know that I know deep down inside

00:17:32that you were trying and you gave all, you're all.

00:17:35And f***ing just happened.

00:17:37You like, like I said, you can't,

00:17:38we couldn't fight it anymore.

00:17:41I just, I want to continue like building our,

00:17:42our like friendship foundation first.

00:17:44And like, I don't want to rush into anything.

00:17:46And like, I know that like we are.

00:17:47100%.

00:17:48Just by admitting the feelings,

00:17:50like it's just putting it out there.

00:17:52Like, I don't want it.

00:17:53Like, we're not jumping into dating.

00:17:55Like we're not, we're, we are still married separately.

00:17:58Like, this is crazy.

00:18:00That is not even close to what's on my mind.

00:18:02And I just want like everyone else to know

00:18:04that you can't help how you catch feelings.

00:18:06You just can't.

00:18:08I definitely caught on hard.

00:18:10♪♪♪

00:18:15♪♪ Got the future in my hands, yeah, yeah ♪♪

00:18:20♪♪ Letting go of all regrets, yeah, yeah ♪♪

00:18:23Do you want some yogurt?

00:18:25No, thank you.

00:18:27What's up?

00:18:28Good morning.

00:18:29Guten Morgen.

00:18:30How's it going?

00:18:31Good, how are you?

00:18:33Oh, you know.

00:18:35How you feeling?

00:18:36Better days.

00:18:37Yeah.

00:18:39Looks like the dust is settling a little bit this morning.

00:18:42Yeah, I just wanted to give some space.

00:18:47Hello, good morning.

00:18:48Welcome to the conversation.

00:18:49You got a good night's sleep?

00:18:50I sure did, and I'm glad.

00:18:52Yeah, it was a lot going on.

00:18:53I heard.

00:18:54A lot going on.

00:18:55There was a lot going on.

00:18:56Yeah.

00:18:57Well, I am curious because I did miss it, so.

00:19:01Do you want to go outside or on the couch or something?

00:19:04Yeah.

00:19:05Carla, do you want a mimosa?

00:19:06Yes.

00:19:07Okay.

00:19:08And a red soda.

00:19:09A little coffee, bro?

00:19:10Mm-hmm.

00:19:11Madison, would you like a coffee?

00:19:12Um, actually, I'm okay.

00:19:17How's that pulpy orange juice?

00:19:23So, I want you to, you know, hear it from me.

00:19:28I do have feelings for David.

00:19:31And they've kind of just developed over the last few weeks,

00:19:38and just him and I have kind of had a chance to, you know,

00:19:42bond over some of our **** from our marriages,

00:19:46and we go to the gym almost every other day,

00:19:49and, you know, going out on the weekends and stuff,

00:19:52and just, we both just really enjoyed each other's company.

00:19:56We were friends.

00:19:59We are friends.

00:20:00Like, we were friends first,

00:20:01and it's something that, you know, feelings did start to develop.

00:20:09I just have to, like, keep it real.

00:20:11Like, hearing this news was, like, really hard and, like, difficult

00:20:15because Michelle opened up to us, like, several times

00:20:19in, like, group, like, the girl group setting

00:20:22of the way she felt or just, like, the disconnect.

00:20:25And I feel like, as a friendship, for this to be done

00:20:29behind, like, closed doors or without, like,

00:20:32there should have been an honest conversation

00:20:34that should have been had so that, you know,

00:20:37one, like, you can live your best life and be happy,

00:20:41and two, Michelle doesn't have to sit here

00:20:44and, like, wonder who this text message was for.

00:20:47And it's just, I mean, I would never cross that boundary

00:20:53of, like, stepping into someone else's relationship

00:20:57in any type of way.

00:20:58I understand that, and to be completely honest,

00:21:00like, and I told them, like,

00:21:01I didn't think that that text message was meant for me.

00:21:04Like, it shouldn't have been meant for me.

00:21:06That's not the level that David and I were at.

00:21:08Yeah, I was building a connection with him

00:21:10that was meaningful to me,

00:21:11but, like, that coming up was a surprise to me,

00:21:15and I didn't know that.

00:21:16And so, like, every, like, piece of advice

00:21:19that I did give to Michelle, like, it was genuine.

00:21:21And, like, you're right,

00:21:22I should have talked to her separately, but...

00:21:24Yeah, I feel like a long time ago, like,

00:21:26especially if this has been developing for a few weeks,

00:21:29I mean...

00:21:30How do you tell somebody that

00:21:31when you don't know the direction that it should go

00:21:34or that you want to go?

00:21:35I don't know.

00:21:36Like, what's the...

00:21:37I just feel like us all hanging out

00:21:38outside of this experience has also just...

00:21:42I'm just trying, you know, I'm being honest

00:21:44with the way that I feel.

00:21:45I know, and I appreciate it. I appreciate it.

00:21:47And, you know, I've built even, like, a friendship with you.

00:21:50And, like, so I feel like out of everyone,

00:21:53I've been the closest with you.

00:21:55It's uncomfortable to now look back

00:21:57that I just went out with you, David, and Alan.

00:22:00And, like, one thing that's, like, super important

00:22:03in all relationships, friendships, like, romantic,

00:22:06is, like, the respect for the other person.

00:22:09It's really tough. It's uncomfortable.

00:22:11It's awkward.

00:22:12This is f***ed up, and this is, like, grimy, dude.

00:22:15Like, dirty.

00:22:20It affects, like, the group

00:22:22and, like, the way that we all hang out.

00:22:24And, like, half of the group left.

00:22:26Yeah.

00:22:27So it's just, like, it's super unfortunate.

00:22:29I'm sure, like, no one feels good right now.

00:22:32Like, everybody, this is, like, icky for everyone.

00:22:34Yeah.

00:22:36I need a sage.

00:22:37I need a Palo Santo, this bitch.

00:22:40Put some... I need to make a crystal crown for myself

00:22:44to protect my energy.

00:22:46Yeah, people are wild.

00:22:48Do you want to, like...

00:22:50So you're going to be a couple now?

00:22:51No, no, and that's not what I'm saying.

00:22:53No, I'm curious.

00:22:54No, like...

00:22:55Are you guys on your honeymoon right now?

00:22:57No, no, like, not even close.

00:22:59Like, I wanted to get through these eight weeks

00:23:01before even attempting to do anything

00:23:03to even look at those feelings more.

00:23:06And that didn't happen.

00:23:09And so having the conversations and talking about it,

00:23:12like, it is just an elevated friendship.

00:23:15And it's, like, it's not supposed to be this, like,

00:23:17oh, I'm just going to jump right into this.

00:23:19Like, we've been dating.

00:23:20Like, that's not what it is at all.

00:23:22Like, I don't even know if it could be something.

00:23:24That's, like, that's where it's at.

00:23:26And it's, like, it's the fact of just being honest

00:23:28of where the feelings are,

00:23:29because what's the point of continuing with Alan

00:23:32if the decision is going to be no for me?

00:23:34And not how I would have wanted this to, like,

00:23:37obviously transpire, but, like...

00:23:40I'm not even anywhere near being able or ready

00:23:42to jump into something else.

00:23:44I think David's thinking it might be something.

00:23:47Right, the way that, like, it was portrayed to me,

00:23:50it was that you guys were exploring.

00:23:52Yeah, I think that's the hard part for me,

00:23:54is, like, especially with David,

00:23:55and I think because he's lied so much already.

00:23:57Like, that is the part I'm hung up on, is that text.

00:24:00It's, like, to me, that's, like, that's not at all a text

00:24:05that's, like, someone I got a crush on.

00:24:07I don't even know if they really like me or not yet.

00:24:10That's why I was like, eat.

00:24:12Yeah, that's what I know. That's, like...

00:24:14Well, and that's why, like,

00:24:15if I would have received that text,

00:24:16I would have said, like, what are you doing?

00:24:18Like, we're not at that level, and I'm not a bad person,

00:24:22and I don't try to hurt people,

00:24:23and I hope that, like, you can see that at some point,

00:24:27and I understand if, like, you are disappointed in me

00:24:32and if, you know, whatever that looks like

00:24:35for a future friendship.

00:24:36Yeah, I feel...

00:24:37Yeah, I definitely, like, need time to, like,

00:24:40think about things because I don't really see both sides.

00:24:43Like, I can't connect with that side, you know,

00:24:46because to me, there's a million men in the world.

00:24:50In this experience, I felt like we were really

00:24:53each other's safety net in, like,

00:24:55being able to confide in one another,

00:24:57and, like, I thought it was truly genuine.

00:25:00And, like, I truly stand by, like,

00:25:03what you do is none of my business.

