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00:00I'm going to play a little bit of the music that I'm going to be using for this video.
00:30I'm going to play a little bit of the music that I'm going to be using for this video.
01:00I'm going to play a little bit of the music that I'm going to be using for this video.
01:02I want to tell you a story about a prima donna.
01:04So beautiful.
01:06I want to tell you a story about a prima donna.
01:08Yes, that's right.
01:10I want to continue, last time you came out,
01:12there's another song you sang.
01:14Now I'm happy with everything.
01:16Now I'm happy with everything.
01:18Then when Nara came in, she sang
01:22No, there's no other song.
01:24My theme song.
01:26I think we're going to end our podcast by singing this woman's song.
01:30Yes, our story today is with Erya Fazira.
01:34Assalamualaikum.
01:35Waalaikumsalam.
01:36Waalaikumsalam.
01:37Thank you for inviting us.
01:39Thank you for inviting us.
01:40We're so happy.
01:42Prima donna, one and only, Erya Fazira is coming to our podcast today.
01:46As usual, the experience in this industry is long, right?
01:49So we don't have to hurry.
01:50We don't have to rush.
01:53So that you can be an inspiration.
01:54Inspiration is the most important thing.
01:55That's our motto for this podcast in Zion.
02:00But my first question is, Erya Fazira, you've been in this industry for 31 years.
02:0631 years?
02:07I feel like I'm new to the industry.
02:10I keep learning and learning, right?
02:12MashaAllah.
02:131994, if I'm not mistaken.
02:14Yes, 1994.
02:15The beginning, right?
02:17Until now, Erya Fazira is still famous there.
02:22Allah Allah.
02:23If in the chart, it's A-listers.
02:25A-listers.
02:29I want to ask, is it tiring to be Erya Fazira?
02:31Wow, it's tiring, right?
02:34There's no term for it.
02:36I think it's the same.
02:38How our FBI goes, it's the same.
02:43It's just that the space of sustenance is different.
02:46And yes, my part, my part, the part of the people, the part of the people.
02:50When people ask a tiring question, I don't know, since recently,
02:53a lot of people have asked, is it tiring to be Erya Fazira?
02:55Why?
02:56Why? Does it sound like it's tiring?
02:57Does it look like it's tiring?
02:58Okay, okay.
02:59There's one thing.
03:00Okay, the success, Alhamdulillah.
03:02Always glowing, glowing, glowing.
03:05Getting offers, hosting.
03:07Non-stop.
03:08Alhamdulillah.
03:09Our job.
03:10He's done everything.
03:12His job, we haven't done it yet.
03:13That's right.
03:16What haven't you all done?
03:17Everyone has done it too.
03:19Villa, Miss Asia, Miss World, everything.
03:22This is more direct, you can't miss it.
03:24We are only half-cooked in other fields.
03:27In the field near the mic, maybe people can see it.
03:31But from the point of view of a career,
03:33from the point of view of wanting to appear in the public eye,
03:35we have witnessed Erya Fazira.
03:38Since the time of Ratu Cantik, the Sembilu era,
03:41until now, it has always been a woman.
03:45Stay relevant.
03:46That's what we're asking, is it tiring or not?
03:48Do you want to entertain people?
03:50I think because this is the branch we chose.
03:54So there is no term of tiredness.
03:56And if it's something that we face,
04:01we consider it as a source of our livelihood, our job.
04:07And when it's like you said,
04:09it's been 31 years.
04:10It's been a lifetime, right?
04:12So I don't think there is a term of tiredness.
04:16Even if it's tiring,
04:18don't think of it as tiring.
04:22There must be a day when you feel like,
04:25I'm sick and tired of this.
04:28Can people leave me alone?
04:31Because it's always in the attention, in a good way.
04:33Normally, we understand this is our job.
04:35We work as celebrities.
04:37We don't have much privacy.
04:39But do you know,
04:40in the corner of my heart,
04:42I feel like,
04:43can you leave me alone?
04:45Can I just be me?
04:47Can I just be myself?
04:48I think it's only in the beginning.
04:52Maybe at the peak.
04:55At that time,
04:56we ourselves were not good at distinguishing
05:00between work and personal life.
05:04It's okay.
05:06Now, instead of understanding my problem,
05:11it's better for me to understand people's problems.
05:13That people do their job.
05:16For example, a journalist.
05:17A journalist has a responsibility.
05:19He chases us
05:20because he's being chased by the editor.
05:23So instead of us thinking about our tiredness,
05:25we think about his tiredness.
05:27So I don't think he's tiring me.
05:30That's how it is.
05:31Wow.
05:32You think about the journalist
05:34so that he can do his job well.
05:37Exactly.
05:38I think everyone has a responsibility.
05:41So like me,
05:42I can deal with myself.
05:44I can deal with my feelings.
05:45I can put it aside.
05:47But sometimes,
05:49which journalist comes to us
05:51and says,
05:52please, I need a story from you.
05:54If there are issues arising,
05:56and I want to ask,
05:58if the boss doesn't ask,
06:00I think instead of me running away,
06:03it's better for me to help them.
06:05What can I help you?
06:06What can I help you with?
06:07So, alhamdulillah,
06:09alhamdulillah,
06:10because of things like that,
06:12it makes me a bit closer
06:14to the journalists.
06:16And they understand.
06:17If you want to get a story from me,
06:19just go direct and ask.
06:22So,
06:23what if it's a reporter?
06:24What if it's a netizen?
06:25A netizen.
06:26Eira, when are you getting married?
06:28Eira, why don't you take a picture?
06:30Eira, there are so many requests.
06:32There's only one Eira.
06:35I think we can't afford
06:37to answer all of them, right?
06:40Sometimes,
06:41if the situation is urgent,
06:43I will answer once and for all
06:46through the reporters,
06:48or once on our social media.
06:51And that's enough.
06:53Don't make it bigger,
06:54don't make it longer.
06:55If we want to serve each one of us,
06:59that's a yes.
07:00That's what we want.
07:01So, how do we store our energy?
07:03We have to be smart.
07:04So, we answer once and for all.
07:07Of course,
07:08if there are other follow-ups,
07:10we don't have to deal with them.
07:11If we're not tired,
07:12we can save it.
07:13We can pick and choose.
07:14Exactly.
07:15But, Eira Fazila,
07:17even though you are a senior artist,
07:21but until now,
07:22you can balance it, you know.
07:24Before social media,
07:26and now.
07:27Your fans are everywhere,
07:30at every angle.
07:32And social media is solid.
07:34How do you maintain the relevance?
07:39The relevance.
07:41Because there are senior artists,
07:43they don't care.
07:44I don't want social media.
07:46But you can do both.
07:47I think this is also based on responsibility.
07:50Responsibility as a senior artist.
07:54I, Alhamdulillah,
07:57I have my supporters,
07:59my fan club.
08:00And they expect me to be active.
08:03Because they already support us.
08:05They are interested in us.
08:07But, what is the gift for them?
08:10They can't expect
08:12only memories from the past.
08:14You know,
08:15the treasures of our old works.
08:17So, from time to time,
08:18we have to have a gift for them.
08:21So, they themselves say,
08:23Sister, be active.
08:24Go home and sing.
08:25Sister, be active.