00:25:05I know, but that's not...

00:25:06Like, your relationship is none of my business.

00:25:08Like, going forward, I don't...

00:25:10I don't want to be involved.

00:25:12There is, like, a certain trust level now

00:25:15that has been broken.

00:25:17At this place of where I am in my life,

00:25:20I wouldn't want to surround myself with women

00:25:23that, like, step that boundary in a relationship.

00:25:27It's a really tough pill to swallow, honestly.

00:25:30Like, I feel awful.

00:25:31Like, I really do feel awful.

00:25:33I know I've only known these girls for a short time,

00:25:35but, you know, I did get close with them,

00:25:37and, like, I hope that in time

00:25:38I can build those relationships back

00:25:40and, you know, have them trust me.

00:25:43I'm gonna head back to the city.

00:25:45You're gonna head back to the city?

00:25:46Yeah.

00:25:47I'm just gonna take some time.

00:25:49Some time?

00:25:50Yeah.

00:25:51That's what you need.

00:25:52That's what you need.

00:25:53Yeah, but, um,

00:25:54obviously you can stay or go,

00:25:56but, um, I'm all packed up,

00:25:58so I'm probably gonna head out here soon.

00:26:00I just wanted to let you know.

00:26:02Give you a hug.

00:26:03I'm gonna give you a hug.

00:26:04It's definitely needed.

00:26:05Yeah.

00:26:07Of course, I'll, you know,

00:26:09if you need anything, I'm here.

00:26:11I will appreciate it.

00:26:12Because we know what it is at the end of the day.

00:26:14Yeah, I appreciate it.

00:26:15Well, get home safe.

00:26:17Yes, yes, you as well.

00:26:18Whatever you do.

00:26:20Just want them to be able to enjoy

00:26:22the rest of the weekend,

00:26:23so I'm gonna head back home,

00:26:25and I need to have a conversation with Alan.

00:26:28He needs to hear from me.

00:26:29He needs to hear my side.

00:26:31He needs to look at me

00:26:32and understand that this was not something

00:26:33that I just went out of my way to do

00:26:36and to hurt him

00:26:37and to be intentionally spiteful.

00:26:39Like, he needs to hear it from my mouth,

00:26:41and he needs to see it from my face.

00:26:44There's a lot of hurt people right now,

00:26:46and that's not what I wanted this weekend to be about,

00:26:48and I'm the reason for part of that hurt,

00:26:51and it sucks.

00:26:53I'm the reason for part of that hurt,

00:26:55and it sucks.

00:26:57♪♪♪♪

00:27:02♪♪♪♪

00:27:07♪♪♪♪

00:27:12♪♪♪♪

00:27:17♪♪♪♪

00:27:20I needed to come back to the retreat house,

00:27:23first and foremost, get my car.

00:27:25I ain't leaving that thing there,

00:27:26but this morning I woke up,

00:27:28and, you know, the pain is still there.

00:27:30You know, the disappointment is definitely there.

00:27:35You know, my whole reality of the past couple weeks,

00:27:41you know, has been, like, completely altered.

00:27:46♪♪♪♪

00:27:51You know, the little things that I was seeing

00:27:53and giving the benefit of the doubt

00:27:55and, you know, trying to understand

00:27:57Madison's perspective and defending her

00:28:00and, you know, having those tough conversations

00:28:04and everything, and it destroyed me.

00:28:08Hello, Alan.

00:28:09Hello.

00:28:10How are you feeling?

00:28:12Is that okay to ask?

00:28:14Yeah, of course.

00:28:15No, I was hoping to...

00:28:16Yeah, I was gonna ask.

00:28:18Can I give you a hug, too?

00:28:20Of course.

00:28:21I'm sorry.

00:28:22No, we're here to...

00:28:23I'm definitely here to support you.

00:28:25Yeah.

00:28:26No, I, uh...

00:28:27You know, from day one, it's like,

00:28:29it shouldn't be so hard to force something,

00:28:32and, you know, putting a...

00:28:33What's the expression?

00:28:35A square hole into a...

00:28:37No, a square peg into a round hole.

00:28:39Yeah.

00:28:40It just doesn't work, and...

00:28:41Yeah.

00:28:42You know, it's a shame.

00:28:43Yeah.

00:28:44Well, I mean, you tried,

00:28:46and you definitely made your efforts,

00:28:48and, like, it's just...

00:28:51I'm so sorry.

00:28:52I just don't understand how...

00:28:55Like, if this has been going on for a couple weeks,

00:28:59the sh... I've been doing and saying and talking...

00:29:02Yeah, dude, that's what we were saying.

00:29:04Honestly, like, I don't want to force a relationship like that,

00:29:08you know, but...

00:29:10if you knew this was going on,

00:29:12and you're sh... on me for the past couple weeks...

00:29:15Great, great.

00:29:16Like, you're sh... on me.

00:29:17Right, dude.

00:29:18Like, you don't like this, you don't like that.

00:29:19You see what I'm going through.

00:29:20You see, like, you know, I'm taking her out for dates.

00:29:23I'm doing, like, why...

00:29:25Just be like, nah, you know.

00:29:26Right.

00:29:27But I'm not going to let something like this get the better.

00:29:30I've always conducted myself this way,

00:29:32but it's that extra little knowledge that I have inside.

00:29:36Like, the next time I do go into something,

00:29:38it's going to hurt knowing,

00:29:40and I don't want to be the guy that asks,

00:29:42who are you out with?

00:29:43But you said you had your instincts,

00:29:46so, like, maybe I think, like...

00:29:48I think just listening.

00:29:49Just listening to your instinct, like, seeing, kind of.

00:29:52I think, like, a huge thing is, like,

00:29:54not romanticizing, like, what's in front of you.

00:29:57You know, I was coming around, I was kind of doing that, you know,

00:30:02but every other day we'd have a conversation, you know,

00:30:05and it led to, like, dangling this carrot of hope.

00:30:10Like, no, no, no, I absolutely, you know,

00:30:12I want to be in this with you.

00:30:13I wouldn't, if I didn't want to be in this with you,

00:30:16I'd be gone long ago.

00:30:17You know, and those are the words that were said to me,

00:30:20and as long as I'm reassured that we're going down the same path,

00:30:25I'll put my all into it.

00:30:27But, yeah, I'm going to go start getting my life back to normal.

00:30:34Mm-hmm.

00:30:35I support that.

00:30:36Mm-hmm.

00:30:37Yeah.

00:30:38Yeah, keep your head up.

00:30:39Just take time to yourself, for sure.

00:30:41There's no desire for me to recover anything with Madison.

00:30:45I would never, I don't want to speak to her.

00:30:48I don't need answers from her.

00:30:51I don't really care.

00:30:54I know my worth, and I know what I've done,

00:30:59and, like I said, I'm proud of myself.

00:31:02You know, I conducted myself in the way that I think a gentleman should,

00:31:07a weird gentleman, nonetheless,

00:31:11but I don't want somebody that has the ability to look at me in the eye,

00:31:18say certain things, directly lie to me if I'm asking specific questions,

00:31:23and string me along.

00:31:25Just tell me.

00:31:27We all joined this to find love.

00:31:29I would have understood, because not everybody's meant for everybody.

00:31:32You know, I fully recognize that, but it was handled disgusting.

00:31:38You know, I did want to, part of the reason was come back and say thank you both.

00:31:42You guys have been there.

00:31:44I am thankful, though, that I don't regret being a part of it.

00:31:48You know, I got to know you guys.

00:31:50You know, now it's time for that revenge body.

00:31:53You got it, dude.

00:31:55I'm going to help you there.

00:31:56But you know what?

00:31:57I'm happy about the way that you handled it last night,

00:32:00because you were the better man.

00:32:02You didn't let your anger get the best of you.

00:32:06It's not even worth it, bro.

00:32:08Right. Integrity.

00:32:09And you know what?

00:32:10At the end of the day, when you guys are going to see each other again,

00:32:15you know, all of us, we're going to see each other again,

00:32:17hold your ground, man.

00:32:19Be the better man.

00:32:20It's not even worth it.

00:32:22It's not worth it, because you're going to come out and reinforce us.

00:32:24Your mind goes places.

00:32:25Like, you know, think about all these times that she's gone.

00:32:28We had a little argument and stuff, and her words were,

00:32:32I'm just going to go make a call.

00:32:34You know, and two and a half hours later, I'm like, where the are you?

00:32:38You know?

00:32:39And then two hours after that, she comes home.

00:32:42You know, David lives right upstairs.

00:32:44You know, they could have went somewhere.

00:32:46They could have done things.

00:32:47You know, they could have.

00:32:49Your mind goes into this unhealthy.

00:32:52Yeah, for sure.

00:32:53You know.

00:32:54You start to perspective.

00:32:55Thinking of things.

00:32:56And honestly, I wouldn't, I would not put it past him.

00:33:00I mean, do I believe that it was just friends?

00:33:05No, it's evolving.

00:33:06It's been evolving.

00:33:07And it's hurtful, man.

00:33:10I mean, dude was my friend.

00:33:12You know?

00:33:13At this point, I don't think I can be Team David,

00:33:17because I'm supporting something that we weren't here for.

00:33:20We're here to be married.

00:33:22So at this point, I'm Team Michelle and supporting her,

00:33:26because, you know, it would have been all good if this happened

00:33:29outside of the confines of this experiment.

00:33:32But it didn't.

00:33:33So it's like it puts me in a difficult position.

00:33:36And the right thing to do, in my opinion, is to be Team Michelle.

00:33:40All right, well.

00:33:41Just curious.

00:33:42Did they end up sleeping in the same room last night?

00:33:44I don't know, to be honest with you.

00:33:45I would say no.

00:33:46I don't think so.

00:33:47I didn't follow them back.

00:33:48Just curious.

00:33:49Yeah.

00:33:50No, you're good.

00:33:51Just dude, don't let that.

00:33:52I know.

00:33:53I mean, the feelings started to develop.

00:33:55They don't just dissipate overnight.

00:33:58The hurt's still there, and it's just processing it,

00:34:00and using it in a constructive way.

00:34:02Told you, revenge body.

00:34:04There you go, dude.

00:34:05I'll be in touch, boys.

00:34:07All right, man.

00:34:08I know that Madison needs her space right there.

00:34:28I was here for just her support more.

00:34:31Like, if there was anything that she needed,

00:34:33I wasn't just going to leave her in a drive for something that,

00:34:35you know, I all started or whatnot.

00:34:37But now that she's not there,

00:34:39I can work on what I need to do and self-reflect

00:34:41and just be at peace.

00:34:45What's up, y'all?

00:34:47Hey.

00:34:48We were literally just like, is he still here?

00:34:50I was.

00:34:51I was in my room.

00:34:52But I'm going to get my space,

00:34:54go watch some Dallas Cowboys football tonight

00:34:57since it's my first Sunday off.

00:34:59I wanted to apologize to y'all for f***ing up your weekend.

00:35:02It was supposed to be more fun than this.

00:35:04It was.

00:35:06I appreciate y'all,

00:35:07and I'm just going to take my time to myself and...

00:35:11Reflect.

00:35:12Definitely.

00:35:13Probably the best thing to do right now.

00:35:14Definitely do it.

00:35:15Yeah.

00:35:16What you feeling?

00:35:17Where you at with it?

00:35:18Where I'm at with it right now is just,

00:35:19we have a strong connection, a strong bond,

00:35:21and that's all it is.

00:35:22There's going to be some judgment on it

00:35:24from the outside and inside, but, you know,

00:35:25at the end of the day, I know my family loves me,

00:35:27I know my friends love me, and some s*** just happens.

00:35:30Mm-hmm.

00:35:33I feel like this should have been a safe space

00:35:35and, you know, that trust was broken in, like, so many areas,

00:35:40so that's what's, like, really...

00:35:44Unfortunate.

00:35:45Yeah, I got some self-reflecting to do,

00:35:48but at the end of the day, I still appreciate y'all.

00:35:51I hope everything goes well for all y'all.

00:35:54You guys enjoy the rest of the evening.

00:35:56Have some f***ing fun, have some drinks.

00:35:58Mm-hmm.

00:35:59You guys are here, and just enjoy.

00:36:02You can reach out if you need anything.

00:36:04Oh, yeah, yeah, definitely.

00:36:05I definitely know I can.

00:36:07I still feel that love from y'all,

00:36:09and y'all seen both sides of the stories,

00:36:11so it's just what I want to say.

00:36:14It's going to take time.

00:36:15Mm-hmm.

00:36:16Yeah.

00:36:17All right, bro.

00:36:18All right, good luck, man.

00:36:19Yeah, get back safe.

00:36:20Shoot us a text when you get home.

00:36:21Yes, I definitely will, guys.

00:36:22Thank you, guys.

00:36:23Yeah, we'll see you.

00:36:24Much love.

00:36:25Much love.

00:36:26This is the Hunger Games.

00:36:29I love you.

00:36:49Hello?

00:36:50Hi, Pastor Cal.

00:36:51It's Michelle.

00:36:52How are you?

00:36:53Michelle, how are you?

00:36:55I've been better.

00:36:57Oh, God.

00:36:58I did just want to call and kind of catch you up

00:37:01since the last time that I saw you.

00:37:04Okay.

00:37:05He had the text message, the you're so damn fine message.

00:37:08Yeah.

00:37:09And he was saying that it was his cousin

00:37:12that sent the food photo.

00:37:15And we all know better than that.

00:37:17Yeah, yes, yes, yes.

00:37:18And in the back of my mind, I had, like,

00:37:20suspicions for a while that it was Madison.

00:37:24Obviously...

00:37:25I'm sorry?

00:37:26In the back of my mind,

00:37:27I had suspicions that it was Madison, Alan.

00:37:31Madison?

00:37:32Yeah.

00:37:33I just kept my, like, I was...

00:37:34Wait a minute.

00:37:35Yeah.

00:37:36Wait, wait, wait.

00:37:37Why were you suspicious that it was Madison?

00:37:39In my mind, there was no photo.

00:37:42It was just, like, him sitting at a bar

00:37:44and seeing a woman, like, at the bar

00:37:47and being, like, damn, she's so fine

00:37:49and, like, wanting to get, like, a rise,

00:37:51like, watching her read the message.

00:37:53And I had, I knew that night

00:37:55that he was with Madison and Carla.

00:37:57And then they admitted it to Alan

00:37:59that they have been messaging each other,

00:38:02they have a connection,

00:38:03and they want to pursue it.

00:38:05I'm sorry?

00:38:06Yeah.

00:38:07They admitted that to Alan?

00:38:08Yep, they told Alan that, and then...

00:38:11Oh, my God.

00:38:13It was actually David.

00:38:14Yeah.

00:38:15It was David who told Alan,

00:38:17and Alan was really upset.

00:38:18He was, he was slamming doors,

00:38:20and he was pissed,

00:38:21and he ended up leaving.

00:38:22And then David, he let me know

00:38:24that Madison gives him attention,

00:38:27and Madison texts him,

00:38:29and Madison asks how his day is,

00:38:31and Madison knows more about him than I do, so...

00:38:33Okay.

00:38:35Oh, God.

00:38:36First of all, how are you?

00:38:38I'm really mad. I'm mad.

00:38:40Yeah.

00:38:41Because Madison was supposed to be your friend.

00:38:43Yeah.

00:38:44I am so sorry.

00:38:45Yeah, thank you.

00:38:46I am so sorry.

00:38:47I really am, and you don't deserve it.

00:38:51I don't care what happened

00:38:53during your adjustment phase

00:38:54early in the relationship.

00:38:56No one deserves this.

00:38:58No one deserves to be cheated on.

00:38:59No one deserves this.

00:39:01Right.

00:39:02If you want to divorce somebody,

00:39:03divorce them.

00:39:04If you want to leave someone,

00:39:06then leave them.

00:39:07Leave them and do what you want to do.

00:39:09Right.

00:39:10But don't stay in a marriage

00:39:11and cheat with someone else's wife.

00:39:13Yeah. Yep.

00:39:15I mean, it's unconscionable.

00:39:16It's really so unfortunate

00:39:18that there's nothing

00:39:19that we ever even expected.

00:39:21But what's even more disturbing

00:39:24is the fact that they could not

00:39:26stick with their commitments.

00:39:28Right.

00:39:29They committed to the process.

00:39:31We're not talking about years here.

00:39:33Right.

00:39:34We're talking about an eight-week marriage.

00:39:36Yep.

00:39:37If you don't make it work,

00:39:38divorce them.

00:39:39Then do what you want to do.

00:39:40Right.

00:39:41But that just shows

00:39:42an incredible lack of integrity.

00:39:44Mm-hmm.

00:39:45And I can't wait to talk to David.

00:39:47Yeah.

00:39:48And Madison.

00:39:49Mm-hmm.

00:39:50And let them know

00:39:51what they're doing is

00:39:52there's just no justification whatsoever.

00:39:53Well, boy, do we have a lot to talk about.

00:39:55Yeah.