08:26Sing, be active.
08:27What is this?
08:28So, we take what is appropriate.
08:30And I think,
08:31in social media,
08:33for us to be active,
08:36people say,
08:37this is also one of our promos.
08:41So, I consider it as a job.
08:43Not too much.
08:45Not using that platform
08:47like...
08:49Too personal?
08:50Too personal.
08:51To share too much personal things.
08:55I don't use that platform.
08:57But, I consider it as a gift
08:59for those who have supported us.
09:02I really appreciate
09:03those who have been with ERA
09:05until now.
09:06Those who support us.
09:07So, this is one of the things.
09:09They want to know
09:10what happened to me.
09:11Where am I now?
09:12I want to talk here.
09:14Yes.
09:15Have you ever felt like
09:17your life or privacy
09:19has been stolen?
09:21Have you ever felt like that?
09:23Um...
09:24Nom nom nom.
09:27Our choice, right?
09:28To be an artist, right?
09:30That's the package.
09:34Our privacy is lost.
09:37So, maybe in the beginning,
09:40I felt uncomfortable.
09:43I felt like,
09:45you know,
09:46why do I want to know so much?
09:47I didn't realize it in the beginning.
09:50And we tried to prevent,
09:54to protect our privacy.
09:55But, in the end,
09:59I don't want to share too much.
10:01But,
10:02I had to deal with
10:05my own choice.
10:07You want to be an artist.
10:09You know he has
10:11what is it?
10:12He has some...
10:13He has some flaws.
10:14He has some flaws.
10:15He likes to complain.
10:16So, you don't complain.
10:17Yes.
10:18So, at that time,
10:19I felt like,
10:20okay.
10:21I agreed.
10:22I accept.
10:23People want to know this.
10:24But,
10:26our ears are thin.
10:28We can't say too much, right?
10:30So,
10:32we shouldn't do things that
10:34are against the law.
10:37So, at the end,
10:38it's a good thing for me.
10:40To not say anything.
10:43So, we shouldn't do anything.
10:44So, we should be a good example
10:46for everyone.
10:48Let's say,
10:4931 years in the industry,
10:51there are a lot of ups and downs.
10:53True.
10:54There are some actions
10:56that you did
10:58last time or recently,
11:00that you feel like,
11:01I shouldn't have done this.
11:03Have you?
11:04A lot.
11:05And until today,
11:06there are a lot of things
11:07that I don't know why I did.
11:08Until today,
11:09why did I do it?
11:10For example,
11:11why did I do Zayen?
11:14Just kidding.
11:16Actually,
11:17regretting things,
11:20what do people say?
11:22Regretting past gains.
11:24Right?
11:25We are humans.
11:26We won't run away
11:27from making mistakes.
11:28And to regret,
11:29I don't like to use the word regret.
11:31Because regret is...
11:33Negative.
11:34Negative, you know.
11:35Learn.
11:36Learn.
11:37We make mistakes.
11:38That's our part
11:39that Allah has pushed us.
11:41We move on.
11:42Just move on.
11:43If we,
11:44you know,
11:46inherit,
11:47at that time,
11:48Alhamdulillah,
11:49when we don't inherit,
11:50we make a mistake,
11:51learn.
11:52Learn.
11:53And a while ago,
11:55when you were not yet
11:56in this glamorous world,
11:57how was it?
11:58Yes.
11:59Era Fazira,
12:00you didn't want to go in.
12:01Now,
12:02she wants to be a protector,
12:03a protector to the family.
12:05That's the story.
12:06Your character at that time was rough.
12:08Me?
12:09I'm a bit of a boyish.
12:11Because I'm probably
12:12the only child in the family.
12:14I think I'm the man in the house,
12:16the woman in the house.
12:17So I...
12:19I...
12:20Allah gave me the responsibility
12:22to take care of my mother,
12:24my great-grandmother.
12:26Because there was no one else.
12:28I was the eldest,
12:29the only child,
12:30the eldest grandchild,
12:31everything.
12:32So,
12:33that's why I think
12:34I'm a bit rough.
12:36And my intention
12:37was to wake up,
12:38to get up,
12:39to work at that time.
12:40Even though
12:41I just finished SPM,
12:42I didn't continue my studies.
12:43I kept working
12:44because I felt
12:46I was responsible for them.
12:48At that time,
12:49at Sungai Curawang,
12:51but I had emigrated to KL.
12:54I was with my mother.
12:57But didn't you feel
12:58at that time
12:59the responsibility was too heavy?
13:00Because you're still so young.
13:02Maybe there are
13:03your own goals
13:04that you want to achieve.
13:05But the thought
13:06or our motivation
13:09to work
13:10is not for ourselves.
13:11For others, right?
13:12I feel like,
13:14why do I have to do this?
13:16Alhamdulillah,
13:17I have no regrets
13:19to my mother.
13:20Why?
13:21Because I was raised
13:22by a mother.
13:23A single mother
13:24who was very strong.
13:25And my own mother
13:26was the eldest daughter
13:28of six siblings
13:30who raised the siblings,
13:32who took care of the grandmother,
13:34who took care of the mother.
13:35So, I saw,
13:36for example,
13:37in front of my eyes
13:38was a strong woman
13:39who was responsible.
13:41And you were born
13:42in this world
13:43with responsibility
13:44and role.
13:45So, I grew up
13:46with that view.
13:48So, I feel like
13:49I am the successor
13:50of my mother's legacy.
13:52So, I have no regrets.
13:53Until today,
13:54I feel very happy,
13:56grateful,
13:57and when I look back,
13:59I've done my part.
14:00This, this, this.
14:01I did my best.
14:02Yes.
14:03Even though I
14:04from the age of 17 years old,
14:0618 years old,
14:07I started working.
14:09The results
14:10I passed on to my family.
14:12I have no regrets.
14:14In fact, I feel grateful
14:17and I feel
14:18Satisfied.
14:19Satisfied, yes.
14:20When was the first time
14:22that Era Raffazira felt
14:24that she was beautiful?
14:26Eh?
14:31No, no.
14:32I never felt
14:34that I was beautiful.
14:35No, she was beautiful
14:36like, okay.
14:37Eh?
14:38Okay, okay.
14:39Or was there anyone else
14:40who felt okay?
14:41Until you entered
14:42the competition.
14:43I, like I said,
14:44I'm a boyish.
14:45I'm a tomboy.
14:46I don't even walk
14:48like a woman.
14:51Like an Ayu, right?
14:52No, no.
14:53Ayu is not there.
14:54So, I somehow,
14:56but I have an interest.
14:58I have an ambition.
15:00So, I went to a catwalk class.
15:03Well, walking
15:04was like a gangster,
15:05right?
15:06Learning to walk
15:07like a gangster
15:08for, well,
15:09at that time,
15:10I was interested in making money.
15:11So, if there is a model
15:14catwalk,
15:15I can do photoshoots
15:17or whatever I do.
15:18Modeling.
15:19Modeling.
15:20So,
15:21I,
15:24what was the question again?
15:25That moment,
15:26who impressed you?
15:27I,
15:28I was asked by
15:30my stepmother.
15:32She was the one who asked me
15:34to participate
15:36in the competition.
15:38I didn't want to,
15:39I wasn't interested.
15:40But I was like,
15:42I was a
15:44naive person.
15:45So, I don't know.
15:46It was me first.
15:47I was very,
15:49on tour,
15:50I respected it.
15:51And what inspired me was
15:53my stepmother,
15:54who is also my mother's friend.
15:55She was the one who asked me.
15:57I wanted to refuse.
15:58Sometimes,
15:59I couldn't bear it.
16:00I couldn't bear it.
16:01If I wanted to go,
16:02I was like,
16:03well, it's not my soul.
16:04I was always
16:07torn in between.
16:08Between doing it or not.
16:09Between myself
16:11or
16:12making people happy.
16:14But in the end,
16:15I always chose to make people happy.
16:16So, I entered
16:17the Miss Malaysia competition
16:20to make my stepmother happy.
16:22And you won.
16:25Yes, Alhamdulillah.
16:26Alhamdulillah.
16:27That's it.
16:28The rules.
16:29The rules.
16:30The things that we didn't want.
16:31What did you want at that time?
16:33If you didn't want it.
16:34At that time,
16:35maybe there was someone.
16:36I was interested.
16:37Okay, if you ask me,
16:38I was interested in business.
16:40I,
16:41because,
16:42but I think
16:43because of the attitude
16:44of my stepmother.
16:45My stepmother's family
16:47was worried.
16:48You,
16:49maybe you look like this.
16:51Why are you like this?
16:52You walk like this.
16:53They didn't like it.
16:55So, they always
16:56treated me like that.
16:57If it was me,
16:58I was more interested
16:59in business.
17:00It doesn't matter.
17:01I was a same-boy type.
17:02In the past.
17:03If I wanted to do business,
17:04I would do it at night.
17:05Like that.
17:06But maybe,
17:07that's Allah's rule.
17:09Wow.
17:10And the journey after that,
17:11I think,
17:12it was really great.
17:14People got to know
17:15Aira Fazira.
17:16She was in a movie.
17:17She acted in Sembilu,
17:18Meletup-letup.
17:19Meletup-letup,
17:20Meletup-letup.
17:21Until now.
17:22Alhamdulillah.
17:23I think Aira Fazira
17:24did all the work.
17:25She even did
17:26Nyapa Radio.
17:27What?
17:28Nyapa Radio.
17:29She even did Nyapa Radio.
17:30Studied.
17:31But some people said,
17:32TV host.
17:33Some people said,
17:34you,
17:35if we want to be something,
17:36we have to focus on one thing.
17:37But Aira Fazira
17:38can do everything.
17:40She became Aira Fazira.
17:41That's amazing,
17:42do you know that?
17:43No, I think I focused
17:44on my work
17:45for more than 20 years
17:46as an actress
17:47and a singer.
17:48Then,
17:49I tried to do
17:50a radio show.
17:51Radio.
17:52Radio.
17:53And I fell in love
17:54with it.
17:55Because I am
17:56a person,
17:57my problem too,
17:58I have a lack
17:59of confidence.
18:00Okay.
18:01It's like,
18:02can I?
18:03Aira Fazira,
18:04lack of confidence?
18:05Seriously?
18:06How can you do catwalk
18:07if you lack
18:08confidence?
18:09So,
18:10my confidence
18:11was pushed.
18:12And I was
18:13like,
18:14I don't want to
18:15disappoint people,
18:16so I did it.
18:17But if it's
18:18myself,
18:19I don't have confidence.
18:20Oh yeah.
18:21Exactly.
18:22Okay,
18:23if we see,
18:24you have tried
18:25everything,
18:26right?
18:27And,
18:28as an idol,
18:29of course,
18:30Aira's daughter,
18:31Alicia,
18:32she saw her mother,
18:33her mother did everything.
18:34Did she ever say
18:35she wanted to do
18:36the same thing?
18:37Is she interested
18:38in seeing her mother?
18:39Her mother is
18:40everywhere.
18:41I think she
18:42is proud
18:43of her mother's
18:44achievements.
18:45Of course.
18:46But,
18:47for her to be
18:48me,
18:49she doesn't.
18:50Because she is
18:51a very shy person,
18:52a quiet person,
18:53an observer.
18:54She prefers to
18:55sit quietly
18:56and observe.
18:57But,
18:58her observation
18:59is sharp.
19:00Don't,
19:01in a while,
19:02she will...
19:03Did she ever
19:04complain?
19:05Of course,
19:06it doesn't matter.
19:07It doesn't matter
19:08what she said.
19:09It doesn't matter,
19:10she will be like,
19:11Mom,
19:12okay,
19:13as a friend,
19:14as a friend,
19:15why are you
19:16friends with
19:17this guy?
19:18Eh,
19:19wrong,
19:20no,
19:21not my friend.
19:22Oh my,
19:23oh my.
19:24Be patient,
19:25be patient.
19:26Okay,
19:27no ghosting.
19:28Why are you
19:29friends with this guy?
19:30No,
19:31in my opinion,
19:32you shouldn't do this.
19:33I feel like
19:34she is quiet,
19:35but she is
19:36quiet.
19:37So,
19:38maybe that's
19:39because
19:40her journey,
19:41even though
19:42she is
19:43only 16 years old,
19:44but her journey
19:45since she was
19:46young,
19:47she was separated,
19:48all of that
19:49made her
19:50mature today
19:51and
19:52she doesn't
19:53like
19:54to talk a lot,
19:55but she is
19:56kind.
19:57She is protective
19:58over
19:59the mother.
20:00Yes.
20:01Oh,
20:02she really
20:03takes care of
20:04her mother.
20:05No question.
20:06I know
20:07it's all
20:08about me.
20:09And
20:10there were
20:11moments
20:12when you said
20:13that you were
20:14hijacked
20:15because
20:16of
20:17your own
20:18child factor
20:19at that time.
20:20Can you
20:21tell us
20:22again?
20:23Oh,
20:24I think
20:25it's not
20:26that.
20:27I did it
20:28entirely
20:29because of
20:30myself.
20:31It was
20:32my own
20:33wish
20:34and
20:35I
20:36didn't
20:37like
20:38to be
20:39asked to
20:40do it
20:41on my own
20:42will.
20:43Because
20:44I think
20:45it made me
20:46appreciate
20:47my migration
20:48more than
20:49being asked
20:50to do it.
20:51There was
20:52a time
20:53when I was
20:54asked
20:55by
20:56certain
20:57people.
20:58In a
20:59harsh way?
21:00Not harsh,
21:01but
21:02I said
21:03that I
21:04wanted to
21:05understand
21:06and I
21:07did it
21:08because of
21:09Allah.
21:10Before
21:11that,
21:12I
21:13went to
21:14religious
21:15classes.
21:16I
21:17studied
21:18and
21:19looked for
21:20resources
21:21to build
21:22that power.
21:23Because
21:24at that
21:25time,
21:26with my
21:27job,
21:28I was
21:29worried
21:30about
21:31my
21:32money.
21:33All of
21:34that
21:35made
21:36me
21:37think
21:38a lot.
21:39But
21:40I asked
21:41for one thing.
21:42O Allah,
21:43I want to
21:44migrate.
21:45I want
21:46to get
21:47my
21:48money
21:49from
21:50you.