00:39:56♪♪♪♪

00:40:00♪ Hell yeah, I got the groove ♪

00:40:03♪ Hell yeah, hell yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

00:40:05♪ I don't want no whips, I want it on the block ♪

00:40:08♪ Time's up for you suckers, guess who's on the clock? ♪

00:40:11I'm ready.

00:40:14I'm ready.

00:40:16Juan's ready.

00:40:18Where's Carla?

00:40:20Carla's ready, too.

00:40:21Maybe we just get it started with a...

00:40:23Game of horse?

00:40:24Yeah, a good game of horse.

00:40:25We could even do pig.

00:40:26Same thing.

00:40:27Oh, just P-I-G?

00:40:28All right.

00:40:29All right, cool, cool.

00:40:30There's only two couples left.

00:40:31That's it.

00:40:32And we're not weak, you know?

00:40:34We got to be there for each other.

00:40:36And this is not about them.

00:40:37This is about all of us.

00:40:38You know, like, the people

00:40:39that are still hanging in there.

00:40:40And I'm not gonna let that ruin my time.

00:40:43You want to start it off or what?

00:40:44Yeah.

00:40:45Okay, let's see.

00:40:46You know, like, let's have fun, dude.

00:40:48Like, to hell with this...

00:40:50Whoever's after me better look out.

00:40:52All right.

00:40:53That's short.

00:40:55Hubby.

00:40:57You want to go next, Carla?

00:40:58No.

00:40:59Off.

00:41:01We're just getting warmed up, though.

00:41:04I told you.

00:41:06I told you.

00:41:08That's funny.

00:41:10The girls are repping, boy.

00:41:13Aw.

00:41:14I'll just rebound.

00:41:16Holy...

00:41:18What are you repping with?

00:41:22Carla.

00:41:24What's up?

00:41:26Oh!

00:41:27Almost.

00:41:28Only the girls are left.

00:41:30That's big.

00:41:31Oh, okay.

00:41:33Uh, uh, uh, uh.

00:41:35What am I watching?

00:41:40Uh, uh, uh, uh.

00:41:43Oh!

00:41:44This is getting serious.

00:41:45Yeah.

00:41:46Damn, son.

00:41:48I'm just saying.

00:41:50What you say, what you say.

00:41:52Oh.

00:41:53Well, that's it.

00:41:54The winner, and the winner is Camila.

00:41:56Whoo!

00:41:57All right.

00:41:59I think now that the dust has kind of settled a little bit,

00:42:02like, I appreciate you guys still having, like,

00:42:05good outlooks on everything and, you know,

00:42:07from the get-go.

00:42:08That's why I've been trying to take a page out of your book

00:42:11about having a good time,

00:42:12because, like, there's been multiple steps along the way

00:42:15where things could have fallen apart

00:42:17if we leaned into the things that weren't going right.

00:42:20Well, I feel like all of us have been honest.

00:42:22Like, this group here has been so honest

00:42:24with, like, the group and with each other.

00:42:26I feel like you two are super honest with each other.

00:42:29I feel like we're definitely honest with each other.

00:42:31Yeah.

00:42:32And I think, like, the respect is there.

00:42:34Yeah.

00:42:35So I think that mostly what stands out to me

00:42:38is that that's what they were, like, lacking.

00:42:41Yeah, that's true.

00:42:42It was, like, respect for their significant other.

00:42:44Yeah.

00:42:45And I feel like that literally could have been, like,

00:42:47one of the main things that could have avoided all of this

00:42:51was just having some of that, like, yeah, the respect.

00:42:54Respect, honesty.

00:42:55Yeah.

00:42:56Those are big.

00:42:57But I think, really, all of us have taken this seriously

00:43:00and come in with a thirst for knowledge

00:43:03and just trying to understand our partners.

00:43:05Mm-hmm.

00:43:06What I've learned from this is really, like,

00:43:09I'm a very social person, and I think I learned a lesson

00:43:12that you have to definitely, like, protect your home

00:43:17because this is so dynamic.

00:43:19So I think it's key to really take this day by day,

00:43:24little by little, be patient, you know?

00:43:27Yeah, in the end, it could still end up...

00:43:30Yeah.

00:43:31You know, however it's going to end up.

00:43:33We just saw it change in hours.

00:43:35Yeah.

00:43:36Yeah.

00:43:51How are you?

00:43:52Come on in.

00:43:53How's it going?

00:43:54Good, good.

00:43:55Welcome to my place.

00:43:56Beautiful place, actually.

00:43:58Do you want to sit down under the chair?

00:44:00Yeah.

00:44:01You know, I still have the pain, the hurt.

00:44:04You know, my stomach is kind of twisting.

00:44:06However, I'm thankful that, you know,

00:44:08I do have somebody to go through this with

00:44:10that can understand, that lived it.

00:44:12I heard you went home, too?

00:44:14I went home, and then I left probably not that long after you.

00:44:18Okay.

00:44:19Yeah, I don't know how that, like, progressed into.

00:44:22Yeah.

00:44:23So did you talk to people when you went and got your car?

00:44:26Yeah, I definitely felt a lot of, like, sincere support from everybody.

00:44:32Okay, good.

00:44:33You know, I wanted to extend that same graciousness to you.

00:44:36Yeah, thank you.

00:44:38Just that week's worth of holding this in,

00:44:40or a week and a half or whatever, that can really fester.

00:44:45And, you know, the way you approached me yesterday in the kitchen,

00:44:48and to think that your husband is the cause of that and stuff,

00:44:53it, like, I got up, and I'm like, I feel bad.

00:44:58Yeah, I felt bad, too, because, like, I had a week.

00:45:01My speculations kept, like, being, like, more and more, like,

00:45:05like, I'm on to something.

00:45:07Well, that's the sickening part, honestly.

00:45:09Yeah.

00:45:10Because, like, you know, I was putting the message,

00:45:13supposedly his friend's wife.

00:45:16Girl, you're looking so fine, I'm going to eat you up.

00:45:19Right.

00:45:20Like, that's not, like, a friendly.

00:45:21No, that's not like a, hey, how are you?

00:45:22Like, that, there's been messages to develop to that point.

00:45:25Exactly.

00:45:26So this is weeks.

00:45:28Right.

00:45:29And right in front of both of our eyes.

00:45:33Right.

00:45:34You don't think about it in the moment, but now looking back,

00:45:36I'm like, everything is, like, suspicious.

00:45:38Here's to the breezes that blows through the treeses

00:45:41that lifts the girl's skirts above the kneeses.

00:45:43I was sitting at the airport, I was like,

00:45:45that's definitely going to be my gym buddy.

00:45:47Seeing the vein on the bicep, I was like,

00:45:49she definitely works out, she's got them shoulders.

00:45:51I was like, all right.

00:45:52Would have been nice to have my beautiful wife with me,

00:45:54but she's out for happy hour, I think.

00:45:58Actually, I'm super sore from doing legs with Madison

00:46:02the other day at the gym.

00:46:03Today, we're going to struggle.

00:46:04The night that he sent the message, he was with you two.

00:46:07So, like.

00:46:08Oh, he was with y'all?

00:46:09Did you see him on his phone a lot?

00:46:11No, I think he was helping you look for your phone.

00:46:14Well, when my phone was stolen.

00:46:16Last night, actually hung out with Madison and her cousin.

00:46:20We were watching a football game

00:46:21that we made a little side bet on for tacos.

00:46:24What do you prefer to do right after sex?

00:46:27I think about my answer would be eat.

00:46:29I mean.

00:46:30Tacos.

00:46:31I just feel like there's something bigger going on

00:46:34that I'm unaware of.

00:46:35Yeah, it feels like you're protecting something

00:46:37or you're hiding something.

00:46:39We don't spend a lot of time together,

00:46:40so I truly have no idea what he does.

00:46:43He stays out till like three in the morning.

00:46:45Last night, Madison had some dinner plans.

00:46:48I got a text around one saying, you know,

00:46:51I'm going to actually go home.

00:46:53I like to go with my friends, but I come home and.

00:46:55Yeah, whether it's two times, three times a week,

00:46:57whatever it is.

00:46:58Is it three times a week?

00:47:00Um.

00:47:01I don't think so.

00:47:04It pisses me off.

00:47:05The fact that I gave her the safe space to talk.

00:47:10I didn't ask when in any sense.

00:47:13I know.

00:47:14I mean, I could see like this type of builds

00:47:17that hardened way of approaching a relationship

00:47:22in your history.

00:47:23I don't know.

00:47:24I don't know.

00:47:25I don't know.

00:47:26I don't know.

00:47:27I don't know.

00:47:28I don't know.

00:47:29I don't know.

00:47:30I don't know.