21:51I
21:52asked
21:53for
21:54a way.
21:55Somehow,
21:56without
21:57asking,
21:58someone
21:59knocked
22:00on my
22:01Tanya ada tak orang nak beli, tuan rumah ada tak? Ada orang nak beli rumah ni?
22:08Saya waktu itu, saya ada tanggungjawab. Saya risau, saya ini ada tanggungjawab.
22:13Saya takut tanggungjawab saya itu saya tak dapat laksanakan kalau misalnya job kurang ke apa ke kan?
22:18Jadi, kat situ saya macam, eh, macam mana orang datang ketuk rumah saya ni?
22:24Sebab, okay...
22:26Tak sign pun kan? Rumah dijual, tak ada letak?
22:28Tak ada langsung. Tapi terpikir, patutkah aku jual rumah ini, aku setelkan ini, ini, ini semua.
22:34So that my monthly can reduce.
22:38So that saya commitment tak banyak dan ringan untuk menjalani bulan-bulanan saya, hari-harian saya.
22:46Dan, you know, saya tidak sangat terikat dengan, oh, nak kena ada job, nak kena ada job kan?
22:51So, itu. Disitu saya rasa macam, ya Allah, ini adakah sign untuk saya, jawaban.
22:57Dan, at the same time kan saya, saya sedang belajar agama semua kan?
23:01Jadi, saya, kita pun istiqarah lah.
23:04Minta petunjuk, minta petunjuk, minta petunjuk.
23:06Saluran itu makin terang, makin mudah.
23:10Dipermudahkan.
23:11Tak cari, tak ada apa-apa. Orang semua uruskan, setel.
23:15Maka, saya rasa, apa lagi?
23:17Apa lagi alasan untuk saya tidak melakukan perhijrahan?
23:21Belajar dan belajar.
23:23Pemahaman, Alhamdulillah, keinginan memang daripada dulu.
23:27Cuma, saya risaukan tentang job, you know.
23:31Allah bagi lagi jalan.
23:33So, saya rasa macam.
23:35Nak menunjukkan bahwasanya, apa yang Aira rasa waktu itu adalah,
23:39this is the right thing to do now.
23:41This is the right thing.
23:42So, dia tunjuk satu-satu-satu.
23:43Exactly. Dan, utamanya ialah takut pada commitment.
23:47So, ini caranya. Allah bagi. Apa lagi?
23:50Ya, insyaAllah.
23:51So, yang itu yang membuatkan saya, tanpa saya berpikir panjang,
23:54saya tak berbincang pun.
23:56Saya selalunya kalau nak buat keputusan yang besar,
23:58saya akan bincang dengan mak.
24:00Atau, dia tanya.
24:01Atau, hint-hint mak lah, mak.
24:03Tapi, hari keputusan untuk berhijrah itu,
24:07saya tak tanya siapa-siapa.
24:09Saya buat keputusan sendiri,
24:11seorang saja saya tanya.
24:12Anak saya.
24:13Malam itu saya tanya, saya kata,
24:15Alisha, kalau mum pakai tudung, okey tak?
24:19Cakap macam itu saja.
24:20Lepas itu, Alisha kata, ya, you look nice.
24:23Why not?
24:24Dia kata macam itu.
24:25Okey, saya gantung tudung.
24:28Nah, kisahnya, saya gantung tudung malam itu,
24:30saya kata, tunggu gerak hati besok.
24:33Kalau saya tergerak nak pakai tudung ini,
24:35saya pakai untuk hantar Alisha ke sekolah.
24:39Besoknya itu, sangat ringan.
24:41Malam itu, sebelum itu, kita berdoa lah.
24:43Bangun lah.
24:44Salat istiqara.
24:46Salat apa yang sepatutnya lah.
24:48Bangun itu, begitu ringan tangan ini mencapai,
24:52tak ada beratnya nak menyalut,
24:54nak menutupkan tudung,
24:56nak menutup kepala saya.
24:58Dan kalau dulu kan ada rasa macam,
25:00eh, malu lah nak keluar dengan kawan-kawan ke apa.
25:03Tidak ada sama sekali.
25:05Saya rasa ringan dan sangat bersedia.
25:09So, di situ saya rasa Allah yang dorong saya ke arah itu.
25:13Sebenarnya ketukan itu adalah
25:15apabila usaha kita untuk mengetuk pintu dia.
25:18Pintu rahmat di barah Allah SWT lah.
25:21Tiba-tiba ada orang lain datang mengetuk pintu kita.
25:24Masya Allah.
25:25Hebat kan?
25:26Masya Allah.
25:28Dan anak, walaupun,
25:30ialah bukan faktor utama di situ,
25:32tapi dia adalah penyokong ya.
25:35Yang memberi sokongan kepada mak dia.
25:38Sampai sekarang sangat rapat lah ya.
25:40Alhamdulillah.
25:41Sebab dia satu-satunya anak.
25:43Okey, ini soalan.
25:44Bila satu hari,
25:46Alisha bakal mendidikan rumah tangga.
25:50Adakah Aira bersedia untuk melepaskan dia?
25:54Saya, saya rasa,
26:00saya bersedia.
26:01Bila-bila masa,
26:03bersesuaian dengan usia,
26:05kematangan,
26:06pergilah anak.
26:08Untuk kehidupan dia.
26:10Masya Allah.
26:11Sebab kita ini ada hidup kita.
26:13Sampai bila kita nak,
26:15walaupun saya ada seorang saja anak.
26:17Ketika ini saya harapkan
26:19dialah menjadi peneman saya.
26:21Tapi kalau,
26:25suatu hari nanti dia akan pergi juga.
26:27Tak dia, kita akan pergi.
26:29Kan?
26:30So, ini semua pinjaman.
26:32Kalau kita faham istilah pinjaman itu,
26:35saya jangan jadikan benda itu
26:38sebagai apa,
26:40satu ala,
26:42kehilangan.
26:43Apa pun kita pinjam.
26:45Saya tengok hubungan Aira dengan Alisha itu.
26:48Masya Allah.
26:49Dia pun, ya lah.
26:51Dengan mak dia sajalah yang dia bersahabat baik kan?
26:54Mungkin saya, saya,
26:56Saya mungkin ada
26:58satu, dua, tiga orang anak perempuan kan?
27:00Tapi Aira very close kan?
27:02Satu hari nak,
27:04Alisha akan keluar daripada rumah kan?
27:07Dan akan, ya lah.
27:09Bersama dengan suaminya contohnya begitulah kan?
27:12Bukan senang untuk artis orang ibu kan?
27:17Apa aktiviti kegemaran awak?
27:19Bersama?
27:20Dengan anak dia.
27:22Kita suka buat benda
27:24kraft tangan.
27:26Dengan anak dia.
27:28Kadang-kadang saya ajak dia melukis.
27:30Buat benda-benda,
27:32apa, macam,
27:33saya suka buat macam Lego.
27:35Ataupun buat hamper.
27:37Apa-apa sajalah, kraft tangan.
27:39Saya suka buat dengan anak dia.
27:41Itu semua akan dirindui lah nanti.
27:43Betul.
27:44Giba-giba waktunya nanti.
27:46Itu juga jadi kenangan terintah kan?
27:48The time that we spend with our children.
27:50InsyaAllah.
27:52Okey, Aira.
27:53Ini cerita pasal,
27:55saya kata,
27:56pasal rumah tangga lah ya?
27:58Kita tahu Aira melalui
28:00fase rumah tangga yang bukan sekali ya?
28:02Dua, tiga kali.
28:03Tapi kita nampak,
28:05seorang Aira Fazira,
28:07dia tidak menjadikan
28:09apa pengalaman yang lepas itu
28:11sebagai satu pengalaman yang buruk
28:13atau menceritakan sesuatu yang buruk
28:15kepada orang.
28:16Malah,
28:17memberikan sesuatu yang positif
28:19kalau ada tiba-tiba
28:21gosip terbaru dan sebagainya.
28:23Jadi ada orang yang melaluinya,
28:25dia macam,
28:26cukup, aku dah tak nak.
28:27Aku phobia, trauma dan sebagainya.
28:29Macam mana Aira sentiasa
28:31kekal positif dalam keadaan ini?
28:33Sebab,
28:35setiap pengalaman itu,
28:37benda itu menarik kita ke bawah.
28:40Ianya mematangkan kita.
28:41Jadi,
28:42satu,
28:43itu pilihan kita.
28:45Pada awal,
28:46pilihan saya.
28:47Dan baik buruknya,
28:49saya kena terima.
28:50Kalau saya rasa saya boleh terima itu,
28:53dan tidak menyalahkan
28:56siapa-siapa dalam sesuatu
28:58perhubungan yang kecundang,
28:59saya rasa tak patut
29:01untuk saya
29:03memusuhi
29:05dan nak menyalahkan
29:07atau sesuatu yang
29:09tak berlaku
29:11yang tak baik itu,
29:12pasti datang daripada
29:14diri saya sendiri.
29:16Sebaliknya,
29:18kita nak salahkan orang,
29:19baik saya salahkan diri saya.
29:21Kalau saya rasa saya nak menuding jari
29:23pada orang,
29:24dia ini salah,
29:25dia buat ini, dia buat itu,
29:26saya tak belajar pun.
29:27Dan,
29:28membuatkan saya,
29:29nanti buat apa?
29:30Jadi, ada
29:31negative thought
29:33yang nak menyalahkan orang.
29:34Nak ada perasaan benci.
29:35Saya paling tak suka
29:36nak bergaduh.
29:37Saya paling tak suka
29:38nak ada hasat
29:39benci itu ke.
29:41Itu semua itu penat.
29:42Bagi saya,
29:43penat sangat.
29:44Tapi, kalau kita dapat
29:45lepaskan,
29:46lepaskan,
29:48ringan.
29:49Maafkan,
29:50Masya Allah,
29:51itu adalah nikmat
29:52yang paling tinggi
29:53kalau kita dapat
29:54memaafkan
29:56orang.
29:57Tenang.
29:58Ya.
29:59Dan, untuk ada
30:00this kind of mindset kan,
30:01so always positive,
30:02menerima.
30:03Kalau kata,
30:04Allah jodoh kan mungkin
30:05ada lagi
30:06perkawinan yang lain.
30:07Era memang
30:08sentiasa terbuka
30:09saja kan.
30:10Tak ada kata,
30:11no more, no more.
30:12Takkan commit.
30:13Nak kata terbuka
30:14saja itu,
30:15takut juga.
30:16Tapi,
30:17sebab ini,
30:19kalau kita faham
30:20aturan Allah,
30:21kita akan lalui
30:22saja.
30:23Andai Allah kata,
30:24ada jodoh,
30:25saya terima.
30:26Andai Allah kata,
30:27tidak ada jodoh,
30:28pun saya terima.
30:29Saya rasa,
30:30tidak ada manusia
30:31yang nak hidup
30:32bersorangan,
30:33sunyi,
30:34tak ada.
30:35Tapi, kadang-kadang
30:36kalau itulah yang terbaik
30:37buat kita,
30:38why not?
30:39Maka, itu sebabnya
30:40saya tak nak pikir
30:41sangatlah.
30:42Ada jodoh, ada.
30:43Alhamdulillah,
30:44tak ada jodoh pun.
30:45Ya Allah,
30:46kau berikan aku rasa
30:47sentiasa cukup.
30:48Kadang-kadang,
30:49kita solo pun,
30:50tapi kita cukup.
30:51Kasih sayang
30:52daripada seorang ibu,
30:53daripada seorang anak,
30:54kawan-kawan pun cukup kan.
30:55Betul.
30:56Asalkan,
30:57ianya tak
30:58menyesatkan hati ya.
31:01Kadang-kadang,
31:02kalau kita seorang pun,
31:03tapi rasa
31:04sunyi,
31:05sepi,
31:06rasa macam,
31:07kenapa,
31:08kemurungan,
31:09pun no point juga.
31:10Jadi, apa pun aturannya,
31:11asalkan kita dapat
31:13berdamai dengan takdir kita itu.
31:15Berdamai dengan takdir.
31:17Dan adakah satu,
31:18oke,
31:19katakanlah satu hari bertemu jodoh,
31:20tak kiralah dengan Mr. E atau Mr. F.
31:23Eh, bukan F.
31:24Ada F pula pendapatan.
31:25Dia macam,
31:26lepas E, F.
31:27Lepas itu G pun ada lagi kan.
31:30Dapat, oke.
31:31Dapat hint di situ, oke.
31:34Eh,
31:35Aira rasa, oke,
31:36cukup setakat itu saja.
31:38Adakah perkahwinan selepas ini?
31:40Aku nak yang kekal.
31:43Mestilah kan?
31:44Yelah,
31:45I think impian.
31:46Siapa saja yang melangkah
31:48kakinya ke alam rumah tangga,
31:50impian itu inilah yang terakhir,
31:53yang terbahagia,
31:54segala yang indah.
31:56Begitu juga dengan saya.
31:57Andai saya melangkah
31:59ke gerbang perkahwinan sekali lagi,
32:01jumpa partner,
32:02Ya Allah, kalau boleh,
32:03biarlah inilah yang terindah,
32:05yang membawa hingga ke akhir hayat.
32:08Semua yang terindah-indah.
32:10Itu impian saya lah.
32:11Impian semua orang.
32:12Tidak ada orang yang nak berumah tangga,
32:14oke,
32:15I aim dalam dua tahun,
32:16tiga tahun berdoa.
32:17Tak ada.
32:18Kawin kontrak itu Allah alam.
32:19Tapi,
32:20saya rasa tidak.
32:22Apapun,
32:23macam saya cakap,
32:24kalau kita tahu,
32:25kalau kita sedar ruang,
32:27aturan.
32:28Saya selalu percaya pada aturan Allah.
32:32Tapi, mesti ada macam,
32:34letak satu kriteria,
32:37ataupun benchmark.
32:38Sebab kita dah tahap ini,
32:39macam Yarafazira,
32:40dah satu tahap yang sangat tinggi.
32:42Selesa, senang, kan?
32:43Tapi, kalau lelaki-lelaki,
32:44mungkin yang nak mendekati.
32:46Kalau kau bawah ini,
32:47don't even bother.
32:49Excuse me, penat.
32:50Mungkin ada satu benchmark lah.