00:47:31I don't know.

00:47:32In your history, like.

00:47:33And he used that against me.

00:47:35Like he was like, your walls are up too much.

00:47:37Like, that's why I can't get, I can't get in.

00:47:40That's a dirt bag.

00:47:41Mm hmm.

00:47:42And she knew that type of stuff is hard for me.

00:47:45Yeah.

00:47:46And that.

00:47:47And like no remorse.

00:47:48You know what I mean?

00:47:49Like, well we have a connection, so get over it, Alan.

00:47:51Like, that's like what it feels like.

00:47:52You know what I mean?

00:47:53Like.

00:47:54And I would have.

00:47:55I would have handled it if it was

00:47:56handled properly on their end.

00:47:58Like they're just like, OK, we're the new couple.

00:48:00Everyone has to get on board with it.

00:48:01Like, it's so messed up.

00:48:02You could say nasty things.

00:48:04And you could.

00:48:08I want to.

00:48:09Totally.

00:48:10But it's OK to like feel those.

00:48:11Like, because I.

00:48:12Yeah, no, I feel it.

00:48:13I was like, I stomped right over there

00:48:15and gave them both a piece of my mind.

00:48:17Literally right as I, right as I was pulling up.

00:48:20Mm hmm.

00:48:21Madison texted me.

00:48:22Oh.

00:48:24So what'd she say?

00:48:25So basically she's like, I know words

00:48:27can't do anything right now.

00:48:29And I know I'm the last person you want to hear from.

00:48:31But I need you to know how truly sorry I am for hurting you.

00:48:35It was never my intention for that.

00:48:37And the last thing I wanted.

00:48:39And I hope you're open to hearing it from me.

00:48:42All I said was, don't message me, please.

00:48:44Nothing you say holds any value in my eyes.

00:48:50What goes around comes around.

00:48:51Mm hmm.

00:48:52Like, it just like makes everything so messy.

00:48:54It is.

00:48:55It's just, it impacts more than just.

00:48:57Yeah.

00:48:58Indirect individuals.

00:49:00Yeah.

00:49:01It does boil my blood.

00:49:02Yeah.

00:49:03I, yeah.

00:49:04Like, I like, I'm not, like I haven't even cried about it yet.

00:49:07Because I'm like so mad about it still.

00:49:09Like, I think like eventually I'll be like just, just like.

00:49:12Him, I like expected.

00:49:13But like, she was like trying to like be my friend.

00:49:15Or I thought she was.

00:49:17Honestly, it dodged a bullet.

00:49:18Yeah.

00:49:19You know, and like that's.

00:49:20Right.

00:49:21It just could have been ended.

00:49:23I don't need to go through this.

00:49:24Right.

00:49:25I could have been back out there trying to find somebody.

00:49:27Right, yeah.

00:49:28That I could build a future with.

00:49:30Totally.

00:49:40Would love to stay another night and try and have a good time.

00:49:43But I feel like the energy was kind of thrown off.

00:49:46Like even just waking up this morning it just felt different.

00:49:49And I like to think everyone came in with the right intention.

00:49:53So it's just unfortunate to see how it's all played out.

00:49:55Yeah.

00:49:56There were other things that I was looking forward to that we never got to.

00:49:59You had stated that you were packing that lingerie.

00:50:03And it never came out of the package.

00:50:06I know.

00:50:07Too much stuff started going down.

00:50:09And it's just.

00:50:10Are you just messing with me at this point now?

00:50:11I know.

00:50:12Yeah.

00:50:13Is there even lingerie?

00:50:15Is that what you're saying?

00:50:16Yeah.

00:50:17Yeah, I know.

00:50:18You know, maybe it's just meant for after decision day.

00:50:23Maybe that's that little.

00:50:24That's my incentive.

00:50:26Okay.

00:50:27But thanks for always beating down for the shenanigans.

00:50:30Yeah.

00:50:31And got the matching pajama pants.

00:50:32I know.

00:50:33It was perfect for the campfire.

00:50:35You brought a lot of things out of me that I wouldn't normally do.

00:50:37So I'm going to just keep it going.

00:50:39Hopefully good things.

00:50:40Yes, a lot of good things.

00:50:41Okay, good.

00:50:48That's it? You're all packed up?

00:50:49I think this is the fastest I've ever packed.

00:50:52I've seen that.

00:50:54Usually you're very, like, lethargic with all of your actions.

00:50:57Lethargic.

00:50:59And today, you were like speed demon.

00:51:02I've never seen you work this hard and this fast since I've met you.

00:51:07I was like, what are you doing?

00:51:08I walked in here.

00:51:09You had half your *** back.

00:51:10Got to get the *** up out of here.

00:51:13Let's hit the road, Jack.

00:51:14All right.

00:51:15After you.

00:51:19Whose sneakers?

00:51:20I think those are Thomas'.

00:51:24You guys got everything?

00:51:26Got the guitar all packed up.

00:51:28I got everything packed up.

00:51:29That's important.

00:51:32Goodbye, bad energy.

00:51:35Yeah, bye retreat house.

00:51:37Here's to the final four.

00:51:39Fun while it lasted.

00:51:40Let's go.

00:51:46Yeah, you just throw it in the back.

00:51:54Yeah.

00:52:1924 hours ago, having a great time.

00:52:23I thought it was a good weekend.

00:52:27It's amazing how much your entire mentality and perspective on your entire relationship and marriage and hopes and reality that you've lived in is just all bull****.

00:52:43If you had all these feelings, how would you feel?

00:52:46If you had all these scars, how would you feel?

00:52:50Being back here, it's really, it sickens me.

00:52:56You know, the times that I thought were happy moments, the times that we were communicating genuinely and effectively, were just bull****.

00:53:07If you had all these scars, how would you feel?

00:53:11The nights where I was waiting right here for her ass to get home, and I'm sitting here watching the clock, trying to stay up, watching a movie, you know, and the thought that David's literally right upstairs.

00:53:27And God knows, I mean, they could be at a bar somewhere.

00:53:32I guarantee you, like, they've been out.

00:53:35Now they're going to go have a happy **** sunshine, you know, rainbow kind of the next couple of weeks.

00:53:51I'm just disappointed by the whole outcome.

00:53:55Somebody that I actually really respected and admired.

00:54:00Like, in my eyes, is dog ****.

00:54:05Your conduct.

00:54:06I mean, one little **** decision.

00:54:08Just be honest.

00:54:09You're saying we're being honest this whole time.

00:54:11I was.

00:54:13Like, be honest.

00:54:16You weren't.

00:54:31Watch out.

00:54:32Pull up.

00:54:33They know what I'm about.

00:54:36Look close and show me.

00:54:37Watch out.

00:54:39What's up, baby?

00:54:40What's up?

00:54:43Where it all began.

00:54:45I know, man.

00:54:46I know.

00:54:48How you been?

00:54:49Good, man.

00:54:50Yourself?

00:54:51Oh, you know, just living the dream.

00:54:53Yeah.

00:54:54How's things, man?

00:54:55Things have been crazy, man.

00:54:57I'll be completely honest with you.

00:54:59Since the last time I've seen you, a lot has happened.

00:55:04A lot.

00:55:06Sounding not good.

00:55:09Yes, not good.

00:55:10Hey, how you doing?

00:55:12Let me know if you'd like to order any food.

00:55:17I'm going to probably drop a bomb on you right now.

00:55:21What now?

00:55:22I have fallen for one of the other wives, man.

00:55:27Really?

00:55:28Yeah.

00:55:29Someone that I connect with, that gives me comfort, gives me attention

00:55:33in the aspect of just trying to figure out who the hell I am

00:55:36as a person that sees beyond past, everything,

00:55:39just little things about my family, who I am.

00:55:41And it all started at the gym, bro.

00:55:43We all said, like, you need some life.

00:55:45It's your comfort zone.

00:55:46Bro.

00:55:47And it was just, you know, one gym thing led to another gym thing.

00:55:52And I'm walking on the treadmill for two hours talking.

00:55:54I never walk on the f***ing treadmill, bro.

00:55:56I know.

00:55:57I walk right past them, but I was actually on them.

00:56:00Yeah, chest, arms, back.

00:56:01I get it.

00:56:02Yeah, I know.

00:56:04But, yeah, man.

00:56:07Like, I really have, like, feelings for her,

00:56:10and I feel, like, happy motherf***er, like, to this day.

00:56:14Well, I mean, it's the first time I've seen you, like, really smile

00:56:17since you've been doing this, so I'm not going to lie.

00:56:19It's hard not to smile when I, like, talk about it.

00:56:21And where is she on all this?