32:53Benchmarknya,
32:54dia harusnya sebegini,
32:55kalau tidak begini,
32:56no thank you.
32:57Dia harusnya salah seorang usahawan.
32:58Ataupun dia kena salah seorang yang sangat
33:01religius ke contoh.
33:03Benchmark saya,
33:04ialah macam ini.
33:06Biarlah kita,
33:08base kita yang sama,
33:10target kita sama.
33:11Maksudnya,
33:12target kita yang sama itu ialah,
33:14kita nak landing period.
33:17Dia bukan,
33:19mencari seseorang yang nak,
33:21yang masih,
33:23halelujah,
33:24yang masih
33:25mengejar dunia sangat.
33:27Kalau boleh,
33:28kita nak landing yang sama.
33:30Kalau matlamat itu,
33:31saya pun masih belajar.
33:33Dan saya tak mengharapkan,
33:35mendapat pasangan yang,
33:37oh, you kena jadi pemimpin,
33:38you kena ada ilmu hebat.
33:40Tidak.
33:41Kalau you pun sama dengan saya,
33:42nak belajar landing,
33:45mari kita buat sama-sama.
33:46Saya,
33:49benchmark itu,
33:50saya rasa,
33:53cukup sekadar,
33:55sederhana,
33:56tapi,
33:57mendamaikan.
33:59Tangan tengok dia tenang,
34:00gitu kan?
34:01Jangan menghuruhara kan lah,
34:02maksudnya.
34:03Kita dah berdamai,
34:04dengan apa yang ada.
34:05You know,
34:06walaupun sederhana,
34:07tapi tenang semua kan?
34:08Sekali nak masuk,
34:09bila nak masuk itu,
34:11you,
34:12you,
34:13tenang itu,
34:14jangan dikocat.
34:15Kena adapt lah.
34:16Kita kena,
34:17sama-sama,
34:18at par lah.
34:19Jangan,
34:20saya tak nak,
34:21kalau boleh,
34:22kita elak lah,
34:23berjumpa,
34:24dengan yang,
34:25yang masih nak,
34:26buka mata,
34:27yang,
34:28yang masih mengejar dunia.
34:30Ya.
34:31You understand what I mean?
34:32Ya.
34:33Kita nak landing,
34:34jom kita landing sama-sama.
34:36Saya pun nak belajar,
34:37awak pun nak belajar,
34:38jom kita landing sama-sama.
34:39MashaAllah.
34:40Itulah.
34:41Itu yang keluar status untuk,
34:42kamu yang sentiasa,
34:43sentiasa mendamaikan.
34:47Alamak.
34:48Maknanya dah ada dalam situasi itulah sekarang.
34:52Maksudnya yang ada sekarang ini,
34:53yang mendamaikan lah.
34:54Yang mendamaikan lah.
34:55Tak, sebab,
34:56betul tu Nana.
34:58Kita mencari yang mendamaikan.
35:00So, you mendamaikan,
35:01okay,
35:02yang mendamaikan.
35:03Biarlah mendamaikan tu berterusan.
35:05Alhamdulillah,
35:06berterusan.
35:07Setakat ini,
35:08insyaAllah lah kan.
35:09InsyaAllah lah.
35:10Tak ada lagi status-status baru.
35:15Kehidupan,
35:16kehidupan sebagai seorang selebriti,
35:18orang selalu ingat semuanya indah.
35:20Betul.
35:21Satu, kita memang tak ada privasi,
35:22semua orang pun dah tahu sekarang ini.
35:23Dan kita ada media sosial kita,
35:24yang kita pilih apa yang kita nak letak
35:26dan pertuntunkan kepada
35:27peminat-peminat kita.
35:29Saya rasa itu satu kelebihan.
35:30Kalau dulu,
35:31kita kena keluar newspaper,
35:33kita kena keluar majalah,
35:35bahwa kita sekarang ada satu platform.
35:37Apa you punya aktiviti
35:39untuk engage
35:40dengan penonton?
35:41Supaya kita ini tetap relevan.
35:42Aku dah kahwin ke?
35:43Aku dah kahwin ke?
35:44Aku di atas ke?
35:45Aku kerja ke?
35:46Takkan.
35:47Sampai bila,
35:48Aira rasa,
35:49you akan berkomitmen itu
35:51serving to the audience
35:53ataupun for your fans?
35:55Okay.
35:56Kalau dulu,
35:57betul mana yang Aira cakap kan?
35:58Dulu,
35:59kita ada media,
36:01apa majalah semuanya.
36:03Dan apa yang nak dikeluarkan,
36:04ditentukan oleh editor
36:07atau wartawan itu sendiri.
36:08Oh, saya nak tanya pasal itu.
36:10Dia nak highlightkan apa.
36:11Tapi bila di social media,
36:12kita yang menentukan,
36:15kita nak highlight apa.
36:16Kita nak share apa.
36:18Jadi,
36:19untuk saya,
36:20apa keselesaan saya,
36:22saya rasa,
36:24kita pun kena sedar ruang.
36:26Saya sedar ruang.
36:27Dengan usia kita,
36:29memadai kita berkongsi
36:32yang baik-baik,
36:35yang menggembirakan,
36:36yang menghiburkan orang.
36:38Saya tidak memilih untuk nak
36:42share sesuatu yang
36:44membuatkan orang..
36:45Mencetuskan
36:46benda-benda yang tak baik.
36:48Atau menggalakkan
36:49benda-benda yang tak baik.
36:51Saya memilih.
36:52Saya harap saya tidaklah ke arah itu.
36:54Kadang-kadang,
36:55keputusan kita bungkil silap.
36:56Karena setiap kali
36:58apa yang keluar itu,
36:59kadang-kadang kita belajar.
37:00Eh, kenapa keluar macam ini?
37:02Bukan keimpaknya.
37:04Sekian-sekian kita kena pikir.
37:05Impaknya kepada masyarakat.
37:07Dan saya selalu risau
37:09MLM.
37:11Dosa MLM.
37:12MashaAllah.
37:13Kita takut,
37:15kita pos,
37:16dan misalkan,
37:17berkembang-berkembang,
37:18you know,
37:19benda yang tak baik,
37:20bila orang lain ikut,
37:22kita dapat pula,
37:23MLM dosa itu.
37:25Sebab disampaikan.
37:27Dikembang-kembangkan, disampaikan,
37:29dan puncanya pada kita.
37:31Maka tak pasal-pasal kita dosa berkait.
37:33Dosa berkait, dosa berkait.
37:34Jadi saya selalu fikirkan itu.
37:37Jadi,
37:38saya rasa harus tahu batas kita lah.
37:41Karena sekarang,
37:42batasnya ditentukan oleh kita.
37:44Kita yang tahu direction kita.
37:46Dulu tidak.
37:47Dulu tidak.
37:48Dulu reporter yang siapkan.
37:51Sekarang kita.
37:52Direction kita.
37:53Ada tak dulu itu,
37:54masa zaman kita tak boleh nak decide,
37:56keluar satu cerita,
37:57keluar satu gosip,
37:58yang orang betul-betul marah.
38:00Eh, aduh.
38:01Marah, kecewa.
38:02Kenapa cerita itu?
38:03Mereka baik dengan kamu.