00:56:23She's on this, the same page.

00:56:26Like, she likes me.

00:56:29She dropped that bomb on me this past weekend.

00:56:32We knew we had a connection.

00:56:33Yeah.

00:56:34We had a strong friendship, and that's where everything starts,

00:56:36is from that point on.

00:56:38And I honestly could see, like, after all this,

00:56:42whatever the f*** happens is, like, I would like to, you know, pursue that

00:56:46and, like, see where it goes.

00:56:48Because we honestly connect, man.

00:56:50We vibe.

00:56:51Like, she does s***, I do it.

00:56:52It goes to the gym.

00:56:53Like, dude, one time I was just going to compliment her on her physique

00:56:56when she was doing a back workout, but I look over her shoulder,

00:56:59she's literally drafting her fantasy football team.

00:57:02I'm like, get the f*** out of here, dude.

00:57:04I was like, what?

00:57:06You know, she golfs, she plays darts.

00:57:08Like, she's just a fun person to be around.

00:57:11You know my vibes.

00:57:12Like, just want to be around her all the f***ing time.

00:57:15I mean, that's amazing, man.

00:57:16I hope that...

00:57:17I hope it does, too.

00:57:18I hope something more sounds like that, man.

00:57:20But, yeah, so...

00:57:21So, what's the next step, then?

00:57:23That's what I'm trying to figure out, man.

00:57:25Like, I just...

00:57:26I could see being with her and taking...

00:57:29going down that path.

00:57:31Well, I mean, I'm glad you got...

00:57:32I mean, I'm glad you found something.

00:57:34You know, it's like meant to be.

00:57:35Like, everything happens for a reason, and it's just like...

00:57:38Exactly.

00:57:39If I never did this, I would have never, never met her.

00:57:41Yeah.

00:57:42But the one thing when I fell for her, bro,

00:57:45to be completely honest, is when we were on the treadmill.

00:57:48And she's like,

00:57:49David, can I tell you something?

00:57:51And I was like, what's up?

00:57:52And she's like,

00:57:53I don't want you to go back in your old ways.

00:57:55Like, because I was...

00:57:56We talked about my past.

00:57:57Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:57:58I was in my 20s.

00:57:59Those guys get to her.

00:58:00Like, hey, I'm f***ing great.

00:58:01Nobody's told me that I'm not f***ing...

00:58:02not looking good.

00:58:03I haven't heard that in 36 years of my life.

00:58:05But, yeah, when she said that, bro, it hit.

00:58:08Like, she was looking past me.

00:58:10She's seeing who I was for who I am

00:58:14and, like, how genuine I am and how hard I was trying.

00:58:17So that was, like, right there I felt that

00:58:20there was a connection.

00:58:22I was like...

00:58:23And I was like, damn.

00:58:24I can see myself being married to Madison

00:58:27when we get past whatever we're getting past through now.

00:58:32And if she feels the same way, then I'll roll with it.

00:58:35I wouldn't have no regrets on that.

00:58:38But I am scared.

00:58:39I'll be 100% that if I give all this harsh, like, 100

00:58:44to the other wife, like, maybe she's, like, there.

00:58:47Like, a little bit there, but not all the way.

00:58:49You don't want to press it.

00:58:50Yeah, and then it's just, like,

00:58:51then it f***s everything up.

00:58:52And then there goes our friendship, everything,

00:58:53and then I'm back to where I am.

00:58:55All right, let's go.

00:58:57I mean, obviously, you know she has a connection.

00:59:00Yeah, but I don't know if it's as hard.

00:59:02Like, where it's at and stuff.

00:59:03Exactly, because I've been keeping that s*** in.

00:59:04I've been playing it, you know.

00:59:05And she's juggling what she's got going on also.

00:59:08We got a lot of...

00:59:09Yeah, you don't want to press it too much,

00:59:10but you also want to let her know that I am interested.

00:59:13I'm, you know, have you told her

00:59:14that you're, like, interested and stuff like that?

00:59:16I think I've said a little bit,

00:59:18but I genuinely, it all goes back to that friendship,

00:59:22but I don't want to lose that now.

00:59:23And that's the scary part about it,

00:59:25is that we're good right now in our feelings

00:59:29and our friendship, and it's like,

00:59:31you need that to take to the next level.

00:59:33I mean, did you feel like, at all,

00:59:35that, like, Michelle kind of denied you

00:59:37and you don't want to get denied again?

00:59:39Yeah, I don't like getting denied.

00:59:41I know what I'm saying.

00:59:42No, it's f***ing hurtful. I get it, man.

00:59:44That's what I'm saying.

00:59:45I just, like, you know, you came here with one goal,

00:59:47and maybe that goal still comes out of this.

00:59:49But you definitely just got to let her know how you feel.

00:59:53Tell me about it.

00:59:55Yeah.

00:59:56Hey, babe, here we are.

00:59:59Pursue it, man.

01:00:05I don't want to hurt your feelings

01:00:09But you ain't making it easy, so

01:00:12I think you should go

01:00:15I think you should go

01:00:18Okay.

01:00:20I think you should go

01:00:22Oh, boy.

01:00:40Today's a little ominous, I feel like.

01:00:44I feel like there's a little bit of a dark cloud

01:00:46over this building, honestly.

01:00:48And I'm just anxious.

01:00:52I barely slept. I can really barely eat, honestly.

01:00:56I'm anxious about everything that's happened.

01:00:58I haven't talked to Alan. He doesn't want to talk to me.

01:01:01I feel like I'm the person that, you know,

01:01:04should have been the one to explain everything to him first.

01:01:07It's something that should have come from me,

01:01:09but I didn't have enough courage to say it out loud.

01:01:13I never wanted any of this to happen.

01:01:16I really didn't.

01:01:23Hey.

01:01:25I just got to the apartment.

01:01:27I'm just packing up.

01:01:30He ripped up a bunch of s***.

01:01:33Like what?

01:01:34Our wedding book, our vows, my vows.

01:01:39What the f***?

01:01:41Yeah.

01:01:43He, like, burned our photo.

01:01:45What?

01:01:46Yeah.

01:01:47Where did he leave all that?

01:01:49Just in plain sight.

01:01:53That's psycho behavior.

01:01:57Yeah.

01:01:59I know he's hurt, but, like...

01:02:01Right, but that's too far.

01:02:03It's really hard to see everything destroyed.

01:02:05It's hard to think about how he's feeling, you know,

01:02:09while he's doing it, and, you know...

01:02:15Like, it's heartbreaking, you know?

01:02:17I didn't want any of this.

01:02:19I didn't want him to feel this hurt.

01:02:22I don't know what to do. I feel so bad.

01:02:25I just, like, I want to apologize to Alan

01:02:27and, like, get to talk to him,

01:02:29but I don't know how to get him to, like, respond to me.

01:02:32And I feel awful, like...

01:02:35But I can't, like, I can't explain my side

01:02:37unless he talks to me.

01:02:39Right.

01:02:40I mean, he's probably not going to answer a call,

01:02:42but I would just be like,

01:02:44hey, like, I see you are really hurt,

01:02:48and I value you more than I think you realize,

01:02:54or that has been shown over this weekend,

01:02:56and I would love to be able to have a conversation with you,

01:03:00whether you want that to be on camera or off camera.

01:03:04Like, I just want to speak to you as my husband.

01:03:13Like, I feel like he just feels like

01:03:16everything we've been through, like, was a lie,

01:03:19or, like, we haven't experienced anything together,

01:03:21and I think that's just, like, it's so untrue,

01:03:24and it couldn't be farthest from, like...

01:03:26I want him to know that it wasn't just, like,

01:03:28me not, like, giving a...

01:03:31You know, like, obviously,

01:03:32I should have been more honest, like, earlier on,

01:03:34but, like, what do you even do with those feelings?

01:03:36Like...

01:03:37Right.

01:03:38In this situation, like, this is something

01:03:40that, like, nobody understands

01:03:42what it feels like to be in this position.

01:03:45Right.

01:03:49He's going to have to talk to you eventually.

01:03:52At this point, it's whatever he wants to do,

01:03:57you kind of got to go with.

01:03:58Yeah.

01:03:59But just making sure that he knows

01:04:01that, like, you're there to talk

01:04:04regardless of the show and, like, as his wife.

01:04:09Yeah, I know.

01:04:10And, like, I think that's what, like,

01:04:11is killing me the most.

01:04:12It's like...

01:04:14He hasn't been able to hear anything from me,

01:04:16and, like, him and I have been the ones

01:04:17that have, like, been through the most.

01:04:20And, like...

01:04:21Right.