38:04Kenapa kamu buat cerita itu?
38:05Telepon.
38:06Kenapa buat cerita itu?
38:07Tajuk besar,
38:08tak tajuk itu pun dah
38:10mengundang, kan?
38:12Eh, pernah.
38:13Itu sebab saya kata,
38:14itu fasa yang
38:17belum matang lagi.
38:20Boleh nak komplain,
38:22nak marah, nak apa, kan?
38:23Tapi sekarang ini,
38:24saya rasa lah,
38:25kalau iya pun,
38:26saya akan bercakap baik-baik lah
38:27dengan pihak reporter.
38:29Eh, you nak buat cerita apa ini?
38:31Eh, janganlah.
38:32Kadang-kadang mengundang.
38:33Oh, sebab selalu memikirkan
38:35orang keliling saya.
38:37Kalau saya seorang yang kena,
38:39pandailah saya mengadapnya.
38:41Paling-paling sakit,
38:42saya terima sajalah.
38:43Tapi kalau orang lain
38:45yang kena terkesan
38:46dengan pendulisan itu,
38:48saya tak suka.
38:50Sebab nak menjawab,
38:52nak kesian,
38:53itu semua membenarkan.
38:54Baik kita bercakap baik-baik.
38:57Keluar apa yang betul
38:59atau yang elok saja.
39:00Nak kena,
39:01kenakan saya.
39:02Jangan kenakan orang lain
39:03yang tak berkait.
39:04Bila cakap pasal-pasal itu kan,
39:06macam Alicia pernah tak
39:07tanya soalan
39:09yang Aira rasa macam,
39:12kenapa?
39:13Mungkin dia dah sedih
39:14atau mungkin dia terasa
39:15dengan apa-apa statement
39:16yang ada di luar sana
39:17ataupun apa-apa lain dia baca kan?
39:19Sekarang ini kan,
39:20kadang-kadang kita post
39:21dekat media sosial kita lain.
39:22Tapi bila porter-porter ini ambil,
39:24tukar cerita jadi lain kan?
39:25Ataupun pernahkah Alicia
39:26tanya soalan yang Aira rasa
39:27macam tak boleh jawab
39:28ataupun dia tersedih
39:30dengan statement orang buat.
39:32Pernahkah?
39:35Satu, Alicia ini
39:36dia sangat pendiam kan?
39:38Orang dia.
39:39Tapi daripada statement saya,
39:41dia tak pernah ambil.
39:43Tapi kalau statement orang,
39:45kadang-kadang ya lah,
39:46orang kenal
39:48father,
39:49of course lah,
39:50mothernya,
39:51fathernya pun ada
39:52kadang-kadang menjadi
39:53bualan masyarakat juga.
39:54Saya tahu dia terkesan.
39:56Karena apa pun,
39:58ya lah,
40:00anak-anak ayah juga kan?
40:02Jadi, saya lah,
40:03itu tugas saya lah
40:04untuk nak
40:05bagitahu Alicia
40:07orang ini,
40:08tak faham.
40:09Karena itulah dia,
40:10media,
40:11kadang-kadang awak jangan baca sangat.
40:13Saya kena memahamkan dia
40:14bahwasanya
40:15tulisan atau komen-komen
40:17di bawah itu
40:18adalah daripada orang yang tak faham.
40:21Dan awak harus memaafkan mereka.
40:24Sebab mereka tak tahu.
40:25Mereka tak tahu.
40:26Dan ini,
40:28beberapa orang suka
40:29cerita-cerita macam itu.
40:31Saya kena fahamkan dia.
40:32Kadang-kadang,
40:33ya lah, orang menulis,
40:34kadang-kadang memberi komen.
40:35Dia budak kan?
40:36Komen yang kutuk itu
40:38bapak dia itu.
40:39Contoh.
40:40Bapak dia ini,
40:41kalau orang kata,
40:42atau mak dia ini,
40:43orang kata.
40:44Saya tahu dia sedih.
40:45Tapi dia,
40:46dia pilih untuk,
40:48ada orang tulis.
40:49Saya tahulah dia dah terkecewa.
40:51Tapi tugas saya untuk nak
40:53kuatkan semangat dia
40:55dan beri pemahaman
40:57bahwasanya itu semua
41:00nyamuk lah.
41:01You don't,
41:02you jangan ambil kira lah.
41:03Sebab itu dia lebih matang
41:04daripada usia dia kan?
41:05Dia kena faham benda yang
41:06kita masa kita dah dewasa ini.
41:08Kita baru faham kan?
41:09And industry ini
41:10can be so mean.
41:11Untuk dia terima itu kan?
41:13Tahap, ok.
41:15Tahap sensitivity
41:17seorang Ira Fazila.
41:19Sebab saya tengok,
41:20ya lah,
41:21gosip itu satu hal.
41:22Tapi ada orang membuat jenaka.
41:26Jenaka dengan
41:28satu-satunya bekas-bekas suami
41:30dan sebagainya.
41:31Dan mungkin yang terbaru kan?
41:33Jadi,
41:34jauh di sudut hati Ira,
41:35macam mana?
41:36Mungkin Ira nak bagitahu
41:37tentang perkara itu?
41:40Macam inilah,
41:41bunyi macam
41:42klisye.
41:43Tapi maafkan je lah.
41:45Diorang itu.
41:46Bunyi macam klisye
41:47tapi halalkan je lah.
41:49Ya lah, terhibur,
41:50ok suka, tak apa.
41:54Memberi hiburan untuk diorang,
41:55tak apa.
41:57Benda itu sebab
41:58kenapa kita nak ambil
42:00pusing
42:01bila mana benda itu
42:04Satu mungkin
42:05kalau menjengkelkan
42:06ke apa ke?
42:07Kata contoh lah.
42:08Saya sebagai seorang
42:09jay.
42:10Ketahukan jay.
42:12Saya kata macam
42:13tak apa.
42:15Harap
42:16keturanan anda
42:17tidak ada yang jay.
42:18Macam itulah.
42:19Contohnya,
42:21satu statement
42:22yang saya macam
42:23kenapalah netizen.
42:24Kadang-kadang saya
42:25saya bimbang untuk
42:26netizen ini.
42:28Sebab platform-platform
42:29untuk nak buat
42:31dosa itu mudah sangat.
42:33Contohnya,
42:34contohnya
42:35bila artis itu
42:36kahwin.
42:37Contoh.
42:38Ini berapa lama
42:39pulak ini?
42:40Ini tengok lah
42:41ini nanti tak lama.
42:42All that negative
42:43negative thought itu
42:44yang macam
42:45Allah kenapa
42:46cakap macam itu.
42:47Tapi tak apalah.
42:48Inilah dia.
42:49Semoga dia diberi
42:50hidayah.
42:51Kita
42:52tolak ke situ saja.
42:53Sebab
42:54kita tak boleh
42:55nak kawal
42:56semua orang ini.
42:57Jadi sesuatu yang kita
42:58tak boleh kawal
42:59serahkan pada Allah.
43:00Itu saja.
43:01Jadi kita berlega.
43:02Kan?
43:03Tak pening.
43:04Rahsia tenang
43:05seorang Aira Fazila.
43:06Dia
43:07tak masuk ke sini.
43:08Dia biar saja.
43:09Lepaskan.
43:10Benda itu tidak ada
43:11orang kata
43:12efek kan?
43:13Kat kita.
43:14Kau cakap pun
43:15kalau kita tahu diri kita siapa.
43:16Tidak terkesan.
43:17Apa-apa lagi
43:18dalam suasana yang mendamaikan.
43:21Sekali lagi kuat.
43:22Guna ayat damai.
43:23Saya suka.
43:24Kuat itu apa tadi?
43:25Apa ayatnya?
43:26Kepada
43:27awak yang sentiasa
43:28mendamaikan.
43:29Masya Allah.
43:30Saya rasa semua yang menonton
43:31mendamai hari ini.
43:33Aira Fazila
43:3510 tahun lagi
43:3620 tahun lagi
43:38apa yang Aira
43:39nak achieve lagi mungkin
43:41dalam hidup?
43:4310 tahun
43:4420 tahun
43:46apa yang ada
43:48di dunia ini
43:49Alhamdulillah
43:51saya tak mengharapkan
43:54benda yang setinggi-tinggi gunung.
43:57Apa yang ada ini pun syukur
43:58Alhamdulillah.
43:59Tapi
44:0010 tahun
44:0120 tahun lagi
44:02saya harapkan
44:06orang kata
44:08bekalan kita lah
44:09di sana.
44:10Masya Allah.
44:11So, di masa ini
44:13adalah masanya untuk
44:15perlahan-lahan
44:16seperti saya katalah
44:17landing.
44:18Landing ya.
44:19Landing yang betul.
44:20Landing yang
44:21mendamaikan
44:22dan
44:24betul.
44:25Betul-betul.
44:27Dan bersedia
44:28kalau
44:30targetnya
44:31Husnul Khatimah.
44:33Masya Allah.
44:34Amin.
44:35Kita semua
44:36jadi kita kena
44:37start kumpul kan.
44:38Kumpul
44:39pahala.
44:40Kumpul segala yang baik.
44:42Apa yang bekalan
44:43kita boleh bawa nanti.
44:46Mendamaikan
44:47bercakap dengan Aira Fazila.
44:48Sangat-sangat.
44:49Dahlah wangi itu.
44:50Kita tak boleh
44:51kita tak boleh
44:52sebab saya tahu
44:53dia ada seorang yang
44:54susah nak marah.
44:57Tak pernah tengok tak?
44:58Tak ada.
44:59Dalam ini lah
45:00dalam sembilu.
45:01Sangat disenangi oleh
45:02wartawan.
45:04Lelaki sekerja.
45:05Betul-betul.
45:06Lelaki sekerja dan sebagainya.
45:08Tak tahu nak cat comment
45:09sebab marah itu.
45:10Saya manusia biasa.
45:11Marah saya pun ada
45:12marahnya.
45:13Dia cuma tak tulis
45:14di Facebook saja.
45:15Tak suka dia.
45:17Memilih untuk tidak.
45:18Nanti kita pick and choose
45:19siapa kita nak letakin.
45:21Satu-satu
45:22mutiara kata terakhir
45:23daripada Aira Fazila
45:24untuk semua yang menonton hari ini.
45:26Sebab apa?
45:27Kita tengok
45:28Aira Fazila
45:29daripada dulu sampai sekarang
45:31di carta A
45:33A listers.
45:34Bagaimana dia boleh kekal
45:35dalam keadaan itu?
45:37Dan mungkin ramai yang
45:38nak jadikan Aira Fazila
45:40sebagai inspirasi.
45:41Tak kisahlah.
45:42Walaupun dia mungkin
45:43dalam bidang sendiri.
45:44Tapi aku nak ambil
45:45inspirasi Aira Fazila
45:46untuk aku berjaya
45:47dalam bidang aku.
45:49Di tahap A saja
45:50sepanjang masa.
45:51Di sudut kerjaya ke?
45:53Ya.
45:54Kehidupan bermula.
45:55Tak kisah personal life.
45:56Okay your mindset lah
45:57in doing banyak-banyak benda.
46:00Apakah mindset Aira Fazila?
46:02Mindset saya
46:05ketika kamu berada di
46:07kemuncak kejayaan ke
46:10atau ketika kamu berada
46:13paling bawah ke
46:16jangan dakab
46:19peluk
46:21momen itu.
46:23Hmm.
46:25Sebab
46:26apapun semua itu
46:27hanyalah sementara.
46:29You happy
46:30paling happy
46:31you paling berjaya
46:33pun sementara.
46:35You tengah kejatuhan
46:36kemurungan
46:37kesedihan
46:38pun sementara.
46:40So
46:42hiduplah dengan
46:44tenang
46:45bersederhana itu
46:46indah.
46:48Jadi kita lalui itu
46:49dengan
46:50dengan damai.
46:51Damai.
46:53Damai adalah kata kunci.
46:56Untuk hari ini.
46:57Hari ini ya.
46:58Mungkin kita boleh
46:59akhiri dengan lagu itu
47:00Sementara.
47:02Yang terindah hanyalah sementara.
47:03Sesuai ya lagu itu.
47:05Semuanya adalah sementara.
47:07Lanjut sikit.
47:08Sesungguhnya
47:09Sesungguhnya saat yang terindah
47:12hanyalah sementara
47:16Yang terpahat dalam diri
47:19hanya kenangan
47:21dan
47:23nestapa
47:28Entah lagu
47:29Okay.
47:31Terima kasih banyak-banyak
47:32kita ucapkan kepada Prima Dona
47:33Eryf Azira kita.
47:34Terima kasih banyak.
47:35Terima kasih Sudi
47:36dan orang cerita Zayan.
47:37Insya Allah
47:38saya rasa banyak yang kita boleh ambil
47:40sebagai satu inspirasi
47:41dan manfaat lah
47:42untuk siapa mungkin
47:43tengah mencari diri
47:44tengah macam kusut
47:45dengan banyak benda
47:46apa yang boleh kita buat
47:47untuk mencari
47:48kedamaian.
47:49Baiklah.
47:50Mudah-mudahan satu hari
47:51bila kita datang sini
47:52jemput lagi Eryf Azira
47:53adalah orang di sebelah ini ya.
47:55Wa Allah.
47:57Insya Allah, insya Allah.
47:59Saya rasa masih nak makan kuih.
48:01Ada ke?
48:02Ada di jamuan tak?
48:03Tak ada, tanya lah.
48:04Eryf, Eryf ada bawa kuih tak?
48:05Apa?
48:06Tak ada.
48:07Ada bawa kuih pun.
48:08Kita bisa minum kopi kan?
48:09Insya Allah.
48:10Insya Allah.
48:11Saya rasa kena tukar ini
48:12jadi damai podcast.
48:15Kita jumpa lagi
48:16jangan lupa untuk dengar kami
48:17kembali di Spotify ada
48:18di apa podcast juga
48:19di aplikasi Shop.
48:21Saya Nana Mahzan.
48:22Saya Eryf Biay.
48:23Saya Eryf Azira.
48:24Jumpa lagi.
48:25Assalamualaikum.
48:26Bye.
48:48Oh.
48:49Oh.
48:50Oh.
48:51Oh.
48:52Oh.
48:53Oh.