01:04:22Like, just hearing how upset he was this weekend,

01:04:24like, my heart breaks for him.

01:04:26Like, I don't like feeling this way,

01:04:28and I don't like knowing that I hurt him.

01:04:30Like...

01:04:32This wasn't what I wanted.

01:04:34I want to talk to Alan so badly.

01:04:36I want him to look at me in the eye,

01:04:38and I want to tell him, like,

01:04:40everything that I've been feeling

01:04:41and how I, you know, wish I would have told him

01:04:44the moment that I started

01:04:45to catch any type of feeling.

01:04:46Like, we've gotten to know each other.

01:04:47We've spent every single day together almost

01:04:49for the last six or seven weeks.

01:04:51I feel like the worst person in the world right now.

01:04:54Like, I don't feel good at all.

01:04:57I guess this really is a final last goodbye

01:05:00If you don't want me to be the one to comfort you

01:05:04I guess I'm never gonna change your mind

01:05:07I guess we'll break it up now

01:05:10So how you holding up now?

01:05:13I know you're holding back now

01:05:17There's no turning back now

01:05:21I guess we'll break it up now

01:05:25There's no waking up now

01:05:28I guess we'll break it up

01:05:42Hello!

01:05:43Hey!

01:05:44Hello!

01:05:45Hi!

01:05:46Aren't you a vision in orange?

01:05:47Yes!

01:05:48Hello!

01:05:49At this point, we know that M.M. and EKG's marriage

01:05:53has not panned out in the way we had hoped

01:05:56when we matched them.

01:05:57But tonight, we want to get the two of them together

01:06:00and give them a chance to talk through

01:06:03any lingering issues

01:06:04and decide if there's anything worth salvaging

01:06:07or if they want to follow through

01:06:10and get a divorce.

01:06:12How you feeling?

01:06:13I'm feeling good.

01:06:14Are you?

01:06:15Feeling really good.

01:06:16How'd you get to that point?

01:06:17Um, I realized that no matter what I did,

01:06:22it was going to end in something that I did

01:06:27that caused a reaction.

01:06:29So I just kind of got peace from knowing

01:06:33that I tried my hardest.

01:06:34I feel like I was being myself from the beginning of this.

01:06:38I feel like I have tried to give him

01:06:42what he said he needed in those instances,

01:06:45and it was a moving end goal.

01:06:48He has emotionally tried to tear me down,

01:06:51and in the beginning, because I didn't know him,

01:06:54I gave it more weight than it should have had.

01:06:58It's very hard to realize that this person

01:07:01is saying things about you that aren't true.

01:07:04What do you wish for him now?

01:07:06My mom wishes him peace.

01:07:08Your mom wishes him, not as in rest in.

01:07:11That's funny. How much peace?

01:07:14I filled her in, and she's like,

01:07:16I hope that God grants him the peace that he's looking for.

01:07:20You didn't answer his question.

01:07:23Now me, I wish him the worst.

01:07:26Well, that's very human of you.

01:07:28I wish him the worst, okay?

01:07:31Look, whatever, you know what?

01:07:33He's going to lay in his own bed,

01:07:34and he's going to lay in it.

01:07:40Hi, come on in.

01:07:41Hi.

01:07:42Good evening.

01:07:43How you doing?

01:07:51So, we've been talking to your wife,

01:07:56and how would you explain

01:07:58what started to seem like a really nice match

01:08:01at the honeymoon that went cascading down

01:08:04and just kept never resurfacing

01:08:07in the way we might have hoped?

01:08:11Us not knowing each other enough,

01:08:13or just that discovery period just kind of went awry.

01:08:20And from there, it just kept spiraling downhill.

01:08:25You seemed to genuinely like each other in the beginning, no?

01:08:28I mean, it was genuine like.

01:08:31I just think that some events that happened

01:08:35just kind of deterred that like.

01:08:38Okay, there's something that I just want your perception on,

01:08:43because I just wondered how you thought this through.

01:08:46You come to the retreat

01:08:48with some kind of document of divorce,

01:08:51and then when everyone's at dinner, you announce it.

01:08:55Why did you do it that way?

01:08:57Help me understand that.

01:09:01I was...

01:09:02He wanted to embarrass me.

01:09:04I had no intention of coming there to embarrass you.

01:09:07Again, that was not my intention. I apologize for that.

01:09:10I think it's bulls***.

01:09:12That's what's up.

01:09:13Okay, um...

01:09:15I think it is a burning bag of dog s***.

01:09:21I'm sick of it. I don't even want to hear it no more.

01:09:24You should be ashamed of yourself. Really? Really?

01:09:28This is not a healthy way to communicate.

01:09:35And this is why I walk out.

01:09:37I'm trying to tell you he's talking about he walks out because why?

01:09:41I've apologized.

01:09:43It's bulls***.

01:09:45That's her feeling, as I understand it.

01:09:47But I'm about to leave,

01:09:49because being in this marriage doesn't feel good.

01:09:52It doesn't feel healthy.

01:09:53It just feels like it's very tiring.

01:09:57Mm-hmm.

01:09:58You know, as a married man,

01:10:00and I've been married for, you know, a while,

01:10:03I don't have the luxury of leaving when there's pressure.

01:10:08Understood.

01:10:09Because when you leave, you're saying,

01:10:12I don't want to talk about it no more,

01:10:14and I'm going to leave so that you cannot respond to me anymore.

01:10:18Okay.

01:10:22At this point, how do you feel here?

01:10:26Do you want to continue this marriage?

01:10:28No.

01:10:31And amen.

01:10:34I would definitely love a divorce.

01:10:40I wanted to write a letter on the ending of this,

01:10:44and I titled it, Letter to My Departed.

01:10:48I committed to this process and was prepared to see this through.

01:10:52However, you've been unstable this entire marriage.

01:10:56Your perception is your reality.

01:10:58Your reality is not based in fact.

01:11:01You are embarrassing.

01:11:04I would wish you well, but I'm God's favorite,

01:11:07and my well wishes won't be what gets you any further

01:11:09than where you are in your life.

01:11:12I wish you nothing but the worst.

01:11:15As a parting gift, I have prepared a list of therapists local to you.

01:11:19Also attached is documentation on how to properly complete

01:11:23a dissolution of marriage application

01:11:25since your single page was not legitimate.

01:11:28And you can take care.

01:11:37Okay. I guess we're done.

01:11:40Thank you guys, first of all, for participating.

01:11:43It took a lot. It really did.

01:11:46We don't take it lightly.

01:11:48We hope that this could have been successful,

01:11:50but I only wish success and real love in both your futures.

01:11:55I guess at this time you can just, you can leave now.

01:12:00But thank you.

01:12:02Tonight y'all got a taste of what I had to go through.

01:12:05And when I say it don't feel good,

01:12:08imagine like somebody coming at you sideways

01:12:12every opportunity that they got a chance.

01:12:15And yeah, it didn't feel good.

01:12:17It didn't feel good. It doesn't feel good to just sit here and be insulted.

01:12:20It doesn't feel good at all.

01:12:22I knew my decision.

01:12:24I knew that I wanted nothing to do with this marriage.

01:12:26I'd rather be old and single than miserably married.

01:12:31Mm. You know that was a little shady.

01:12:36Somebody had to say it.

01:12:39Someone had to say it.

01:12:41I charge for consultations, but this one's on the house.

01:12:48I wanted marriage,

01:12:50which is why I gave so many chances

01:12:52and so much grace during this process.

01:12:55But he put forth zero effort into this marriage from day one.

01:12:59His apologies were led with,

01:13:01if you felt that way, if you.

01:13:04Not, hey, I'm sorry I did this.

01:13:07So what's next for me will be bigger, better, growth, maturity.

01:13:14I'm looking forward to the next chapter.

01:13:30David and I are meeting with the experts tonight.

01:13:33You know, I don't really know how to feel about it, to be honest.

01:13:37You know, I'm trying to go into this optimistic and, you know,

01:13:43owning myself and my decisions and everything.

01:13:46But, you know, still understanding that this is this is my life

01:13:50and it's my feelings and it's my, you know, happiness.

01:13:54And, you know, I just I don't know exactly

01:13:59how the experts are going to approach this, I guess.

01:14:02And like my fear is I don't want to be berated.

01:14:07Like, I haven't handled the situation in the best way.

01:14:12I get it, but I'm human.

01:14:14And, you know, this isn't an easy thing to put yourself through.

01:14:18And nobody understands what it's like to be put in this situation.

01:14:22I just hope that going into today,

01:14:25the experts, you know, show me grace and compassion.

01:14:28And, you know, they can ask their questions.

01:14:31They can, you know, try to understand where I was coming from and what happened.

01:14:35But at the end of the day, like I'm not walking into this

01:14:39to be told that I did something wrong and to be told that I'm a bad person.

01:14:44I hope that they, you know, can see can see things from my side and from David's side.

01:14:50And not that they have to agree with it, per se, but, you know,

01:14:54want us both to be happy in whatever way that looks like.

01:14:58So I'm not looking forward to it, but I do think that it will be good.

01:15:10Hello.

01:15:11Hi.

01:15:12How's it going?

01:15:13Good, how are you?

01:15:14Oh, I've been better.

01:15:16Yeah, yeah, yeah, I can imagine.

01:15:18Hello there.

01:15:19Hi.

01:15:20Hello.

01:15:21How are you?

01:15:23Infidelity between two couples is unprecedented in Married at First Sight history

01:15:28and not something we condone.

01:15:30But we want to get to the bottom of things

01:15:32and find out how serious Madison and David have become

01:15:35and to discuss what their plans are moving forward.

01:15:40I would be lying to you if I said we weren't personally upset.

01:15:45And so it's extremely important that we get the truth.

01:15:52So you might want to start and tell us where and what happened

01:15:56and what's been going on and where you are now.

01:16:01Where it all started was in the gym,

01:16:05where we've made a connection,

01:16:07actually working out, walking on the treadmill,

01:16:10and literally talking about our marriages.

01:16:15You know, parallelly, you know, I did find myself catching feelings for David.

01:16:20I didn't know what to do.

01:16:21It was easy for us to just vibe with each other.

01:16:25You know, at some point it became like,

01:16:27oh, I'm on the treadmill for 45 minutes talking to David.

01:16:29And, you know, he would confide in me and I'd give him advice

01:16:33and I'd confide in him and he'd give me advice.

01:16:37I mean, it was just like, it was that friendship that we built.

01:16:41It was like, you want to make sure that she's okay.

01:16:43There's a lot going on right now on both sides.

01:16:46So it's, you know, that mental check-in is a big thing.

01:16:49Yeah, I think this last week we've just been making sure the other one's okay.

01:16:53And just to be honest, I'm not saying that we only have a relationship in the gym,

01:16:58but especially this last week, we've just communicated with each other

01:17:03to make sure we're okay and that's kind of where we've left it.

01:17:06And part of it is for that level of respect of keeping the distance

01:17:10and not wanting to, it's not just we're throwing it in people's faces

01:17:13of, oh, we're hanging out every day.

01:17:15That's not what we wanted from this.

01:17:17Have you been intimate?

01:17:19No.

01:17:20There's been no intimacy, just conversation?

01:17:22I mean, if you consider a hug, I mean, intimacy.

01:17:25David, the most you guys have done is a hug?

01:17:29Yes.

01:17:31Then how could you say in a text message that you want to eat her up?

01:17:36I don't shoot my shot, I'm a man.

01:17:38I got needs, haven't gotten any of those.

01:17:40I can't imagine being sent if you didn't know there was a recipient who would like that.

01:17:45It's very sexual.

01:17:47It's gone into that area.

01:17:49Are you telling me it didn't?

01:17:50It did not.

01:17:51I'm sorry.

01:17:52I can't sit here and pretend like this isn't what it is.

01:17:55I just can't.

01:17:57So I have to call you out right here, right now when you're lying

01:18:00about having an intimate sexual relationship with her.

01:18:04Here's where I have a problem.

01:18:06You feel comfortable enough to send that text,

01:18:10and you're saying that there was nothing, you guys were just buddies.

01:18:13Gym buddies.

01:18:14Gym buddies, and I'm going to send you a text saying you so ...

01:18:18Well, I don't think it's a surprise that we were sexually attracted to each other.

01:18:21I think there was definitely flirtation between us both.

01:18:24Right.

01:18:25What kept you from having sex?

01:18:27Because we were married.

01:18:30Why should we, at this point, believe that you're being honest?

01:18:35I mean, you guys can believe whatever you want.

01:18:37I can't make that judgment for you guys.

01:18:40How much do you feel that you guys, that this connection that you guys have,

01:18:45how much do you feel that this is just rebound emotions

01:18:48based on the misery you're experiencing in your marriage?

01:18:53Something else to throw in our pot of thinking.

01:18:56That's not where my mind goes initially, but I mean, I guess anything is possible.

01:19:02When we talked to you during the interview process,

01:19:04there were a few things you said you did not want.

01:19:06We talked to you several times about a person of color.

01:19:10You said no, you didn't.

01:19:12You said you want it.

01:19:13You have always dated white guys, and that's what you wanted.

01:19:16So for race, I've typically dated Caucasians.

01:19:20That's just kind of where I'm normally gone.

01:19:23I think that could expand potentially, but I don't know.

01:19:28Like, I don't want to say ...

01:19:29We don't experiment at that level here.

01:19:31Yeah, yeah.

01:19:32This is marriage.

01:19:33Right, it's marriage.

01:19:34Right? Am I right?

01:19:35No, you're not wrong.

01:19:36Yeah.

01:19:37And so if you were just meeting him on the street and all this was over,

01:19:41he wouldn't have a shot in hell.

01:19:44That's not necessarily ... I mean, not necessarily true.

01:19:47If you didn't know him.

01:19:48Well, I have dated black guys before.

01:19:50Okay, but we're talking about marriage.

01:19:52Yes, and that's why I had mentioned, I was like,

01:19:54if I'm marrying a complete stranger, a white guy would be my preference.

01:19:57Right, but if you were out there looking for a husband,

01:20:01and if your primary goal was to find a husband and you ran upon David,

01:20:07it would not click in your mind, hey, I want him for my husband.

01:20:11He wouldn't be in your top five.

01:20:14That's probably fair.

01:20:15Yeah, but the whole point of marriage is to create boundaries

01:20:18where even if I see someone attractive, I don't act on it.

01:20:23Even though I feel something, I go to my wife with it.

01:20:26I go to my spouse with it.

01:20:28You understand what I'm saying?

01:20:29The idea behind marriage, and you should know this,

01:20:31because your parents have been married forever.

01:20:34The idea is that we create boundaries around ourselves,

01:20:37and we don't allow ourselves to go into those forbidden areas.

01:20:42Did you value the marriage?

01:20:44Because you've gone outside of those boundaries emotionally.

01:20:47Now, I don't know if you have physically or not.

01:20:49It's only been emotionally, but it's like, was it really ever a marriage?

01:20:53Yes, it was. It was a marriage from day one.

01:20:57It was like just a one-way street. It was just me, me, me.

01:21:00And it was just like there was no reciprocation back.

01:21:04But you do know that she was turning the corner, by her own admission,

01:21:08the last time I met with you guys.

01:21:10She was turning the corner, but by that time,

01:21:12you had already developed a strong affinity for Madison.

01:21:16All we're saying here is that we understand feelings,

01:21:19but there's a proper way to do things.

01:21:22This wasn't it.

01:21:25What do you plan to do?

01:21:31I've got heavy, heavy feelings.

01:21:33I have not felt like this in a while.

01:21:35People see my face glow when they bring up your name.

01:21:39I feel that real, genuine connection.

01:21:42I'm submitting.

01:21:45I do have those stomach turns in a good manner.

01:21:51It's just a difficult situation that we're in now,

01:21:55and I would like to see something big turn out of this.

01:22:00I do see something that could be there with David, for sure,

01:22:04but it's not something that I want to rush into.

01:22:07It's not something that I want to focus on.

01:22:11You know, there's still a lot to learn about you.

01:22:15You know, the idea that being a rebound,

01:22:18that sucks.

01:22:19That's not something that I had thought about.

01:22:22But only time will tell.

01:22:36Next time on Married at First Sight.

01:22:39For those couples who haven't decided already,

01:22:42decision day is finally here.

01:22:45I don't even know what to expect.

01:22:47Like, where's this going? What's next?

01:22:50Anything could happen.

01:22:52He was in a nine-year relationship

01:22:54that ended up fizzling out in the end.

01:22:56What if he gets to that point with me?

01:22:59Would you like to stay married?

01:23:01Or do you want to get a divorce?

01:23:08And then...

01:23:09What's up, guys?

01:23:10Oh, hey, y'all.

01:23:13I'm more upset

01:23:14than I thought I would be with them walking in tonight.

01:23:17I think all of us knew that Michelle and David

01:23:19were not going to be together at the end of this.

01:23:22She didn't give a... to David.

01:23:24You want to wait till I get over there?

01:23:26Sure. You want to do this right now, babe?

01:23:28You really do.

01:23:30Take that... out. That'd be crazy.

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